Controlled Bleeding

summon your darkness, evil alone
with hate avoiding the light
abandon all the doctrines of christ
bloodshed on the altarstone
make my way thru masses of death
fear not, I welcome his lies
embrace him with a brotherly kiss
then send him on a journey thru time

sire - so old this
lie - my holy
life - I now despise heaven
burns - of hate and
pain - obey in
sane - controlled bleeding

gather around the young ones now
and lead them to insanity
caress their minds with the evil eye
and mark them for infinity

I believe in my bleeding-flow
set aside life's real meaning-bow

I close my eyes - blind
unseen, undisguised

dead dreams fly - thru out my mind
on wings - made out of pain and fear
enter my soul - oh Lord of flees

at last, I stand with blood on my hands
burning steaming hot
my laughter shatters the serentic air
as I follow him to meet my God