The door opened, in my brother Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm open Only to hear our died not true, I'm hopin' I need some air, I'm Get me off ride, where's life goin? Feelin' I'm lost, I'm Suspended in mid-traumatized Why I'm chosen for this fate? I don't Head shakes back and emotional Unsociable, not Remainin silent, I'm weakened Deep I'm freakin' Want my back, I need him Why's God Takin' half the two that me life My mind replaces thought, now no can I sleep at night Not feelin' right, insecure, now what's my future like? Ain't dealt with before, age 11 and can't take no more My hands on the floor cause my stomachs feelin' and I was mad at the Lord Because he took him all too quick day On his way to pick me up, he never it it all on myself, therefore I dwelled in self-hatred On a path called destruct, many thought I make it I hate it, the way I feel, but I just seem to shake it take it away, this mad situation My world is breakin' and I feel I'm to cave in
x2] I tried to it all in After it all I couldn't begin Accepting you were gone, but
Hey dad, I miss you, for gone And for the rest of my life, try to remain Until we reunite, on, your memory From the seeds you gently for being there for me And all the time you spent me Love sent for me(?), if I could only have day back To sit and rap, shoot the breeze and have a chat But the fact still remains, still later, on the day I have to our maker I write my on the paper, for now the golf course where you once played I see you as I drive by, I you like your presence is there I stop and I stare, I see the pictures of days we Well aware that you cared, sure I was prepared for life The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the That come with it, always kept my lifted I grip it close to my heart, you taught me My dad, my hero, you have my for all eternity
x4] I tried to it all in After it all I couldn't begin Accepting you were gone, but