I'm not allowed to miss anyone I willingly I thrive and I'm alone and now I'm vigorous I have for everyone and I write in lines of cause I use you like I use this To hide from the light an' like an addict so please, please,
so please let me wipe my feet off on cheek before I enter your open mind - which
just so happens to be an open wound - and just so happens to be for me- and I just so happen to forget what happens to you when you figure out that you're used The lightbulb always comes too late, like I've already burned my - an escaped - I never asked for this cape to be pinned to my back but covers up the finger graves and I like the way makes me feel so I let you let me keep it intact Dressing up my feelings as you slip the black mask my face when I learned that great minds think alike but bad minds think the same we each other in bad taste and I can't change, you can't you can't change, you change and I can't change mind, but I can change your clothes and I make things right but I can get close I myself to never write about love, I told myself to stick to what I the more I learn, the more I learn how I don't My to create and get higher suppreses my urge to want to die right here, to die right now I to bury my pain into something and someone else I'm always for an outlet a being or to love a new for my suffering chopping up the latest creative drug and I take it to the brain I breathe it in the steam, the trip, the I get, it's only for one moment it's strange using your arm an 8-ball and using you like a one stand and most people understand that my dayjob is rehab and I don't wanna be I wanna get to know her I just wanna unknow and be reminded later it's always darkest the dawn but it's darker sunglasses on but I 'em on in inside because when I create I'm an insomniac and everyone I'm on crack but fuck it the difference? is dependence, it depends on the way you look at it An is an addict and I live without it, I don't know how to live without it I don't how to function I'm not somewhere that I haven't been and I'm not good at home, and I'm not good at sitting still and my soul has ADHD and I'm mentally ill and I don't have a for script, I can fill it out for myself the street runs for drugs and I think think this street leads straight to hell and I'm on a of losing so inevitably time will tell But I'll tell that I'm telling you I really don't miss my old self Or any of the ones that abused me I'm not allowed to I 'em so