"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything feel beautiful. It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away our truths. And then we meet someone who tells us, 'God will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing that will never stop loving you is God.' And because of all of our darkness—which at night I still run from, which at night we all still run from, we get stuck chasing light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But shall be masses, I said masses!, of bloodshed first! And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His blessings from the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
Save me the pain I'm down Don't you hear me I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy Give me Can you me back to life?
Save me from the I'm down you hear me calling? I you now me 'til I'm whole with your holy light Give me Can you me back to life?
I running from the pain in my brain Got on my scene while I search for the real me Search for the real me, in the night Only to angels when I'm lost in a height I really wanna get lost in my mind So I pray until I I'm getting lost in the vibe I took the bottle up and I drink it to my what? Yep, it to my fucking soul's lost in my eyes But I don't really wanna drown no, I'm not that trusting But I'ma keep coming though, till I'm sure that I found something And I tell you what it is, you better talk to God, remember No feelings, no allowed And if pain's a then I need God And so send someone to walk me out But don't think, talk about it Wait, sing, don't tell nobody Wait, don't drink, fail your body Wait, don't scream, no, shout it See, these voices in my head are the loudest So belligerent, so rowdy And my tunnel vision's so clouded And I don't really have a motherfucking So, I to God, but I don't really know if He can hear me But you know Him well, and I think you could bring Him near me So I keep praying, every word I keep saying part of me that I needed shield from Every part of me that saving
Save me the pain I'm falling you hear me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with holy light Give me Can you me back to life?
None of real, when it calls you I found you, now I'm lost too I've listening to service sermons A redefining, a lot of words reworded A thoughts detected and thoughts suggested A lotta stuff that with certain persons I've searching for the truth but it's embedded in lies Read every single until I'm red in my eyes And only hear you when you offering ties And is the truth But the Devil's a lie But am I to do when the Devil is I? And everything I touch seems to and die? My mama always I was a rebel inside But now I'm looking for some and a benevolent I And how it to need that, some humbling pie And how long it will when it comes from the sky Means I'll probably be until I crumble and die And wrestling with Satan while I'm struggling by So, I think, I talk it Wait, I drink, I tell Wait, I sink, I my body Wait, I scream, I'm fucking these voices in my head are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so rowdy And my vision's so fucking clouded And I don't have a motherfucking outlet So, I talk to God, but I really know if He can hear me And you know him well, and I think you could bring him near me So I praying, everything that I keep saying Every part of me that I needed shield part of me that needs saving
Save me from the I'm falling you hear me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole your holy light Give me Can you bring me back to
Did he die on the for this? Do you have any proof? here is man-made And I'm just searching for some truth Cause they ever told me not to do Has always made me question what is Why listen to the words when they not you? And why feel judged when I freely Now I know what the fucking root of is And why peace is dead, but evil thinking they can talk to you And what believe in they hearts are true Now they feel they had the right to persecute Judge, doom to hell and first to you Now I don't know who wrote the Bible But under the sun goes unrecycled Take every shot you have a fucking rifle Cause you ever get a chance for revival So, just think, just about it Wait, think, just tell somebody Wait, don't blink, don't fail body Wait, just scream, just fucking it So the voices in your fall abruptly silent And the blood in your veins flows rough and And you see everything with your lifted And burden you carry is eventually lighted And you talk to God, even you ain't sure he hears you And you it to Him, tell Him, He can keep the pain and fears too And you keep praying, only now you don't repeat Cuz you know when you let it go, then you Satan
"How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking about shit, they're all fucking fucked up. Anything to help you escape. It it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to find these substitutes? Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"