"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything feel beautiful. It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away from our truths. And then we meet someone who tells us, 'God will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing that will never stop loving you is God.' And because of all of our darkness—which at night I run from, which at night we all still run from, we get stuck chasing light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But there shall be masses, I said masses!, of bloodshed first! And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His blessings from the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
Save me the pain I'm down Don't you hear me I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole your holy light Give me Can you bring me back to
me from the pain I'm down Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your light me sanction Can you bring me back to
I been running from the in my brain Got stains on my while I search for the real me Search for the real me, in the night Only talk to when I'm lost in a height I don't really get lost in my mind So I until I feel I'm getting lost in the vibe Then I took the bottle up and I it to my what? Yep, drink it to my fucking soul's lost in my But I don't really wanna drown no, 'cuz I'm not that But I'ma keep 'round though, till I'm sure that I found something And when I tell you what it is, you better to God, remember No feelings, no thoughts And if pain's a then I need God And so send someone to walk me out But think, don't talk about it Wait, don't sing, tell nobody Wait, drink, don't fail your body Wait, don't scream, no, fucking it See, these voices in my are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so rowdy And my vision's so fucking clouded And I really have a motherfucking outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't know if He can hear me But you know Him well, and I think you could bring Him near me So I praying, every word that I keep saying Every part of me that I needed from part of me that needs saving
Save me from the I'm down Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me I'm whole with your holy light me sanction Can you bring me back to
None of this's real, it calls you Thought I found you, now I'm too I've been listening to sermons A redefining, a lot of words reworded A thoughts detected and thoughts suggested A lotta stuff that resonates certain persons I've been searching for the truth but it's embedded in Read every single verse I'm red in my eyes And God'll hear you when you offering ties And protection is the But when the a lie But what am I to do the Devil is I? And everything I touch seems to shrivel and My mama always I was a rebel inside But now I'm looking for peace and a benevolent I And how it feels to need that, humbling pie And how it will take when it comes from the sky Means I'll probably be until I crumble and die And just with Satan while I'm struggling by So, I think, I about it Wait, I drink, I somebody Wait, I sink, I fail my Wait, I scream, I'm fucking Cause these voices in my head are the fucking So belligerent, so rowdy And my tunnel so fucking clouded And I don't really a motherfucking outlet So, I to God, but I don't really know if He can hear me And you know him well, and I think that you could bring him me So I keep praying, everything that I saying Every part of me that I needed from Every part of me that needs
me from the pain I'm falling Don't you hear me I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with holy light Give me Can you bring me to life?
Did he die on the cross for Do you any fucking proof? here is man-made And I'm just searching for fucking truth Cause they ever told me not to do Has always made me question freedom is Why listen to the when they not from you? And why feel judged I freely live? Now I what the fucking root of evil is And why peace is dead, but lives thinking they can talk to you And what they believe in hearts are true Now they feel they had the right to persecute Judge, doom to hell and first to you Now I really know who wrote the Bible But nothing the sun goes unrecycled Take every shot you have a fucking rifle Cause you ever get a chance for revival So, just think, just talk it Wait, just think, just somebody Wait, blink, don't fail your body Wait, just scream, just shout it So the voices in your head fall abruptly And the blood in your veins flows rough and And you see everything with your lifted And every burden you carry is lighted And you talk to God, when you ain't sure he hears you And you give it to Him, Him, He can keep the pain and fears too And you keep praying, only now you repeat sayings Cuz you know when you let it go, you receive Satan
"How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking about shit, they're all fucking fucked up. Anything to help you escape. It it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to find these substitutes? Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"