[Intro: Random people I suffer depression depression Had it my whole I have had it so bad uh... I had Been diagnosed with major Lots of phobias, of fears Anxiety, attacks I had depression before, I think that Depression be so bad
1:] Sometimes it feels the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it starts to grow It's like I'm sitting on death row and for conclusion Shits real up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you what it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your I'm talkin' rips in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds from ending this shit Flames rising from the ashes your about to commit Have you ever stopped your car far from everythin' Sat a half an hour, thinkin' of a better way To put your soul to and set your mind at ease Put the barrel in my mouth, I sleep for all eternity
Dear cold world why am I here? I never asked to be Everyday it's just a even to survive Dear please just away the tears I'll be better off I'm gone In my own Hell and left all alone
2:] So many reasons just to leave this planet Pressure gets to be so much, the way you just stand it People hatin', credit problems, be fuckin' your friends A million reasons, circumstances for your to transend like me, I'm a loser, parents wish I was dead I'm overweight, can't get a date, turn my walls to red I the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. screen I leave a bloody mess out for my moms to clean It's to the point that I can't stand it, I even try to cope And you don't know me, you can't help me, you can't me no hope It's too late to try and stop it, I lost the fuckin' war I ain't gonna write no fuckin' letter, leave my on the floor I'm a do it I swear, don't even I'm even fuckin' lyin' gonna remember me, nobody gonna be cryin' All alone in my like I was in life Let me take my final breath, they can bury me
Dear cold world why am I here? I never to be alive Everyday it's a struggle even to survive Dear please just wipe away the I'll be better off I'm gone In my own private and left all alone
You won't miss me when I'm (Flames risin', risin') I you did me so wrong (Flames risin')
Dear cruel world why am I here? risin', flames risin' Dear please just wipe away the risin', flames risin' Dear cold cruel world why am I (just wipe away, wipe away) risin', flames risin' Dear please juse wipe the tears (just away, just wipe away) Flames risin', flames Dear cruel world why am I here? Flames risin', flames Dear please juse away the tears risin', flames risin'