I that you were driving, but you've given me the wheel There's clouds out there, that you don't wanna feel Your anger's like a blade, it's just too bloody real I that you would be here, no I just don't get it Hey I also feel more than I should I don't relax often, as often as I could I worry how the whole thing looks, it doesn't look But I that you would be here, no I just don't get it And clear gets too much for me, just like it does for you Even though I want to, I want to, I I don't feel like calming down, no I I feel like hiding out, so I won't I can't turn the volume down, so I sit here in Chaos and piss, watching the passing are beautiful, right here it's beautiful I came all this way to be you, and you're already gone If I was a good friend, I could right wrong I'd kick away your crutches, make you walk on own I thought you'd be here, I just don't get it Though it looks in the rabbit hole, I could go down with you Even though I want to, I to, I won't I don't feel like down, no I don't I don't feel hiding out, so I won't I can't turn this down, so I sit here in this Chaos and piss, watching the passing It's I'm a willow tree, you can't me over And my go deep in anger I wanna feel the as it whips me like a prisoner I be here I be here I don't feel calming down, no I don't I feel like hiding out, so I won't I can't turn the volume down, so I sit in this Chaos and piss, watching the passing Storms are beautiful, this is beautiful It is