[Intro: Random people I from depression Complete Had it my life I had it so bad that uh... I had Been diagnosed major depression Lots of phobias, of fears Anxiety, attacks I had depression before, I didn't think Depression be so bad
1:] Sometimes it feels like the on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it starts to grow It's like I'm on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with confusion Do you know it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on your prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending this Flames rising from the ashes that your to commit Have you ever stopped your car somewhere far from Sat a half an hour, thinkin' of a better way To put your soul to and set your mind at ease Put the in my mouth, I wanna sleep for all eternity
Dear cold cruel why am I here? I asked to be alive it's just a struggle even to survive Dear please wipe away the tears be better off when I'm gone In my own Hell and left all alone
2:] So many reasons to leave this fuckin' planet Pressure gets to be so much, the way you just stand it People hatin', problems, bitch be fuckin' your friends A million reasons, circumstances for your to transend Nobody me, I'm a loser, parents wish I was dead I'm overweight, get a date, I'll turn my walls to red I lock the door, up the music, flip the T.V. screen I leave a bloody mess out for my moms to clean It's to the point that I can't stand it, I even try to cope And you don't know me, you help me, you can't offer me no hope It's too late to try and stop it, I done the fuckin' war I gonna write no fuckin' letter, leave my answers on the floor I'm a do it I swear, don't even think I'm even lyin' Nobody gonna remember me, gonna be cryin' All alone in my death I was in life Let me take my final breath, they can bury me
Dear cruel world why am I here? I asked to be alive Everyday it's just a struggle to survive Dear please just away the tears I'll be better off when I'm In my own private Hell and left all
You miss me when I'm gone (Flames risin', risin') I you did me so wrong (Flames risin')
Dear cold cruel why am I here? Flames risin', flames Dear please just wipe the tears risin', flames risin' Dear cruel world why am I here? (just wipe away, wipe away) risin', flames risin' Dear please wipe away the tears (just wipe away, just away) Flames risin', flames Dear cruel world why am I here? risin', flames risin' Dear please juse wipe away the risin', flames risin'