The door opened, in my brother Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm wide Only to our father died not true, I'm hopin' I need air, I'm chokin Get me off this ride, where's goin? Feelin' I'm lost, I'm Suspended in state Why I'm chosen for this fate? I don't Head shakes back and forth Unsociable, not silent, cause I'm weakened Deep I'm freakin' my father back, I need him Why's God half the two that gave me life My mind replaces thought, now no longer can I at night Not feelin' right, insecure, now what's my lookin' like? Ain't dealt with death before, age 11 and can't no more My on the floor cause my stomachs feelin' sick and I was mad at the Lord he took him all too quick that day On his way to me up, he never made it Blamed it all on myself, therefore I in self-hatred On a called destruct, many thought I wouldn't make it I hate it, the way I feel, but I just seem to shake it Somebody take it away, this mad My is breakin' and I feel I'm 'bout to cave in
x2] I tried to it all in After it all I couldn't begin you were gone, but understood
Hey dad, I miss you, for everyday And for the rest of my life, try to strong Until we reunite, on, your memory From the seeds you planted Thanks for there for me And all the you spent with me sent for me(?), if I could only have that day back To sit down and rap, shoot the and have a chat But the fact still remains, still later, on the day I to meet our maker I write my on the paper, for now Along the golf course where you once I see you as I by, I feel you like your presence is there I stop and I stare, I see the of days we shared aware that you cared, makin sure I was prepared for life The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the come with it, always kept my head lifted I grip it close to my heart, everthing you me My dad, my hero, you my love for all eternity
x4] I tried to it all in After it all settled I begin Accepting you were gone, but