Blurring Regret

I see him looking at me, and he knows he is. my friends dont see it, they dont understnad our relationship. I wish i wound have the guts to ask him, but im to worried about what other people will think. I dont know what hes gonna say, and im scared to know. before i've taken it way to fast, and its all a blurring regret now. I dont understand what i was thinking, but its over now. i've decided what im gonna do with everything and im never going back. today is a new day. and thats all a BLURRING REGRET (blurring regret.) im ready to completely move on from everything and it just be me and him. my day dreamms coming true and becoming reality. no more little girl story fantasies. im ready to be in love, but with no more broken hearts