I'm not allowed to miss anyone I left I thrive and I'm and right now I'm vigorous I eyes for everyone and I in lines of drugs cause I use you like I use this To hide from the an' moon like an addict so please, please,
so please let me wipe my feet off on cheek before I enter your open mind - which
just so happens to be an open - and just so happens to be just for me- and I just so to forget what happens to you when you figure out that you're being used The lightbulb always comes too late, like I've already burned my escape - an - I never asked for this cape to be pinned to my but covers up the finger nail graves and I like the way that me feel so I let you let me keep it intact up my feelings as fact you slip the black mask my face thats when I that great minds think alike but bad minds think the same we each other in bad taste and I can't change, you change you can't change, you can't and I change your mind, but I can change your clothes and I can't make right but I can get close I told myself to never about love, I myself to stick to what I know the more I learn, the more I learn how much I My desire to create and get higher suppreses my urge to want to die right here, to die now I want to bury my pain into something and someone I'm looking for an outlet a being or to love a new outlet for my chopping up the latest creative drug and I take it to the when I breathe it in the steam, the trip, the energy I get, only for one moment it's strange using your arm like an and you like a one night stand and people won't understand my dayjob is rehab and I don't wanna be sober I don't get to know her I just wanna unknow myself and be reminded it's always darkest before the but it's darker with on but I wear 'em on in inside when I create I'm an insomniac and thinks I'm on crack but it what's the difference? Dependence is dependence, it on the way you look at it An addict is an and I can't live without it, I know how to live without it I know how to function I'm not that I haven't been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not good at sitting still and my has ADHD and I'm definitely mentally ill and I don't have a prescription for script, I can it out for myself the runs for street drugs and I think think this street leads straight to hell and I'm on a of losing so inevitably time will tell But I'll that I'm telling you that I really don't miss my old self Or any of the ones that have me because I'm not to I 'em so