I'm not allowed to anyone I willingly left I thrive and I'm and right now I'm vigorous I have eyes for and I write in lines of cause I use you like I use this To hide from the an' moon like an addict so please, please,
so please let me wipe my feet off on your cheek I enter your open mind - which
just so happens to be an open - and just so happens to be just for me- and I just so happen to forget what happens to you when you out that you're being used The always comes too late, like I've already burned my escape - an escaped - I never asked for this cape to be pinned to my back but covers up the nail graves and I like the way that makes me so I let you let me keep it intact Dressing up my feelings as you slip the black over my face thats when I learned great minds think alike but bad think exactly the same we used other in bad taste and I change, you can't change you change, you can't change and I change your mind, but I can change your clothes and I can't make right but I can get close I myself to never write about love, I told myself to to what I know the more I learn, the more I learn how much I My desire to and get higher suppreses my urge to want to die right here, to die right now I want to bury my pain into and someone else I'm always looking for an a being or thing to a new outlet for my chopping up the latest creative drug and I take it to the brain I breathe it in the steam, the trip, the energy I get, it's for one moment it's strange using your arm an 8-ball and using you like a one night and people won't understand that my is rehab and I don't wanna be sober I wanna get to know her I just wanna myself and be reminded later it's always before the dawn but darker with sunglasses on but I wear 'em on in inside when I create I'm an insomniac and thinks I'm on crack but fuck it the difference? Dependence is dependence, it depends on the way you at it An addict is an and I can't live without it, I don't know how to without it I don't how to function I'm not somewhere that I been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not good at sitting still and my has ADHD and I'm definitely mentally ill and I don't have a for script, I can fill it out for myself the runs for street drugs and I think think this street leads straight to hell and I'm on a streak of losing so inevitably time tell But I'll tell that I'm telling you that I really don't miss my old Or any of the that have abused me because I'm not to I 'em so