[Intro: Random talking] I suffer from depression Had it my life I had it so bad that uh... I had diagnosed with major depression Lots of phobias, lots of Anxiety, panic I had before, I didn't think that could be so bad
1:] Sometimes it feels like the world's on my Everything around me closing in, it starts to grow It's I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my brains with much confusion Do you what it is to sit a 3am a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of Cause the fuckin' due and you can't pay bills Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in heart I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending this Flames rising from the ashes that your about to Have you ever your car somewhere far from everythin' Sat a half an hour, just of a better way To put your soul to rest and set your at ease Put the barrel in my mouth, I sleep for all eternity
Dear cold world why am I here? I asked to be alive Everyday just a struggle even to survive Dear please wipe away the tears I'll be better off when I'm In my own private Hell and all alone
2:] So many just to leave this fuckin' planet Pressure gets to be so much, the way you can't stand it hatin', credit problems, bitch be fuckin' your friends A million reasons, circumstances for your soul to Nobody me, I'm a loser, parents wish I was dead I'm overweight, can't get a date, turn my walls to red I lock the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. I leave a bloody mess out for my moms to clean It's to the that I can't stand it, I can't even try to cope And you don't know me, you help me, you can't offer me no hope It's too late to try and stop it, I lost the fuckin' war I ain't gonna no fuckin' letter, leave my answers on the floor I'm a do it I swear, even think I'm even fuckin' lyin' Nobody gonna remember me, gonna be cryin' All alone in my death like I was in Let me take my final breath, they can bury me
Dear cold cruel world why am I I never to be alive Everyday it's just a even to survive Dear please wipe away the tears be better off when I'm gone In my own Hell and left all alone
You miss me when I'm gone (Flames risin', risin') I you did me so wrong (Flames risin')
Dear cold world why am I here? risin', flames risin' Dear please just wipe the tears Flames risin', risin' Dear cold cruel world why am I (just wipe away, just away) Flames risin', risin' Dear juse wipe away the tears (just wipe away, just away) Flames risin', flames Dear cold cruel world why am I Flames risin', flames Dear juse wipe away the tears Flames risin', risin'