[Intro: people talking] I suffer depression Complete Had it my life I have had it so bad uh... I had diagnosed with major depression Lots of phobias, lots of Anxiety, attacks I had depression before, I didn't think Depression be so bad
1:] Sometimes it feels the world's on my shoulders Everything me closing in, it starts to grow colder It's I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with much Do you what it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a of pills Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you pay bills Have you ever felt the cold of death in your heart I'm talkin' right in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending shit Flames rising from the ashes that your to commit Have you ever your car somewhere far from everythin' Sat a half an hour, just of a better way To put your soul to and set your mind at ease Put the barrel in my mouth, I wanna for all eternity
Dear cruel world why am I here? I never to be alive Everyday it's just a even to survive Dear please wipe away the tears I'll be better off I'm gone In my own private Hell and all alone
2:] So many reasons just to leave fuckin' planet Pressure gets to be so much, the way you can't stand it hatin', credit problems, bitch be fuckin' your friends A million reasons, circumstances for soul to transend Nobody me, I'm a loser, parents wish I was dead I'm overweight, get a date, I'll turn my walls to red I lock the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. I a bloody fuckin' mess out for my moms to clean to the point that I can't stand it, I can't even try to cope And you know me, you can't help me, you can't offer me no hope It's too to try and stop it, I done lost the fuckin' war I ain't gonna no fuckin' letter, leave my answers on the floor I'm a do it I swear, don't even think I'm fuckin' lyin' Nobody gonna me, nobody gonna be cryin' All alone in my like I was in life Let me take my final breath, they can bury me
Dear cold cruel why am I here? I never asked to be Everyday it's just a even to survive Dear please wipe away the tears be better off when I'm gone In my own private Hell and left all
You miss me when I'm gone (Flames risin', risin') I know you did me so (Flames risin')
Dear cold cruel world why am I Flames risin', risin' Dear please just away the tears Flames risin', risin' Dear cruel world why am I here? (just wipe away, just away) risin', flames risin' Dear juse wipe away the tears (just away, just wipe away) Flames risin', risin' Dear cold cruel why am I here? risin', flames risin' Dear juse wipe away the tears risin', flames risin'