I'm not to miss anyone I willingly left I thrive and I'm alone and now I'm vigorous I eyes for everyone and I write in lines of drugs I use you like I use this To hide from the light an' moon like an so please, please,
so let me wipe my feet off on your cheek before I enter your open mind - which
just so happens to be an wound - and just so happens to be just for me- and I just so to forget what happens to you when you figure out that you're being used The lightbulb always too late, like I've already burned my escape - an escaped - I never asked for this cape to be pinned to my back but covers up the finger graves and I the way that makes me feel so I let you let me keep it intact Dressing up my feelings as you slip the mask over my face when I learned that great minds think alike but bad think exactly the same we used each other in bad and I change, you can't change you change, you can't change and I can't change your mind, but I can change clothes and I can't make right but I can get close I told myself to write about love, I told myself to stick to what I the more I learn, the more I how much I don't My desire to create and get higher suppreses my urge to to die right here, to die right now I to bury my pain into something and someone else I'm always looking for an a being or to love a new outlet for my chopping up the latest creative drug and I it to the brain when I breathe it in the steam, the trip, the I get, it's only for one moment it's strange using arm like an 8-ball and using you like a one stand and most people won't that my is rehab and I don't wanna be sober I don't wanna get to her I just wanna myself and be reminded later it's darkest before the dawn but darker with sunglasses on but I 'em on in inside because when I create I'm an insomniac and thinks I'm on crack but fuck it what's the is dependence, it depends on the way you look at it An addict is an and I can't live without it, I know how to live without it I know how to function I'm not somewhere that I haven't been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not at sitting still and my soul has ADHD and I'm definitely ill and I don't a prescription for script, I can fill it out for myself the street runs for street drugs and I think this street leads straight to hell and I'm on a streak of losing so inevitably time will But tell that I'm telling you that I really don't miss my old self Or any of the that have abused me I'm not allowed to I 'em so