I'm not allowed to miss anyone I willingly I and I'm alone and right now I'm vigorous I have eyes for and I write in lines of cause I use you like I use this To hide from the light an' moon like an so please, please,
so please let me my feet off on your cheek before I enter your open mind - which
just so happens to be an open wound - and just so to be just for me- and I just so happen to forget what to you when you figure out that you're being used The lightbulb always comes too late, like I've burned my escape - an escaped - I never for this cape to be pinned to my back but covers up the finger nail and I like the way that makes me feel so I let you let me keep it intact Dressing up my feelings as you slip the mask over my face when I learned that great minds think alike but bad think exactly the same we each other in bad taste and I change, you can't change you can't change, you change and I can't change your mind, but I can your clothes and I can't make things right but I can get I told myself to write about love, I told myself to stick to what I the more I learn, the more I learn how I don't My desire to create and get higher suppreses my urge to want to die right here, to die now I to bury my pain into something and someone else I'm always looking for an a being or to love a new for my suffering chopping up the latest creative drug and I it to the brain when I breathe it in the steam, the trip, the energy I get, only for one moment it's using your arm like an 8-ball and you like a one night stand and most people won't that my dayjob is rehab and I wanna be sober I don't wanna get to her I just unknow myself and be reminded later it's always before the dawn but it's darker with on but I wear 'em on in inside because when I I'm an insomniac and everyone thinks I'm on but it what's the difference? Dependence is dependence, it depends on the way you at it An is an addict and I can't live it, I don't know how to live without it I know how to function I'm not that I haven't been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not good at sitting still and my soul has ADHD and I'm mentally ill and I don't have a prescription for script, I can fill it out for the street runs for street drugs and I think think street leads straight to hell and I'm on a streak of losing so inevitably will tell But I'll tell that I'm telling you I really don't miss my old self Or any of the that have abused me because I'm not to I 'em so