The door opened, in walked my Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm open to hear our father died It's not true, I'm I need some air, I'm Get me off this ride, where's life I'm lost, I'm frozen Suspended in state Why I'm chosen for this fate? I don't Head shakes and forth emotional Unsociable, not Remainin silent, I'm weakened inside I'm freakin' Want my father back, I him God cheatin? Takin' half the two that gave me My mind replaces thought, now no can I sleep at night Not feelin' right, insecure, now what's my lookin' like? dealt with death before, age 11 and can't take no more My hands on the cause my stomachs feelin' sick and I was mad at the Lord he took him all too quick that day On his way to pick me up, he never it it all on myself, therefore I dwelled in self-hatred On a called destruct, many thought I wouldn't make it I hate it, the way I feel, but I can't seem to shake it Somebody it away, this mad situation My is breakin' and I feel I'm 'bout to cave in
x2] I tried to it all in After it all settled I begin you were gone, but understood
Hey dad, I miss you, for gone And for the rest of my life, try to strong Until we reunite, live on, memory From the seeds you planted for being there for me And all the you spent with me Love sent for me(?), if I could only have that day To sit down and rap, shoot the breeze and have a But the fact remains, still later, on the day I have to meet our maker I my feelings on the paper, for now Along the golf course you once played I see you as I by, I feel you like your presence is there I and I stare, I see the pictures of days we shared aware that you cared, makin sure I was prepared for life The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the That come with it, always my head lifted I grip it close to my heart, everthing you me My dad, my hero, you have my for all eternity
x4] I tried to it all in After it all settled I begin Accepting you were gone, but