I'm not allowed to miss anyone I left I thrive and I'm alone and right now I'm I have eyes for and I write in lines of drugs cause I use you like I use To hide from the an' moon like an addict so please, please,
so please let me wipe my off on your cheek before I enter your open mind - which
just so happens to be an open wound - and just so happens to be for me- and I just so happen to forget what happens to you when you figure out that being used The lightbulb comes too late, like I've already burned my escape - an escaped - I never asked for this cape to be pinned to my but covers up the finger nail graves and I like the way that makes me so I let you let me keep it intact Dressing up my feelings as you slip the black mask over my thats when I learned great minds think alike but bad minds think exactly the we used other in bad taste and I change, you can't change you change, you can't change and I change your mind, but I can change your clothes and I can't things right but I can get close I told to never write about love, I told myself to to what I know the more I learn, the more I how much I don't My desire to create and get higher suppreses my urge to want to die right here, to die now I want to bury my pain into something and someone I'm always looking for an a being or thing to a new for my suffering chopping up the latest creative and I take it to the brain when I breathe it in the steam, the trip, the I get, it's only for one moment strange using your arm like an 8-ball and using you like a one night and most people understand that my dayjob is and I don't wanna be sober I don't wanna get to her I just wanna unknow myself and be later it's always darkest the dawn but it's darker sunglasses on but I wear 'em on in inside because when I I'm an insomniac and everyone I'm on crack but fuck it what's the is dependence, it depends on the way you look at it An is an addict and I live without it, I don't know how to live without it I know how to function I'm not somewhere that I haven't been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not at sitting still and my has ADHD and I'm definitely mentally ill and I have a prescription for script, I can fill it out for myself the street runs for street drugs and I think this street leads straight to hell and I'm on a streak of losing so inevitably time tell But I'll that I'm telling you that I really don't miss my old self Or any of the ones have abused me I'm not allowed to I 'em so