Chemistry

You're perfect the way you are
But let's cover up those scars
Purple and Blue seem to fit you
But let's try a grayscale hue
Your sickness makes you think less in a panic state
Fill the hole with chemicals before it's too late
Don't worry there's no hurry
One more side effect
It will make you feel like new
But is this really you?

Sometimes I get depressed
When all the colours bleed together
Needing to ingest
A little pill to make me feel numb
Oh what a mess my chemistry has become
Now, now, now, now that's no way to be
It really has nothing to do with what you see in the mirror
Your mind is your shadow is your is me
I'll deceive your hopes and dreams
And match those unbalanced genes
Don't fight it, invite it
Inside of your head
Let it change all your marks
From when you wished you were dead
I'd rather be alive in a hospital bed
But is it really living when you hang by a thread
There's always a chance of dread
Because...

Sometimes I get depressed
When all the colours bleed together
Needing to ingest
A little pill to make me feel numb
Oh what a mess my chemistry has become

Treating daylight like amphetamines
Having trouble finding an in between
My balance is a little bit broken
I'm just trying to stay alive
But all I ever ask is who am I?
Today

Sometimes I get depressed
When all the colours bleed together
Needing to ingest
A little pill to make me feel numb
Oh what a mess, what a mess, what a mess...
I have become