[Intro: people talking] I from depression Complete Had it my whole I have had it so bad uh... I had diagnosed with major depression Lots of phobias, lots of Anxiety, panic I had before, I didn't think that could be so bad
1:] Sometimes it feels the world's on my shoulders Everything me closing in, it starts to grow colder It's I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you know it is to sit a 3am a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds from ending this shit Flames rising from the ashes that your to commit you ever stopped your car somewhere far from everythin' Sat a half an hour, just of a better way To put your to rest and set your mind at ease Put the barrel in my mouth, I wanna for all eternity
Dear cold world why am I here? I never to be alive Everyday just a struggle even to survive Dear please just wipe the tears be better off when I'm gone In my own private and left all alone
2:] So reasons just to leave this fuckin' planet Pressure to be so much, the way you just can't stand it People hatin', credit problems, be fuckin' your friends A million reasons, circumstances for your to transend Nobody like me, I'm a loser, parents wish I was I'm overweight, can't get a date, turn my walls to red I lock the door, turn up the music, the T.V. screen I a bloody fuckin' mess out for my moms to clean It's to the point I can't stand it, I can't even try to cope And you don't know me, you help me, you can't offer me no hope It's too late to try and stop it, I lost the fuckin' war I ain't gonna no fuckin' letter, leave my answers on the floor I'm a do it I swear, don't even think I'm even fuckin' Nobody gonna me, nobody gonna be cryin' All in my death like I was in life Let me take my breath, they can bury me tonight
Dear cold world why am I here? I never asked to be Everyday it's a struggle even to survive please just wipe away the tears I'll be better off I'm gone In my own Hell and left all alone
You won't miss me I'm gone (Flames risin', risin') I know you did me so (Flames risin')
Dear cold world why am I here? Flames risin', risin' Dear please wipe away the tears Flames risin', risin' Dear cold world why am I here? (just wipe away, wipe away) Flames risin', risin' Dear please juse wipe away the (just wipe away, just away) Flames risin', flames Dear cold cruel why am I here? risin', flames risin' Dear please juse wipe away the Flames risin', flames