I'm not allowed to miss anyone I willingly I thrive and I'm alone and right now I'm I eyes for everyone and I write in lines of drugs cause I use you like I use To hide the light an' moon like an addict so please, please,
so please let me wipe my feet off on your cheek before I enter your open mind -
just so to be an open wound - and just so happens to be just for me- and I just so happen to forget what happens to you you figure out that you're being used The lightbulb always comes too late, like I've burned my escape - an escaped - I never asked for this cape to be pinned to my back but up the finger nail graves and I like the way that me feel so I let you let me keep it intact Dressing up my as fact you the black mask over my face thats when I learned that great think alike but bad minds think exactly the we used each in bad taste and I can't change, you change you can't change, you can't and I can't change your mind, but I can change clothes and I can't make things right but I can get I told myself to never about love, I told myself to to what I know the more I learn, the more I learn how I don't My desire to create and get suppreses my urge to want to die right here, to die right now I want to my pain into something and someone else I'm looking for an outlet a being or to love a new for my suffering chopping up the latest creative drug and I it to the brain when I breathe it in the steam, the trip, the energy I get, only for one moment it's strange your arm like an 8-ball and using you like a one night and most people understand that my dayjob is rehab and I don't be sober I wanna get to know her I wanna unknow myself and be reminded later it's darkest before the dawn but it's with sunglasses on but I 'em on in inside because when I create I'm an insomniac and thinks I'm on crack but fuck it the difference? Dependence is dependence, it on the way you look at it An is an addict and I can't without it, I don't know how to live without it I don't how to function I'm not somewhere that I haven't been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not good at sitting and my has ADHD and I'm definitely mentally ill and I have a prescription for script, I can fill it out for myself the street runs for street drugs and I think this street leads straight to hell and I'm on a of losing so inevitably time will tell But I'll tell that I'm telling you that I really don't miss my old Or any of the ones have abused me I'm not allowed to I 'em so