I that you were driving, but you've given me the wheel There's rain out there, that you don't wanna feel Your anger's like a razor blade, just too bloody real I thought that you would be here, no I just get it Hey I also feel more than I should I don't very often, as often as I could I worry how the whole thing looks, it doesn't look But I thought that you would be here, no I just get it And being clear too much for me, just like it does for you Even though I want to, I want to, I I don't feel like down, no I don't I don't like hiding out, so I won't I can't turn the down, so I sit here in this Chaos and piss, the storm passing Storms are beautiful, right it's beautiful I came all this way to be you, and you're already gone If I was a good friend, I could right wrong I'd kick away your crutches, you walk on your own I really you'd be here, I just don't get it Though it looks warm in the hole, I could go down with you Even I want to, I want to, I won't I don't feel like calming down, no I I feel like hiding out, so I won't I can't turn this down, so I sit here in this Chaos and piss, watching the storm beautiful I'm a tree, you can't blow me over And my roots go in anger I wanna the wind as it whips me like a prisoner I wanna be I wanna be I don't like calming down, no I don't I don't like hiding out, so I won't I can't turn the volume down, so I sit in this and piss, watching the storm passing Storms are beautiful, this life is It is