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When I was ten, shit, I I could fly
I just flap my fucking arms and try to meet with the sky
And in my I'd envision that I was speaking with God
And I'd chop his fucking fist off and beat him with mine
But this is just a fucking of the war with my mind
So I'mma take you fuckers back and the vortex of time
When I was envision me at the bottom of stairs
And I solemnly swear that is the truth, no fallacy here
See I was young, man, I was a toddler, a kid
And he wasn't the first to try but he did
He took me to the basement and after the had been cut
He whipped it out and sodomized and forced his cock my gut

See it was weird I felt like I was losing my mind
And then it happened like it happened of times
And I would swear that I would tell but they would that I was lyin'
And now the power that he held was like a of mine
So now I got used to it, I put up the shit
And now my hate was so eruptive and shit
But this is nothing 'cause I he told his friend what he do
And ate it up, shit I was like a buffet for two

And it happened in a home where every fucking one knew
And they ain't do shit but fucking it on youth
I'm sorry mom but I really used to it on you
But even you, by then know what to do

And now it happened so that he was getting particular
And I'm more scared every time, to my speed and ventricular
One he came home and I was asleep in my bed
He climbed on top of me and forced himself between my
He told me, hey Ray, I see you like them Popsicle
So put your mouth on my dick and swallow the spit

And I was but I was scared so I did what he said
I had no idea the effect it would on my head
My heart was pumping it was thumping with tons of my fear
Imagine being seven and seeing cum in underwear
I it's nasty but sometimes I'd even bleed from my butt
Disgusting right? Now let feeling ring through your guts

I thought of offing myself, I of killing these niggas
Wanted to take a fucking brick and push they teeth they liver
Wanted to smash the world and burn its leftover parts
Wanted to rip it out and just fucking step on my

Then I grew up and I wasn't the reach of these men
But didn't keep me out the motherfucking reach of my sin
And psychologically I was just as fucked as they
I was confused, I had to prove I wasn't from the jump
I was of myself, I had no love for myself
I tried to kill, I tried to hide, I tried to run from
There was a point in my where I didn't like who I was
So I'd create the other people I try to become
came into play and with as scarred as I was
I was extremely of men so I started liking girls
I started myself, fucked up my bodily health
I didn't wanna be attractive to nobody
I want the appeal, wanted to stunt my own growth
But there's a fucking behind every scar that I show
I never got to be a kid so that's as far as I
My mental is out of date, and that's as far as I know

My biggest was fear, and what being fearful could do
It made me run, it made me it made me scared of the truth
I'm not deranged anymore, I'm not the anymore
I I'm sane but I'm insane but not the same as before
I had to deal with my shit, I had to at my truth
To that to grow you've got to look at your root
I had to cut off the dead, I had to myself proud
And now I'm just standing living breathing look at me now
I made it through everything, I you look like a clown
I'm great, can't fucking hate, you nigga look at me now

Now I'm just saying this to tell you there's a way the ground
The of a legend are often hidden in trials
So just be strong and just on and just accept what you can
Because it makes your story better you read at the end

There's a story behind every single scar I show
I made it out, this a me nobody's gotten
I had to open my wounds, I had to til I stopped it
Thanks for joining me as I cleaned out my closet
I I opened my wounds, I had to bleed til I stopped it
Thanks for joining me here as I out my closet