I feel like I'm walking a line Balancing on a zip-tie I'd let them fly if the quiet would silence the voice that is inside Weighing my words that I've spoken Day of my birth, caught in the Why do I only feel in the eye of the storm by the roar of the ocean Over and again Though we both know this ends It's sobering knowing that coping alone with stress It all over the edge Have mercy am I So me with fire or Cannabis smoke I've worked all my life with hands on my Searching for to balance the lows been spending my days with reckless abandon Searching for I'm drifting away with no weight I've changing my ways, I'm stuck in here stranded Searching for I'm away with no counter weight No got no counter weight If it's all in of me Why's it the kind of sensation of falling suddenly Like every step could be pulled from me And so it all catch up to me I move at the speed of Losing my peace of Pursuing my demons, or dreaming Can't keep doing this, truth is a a vice I'm all out of now If abandoned my sanity's down Started actually giving a fuck Who's catching me I come down I pray that you So I'm paving to escape from this lotto beautiful today, heart breaking tomorrow I've been spending my days, with reckless Searching for I'm drifting away, with no counter I've tried changing my ways, I'm in here stranded for balance I'm drifting away, with no counter No I've got no counter Don't wanna be forever Take me from this wanna live forever Just live today Don't be here forever me from this place Don't wanna forever Just wanna today I've spending my days, with reckless abandon for balance I'm drifting away, no counter weight I've tried my ways, I'm stuck in here stranded Searching for I'm away, with no counter weight No, got no counter weight