The door opened, in my brother Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm open Only to our father died not true, I'm hopin' I some air, I'm chokin Get me off this ride, where's goin? Feelin' I'm lost, I'm Suspended in mid-traumatized Why I'm chosen for this fate? I know Head shakes back and emotional Unsociable, not silent, cause I'm weakened Deep inside I'm Want my back, I need him Why's God Takin' half the two that gave me My mind replaces thought, now no longer can I at night Not feelin' right, insecure, now what's my future like? dealt with death before, age 11 and can't take no more My hands on the cause my stomachs feelin' sick and I was mad at the Lord Because he took him all too quick day On his way to me up, he never made it it all on myself, therefore I dwelled in self-hatred On a path called destruct, many I wouldn't make it I hate it, the way I feel, but I just can't to shake it Somebody it away, this mad situation My world is breakin' and I feel I'm to cave in
x2] I to take it all in After it all I couldn't begin Accepting you were gone, but
Hey dad, I you, for everyday gone And for the rest of my life, try to remain Until we reunite, on, your memory From the seeds you gently for being there for me And all the time you spent me Love sent for me(?), if I could have that day back To sit down and rap, the breeze and have a chat But the fact still remains, still later, on the day I to meet our maker I my feelings on the paper, for now Along the golf where you once played I see you as I drive by, I you like your presence is there I stop and I stare, I see the pictures of days we Well aware that you cared, makin sure I was prepared for The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the That come with it, always kept my lifted I grip it close to my heart, you taught me My dad, my hero, you have my for all eternity
x4] I to take it all in After it all settled I couldn't Accepting you gone, but understood