The door opened, in walked my Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm wide Only to our father died not true, I'm hopin' I some air, I'm chokin Get me off this ride, life goin? Feelin' I'm lost, I'm in mid-traumatized state Why I'm chosen for this fate? I don't shakes back and forth emotional Unsociable, not Remainin silent, I'm weakened Deep I'm freakin' Want my back, I need him God cheatin? Takin' half the two gave me life My mind replaces thought, now no longer can I at night Not feelin' right, insecure, now what's my future lookin' Ain't dealt with death before, age 11 and can't take no My hands on the floor cause my stomachs feelin' and I was mad at the Lord Because he took him all too that day On his way to pick me up, he never it Blamed it all on myself, I dwelled in self-hatred On a path called destruct, many thought I wouldn't it I hate it, the way I feel, but I just seem to shake it take it away, this mad situation My world is breakin' and I I'm 'bout to cave in
x2] I to take it all in After it all settled I begin Accepting you gone, but understood
Hey dad, I miss you, for everyday And for the rest of my life, try to strong we reunite, live on, your memory From the seeds you planted Thanks for being for me And all the time you spent me sent for me(?), if I could only have that day back To sit down and rap, shoot the and have a chat But the fact still remains, still later, on the day I to meet our maker I write my on the paper, for now the golf course where you once played I see you as I drive by, I feel you like presence is there I stop and I stare, I see the pictures of days we aware that you cared, makin sure I was prepared for life The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the That come with it, always my head lifted I grip it to my heart, everthing you taught me My dad, my hero, you my love for all eternity
x4] I to take it all in After it all settled I begin Accepting you gone, but understood