"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything feel beautiful. It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away from our truths. And then we meet someone who tells us, 'God will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing that will never stop loving you is God.' And because of all of our darkness—which at night I still run from, which at night we all run from, we get stuck chasing light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But there shall be masses, I said masses!, of bloodshed first! And that will the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His blessings from the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
me from the pain I'm falling Don't you me calling? I you now me 'til I'm whole with your holy light Give me Can you bring me back to
Save me the pain I'm down Don't you me calling? I you now me 'til I'm whole with your holy light Give me Can you bring me back to
I been running the pain in my brain Got stains on my scene while I search for the me Search for the real me, in the night talk to angels when I'm lost in a height I don't wanna get lost in my mind So I until I feel I'm getting lost in the vibe Then I took the bottle up and I it to my what? Yep, drink it to my fucking lost in my eyes But I don't really wanna drown no, 'cuz I'm not that But I'ma keep coming though, till I'm sure that I found something And when I tell you it is, you better talk to God, remember No feelings, no allowed And if pain's a trapdoor then I God And so send to come walk me out But don't think, talk about it Wait, don't sing, don't nobody Wait, drink, don't fail your body Wait, don't scream, no, shout it See, these voices in my head are the fucking So belligerent, so rowdy And my tunnel so fucking clouded And I don't have a motherfucking outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can me But you know Him well, and I think that you could bring Him me So I keep praying, word that I keep saying Every part of me that I needed from Every part of me that needs
Save me the pain I'm falling Don't you hear me I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy Give me Can you bring me back to
None of this's real, when it you I found you, now I'm lost too I've been to service sermons A lotta redefining, a lot of reworded A thoughts detected and thoughts suggested A lotta that resonates with certain persons I've been for the truth but it's embedded in lies Read every single verse I'm red in my eyes And God'll only you when you offering ties And is the truth But the Devil's a lie But am I to do when the Devil is I? And everything I seems to shrivel and die? My mama said I was a rebel inside But now I'm for some peace and a benevolent I And how it to need that, some humbling pie And how long it take when it comes from the sky I'll probably be waiting until I crumble and die And just with Satan while I'm struggling by So, I think, I talk it Wait, I drink, I somebody Wait, I sink, I my body Wait, I scream, I'm fucking Cause these voices in my are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so fucking And my tunnel vision's so clouded And I don't really have a outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can me And you know him well, and I that you could bring him near me So I keep praying, everything I keep saying Every part of me that I needed from Every part of me that saving
Save me the pain I'm falling Don't you hear me I you now Fill me 'til I'm with your holy light me sanction Can you bring me to life?
Did he die on the for this? Do you any fucking proof? Everything is man-made And I'm just searching for fucking truth everything they ever told me not to do Has always made me question freedom is Why to the words when they not from you? And why feel judged when I live? Now I know what the fucking root of is And why peace is dead, but evil Everybody thinking they can to you And what they believe in they hearts are Now they feel that had the right to persecute Judge, doom to and come first to you Now I don't really know who the Bible But nothing under the sun unrecycled Take every shot you have a fucking rifle Cause you rarely get a chance for revival So, think, just talk about it Wait, just think, just somebody Wait, blink, don't fail your body Wait, just scream, fucking shout it So the voices in your head fall abruptly And the in your veins flows rough and violent And you see with your lifted eyelids And every burden you is eventually lighted And you talk to God, when you ain't sure he hears you And you it to Him, tell Him, He can keep the pain and fears too And you keep praying, only now you don't repeat Cuz you know when you let it go, then you Satan
"How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking about shit, they're all fucking fucked up. to help you escape. It takes it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to find these substitutes? Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"