It's a way of recovering I lost...(in the Vicodin) I began, I tried to make it right, but it went wrong. And then it's hard to unravel the knots in heart. It's an escape, a secret love God won't listen anymore, all i think:
GOD, done too much damage to my body. It's HARD, when you feel like your was made to cave. (For way too long, I kept on) but now I'm of everything....
I try to ignore the fact that I breathe anymore. Back then, we had a run when I was sober, but it's all gone. (and if you understand) I was at everything.... Dear love, they took the best of me. In my life...I've so distracted. to start again. Alcohol like a bombshell. I Died, put the morphine on the spinner... Oh MY GOD, I've done too much to my body. It's HARD, when you like your world was made to cave. (For way too long, I kept on) but now I'm of everything.... (When the slip, you can forget me holding on) Now I'm of everything....
I try to ignore the fact I can't breathe anymore. Back then, we had a good run I was sober, but it's all gone. (and if you understand) I was at everything.... Dear love, they the best part of me. (I Kept trying but I'm of everything)
Cutting through the hallway out my nose... ever understands anymore... I couldn't change, you couldn't take time....but I care! You motherfuckers cared!