"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything feel beautiful. It can it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away from our truths. And then we meet someone who tells us, 'God will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing that will never stop loving you is God.' And because of all of our darkness—which at night I still run from, which at night we all still run from, we get stuck chasing light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But there shall be masses, I said masses!, of bloodshed first! And will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His blessings from the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
me from the pain I'm falling Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me I'm whole with your holy light me sanction Can you bring me to life?
me from the pain I'm down you hear me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your light me sanction Can you me back to life?
I been running the pain in my brain Got stains on my scene while I search for the me Search for the real me, in the night Only talk to when I'm lost in a height I don't really get lost in my mind So I pray until I feel I'm lost in the vibe Then I took the bottle up and I it to my what? Yep, drink it to my fucking soul's lost in my But I don't really wanna drown no, I'm not that trusting But I'ma keep coming 'round though, till I'm that I found something And when I tell you it is, you better talk to God, remember No feelings, no thoughts And if a trapdoor then I need God And so send someone to come me out But don't think, don't about it Wait, sing, don't tell nobody Wait, don't drink, fail your body Wait, scream, no, fucking shout it See, voices in my head are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so rowdy And my tunnel vision's so fucking And I don't really have a outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't know if He can hear me But you Him well, and I think that you could bring Him near me So I praying, every word that I keep saying part of me that I needed shield from Every part of me that needs
Save me the pain I'm falling you hear me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy me sanction Can you bring me to life?
of this's real, when it calls you Thought I found you, now I'm too I've been to service sermons A redefining, a lot of words reworded A lotta thoughts and thoughts suggested A stuff that resonates with certain persons I've been searching for the truth but it's embedded in every single verse until I'm red in my eyes And God'll only hear you you offering ties And protection is the But when the a lie But what am I to do when the is I? And I touch seems to shrivel and die? My mama always said I was a rebel But now I'm looking for peace and a benevolent I And how it feels to need that, some pie And how long it will take when it comes the sky Means probably be waiting until I crumble and die And just wrestling Satan while I'm struggling by So, I think, I talk it Wait, I drink, I somebody Wait, I sink, I fail my Wait, I scream, I'm fucking Cause these voices in my head are the loudest So belligerent, so fucking And my tunnel vision's so clouded And I don't really have a outlet So, I talk to God, but I really know if He can hear me And you know him well, and I think that you bring him near me So I keep praying, that I keep saying Every of me that I needed shield from part of me that needs saving
Save me the pain I'm down you hear me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with holy light me sanction Can you me back to life?
Did he die on the for this? Do you any fucking proof? Everything here is And I'm just searching for fucking truth Cause everything they told me not to do Has made me question what freedom is Why listen to the words they not from you? And why feel when I freely live? Now I know what the root of evil is And why is dead, but evil lives Everybody they can talk to you And they believe in they hearts are true Now feel that they had the right to persecute Judge, to hell and come first to you Now I really know who wrote the Bible But nothing under the sun unrecycled Take every shot you have a fucking rifle Cause you ever get a chance for revival So, just think, talk about it Wait, just think, just somebody Wait, don't blink, don't your body Wait, just scream, just fucking it So the voices in your head fall abruptly And the blood in your veins rough and violent And you see everything with your eyelids And burden you carry is eventually lighted And you to God, even when you ain't sure he hears you And you give it to Him, tell Him, He can keep the pain and too And you praying, only now you don't repeat sayings Cuz you when you let it go, then you receive Satan
"How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking shit, they're all fucking fucked up. Anything to help you escape. It takes it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to find these substitutes? Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"