"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything feel beautiful. It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away from our truths. And then we meet someone who tells us, 'God will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing that will never stop loving you is God.' And because of all of our darkness—which at night I still run from, which at night we all still run from, we get stuck light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But there shall be masses, I said masses!, of bloodshed first! And that open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His blessings from the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
Save me from the I'm down Don't you me calling? I you now me 'til I'm whole with your holy light Give me Can you bring me to life?
Save me the pain I'm falling Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your light me sanction Can you bring me to life?
I been running the pain in my brain Got stains on my scene while I search for the me for the real me, lost in the night Only talk to angels I'm lost in a height I don't really wanna get in my mind So I pray until I feel I'm getting in the vibe Then I the bottle up and I drink it to my what? Yep, drink it to my soul's lost in my eyes But I don't wanna drown no, 'cuz I'm not that trusting But I'ma keep coming 'round though, I'm sure that I found something And when I you what it is, you better talk to God, remember No feelings, no allowed And if a trapdoor then I need God And so send someone to come me out But don't think, talk about it Wait, sing, don't tell nobody Wait, don't drink, don't fail your Wait, scream, no, fucking shout it See, voices in my head are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so rowdy And my tunnel so fucking clouded And I don't really have a outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't know if He can hear me But you know Him well, and I think that you bring Him near me So I keep praying, every word that I keep Every part of me I needed shield from Every part of me needs saving
Save me the pain I'm down Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me I'm whole with your holy light me sanction Can you me back to life?
None of this's real, when it you Thought I you, now I'm lost too I've been listening to sermons A lotta redefining, a lot of words A thoughts detected and thoughts suggested A lotta that resonates with certain persons I've searching for the truth but it's embedded in lies Read single verse until I'm red in my eyes And God'll only hear you you offering ties And protection is the But when the a lie But what am I to do the Devil is I? And everything I seems to shrivel and die? My mama said I was a rebel inside But now I'm for some peace and a benevolent I And how it feels to need that, some pie And how long it will take when it comes the sky Means probably be waiting until I crumble and die And just wrestling Satan while I'm struggling by So, I think, I talk it Wait, I drink, I somebody Wait, I sink, I fail my Wait, I scream, I'm shouting Cause these voices in my head are the fucking So belligerent, so rowdy And my tunnel vision's so fucking And I don't really have a outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't really if He can hear me And you him well, and I think that you could bring him near me So I praying, everything that I keep saying part of me that I needed shield from Every of me that needs saving
Save me from the I'm down you hear me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your light Give me Can you me back to life?
Did he die on the cross for Do you have any proof? Everything is man-made And I'm just for some fucking truth everything they ever told me not to do Has always made me question what is Why listen to the words when they not you? And why feel judged I freely live? Now I know the fucking root of evil is And why peace is dead, but lives Everybody they can talk to you And what they believe in hearts are true Now feel that they had the right to persecute Judge, to hell and come first to you Now I don't really know who the Bible But nothing under the sun goes Take every shot you with a fucking rifle you rarely ever get a chance for revival So, just think, just about it Wait, just think, tell somebody Wait, don't blink, don't fail your Wait, just scream, fucking shout it So the voices in head fall abruptly silent And the blood in veins flows rough and violent And you see everything with your lifted And every you carry is eventually lighted And you talk to God, even when you ain't he hears you And you give it to Him, tell Him, He can the pain and fears too And you praying, only now you don't repeat sayings Cuz you know when you let it go, then you receive
"How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking about shit, they're all fucking fucked up. Anything to help you escape. It takes it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to these substitutes? Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"