I'm not allowed to anyone I willingly left I thrive and I'm alone and now I'm vigorous I have eyes for and I write in lines of drugs I use you like I use this To hide from the an' moon like an addict so please, please,
so please let me wipe my feet off on your cheek before I enter open mind - which
just so happens to be an open - and just so happens to be just for me- and I just so to forget what happens to you when you figure out that you're being used The lightbulb comes too late, like I've already burned my escape - an escaped - I never asked for cape to be pinned to my back but covers up the finger nail graves and I like the way that makes me feel so I let you let me it intact Dressing up my as fact you slip the black over my face thats when I learned that great minds alike but bad think exactly the same we used each in bad taste and I change, you can't change you can't change, you can't and I can't change your mind, but I can change clothes and I can't make right but I can get close I told myself to never about love, I told myself to stick to what I the I learn, the more I learn how much I don't My desire to create and get higher my urge to want to die right here, to die right now I want to bury my pain into something and else I'm always for an outlet a being or thing to a new for my suffering chopping up the creative drug and I take it to the brain when I breathe it in the steam, the trip, the I get, it's only for one moment it's using your arm like an 8-ball and you like a one night stand and most people understand that my dayjob is rehab and I wanna be sober I don't get to know her I just wanna unknow myself and be reminded always darkest before the dawn but it's darker sunglasses on but I wear 'em on in inside when I create I'm an insomniac and everyone thinks I'm on but it what's the difference? Dependence is dependence, it on the way you look at it An is an addict and I can't live without it, I know how to live without it I know how to function I'm not that I haven't been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not good at sitting still and my soul has ADHD and I'm definitely ill and I have a prescription for script, I can fill it out for myself the street runs for street drugs and I think this street leads straight to hell and I'm on a streak of so inevitably time will tell But I'll tell I'm telling you that I really don't miss my old self Or any of the that have abused me I'm not allowed to I 'em so