The door opened, in walked my Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm wide Only to hear our died It's not true, I'm I some air, I'm chokin Get me off this ride, life goin? I'm lost, I'm frozen Suspended in state Why I'm for this fate? I don't know shakes back and forth emotional Unsociable, not Remainin silent, cause I'm Deep I'm freakin' Want my back, I need him Why's God half the two that gave me life My mind replaces thought, now no can I sleep at night Not feelin' right, insecure, now my future lookin' like? dealt with death before, age 11 and can't take no more My hands on the floor cause my feelin' sick and I was mad at the Lord Because he took him all too quick day On his way to pick me up, he never it it all on myself, therefore I dwelled in self-hatred On a path called destruct, many thought I make it I hate it, the way I feel, but I just can't to shake it take it away, this mad situation My is breakin' and I feel I'm 'bout to cave in
x2] I tried to it all in After it all settled I begin Accepting you were gone, but
Hey dad, I you, for everyday gone And for the rest of my life, try to remain we reunite, live on, your memory From the seeds you planted for being there for me And all the you spent with me Love sent for me(?), if I could only have day back To sit down and rap, shoot the breeze and have a But the fact still remains, still later, on the day I have to meet our I write my on the paper, for now Along the golf course you once played I see you as I by, I feel you like your presence is there I stop and I stare, I see the of days we shared Well aware that you cared, makin I was prepared for life The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the come with it, always kept my head lifted I grip it close to my heart, you taught me My dad, my hero, you have my love for all
x4] I to take it all in After it all I couldn't begin you were gone, but understood