Busy

I'm so alone
But all of my friends
But all of my friends, got some shit to do, yeah
All of 'em got plans, I call 'em up, "my bad," and text 'em
They never cross me like bad pedestrians
I've been this awkward since adolescence
I don't how long I had depression
Never no peer-pressure, I'm tryna' get my little pecker
Off in some girl I call my BFF, that ain't no secret kept
I fucked then told my cousin, I'm broke, I wasn't buzzin'
I tried to hit a few years, she wasn't budgin'
I'm bogus, left my girl for some shawty
Surely deservin' of all this lonely
You sad, tell me, how are you sad
You got all of these friends, you got all of these fans
I ain't trust nobody new since 2012, I ain't let nobody in
Jesus got killed for our sins, Walter got killed for a coat
I'm tryna' cope, but it's a part of me gone and apparently I'm alone

I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you're safe
I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you're safe

I'm so alone
Just me and my girl, she leave me for work
Then leave me for school
She finally home, I leave her for tour
FaceTimin' nudity, yeah
All of this new to me, yeah
All of the infidelity when I was 17
Been catchin' up, I still feel like she catch me cheatin'
Niggas askin' me how tour was
Knowin' I been home like 2 months
And I seen your ass like 2 times
They just small-talk like too damn no time, social interaction
Have female friends I found attractive
I tried to fuck, but I am no savage
Now we don't speak, we just walk past
If my past could talk, it'd probably reply to the missed calls after all
'Cause the friendships that I can't recall
Done turned my heart into camouflage
While the guys I used to play basketball with
Doin' shit that I can't endorse
Now with the Lord, now it really pours down
Was alone then, still alone now

I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you're safe
I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you're safe