[Intro: Random people I suffer depression depression Had it my life I have had it so bad uh... I had Been diagnosed major depression of phobias, lots of fears Anxiety, panic I had depression before, I didn't that Depression be so bad
1:] Sometimes it feels like the world's on my Everything me closing in, it starts to grow colder like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my brains with much confusion Do you know it is to sit a 3am a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a of pills the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in heart I'm talkin' right in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds from ending this shit Flames rising the ashes that your about to commit Have you stopped your car somewhere far from everythin' Sat a half an hour, thinkin' of a better way To put soul to rest and set your mind at ease Put the barrel in my mouth, I wanna for all eternity
Dear cruel world why am I here? I never asked to be Everyday just a struggle even to survive Dear please just wipe the tears I'll be off when I'm gone In my own private Hell and left all
2:] So many reasons just to leave this planet Pressure to be so much, the way you just can't stand it People hatin', credit problems, be fuckin' your friends A million reasons, circumstances for soul to transend Nobody like me, I'm a loser, wish I was dead I'm overweight, get a date, I'll turn my walls to red I lock the door, turn up the music, the T.V. screen I a bloody fuckin' mess out for my moms to clean It's to the point that I can't it, I can't even try to cope And you don't know me, you can't help me, you can't me no hope It's too late to try and it, I done lost the fuckin' war I gonna write no fuckin' letter, leave my answers on the floor I'm a do it I swear, don't even I'm even fuckin' lyin' Nobody gonna remember me, nobody be cryin' All in my death like I was in life Let me take my final breath, they can bury me
Dear cold cruel world why am I I never to be alive Everyday it's just a struggle even to please just wipe away the tears I'll be better off when I'm In my own private Hell and left all
You won't me when I'm gone (Flames risin', risin') I you did me so wrong (Flames risin')
Dear cold cruel why am I here? risin', flames risin' Dear please just away the tears risin', flames risin' Dear cold cruel why am I here? (just wipe away, wipe away) risin', flames risin' Dear juse wipe away the tears (just wipe away, just away) risin', flames risin' Dear cold cruel why am I here? risin', flames risin' Dear juse wipe away the tears risin', flames risin'