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Now, might get a little personal
Or a lot
Parental is advised

Yo look

I was ten, shit, I believed I could fly
I would flap my fucking arms and try to meet with the sky
And in my mind I'd envision that I was speaking God
And then I'd chop his fist off and beat him with mine
But this is just a fucking portion of the war my mind
So I'mma take you fuckers back and through the of time
When I was seven envision me at the of stairs
And I swear that this is the truth, no fallacy here
See I was young, man, I was a toddler, a kid
And he wasn't the first to try but he did
He took me to the basement and after the had been cut
He whipped it out and sodomized and forced his cock my gut

See it was weird because I like I was losing my mind
And then it like it happened millions of times
And I would swear that I tell but they would think that I was lyin'
And now the power that he held was a beacon of mine
So now I got used to it, I put up with the
And now my hate was so eruptive and shit
But this is nothing 'cause I guess he told his friend he do
And they ate it up, shit I was a buffet for two

And then it happened in a where every fucking one knew
And they ain't do but fucking blame it on youth
I'm sorry mom but I really used to it on you
But you, by then wouldn't know what to do

And now it happened so often he was getting particular
And I'm more scared every time, word to my speed and
One night he home and I was asleep in my bed
He climbed on top of me and himself between my legs
He told me, hey Ray, I see you like them sticks
So put your mouth on my dick and fucking swallow the

And I was but I was scared so I did what he said
I had no idea the effect it would have on my
My heart was pumping it was thumping like tons of my fear
Imagine being seven and seeing cum in underwear
I it's nasty but sometimes I'd even bleed from my butt
right? Now let that feeling ring through your guts

I thought of offing myself, I of killing these niggas
Wanted to take a fucking brick and push they teeth through they
to smash the fucking world and burn its leftover parts
Wanted to rip it out and fucking step on my heart

Then I grew up and I wasn't within the reach of men
But that keep me out the motherfucking reach of my sin
And psychologically I was just as fucked as they
I was confused, I had to prove I wasn't fucked the jump
I was afraid of myself, I had no for myself
I tried to kill, I tried to hide, I to run from myself
was a point in my life where I didn't like who I was
So I'd create the other I would try to become
Sexuality into play and with as scarred as I was
I was extremely of men so I started liking girls
I started myself, fucked up my bodily health
I wanna be attractive to nobody else
I didn't want the appeal, wanted to stunt my own
But there's a fucking reason behind every scar that I
I never got to be a kid so that's as far as I
My state is out of date, and that's as far as I know

My problem was fear, and what being fearful could do
It made me run, it made me it made me scared of the truth
I'm not anymore, I'm not the same anymore
I mean I'm sane but I'm insane but not the as before
I had to with my shit, I had to look at my truth
To that to grow you've got to look at your root
I had to cut off the dead, I had to make myself
And now I'm just standing living proof look at me now
I it through everything, I made you look like a clown
I'm fucking great, can't fucking hate, you look at me now

Now I'm just saying to tell you there's a way from the ground
The makings of a legend are often in trials
So just be and just move on and just accept what you can
Because it makes story better when you read at the end

There's a story behind every scar that I show
I made it out, this a me nobody's gotten
I had to my wounds, I had to bleed til I stopped it
Thanks for joining me as I cleaned out my closet
I said I opened my wounds, I had to bleed til I it
Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my