It's a way of what I lost...(in the Vicodin) I began, I tried to make it right, but it went wrong. And then it's hard to unravel the knots in heart. It's an escape, a secret love when God listen anymore, all i think:
GOD, I've too much damage to my body. It's HARD, when you feel like your was made to cave. (For way too long, I kept on) but now I'm of everything....
I try to ignore the fact that I breathe anymore. Back then, we had a good run when I was sober, but all gone. (and if you understand) I was at everything.... Dear love, they the best part of me. In my life...I've so distracted. to start again. Alcohol like a bombshell. I Died, put the on the medicine spinner... Oh MY GOD, I've too much damage to my body. HARD, when you feel like your world was made to cave. (For way too long, I holding on) but now I'm of everything.... (When the finger slip, you can forget me on) Now I'm of everything....
I try to ignore the that I can't breathe anymore. then, we had a good run when I was sober, but it's all gone. (and if you understand) I was at everything.... Dear love, they took the part of me. (I trying but I'm tired of everything)
through the hallway bleeding out my nose... Nobody understands anymore... I couldn't change, you couldn't take time....but I care! You never cared!