[Intro: Random people I suffer from depression Had it my life I have had it so bad uh... I had diagnosed with major depression Lots of phobias, lots of Anxiety, panic I had depression before, I didn't think could be so bad
1:] Sometimes it like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it starts to grow It's like I'm sitting on row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you what it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a of pills Cause the rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you ever the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in your and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' just from ending this shit Flames rising from the that your about to commit Have you ever your car somewhere far from everythin' Sat a half an hour, thinkin' of a better way To put your soul to and set your mind at ease Put the barrel in my mouth, I wanna for all eternity
Dear cold world why am I here? I never to be alive Everyday it's just a struggle even to Dear please just wipe the tears I'll be better off when I'm In my own private Hell and left all
2:] So many reasons just to leave this planet Pressure to be so much, the way you just can't stand it hatin', credit problems, bitch be fuckin' your friends A million reasons, circumstances for your to transend Nobody me, I'm a loser, parents wish I was dead I'm overweight, can't get a date, I'll turn my to red I the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. screen I leave a bloody fuckin' out for my moms to clean It's to the point I can't stand it, I can't even try to cope And you don't me, you can't help me, you can't offer me no hope It's too late to try and stop it, I done lost the war I ain't gonna write no letter, leave my answers on the floor I'm a do it I swear, don't even think I'm even lyin' Nobody gonna me, nobody gonna be cryin' All alone in my death I was in life Let me take my breath, they can bury me tonight
Dear cold world why am I here? I never asked to be Everyday it's a struggle even to survive Dear just wipe away the tears be better off when I'm gone In my own private and left all alone
You won't miss me when I'm (Flames risin', risin') I you did me so wrong (Flames risin')
Dear cruel world why am I here? risin', flames risin' Dear please wipe away the tears Flames risin', risin' Dear cruel world why am I here? (just away, just wipe away) Flames risin', risin' Dear juse wipe away the tears (just wipe away, just away) Flames risin', flames cold cruel world why am I here? Flames risin', risin' please juse wipe away the tears Flames risin', risin'