"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything feel beautiful. It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away from our truths. And then we meet someone who tells us, 'God will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing will never stop loving you is God.' And because of all of our darkness—which at night I still run from, which at night we all still run from, we get stuck chasing light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But there shall be masses, I said masses!, of bloodshed first! And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down us His blessings from the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
Save me from the I'm falling Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with holy light me sanction Can you bring me back to
me from the pain I'm down you hear me calling? I you now Fill me I'm whole with your holy light me sanction Can you me back to life?
I been from the pain in my brain Got stains on my scene I search for the real me Search for the real me, in the night Only talk to when I'm lost in a height I don't really wanna get in my mind So I pray I feel I'm getting lost in the vibe Then I took the up and I drink it to my what? Yep, drink it to my fucking lost in my eyes But I don't really wanna no, 'cuz I'm not that trusting But I'ma keep coming 'round though, till I'm sure I found something And I tell you what it is, you better talk to God, remember No feelings, no allowed And if pain's a trapdoor I need God And so someone to come walk me out But don't think, don't about it Wait, sing, don't tell nobody Wait, don't drink, fail your body Wait, scream, no, fucking shout it See, these voices in my head are the fucking So belligerent, so fucking And my vision's so fucking clouded And I don't really have a outlet So, I talk to God, but I really know if He can hear me But you know Him well, and I think that you could bring Him me So I keep praying, word that I keep saying Every part of me that I needed shield Every part of me needs saving
Save me the pain I'm down you hear me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your light me sanction Can you me back to life?
None of this's real, it calls you Thought I you, now I'm lost too I've been to service sermons A redefining, a lot of words reworded A lotta detected and thoughts suggested A stuff that resonates with certain persons I've been searching for the truth but it's embedded in Read every single verse I'm red in my eyes And God'll only hear you when you offering And protection is the But when the a lie But what am I to do when the is I? And everything I touch seems to and die? My mama said I was a rebel inside But now I'm looking for some peace and a I And how it to need that, some humbling pie And how it will take when it comes from the sky Means probably be waiting until I crumble and die And just wrestling with Satan I'm struggling by So, I think, I about it Wait, I drink, I somebody Wait, I sink, I fail my Wait, I scream, I'm shouting these voices in my head are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so rowdy And my tunnel vision's so fucking And I don't have a motherfucking outlet So, I talk to God, but I really know if He can hear me And you know him well, and I think you could bring him near me So I praying, everything that I keep saying Every part of me I needed shield from Every of me that needs saving
me from the pain I'm falling Don't you hear me I you now Fill me I'm whole with your holy light Give me Can you bring me back to
Did he die on the for this? Do you any fucking proof? Everything here is And I'm just for some fucking truth everything they ever told me not to do Has always me question what freedom is Why listen to the words when they not from And why feel judged when I live? Now I know what the fucking of evil is And why is dead, but evil lives Everybody thinking they can to you And what they believe in they are true Now they feel that they had the right to Judge, doom to and come first to you Now I don't really know who wrote the But nothing under the sun unrecycled Take every shot you have with a rifle Cause you rarely ever get a for revival So, just think, just about it Wait, just think, tell somebody Wait, don't blink, don't fail body Wait, just scream, just shout it So the voices in your head fall abruptly And the blood in your veins flows rough and And you see everything with lifted eyelids And every burden you carry is lighted And you to God, even when you ain't sure he hears you And you it to Him, tell Him, He can keep the pain and fears too And you praying, only now you don't repeat sayings Cuz you know when you let it go, you receive Satan
"How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking about shit, they're all fucking fucked up. Anything to help you escape. It takes it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to find these substitutes? Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"