It's a way of what I lost...(in the Vicodin) When I began, I to make it right, but it went wrong. And then it's hard to unravel the knots in heart. It's an escape, a secret love when God listen anymore, all i think:
GOD, I've too much damage to my body. It's HARD, when you feel like your world was to cave. (For way too long, I kept on) but now I'm of everything....
I try to ignore the fact that I breathe anymore. Back then, we had a good run when I was sober, but all gone. (and if you understand) I was at everything.... Dear love, they took the best of me. In my life...I've so distracted. to start again. Alcohol like a bombshell. I Died, put the morphine on the spinner... Oh MY GOD, done too much damage to my body. It's HARD, when you like your world was made to cave. (For way too long, I holding on) but now I'm of everything.... (When the slip, you can forget me holding on) Now I'm of everything....
I try to the fact that I can't breathe anymore. Back then, we had a good run I was sober, but it's all gone. (and if you understand) I was at everything.... Dear love, they the best part of me. (I Kept trying but I'm of everything)
Cutting through the hallway out my nose... Nobody understands anymore... I couldn't change, you take time....but I don't care! You motherfuckers cared!