I thought you were driving, but you've given me the wheel There's clouds out there, that you don't wanna feel Your like a razor blade, it's just too bloody real I thought that you would be here, no I don't get it Hey I also things more than I should I don't relax very often, as as I could I worry how the whole thing looks, it look good But I thought you would be here, no I just don't get it And being clear gets too much for me, just like it for you Even though I want to, I to, I don't I don't like calming down, no I don't I feel like hiding out, so I won't I can't turn the down, so I sit here in this Chaos and piss, watching the passing are beautiful, right here it's beautiful I all this way to be with you, and you're already gone If I was a good friend, I could right this I'd kick away your crutches, you walk on your own I really thought be here, I just don't get it Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole, I go down with you Even though I want to, I to, I won't I don't feel calming down, no I don't I don't feel like out, so I won't I can't this volume down, so I sit here in this Chaos and piss, watching the passing beautiful I'm a willow tree, you blow me over And my go deep in anger I wanna feel the wind as it whips me a prisoner I be here I be here I don't feel like down, no I don't I don't feel hiding out, so I won't I can't the volume down, so I sit here in this and piss, watching the storm passing Storms are beautiful, this is beautiful It is