The door opened, in walked my Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm open to hear our father died It's not true, I'm I some air, I'm chokin Get me off this ride, where's goin? Feelin' I'm lost, I'm Suspended in mid-traumatized Why I'm for this fate? I don't know Head shakes back and forth Unsociable, not Remainin silent, cause I'm inside I'm freakin' Want my back, I need him God cheatin? Takin' the two that gave me life My mind thought, now no longer can I sleep at night Not feelin' right, insecure, now my future lookin' like? Ain't dealt with death before, age 11 and take no more My hands on the floor cause my stomachs feelin' sick and I was mad at the he took him all too quick that day On his way to me up, he never made it Blamed it all on myself, I dwelled in self-hatred On a called destruct, many thought I wouldn't make it I hate it, the way I feel, but I can't seem to shake it Somebody it away, this mad situation My world is and I feel I'm 'bout to cave in
x2] I to take it all in After it all settled I begin Accepting you gone, but understood
Hey dad, I you, for everyday gone And for the rest of my life, try to remain we reunite, live on, your memory From the seeds you planted for being there for me And all the time you spent me Love sent for me(?), if I only have that day back To sit down and rap, shoot the breeze and have a But the fact still remains, still later, on the day I to meet our maker I write my on the paper, for now Along the course where you once played I see you as I drive by, I feel you like your presence is I stop and I stare, I see the pictures of days we aware that you cared, makin sure I was prepared for life The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the That come it, always kept my head lifted I grip it close to my heart, you taught me My dad, my hero, you have my love for all
x4] I tried to it all in After it all settled I begin Accepting you were gone, but