The door opened, in walked my Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm wide Only to hear our died It's not true, I'm I some air, I'm chokin Get me off this ride, where's goin? I'm lost, I'm frozen Suspended in mid-traumatized Why I'm chosen for this I don't know Head back and forth emotional Unsociable, not Remainin silent, cause I'm Deep inside I'm Want my father back, I him God cheatin? Takin' the two that gave me life My mind replaces thought, now no can I sleep at night Not right, insecure, now what's my future lookin' like? Ain't dealt with death before, age 11 and can't take no My hands on the floor cause my feelin' sick and I was mad at the Lord Because he took him all too quick day On his way to me up, he never made it Blamed it all on myself, I dwelled in self-hatred On a path called destruct, many thought I wouldn't it I hate it, the way I feel, but I can't seem to shake it Somebody it away, this mad situation My world is breakin' and I feel I'm to cave in
x2] I to take it all in After it all settled I couldn't Accepting you were gone, but
Hey dad, I miss you, for everyday And for the of my life, try to remain strong Until we reunite, on, your memory the seeds you planted gently Thanks for there for me And all the time you with me Love sent for me(?), if I could only have day back To sit down and rap, the breeze and have a chat But the still remains, still later, on the day I have to meet our maker I my feelings on the paper, for now Along the golf course where you played I see you as I drive by, I feel you like your is there I stop and I stare, I see the pictures of days we Well aware that you cared, makin sure I was for life The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the That come with it, always my head lifted I grip it close to my heart, you taught me My dad, my hero, you have my for all eternity
x4] I tried to it all in it all settled I couldn't begin Accepting you gone, but understood