The door opened, in my brother Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm open Only to hear our died not true, I'm hopin' I need air, I'm chokin Get me off this ride, life goin? I'm lost, I'm frozen Suspended in state Why I'm for this fate? I don't know shakes back and forth emotional Unsociable, not silent, cause I'm weakened Deep I'm freakin' my father back, I need him Why's God Takin' half the two that gave me My mind replaces thought, now no can I sleep at night Not feelin' right, insecure, now what's my lookin' like? Ain't dealt with death before, age 11 and can't take no My hands on the cause my stomachs feelin' sick and I was mad at the Lord he took him all too quick that day On his way to pick me up, he never it Blamed it all on myself, I dwelled in self-hatred On a path called destruct, many thought I make it I hate it, the way I feel, but I just can't seem to it Somebody take it away, this mad My is breakin' and I feel I'm 'bout to cave in
x2] I tried to it all in After it all settled I begin Accepting you were gone, but
Hey dad, I miss you, for everyday And for the rest of my life, try to remain Until we reunite, on, your memory From the seeds you planted for being there for me And all the time you spent me Love sent for me(?), if I could only that day back To sit and rap, shoot the breeze and have a chat But the fact still remains, later, on the day I have to meet our maker I write my on the paper, for now Along the golf where you once played I see you as I drive by, I feel you like your presence is I stop and I stare, I see the pictures of days we Well aware that you cared, makin sure I was prepared for The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the That come with it, always kept my head I grip it close to my heart, everthing you me My dad, my hero, you my love for all eternity
x4] I tried to it all in it all settled I couldn't begin Accepting you gone, but understood