[Intro: Random talking] I suffer depression depression Had it my life I have had it so bad uh... I had Been with major depression Lots of phobias, lots of Anxiety, attacks I had depression before, I didn't think could be so bad
1:] Sometimes it feels the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it starts to colder It's like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you what it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a of pills Cause the rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you ever felt the cold of death in your heart I'm talkin' right in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending this Flames from the ashes that your about to commit you ever stopped your car somewhere far from everythin' Sat a an hour, just thinkin' of a better way To put your soul to and set your mind at ease Put the barrel in my mouth, I wanna for all eternity
Dear cold cruel why am I here? I never asked to be it's just a struggle even to survive Dear please just away the tears I'll be off when I'm gone In my own private Hell and left all
2:] So many reasons just to leave this fuckin' gets to be so much, the way you just can't stand it People hatin', problems, bitch be fuckin' your friends A reasons, circumstances for your soul to transend Nobody like me, I'm a loser, parents I was dead I'm overweight, can't get a date, turn my walls to red I the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. screen I leave a bloody fuckin' out for my moms to clean It's to the point that I stand it, I can't even try to cope And you don't me, you can't help me, you can't offer me no hope It's too late to try and it, I done lost the fuckin' war I ain't write no fuckin' letter, leave my answers on the floor I'm a do it I swear, even think I'm even fuckin' lyin' Nobody remember me, nobody gonna be cryin' All alone in my like I was in life Let me take my breath, they can bury me tonight
Dear cold world why am I here? I never asked to be it's just a struggle even to survive Dear please just wipe away the I'll be off when I'm gone In my own private Hell and all alone
You miss me when I'm gone (Flames risin', risin') I know you did me so (Flames risin')
Dear cold cruel why am I here? Flames risin', risin' Dear please just wipe away the risin', flames risin' Dear cold cruel why am I here? (just wipe away, just away) Flames risin', flames Dear please juse away the tears (just wipe away, wipe away) risin', flames risin' Dear cold cruel world why am I risin', flames risin' Dear juse wipe away the tears Flames risin', risin'