"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything beautiful. It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away from our truths. And then we meet someone who tells us, 'God will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing that will never stop loving you is God.' And because of all of our darkness—which at night I still run from, which at night we all still run from, we get stuck chasing light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But shall be masses, I said masses!, of bloodshed first! And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His blessings from the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
Save me from the I'm down Don't you hear me I you now Fill me 'til I'm with your holy light me sanction Can you bring me back to
me from the pain I'm down you hear me calling? I you now me 'til I'm whole with your holy light Give me Can you bring me back to
I running from the pain in my brain Got stains on my scene while I search for the me for the real me, lost in the night Only talk to angels I'm lost in a height I don't really get lost in my mind So I pray until I feel I'm lost in the vibe Then I the bottle up and I drink it to my what? Yep, drink it to my fucking soul's lost in my But I don't wanna drown no, 'cuz I'm not that trusting But I'ma keep coming 'round though, till I'm sure that I found And I tell you what it is, you better talk to God, remember No feelings, no allowed And if pain's a trapdoor then I God And so someone to come walk me out But don't think, talk about it Wait, don't sing, tell nobody Wait, don't drink, don't fail your Wait, don't scream, no, fucking it See, these voices in my head are the fucking So belligerent, so fucking And my tunnel vision's so fucking And I really have a motherfucking outlet So, I to God, but I don't really know if He can hear me But you know Him well, and I think that you could bring Him me So I keep praying, every word that I keep Every part of me that I needed shield Every part of me that needs
Save me the pain I'm falling Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me I'm whole with your holy light me sanction Can you me back to life?
None of this's real, it calls you Thought I you, now I'm lost too I've listening to service sermons A lotta redefining, a lot of reworded A lotta thoughts and thoughts suggested A stuff that resonates with certain persons I've been searching for the truth but it's embedded in Read every single verse I'm red in my eyes And God'll only hear you you offering ties And protection is the But the Devil's a lie But what am I to do the Devil is I? And everything I touch seems to shrivel and My mama always said I was a inside But now I'm looking for some and a benevolent I And how it to need that, some humbling pie And how long it will take when it comes the sky Means I'll be waiting until I crumble and die And just wrestling with Satan I'm struggling by So, I think, I about it Wait, I drink, I somebody Wait, I sink, I my body Wait, I scream, I'm shouting Cause these voices in my head are the fucking So belligerent, so fucking And my vision's so fucking clouded And I don't really have a outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can me And you know him well, and I think that you could him near me So I keep praying, everything that I keep Every part of me that I shield from Every part of me needs saving
Save me the pain I'm falling you hear me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy me sanction Can you bring me back to
Did he die on the cross for Do you any fucking proof? Everything here is And I'm just searching for some fucking Cause they ever told me not to do Has always made me what freedom is Why listen to the words when not from you? And why feel judged when I live? Now I know what the fucking root of is And why peace is dead, but evil Everybody they can talk to you And what they believe in hearts are true Now they that they had the right to persecute Judge, doom to hell and come to you Now I don't know who wrote the Bible But nothing the sun goes unrecycled Take every shot you with a fucking rifle Cause you ever get a chance for revival So, just think, just about it Wait, think, just tell somebody Wait, blink, don't fail your body Wait, just scream, fucking shout it So the voices in your head abruptly silent And the blood in your flows rough and violent And you see everything your lifted eyelids And every burden you carry is eventually And you talk to God, when you ain't sure he hears you And you give it to Him, tell Him, He can keep the pain and too And you keep praying, now you don't repeat sayings Cuz you when you let it go, then you receive Satan
"How many people here look for Jesus to their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking about shit, they're all fucking fucked up. Anything to help you escape. It takes it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to find these substitutes? Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"