Constellations

Goodnight, thank you dear I can't sleep again
Got your words in my head on repeat again
Looking up at familiar constellations on my ceiling
Maybe it's sad that I know them by heart

Wake up, by myself think of you again
Got my phone sitting quiet by my side again
Waiting for some kind of sign that I'm not alone
Maybe it's sad that I'm not expecting one

How am I so head over heels that all I ever think about is you?
And how can you pass your day and not miss me the same way too?
I'm scared and I don't know what to do...

Hello, nice to see your face again
Got your eyes playing tricks on my heart again
Feeling like we're still the same as the beginning
Maybe it's sad that I still feel that way

How am I so head over heels that all I ever think about is you?
And how can you pass your day and not miss me the same way too?
I'm scared and you still don't have a clue...

Well I don't feel like yelling when there's nothing left to say
I couldn't even finish this song 'cause I felt so betrayed
You know who you are and I don't care if you hear this song
I have no idea why I tortured myself for so long
I'd rather wear a smile than a frown and I wish you the best
But all you did was hold me down...

How was I so head over heels that all I ever thought about was you?
How could you let me hold on when all the time you knew
You had no will to see us through...