It's a way of recovering I lost...(in the Vicodin) I began, I tried to make it right, but it went wrong. And then it's to unravel the knots in your heart. It's an escape, a secret love when God won't anymore, all i think:
GOD, I've too much damage to my body. It's HARD, when you feel like your was made to cave. (For way too long, I kept on) but now I'm of everything....
I try to ignore the fact I can't breathe anymore. then, we had a good run when I was sober, but it's all gone. (and if you understand) I was at everything.... Dear love, took the best part of me. In my life...I've so distracted. to start again. Alcohol like a bombshell. I Died, put the on the medicine spinner... Oh MY GOD, I've done too damage to my body. HARD, when you feel like your world was made to cave. (For way too long, I holding on) but now I'm of everything.... (When the finger slip, you can forget me on) Now I'm of everything....
I try to ignore the fact that I can't anymore. Back then, we had a good run I was sober, but it's all gone. (and if you understand) I was at everything.... Dear love, took the best part of me. (I trying but I'm tired of everything)
Cutting the hallway bleeding out my nose... Nobody ever anymore... I change, you couldn't take time....but I don't care! You never cared!