I'm not allowed to miss anyone I willingly I thrive and I'm alone and right now I'm I have for everyone and I write in lines of drugs cause I use you like I use To hide from the light an' moon like an so please, please,
so let me wipe my feet off on your cheek before I enter your open mind - which
just so happens to be an open wound - and just so happens to be for me- and I just so happen to forget happens to you when you figure out that you're being used The lightbulb always comes too late, like already burned my escape - an escaped - I never asked for cape to be pinned to my back but covers up the finger nail and I like the way that makes me feel so I let you let me keep it intact Dressing up my feelings as you slip the black over my face thats when I learned that great think alike but bad minds think the same we used other in bad taste and I can't change, you change you change, you can't change and I can't change your mind, but I can your clothes and I can't make things but I can get close I told to never write about love, I told myself to stick to I know the more I learn, the more I learn how much I My desire to create and get higher my urge to want to die right here, to die right now I want to bury my pain into something and else I'm always looking for an a being or thing to a new outlet for my chopping up the creative drug and I take it to the brain when I breathe it in the steam, the trip, the energy I get, only for one moment strange using your arm like an 8-ball and using you like a one night and most won't understand that my dayjob is and I don't wanna be sober I wanna get to know her I just wanna unknow myself and be later it's darkest before the dawn but darker with sunglasses on but I wear 'em on in inside because when I I'm an insomniac and thinks I'm on crack but it what's the difference? Dependence is dependence, it depends on the way you at it An is an addict and I can't live without it, I don't know how to without it I know how to function I'm not somewhere that I been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not good at sitting still and my soul has ADHD and I'm mentally ill and I have a prescription for script, I can fill it out for myself the street runs for drugs and I think think this street leads straight to hell and I'm on a streak of losing so inevitably will tell But I'll tell I'm telling you that I really don't miss my old self Or any of the ones have abused me I'm not allowed to I 'em so