The door opened, in my brother Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm open Only to our father died It's not true, I'm I need some air, I'm Get me off this ride, where's goin? Feelin' I'm lost, I'm Suspended in state Why I'm chosen for this fate? I know Head back and forth emotional Unsociable, not Remainin silent, cause I'm Deep inside I'm Want my father back, I him God cheatin? Takin' half the two that gave me My replaces thought, now no longer can I sleep at night Not feelin' right, insecure, now what's my lookin' like? dealt with death before, age 11 and can't take no more My hands on the floor cause my stomachs feelin' sick and I was mad at the Because he him all too quick that day On his way to pick me up, he made it Blamed it all on myself, therefore I dwelled in On a path called destruct, many thought I make it I hate it, the way I feel, but I can't seem to shake it Somebody take it away, this mad My world is breakin' and I I'm 'bout to cave in
x2] I to take it all in After it all settled I couldn't you were gone, but understood
Hey dad, I miss you, for gone And for the rest of my life, try to remain we reunite, live on, your memory From the you planted gently Thanks for there for me And all the time you spent me Love sent for me(?), if I only have that day back To sit down and rap, shoot the breeze and have a But the fact still remains, still later, on the day I have to our maker I write my on the paper, for now Along the golf course you once played I see you as I drive by, I you like your presence is there I stop and I stare, I see the pictures of we shared Well that you cared, makin sure I was prepared for life The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the That come it, always kept my head lifted I grip it close to my heart, you taught me My dad, my hero, you have my love for all
x4] I tried to it all in After it all I couldn't begin you were gone, but understood