I'm not allowed to miss I willingly left I and I'm alone and right now I'm vigorous I have for everyone and I write in lines of drugs cause I use you I use this To hide the light an' moon like an addict so please, please,
so please let me wipe my feet off on your cheek before I enter your open - which
so happens to be an open wound - and just so happens to be just for me- and I just so happen to forget what happens to you when you figure out that you're being The lightbulb always comes too late, like I've already my escape - an escaped - I never for this cape to be pinned to my back but covers up the finger nail and I like the way that makes me feel so I let you let me keep it intact Dressing up my as fact you slip the black mask over my thats when I learned that great minds alike but bad think exactly the same we used each in bad taste and I can't change, you can't you can't change, you change and I can't change mind, but I can change your clothes and I can't make things right but I can get I told myself to never write love, I told myself to stick to I know the more I learn, the more I learn how much I My desire to create and get higher suppreses my urge to want to die right here, to die now I want to my pain into something and someone else I'm looking for an outlet a being or thing to a new for my suffering up the latest creative drug and I take it to the brain when I breathe it in the steam, the trip, the energy I get, only for one moment strange using your arm like an 8-ball and using you like a one stand and most won't understand that my is rehab and I don't wanna be sober I don't wanna get to her I just wanna unknow myself and be later it's always darkest the dawn but it's darker sunglasses on but I wear 'em on in inside when I create I'm an insomniac and everyone I'm on crack but fuck it what's the is dependence, it depends on the way you look at it An addict is an and I can't live without it, I don't know how to live it I know how to function I'm not somewhere I haven't been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not good at sitting still and my soul has ADHD and I'm mentally ill and I don't have a prescription for script, I can it out for myself the street runs for street and I think think this street leads straight to hell and I'm on a streak of losing so time will tell But I'll tell that I'm you that I really don't miss my old self Or any of the ones that abused me I'm not allowed to I 'em so