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Now, this get a little personal
Or a lot
Parental is advised

Yo look

When I was ten, shit, I believed I fly
I would flap my fucking arms and try to meet with the sky
And in my mind I'd envision that I was with God
And I'd chop his fucking fist off and beat him with mine
But is just a fucking portion of the war with my mind
So take you fuckers back and through the vortex of time
When I was seven envision me at the bottom of
And I solemnly swear that this is the truth, no here
See I was young, man, I was a toddler, a kid
And he wasn't the to successfully try but he did
He took me to the basement and the lights had been cut
He whipped it out and sodomized and forced his cock my gut

See it was weird because I felt like I was my mind
And then it like it happened millions of times
And I would swear that I tell but they would think that I was lyin'
And now the that he held was like a beacon of mine
So now I got used to it, I put up with the
And now my was so volcanically eruptive and shit
But this is nothing 'cause I guess he told his what he do
And they ate it up, shit I was a buffet for two

And then it happened in a home every fucking one knew
And they ain't do shit but fucking it on youth
I'm sorry mom but I really used to it on you
But even you, by then wouldn't know to do

And now it so often that he was getting particular
And I'm more scared every time, word to my speed and
One night he came and I was asleep in my bed
He climbed on top of me and forced himself my legs
He told me, hey Ray, I see you like Popsicle sticks
So put your on my dick and fucking swallow the spit

And I was confused but I was scared so I did he said
I had no the effect it would have on my head
My heart was pumping it was thumping like tons of my fear
Imagine seven and seeing cum in your underwear
I know nasty but sometimes I'd even bleed from my butt
right? Now let that feeling ring through your guts

I thought of offing myself, I thought of killing these
Wanted to take a fucking brick and push teeth through they liver
to smash the fucking world and burn its leftover parts
Wanted to rip it out and fucking step on my heart

Then I grew up and I wasn't within the of these men
But that didn't keep me out the reach of my sin
And psychologically I was just as as they come
I was confused, I had to prove I wasn't fucked the jump
I was of myself, I had no love for myself
I tried to kill, I to hide, I tried to run from myself
was a point in my life where I didn't like who I was
So I'd the other people I would try to become
Sexuality came play and with as scarred as I was
I was extremely of men so I started liking girls
I started myself, fucked up my bodily health
I wanna be attractive to nobody else
I didn't want the appeal, wanted to my own growth
But there's a fucking reason every scar that I show
I got to be a kid so that's as far as I grow
My mental is out of date, and that's as far as I know

My biggest was fear, and what being fearful could do
It made me run, it made me hide it made me of the truth
I'm not anymore, I'm not the same anymore
I mean I'm sane but I'm but not the same as before
I had to deal with my shit, I had to at my truth
To understand that to grow you've got to look at your
I had to cut off the dead, I had to myself proud
And now I'm just standing living proof look at me now
I made it through everything, I made you like a clown
I'm fucking great, can't fucking hate, you look at me now

Now I'm saying this to tell you there's a way from the ground
The makings of a legend are hidden in trials
So just be strong and just move on and just what you can
Because it makes your story better when you at the end

There's a story behind every single that I show
I made it out, this a me gotten before
I had to open my wounds, I had to bleed til I it
for joining me here as I cleaned out my closet
I said I my wounds, I had to bleed til I stopped it
Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my