[Intro: Random people I suffer from depression Had it my life I have had it so bad uh... I had Been with major depression Lots of phobias, of fears Anxiety, panic I had depression before, I think that could be so bad
1:] Sometimes it feels like the world's on my Everything around me in, it starts to grow colder It's I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my brains with much confusion Do you know it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a of pills Cause the fuckin' due and you can't pay bills Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your I'm talkin' right in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten seconds just from ending this shit rising from the ashes that your about to commit Have you ever stopped your car somewhere far everythin' Sat a half an hour, thinkin' of a better way To put your soul to rest and set mind at ease Put the in my mouth, I wanna sleep for all eternity
Dear cold cruel world why am I I never to be alive Everyday it's just a struggle even to please just wipe away the tears I'll be better off when I'm In my own Hell and left all alone
2:] So many just to leave this fuckin' planet Pressure gets to be so much, the way you can't stand it People hatin', credit problems, bitch be fuckin' friends A million reasons, for your soul to transend Nobody like me, I'm a loser, parents I was dead I'm overweight, can't get a date, I'll turn my to red I the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. screen I leave a bloody fuckin' mess out for my moms to It's to the point I can't stand it, I can't even try to cope And you don't know me, you can't help me, you can't me no hope too late to try and stop it, I done lost the fuckin' war I ain't gonna write no fuckin' letter, leave my on the floor I'm a do it I swear, don't think I'm even fuckin' lyin' Nobody remember me, nobody gonna be cryin' All alone in my death I was in life Let me my final breath, they can bury me tonight
Dear cold world why am I here? I never asked to be it's just a struggle even to survive Dear please just wipe the tears be better off when I'm gone In my own Hell and left all alone
You won't miss me when I'm (Flames risin', risin') I you did me so wrong (Flames risin')
Dear cruel world why am I here? risin', flames risin' Dear just wipe away the tears risin', flames risin' Dear cold world why am I here? (just away, just wipe away) risin', flames risin' Dear please wipe away the tears (just wipe away, just away) risin', flames risin' Dear cold cruel why am I here? Flames risin', risin' please juse wipe away the tears Flames risin', risin'