The opened, in walked my brother Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm open to hear our father died It's not true, I'm I need air, I'm chokin Get me off this ride, where's goin? I'm lost, I'm frozen Suspended in state Why I'm chosen for this fate? I don't Head back and forth emotional Unsociable, not Remainin silent, cause I'm inside I'm freakin' Want my father back, I him Why's God Takin' half the two gave me life My mind thought, now no longer can I sleep at night Not feelin' right, insecure, now what's my future lookin' dealt with death before, age 11 and can't take no more My hands on the floor cause my feelin' sick and I was mad at the Lord he took him all too quick that day On his way to pick me up, he made it it all on myself, therefore I dwelled in self-hatred On a path destruct, many thought I wouldn't make it I it, the way I feel, but I just can't seem to shake it take it away, this mad situation My is breakin' and I feel I'm 'bout to cave in
x2] I tried to it all in After it all I couldn't begin you were gone, but understood
Hey dad, I miss you, for gone And for the rest of my life, try to strong Until we reunite, live on, memory the seeds you planted gently Thanks for being for me And all the you spent with me Love sent for me(?), if I could have that day back To sit down and rap, the breeze and have a chat But the fact still remains, still later, on the day I have to our maker I write my on the paper, for now Along the golf course where you played I see you as I drive by, I you like your presence is there I stop and I stare, I see the pictures of we shared Well aware that you cared, makin sure I was for life The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the That come with it, always my head lifted I it close to my heart, everthing you taught me My dad, my hero, you have my for all eternity
x4] I tried to it all in After it all settled I couldn't you were gone, but understood