The door opened, in my brother Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm open Only to hear our father It's not true, I'm I need some air, I'm Get me off this ride, life goin? Feelin' I'm lost, I'm Suspended in mid-traumatized Why I'm for this fate? I don't know Head shakes back and forth Unsociable, not silent, cause I'm weakened Deep inside I'm Want my father back, I him God cheatin? Takin' half the two that me life My mind replaces thought, now no longer can I sleep at Not right, insecure, now what's my future lookin' like? dealt with death before, age 11 and can't take no more My hands on the floor my stomachs feelin' sick and I was mad at the Lord Because he him all too quick that day On his way to me up, he never made it Blamed it all on myself, I dwelled in self-hatred On a path called destruct, many thought I wouldn't it I hate it, the way I feel, but I just seem to shake it Somebody it away, this mad situation My world is and I feel I'm 'bout to cave in
x2] I to take it all in After it all settled I begin you were gone, but understood
Hey dad, I miss you, for everyday And for the rest of my life, try to remain Until we reunite, live on, memory From the seeds you planted Thanks for there for me And all the you spent with me Love sent for me(?), if I could have that day back To sit down and rap, the breeze and have a chat But the fact still remains, still later, on the day I have to our maker I my feelings on the paper, for now Along the course where you once played I see you as I drive by, I feel you like presence is there I stop and I stare, I see the of days we shared Well aware that you cared, makin I was prepared for life The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the That come with it, always kept my head I grip it to my heart, everthing you taught me My dad, my hero, you have my love for all
x4] I to take it all in After it all I couldn't begin you were gone, but understood