[Intro: people talking] I suffer from Complete Had it my whole I have had it so bad uh... I had Been diagnosed major depression of phobias, lots of fears Anxiety, attacks I had depression before, I think that could be so bad
1:] Sometimes it like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it starts to grow It's like I'm sitting on death row and for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my filled with much confusion Do you know it is to sit a 3am a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a of pills Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your I'm rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending shit Flames from the ashes that your about to commit Have you stopped your car somewhere far from everythin' Sat a an hour, just thinkin' of a better way To put soul to rest and set your mind at ease Put the barrel in my mouth, I wanna sleep for all
Dear cruel world why am I here? I never asked to be Everyday it's just a even to survive Dear just wipe away the tears be better off when I'm gone In my own private and left all alone
2:] So many reasons to leave this fuckin' planet gets to be so much, the way you just can't stand it People hatin', credit problems, be fuckin' your friends A million reasons, circumstances for your soul to Nobody like me, I'm a loser, wish I was dead I'm overweight, can't get a date, I'll turn my to red I lock the door, up the music, flip the T.V. screen I leave a bloody fuckin' mess out for my moms to It's to the point that I can't stand it, I can't try to cope And you don't know me, you help me, you can't offer me no hope It's too late to try and stop it, I done the fuckin' war I ain't gonna write no fuckin' letter, leave my answers on the I'm a do it I swear, don't think I'm even fuckin' lyin' Nobody gonna me, nobody gonna be cryin' All alone in my like I was in life Let me take my final breath, they can me tonight
Dear cruel world why am I here? I asked to be alive it's just a struggle even to survive Dear please just wipe away the I'll be off when I'm gone In my own private Hell and left all
You miss me when I'm gone (Flames risin', risin') I know you did me so (Flames risin')
Dear cruel world why am I here? Flames risin', flames Dear please just wipe the tears Flames risin', flames Dear cold world why am I here? (just wipe away, wipe away) Flames risin', risin' Dear please juse wipe the tears (just away, just wipe away) risin', flames risin' Dear cold world why am I here? Flames risin', risin' Dear please juse wipe the tears Flames risin', flames