[Intro: Random talking] I from depression Complete Had it my whole I had it so bad that uh... I had Been with major depression of phobias, lots of fears Anxiety, attacks I had depression before, I think that could be so bad
1:] Sometimes it like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it starts to grow It's like I'm sitting on death row and for conclusion Shits fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you what it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on your prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay Have you felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it Ten motherfuckin' seconds just ending this shit Flames rising from the that your about to commit Have you stopped your car somewhere far from everythin' Sat a an hour, just thinkin' of a better way To put your soul to rest and set your at ease Put the barrel in my mouth, I sleep for all eternity
Dear cruel world why am I here? I never asked to be Everyday it's a struggle even to survive Dear please just wipe the tears I'll be better off when I'm In my own Hell and left all alone
2:] So many reasons just to leave this fuckin' Pressure to be so much, the way you just can't stand it People hatin', credit problems, bitch be your friends A reasons, circumstances for your soul to transend Nobody like me, I'm a loser, parents I was dead I'm overweight, can't get a date, I'll turn my to red I lock the door, turn up the music, the T.V. screen I leave a bloody fuckin' mess out for my to clean It's to the point that I can't stand it, I can't even try to And you don't know me, you can't help me, you can't me no hope It's too late to try and stop it, I lost the fuckin' war I ain't gonna write no fuckin' letter, leave my on the floor I'm a do it I swear, don't even think I'm fuckin' lyin' gonna remember me, nobody gonna be cryin' All alone in my death I was in life Let me take my final breath, they can me tonight
Dear cruel world why am I here? I never to be alive Everyday it's just a even to survive Dear please just wipe away the be better off when I'm gone In my own Hell and left all alone
You won't miss me when I'm (Flames risin', risin') I you did me so wrong (Flames risin')
Dear cruel world why am I here? risin', flames risin' Dear please just wipe away the Flames risin', risin' Dear cold cruel why am I here? (just away, just wipe away) Flames risin', risin' Dear please wipe away the tears (just wipe away, wipe away) Flames risin', flames Dear cold cruel why am I here? risin', flames risin' Dear please juse wipe away the risin', flames risin'