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Now, this might get a personal
Or a lot
Parental discretion is

Yo look

I was ten, shit, I believed I could fly
I just flap my fucking arms and try to meet with the sky
And in my mind I'd envision I was speaking with God
And then I'd his fucking fist off and beat him with mine
But this is just a fucking of the war with my mind
So I'mma take you fuckers back and through the of time
When I was seven me at the bottom of stairs
And I solemnly swear that this is the truth, no fallacy
See I was young, man, I was a toddler, a kid
And he wasn't the first to try but he did
He me to the basement and after the lights had been cut
He whipped it out and and forced his cock through my gut

See it was because I felt like I was losing my mind
And then it happened like it millions of times
And I would swear that I would tell but they would that I was lyin'
And now the power that he held was like a beacon of
So now I got used to it, I put up the shit
And now my was so volcanically eruptive and shit
But this is 'cause I guess he told his friend what he do
And they ate it up, shit I was a buffet for two

And then it happened in a home where fucking one knew
And they ain't do shit but blame it on youth
I'm sorry mom but I really to blame it on you
But even you, by then wouldn't what to do

And now it so often that he was getting particular
And I'm scared every time, word to my speed and ventricular
One night he came and I was asleep in my bed
He climbed on top of me and himself between my legs
He told me, hey Ray, I see you like them sticks
So put your mouth on my dick and fucking the spit

And I was but I was scared so I did what he said
I had no idea the effect it would have on my
My heart was pumping it was with like tons of my fear
Imagine being seven and seeing cum in underwear
I it's nasty but sometimes I'd even bleed from my butt
Disgusting right? Now let that feeling ring through guts

I of offing myself, I thought of killing these niggas
Wanted to take a fucking brick and push teeth through they liver
Wanted to smash the fucking world and its leftover parts
Wanted to rip it out and fucking step on my heart

I grew up and I wasn't within the reach of these men
But that didn't me out the motherfucking reach of my sin
And psychologically I was just as fucked as they
I was confused, I had to prove I wasn't fucked from the
I was afraid of myself, I had no love for
I tried to kill, I tried to hide, I tried to run myself
There was a point in my life I didn't like who I was
So I'd create the people I would try to become
Sexuality into play and with as scarred as I was
I was extremely of men so I started liking girls
I starving myself, fucked up my bodily health
I didn't wanna be to nobody else
I didn't want the appeal, to stunt my own growth
But there's a fucking behind every scar that I show
I never got to be a kid so as far as I grow
My state is out of date, and that's as far as I know

My biggest problem was fear, and what being fearful do
It made me run, it made me hide it made me scared of the
I'm not anymore, I'm not the same anymore
I mean I'm sane but I'm insane but not the as before
I had to deal my shit, I had to look at my truth
To understand that to grow got to look at your root
I had to cut off the dead, I had to make myself
And now I'm just standing breathing proof look at me now
I made it everything, I made you look like a clown
I'm great, can't fucking hate, you nigga look at me now

Now I'm just this to tell you there's a way from the ground
The makings of a legend are often in trials
So just be strong and move on and just accept what you can
Because it makes your better when you read at the end

There's a story behind single scar that I show
I made it out, a me nobody's gotten before
I had to open my wounds, I had to bleed til I it
Thanks for joining me as I cleaned out my closet
I I opened my wounds, I had to bleed til I stopped it
Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my