"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything feel beautiful. It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away from our truths. And then we meet someone who tells us, 'God will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing that will never stop loving you is God.' And because of all of our darkness—which at night I run from, which at night we all still run from, we get stuck chasing light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But shall be masses, I said masses!, of bloodshed first! And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His blessings from the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
Save me the pain I'm down you hear me calling? I you now Fill me I'm whole with your holy light me sanction Can you bring me back to
me from the pain I'm falling Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm with your holy light me sanction Can you bring me to life?
I been running the pain in my brain Got stains on my scene while I search for the me for the real me, lost in the night Only talk to angels when I'm in a height I really wanna get lost in my mind So I until I feel I'm getting lost in the vibe Then I took the bottle up and I drink it to my Yep, drink it to my fucking soul's in my eyes But I don't really drown no, 'cuz I'm not that trusting But I'ma keep coming 'round though, till I'm sure that I something And when I tell you it is, you better talk to God, remember No feelings, no allowed And if pain's a trapdoor I need God And so send someone to walk me out But don't think, don't talk it Wait, sing, don't tell nobody Wait, don't drink, don't your body Wait, scream, no, fucking shout it See, these voices in my head are the loudest So belligerent, so rowdy And my vision's so fucking clouded And I don't really have a motherfucking So, I to God, but I don't really know if He can hear me But you know Him well, and I think you could bring Him near me So I keep praying, every word that I keep Every part of me that I shield from Every part of me that needs
Save me the pain I'm down you hear me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with holy light Give me Can you me back to life?
None of this's real, it calls you Thought I you, now I'm lost too been listening to service sermons A lotta redefining, a lot of reworded A lotta thoughts detected and thoughts A lotta stuff that with certain persons I've been for the truth but it's embedded in lies Read every single verse until I'm red in my And God'll only hear you when you offering And is the truth But the Devil's a lie But am I to do when the Devil is I? And everything I touch to shrivel and die? My mama always said I was a rebel But now I'm looking for some peace and a I And how it feels to need that, some pie And how long it take when it comes from the sky Means I'll probably be waiting until I and die And just wrestling with Satan I'm struggling by So, I think, I talk it Wait, I drink, I somebody Wait, I sink, I fail my Wait, I scream, I'm shouting Cause these in my head are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so fucking And my tunnel so fucking clouded And I don't really have a motherfucking So, I to God, but I don't really know if He can hear me And you know him well, and I think that you could him near me So I praying, everything that I keep saying Every part of me I needed shield from Every part of me that saving
Save me from the I'm falling you hear me calling? I you now Fill me I'm whole with your holy light Give me Can you bring me back to
Did he die on the cross for Do you have any proof? Everything is man-made And I'm just searching for fucking truth Cause everything they told me not to do Has always made me what freedom is Why listen to the words when not from you? And why feel when I freely live? Now I what the fucking root of evil is And why peace is dead, but evil thinking they can talk to you And what they believe in they hearts are Now they feel they had the right to persecute Judge, to hell and come first to you Now I don't really who wrote the Bible But under the sun goes unrecycled Take every shot you have with a fucking Cause you rarely ever get a chance for So, just think, just talk it Wait, just think, just tell Wait, don't blink, fail your body Wait, just scream, just fucking it So the voices in your fall abruptly silent And the blood in your veins rough and violent And you see everything your lifted eyelids And every burden you is eventually lighted And you talk to God, even you ain't sure he hears you And you give it to Him, tell Him, He can the pain and fears too And you keep praying, only now you don't repeat Cuz you know when you let it go, then you Satan
"How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking about shit, they're all fucking fucked up. Anything to help you escape. It it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to find these substitutes? Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"