The door opened, in walked my Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm wide Only to hear our father It's not true, I'm I some air, I'm chokin Get me off this ride, where's life Feelin' I'm lost, I'm in mid-traumatized state Why I'm for this fate? I don't know Head shakes and forth emotional Unsociable, not silent, cause I'm weakened Deep inside I'm Want my father back, I him Why's God Takin' half the two gave me life My mind thought, now no longer can I sleep at night Not feelin' right, insecure, now what's my future like? dealt with death before, age 11 and can't take no more My on the floor cause my stomachs feelin' sick and I was mad at the Lord Because he him all too quick that day On his way to pick me up, he never it Blamed it all on myself, therefore I in self-hatred On a path called destruct, many thought I wouldn't it I hate it, the way I feel, but I just can't to shake it Somebody take it away, this mad My world is breakin' and I I'm 'bout to cave in
x2] I to take it all in After it all I couldn't begin Accepting you gone, but understood
Hey dad, I miss you, for gone And for the of my life, try to remain strong Until we reunite, live on, memory From the you planted gently Thanks for being for me And all the time you with me Love sent for me(?), if I could only have that day To sit down and rap, shoot the breeze and a chat But the fact still remains, still later, on the day I have to meet our I write my on the paper, for now Along the golf course where you played I see you as I drive by, I feel you your presence is there I stop and I stare, I see the pictures of we shared Well aware that you cared, makin I was prepared for life The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the That come with it, always kept my lifted I grip it close to my heart, everthing you me My dad, my hero, you my love for all eternity
x4] I tried to it all in After it all settled I begin Accepting you were gone, but