[Intro: Random talking] I suffer depression Complete Had it my whole I have had it so bad uh... I had Been diagnosed major depression Lots of phobias, of fears Anxiety, attacks I had before, I didn't think that could be so bad
1:] Sometimes it feels like the world's on my Everything around me closing in, it starts to grow It's like I'm on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you know it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to temple on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a of pills Cause the rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you ever the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just ending this shit Flames from the ashes that your about to commit you ever stopped your car somewhere far from everythin' Sat a half an hour, just thinkin' of a way To put your soul to and set your mind at ease Put the in my mouth, I wanna sleep for all eternity
Dear cold world why am I here? I never asked to be Everyday it's a struggle even to survive Dear please wipe away the tears be better off when I'm gone In my own private Hell and left all
2:] So reasons just to leave this fuckin' planet Pressure gets to be so much, the way you just can't it People hatin', credit problems, bitch be fuckin' your A million reasons, circumstances for your soul to Nobody like me, I'm a loser, parents I was dead I'm overweight, get a date, I'll turn my walls to red I the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. screen I leave a bloody fuckin' out for my moms to clean It's to the that I can't stand it, I can't even try to cope And you don't know me, you can't help me, you can't offer me no It's too late to try and stop it, I lost the fuckin' war I ain't gonna write no fuckin' letter, my answers on the floor I'm a do it I swear, even think I'm even fuckin' lyin' Nobody remember me, nobody gonna be cryin' All alone in my death I was in life Let me take my final breath, they can bury me
Dear cold cruel world why am I I never asked to be Everyday it's just a even to survive Dear please just wipe the tears be better off when I'm gone In my own private and left all alone
You won't me when I'm gone (Flames risin', risin') I know you did me so (Flames risin')
Dear cruel world why am I here? Flames risin', risin' Dear please wipe away the tears risin', flames risin' Dear cold cruel why am I here? (just wipe away, wipe away) Flames risin', risin' Dear please juse away the tears (just wipe away, wipe away) risin', flames risin' Dear cruel world why am I here? risin', flames risin' Dear please juse away the tears Flames risin', flames