I feel like I'm a thin line Balancing on a zip-tie I'd let them fly if the quiet would finally silence the that is inside Weighing my words before I've spoken Day of my birth, in the motions Why do I only norm in the eye of the storm by the roar of the ocean and over again Though we both where this ends It's sobering knowing that coping with this stress It all falls over the mercy am I blasphemous? So Burn me with fire or Cannabis I've worked all my life with on my throat for highs to balance the lows I've been spending my days with reckless Searching for I'm drifting away with no counter I've tried changing my ways, I'm stuck in here Searching for I'm drifting with no counter weight No I've got no counter If it's all in of me Why's it the kind of sensation of falling suddenly every step could be pulled from under me And so it all catch up to me I move at the speed of Losing my of mind Pursuing my demons, or dreaming Can't keep this, truth is a need a vice I'm all out of now If abandoned my sanity's struck Started actually giving a fuck Who's catching me when I down I that you follow So I'm paving away to escape from lotto It's beautiful today, heart breaking I've been spending my days, with abandon for balance I'm drifting away, no counter weight I've tried changing my ways, I'm stuck in here for balance I'm drifting away, with no counter No I've got no weight Don't wanna be forever Take me from this wanna live forever Just wanna today Don't wanna be forever Take me this place Don't wanna live wanna live today I've been spending my days, reckless abandon Searching for I'm drifting away, with no counter I've changing my ways, I'm stuck in here stranded for balance I'm away, with no counter weight No, I've got no counter