[Intro: people talking] I suffer depression Complete Had it my whole I had it so bad that uh... I had Been diagnosed with depression of phobias, lots of fears Anxiety, panic I had before, I didn't think that Depression be so bad
1:] Sometimes it feels like the on my shoulders around me closing in, it starts to grow colder It's like I'm on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you know it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a of pills Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just ending this shit Flames rising from the that your about to commit Have you ever your car somewhere far from everythin' Sat a half an hour, thinkin' of a better way To put your soul to rest and set mind at ease Put the barrel in my mouth, I wanna for all eternity
Dear cold world why am I here? I never asked to be Everyday it's a struggle even to survive Dear just wipe away the tears I'll be better off when I'm In my own Hell and left all alone
2:] So reasons just to leave this fuckin' planet Pressure gets to be so much, the way you just stand it hatin', credit problems, bitch be fuckin' your friends A reasons, circumstances for your soul to transend Nobody like me, I'm a loser, parents I was dead I'm overweight, can't get a date, I'll turn my to red I the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. screen I leave a fuckin' mess out for my moms to clean It's to the point that I can't stand it, I even try to cope And you don't know me, you can't help me, you can't me no hope It's too late to try and stop it, I done lost the war I ain't gonna write no letter, leave my answers on the floor I'm a do it I swear, even think I'm even fuckin' lyin' Nobody gonna remember me, gonna be cryin' All alone in my death like I was in Let me my final breath, they can bury me tonight
Dear cruel world why am I here? I never asked to be it's just a struggle even to survive Dear just wipe away the tears be better off when I'm gone In my own private Hell and left all
You won't miss me when I'm (Flames risin', risin') I know you did me so (Flames risin')
Dear cold world why am I here? Flames risin', risin' Dear please just away the tears Flames risin', risin' Dear cold cruel world why am I (just wipe away, just away) risin', flames risin' Dear please juse wipe away the (just wipe away, wipe away) Flames risin', risin' Dear cold cruel world why am I Flames risin', risin' Dear please juse wipe the tears risin', flames risin'