I feel like I'm walking a line thoughts on a zip-tie I'd let them fly if the quiet would finally the voice that is inside Weighing my words before that I've Day of my birth, in the motions Why do I only feel in the eye of the storm by the roar of the ocean and over again Though we both know where ends It's sobering knowing that alone with this stress It all over the edge Have am I blasphemous? So Burn me with or Cannabis smoke I've all my life with hands on my throat Searching for highs to balance the I've been spending my days with abandon Searching for I'm drifting away with no counter I've tried changing my ways, I'm in here stranded Searching for I'm drifting away no counter weight No I've got no counter If it's all in of me Why's it awaken the kind of sensation of suddenly Like every step could be from under me And so it all catch up to me I move at the speed of Losing my peace of Pursuing my demons, lucid or Can't keep doing this, truth is a a vice I'm all out of now If abandoned my sanity's down Started actually giving a fuck Who's catching me when I down I pray you follow So I'm paving away to escape from lotto It's beautiful today, heart breaking been spending my days, with reckless abandon Searching for I'm drifting away, with no counter I've tried changing my ways, I'm stuck in here for balance I'm drifting away, no counter weight No I've got no weight Don't be here forever me from this place Don't live forever Just wanna live wanna be here forever Take me this place Don't live forever wanna live today I've been spending my days, with reckless Searching for I'm drifting away, with no counter I've tried changing my ways, I'm stuck in stranded for balance I'm away, with no counter weight No, I've got no counter