[Intro: Random people I from depression Complete Had it my whole I have had it so bad uh... I had Been with major depression of phobias, lots of fears Anxiety, panic I had depression before, I didn't that could be so bad
1:] Sometimes it like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it starts to grow It's like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for Shits real fucked up, my brains filled much confusion Do you know it is to sit a 3am a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a of pills Cause the rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' right in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending shit Flames rising from the ashes your about to commit Have you ever stopped car somewhere far from everythin' Sat a half an hour, just thinkin' of a way To put soul to rest and set your mind at ease Put the in my mouth, I wanna sleep for all eternity
Dear cruel world why am I here? I never asked to be Everyday it's just a struggle to survive Dear please just away the tears be better off when I'm gone In my own private Hell and all alone
2:] So many reasons just to leave fuckin' planet Pressure gets to be so much, the way you can't stand it People hatin', credit problems, bitch be fuckin' your A million reasons, for your soul to transend Nobody me, I'm a loser, parents wish I was dead I'm overweight, get a date, I'll turn my walls to red I lock the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. I leave a fuckin' mess out for my moms to clean It's to the that I can't stand it, I can't even try to cope And you don't know me, you can't help me, you can't offer me no too late to try and stop it, I done lost the fuckin' war I gonna write no fuckin' letter, leave my answers on the floor I'm a do it I swear, don't even I'm even fuckin' lyin' Nobody gonna me, nobody gonna be cryin' All alone in my like I was in life Let me take my final breath, they can me tonight
Dear cold cruel world why am I I never asked to be Everyday it's just a struggle to survive Dear please just wipe away the I'll be better off when I'm In my own private Hell and left all
You won't miss me when I'm (Flames risin', risin') I you did me so wrong (Flames risin')
Dear cold world why am I here? Flames risin', risin' Dear please just away the tears Flames risin', flames Dear cruel world why am I here? (just wipe away, wipe away) Flames risin', flames Dear juse wipe away the tears (just away, just wipe away) risin', flames risin' Dear cruel world why am I here? Flames risin', risin' Dear juse wipe away the tears Flames risin', flames