[Intro: Random talking] I from depression depression Had it my life I have had it so bad uh... I had Been diagnosed with depression Lots of phobias, lots of Anxiety, attacks I had before, I didn't think that could be so bad
1:] Sometimes it like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it starts to grow It's I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with confusion Do you know it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you pay bills you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten seconds just from ending this shit rising from the ashes that your about to commit Have you ever your car somewhere far from everythin' Sat a half an hour, thinkin' of a better way To put your soul to and set your mind at ease Put the barrel in my mouth, I sleep for all eternity
Dear cold cruel world why am I I asked to be alive Everyday it's just a struggle to survive Dear just wipe away the tears be better off when I'm gone In my own private and left all alone
2:] So many just to leave this fuckin' planet Pressure gets to be so much, the way you can't stand it People hatin', problems, bitch be fuckin' your friends A million reasons, circumstances for soul to transend Nobody me, I'm a loser, parents wish I was dead I'm overweight, get a date, I'll turn my walls to red I lock the door, turn up the music, the T.V. screen I leave a bloody fuckin' out for my moms to clean It's to the point that I can't stand it, I can't try to cope And you don't know me, you can't me, you can't offer me no hope It's too to try and stop it, I done lost the fuckin' war I ain't gonna write no fuckin' letter, leave my on the floor I'm a do it I swear, don't even think I'm even fuckin' Nobody gonna me, nobody gonna be cryin' All alone in my death I was in life Let me my final breath, they can bury me tonight
Dear cold cruel world why am I I asked to be alive Everyday it's just a even to survive Dear please just away the tears be better off when I'm gone In my own Hell and left all alone
You won't miss me when I'm (Flames risin', risin') I know you did me so (Flames risin')
Dear cold cruel why am I here? Flames risin', risin' Dear please just wipe the tears Flames risin', risin' Dear cold cruel why am I here? (just wipe away, just away) Flames risin', flames Dear please wipe away the tears (just wipe away, just away) Flames risin', flames Dear cold cruel why am I here? Flames risin', risin' Dear please juse wipe the tears Flames risin', flames