I'm not to miss anyone I willingly left I thrive and I'm alone and right now I'm I eyes for everyone and I write in lines of cause I use you like I use this To hide from the light an' like an addict so please, please,
so please let me wipe my feet off on your cheek before I enter your open - which
so happens to be an open wound - and just so happens to be just for me- and I just so happen to forget what happens to you when you figure out that you're used The lightbulb comes too late, like I've already burned my escape - an escaped - I never asked for this cape to be pinned to my but covers up the finger nail graves and I like the way makes me feel so I let you let me keep it intact up my feelings as fact you slip the black mask my face thats when I learned that great think alike but bad minds think exactly the we each other in bad taste and I can't change, you can't you change, you can't change and I can't change your mind, but I can change clothes and I can't make right but I can get close I myself to never write about love, I told myself to stick to what I the more I learn, the I learn how much I don't My desire to create and get suppreses my urge to want to die right here, to die right now I want to my pain into something and someone else I'm looking for an outlet a being or to love a new for my suffering chopping up the latest creative drug and I take it to the brain I breathe it in the steam, the trip, the energy I get, it's only for one it's strange using your arm like an and using you like a one night and most people understand that my is rehab and I don't wanna be sober I don't get to know her I just wanna myself and be reminded later it's darkest before the dawn but it's darker with on but I wear 'em on in inside because when I create I'm an and thinks I'm on crack but it what's the difference? Dependence is dependence, it on the way you look at it An addict is an and I can't live without it, I know how to live without it I know how to function I'm not that I haven't been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not good at sitting still and my has ADHD and I'm definitely mentally ill and I don't have a prescription for script, I can fill it out for the street runs for street drugs and I think think this street straight to hell and I'm on a streak of losing so inevitably time will But I'll that I'm telling you that I really don't miss my old self Or any of the that have abused me I'm not allowed to I 'em so