"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything feel beautiful. It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away from our truths. And then we meet someone who tells us, 'God will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing will never stop loving you is God.' And because of all of our darkness—which at night I still run from, which at night we all still run from, we get stuck chasing light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But there shall be masses, I said masses!, of bloodshed first! And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His blessings the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
me from the pain I'm down Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole your holy light Give me Can you bring me to life?
Save me the pain I'm falling you hear me calling? I you now me 'til I'm whole with your holy light Give me Can you bring me to life?
I been running from the in my brain Got stains on my scene while I search for the me for the real me, lost in the night Only to angels when I'm lost in a height I don't wanna get lost in my mind So I pray I feel I'm getting lost in the vibe Then I took the bottle up and I it to my what? Yep, drink it to my fucking soul's lost in my But I don't really wanna drown no, 'cuz I'm not trusting But I'ma keep coming 'round though, till I'm sure I found something And when I you what it is, you better talk to God, remember No feelings, no allowed And if pain's a trapdoor then I God And so send to come walk me out But think, don't talk about it Wait, don't sing, don't tell Wait, drink, don't fail your body Wait, don't scream, no, fucking it See, these voices in my are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so rowdy And my vision's so fucking clouded And I don't really have a outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't really if He can hear me But you know Him well, and I that you could bring Him near me So I keep praying, every word I keep saying Every part of me that I needed from Every part of me needs saving
Save me the pain I'm down Don't you hear me I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your light me sanction Can you me back to life?
None of real, when it calls you Thought I you, now I'm lost too been listening to service sermons A redefining, a lot of words reworded A lotta thoughts detected and thoughts A lotta stuff that resonates with persons I've been searching for the but it's embedded in lies Read every single verse I'm red in my eyes And God'll hear you when you offering ties And protection is the But the Devil's a lie But what am I to do when the is I? And everything I seems to shrivel and die? My mama said I was a rebel inside But now I'm looking for some peace and a I And how it feels to need that, humbling pie And how long it take when it comes from the sky I'll probably be waiting until I crumble and die And wrestling with Satan while I'm struggling by So, I think, I talk it Wait, I drink, I tell Wait, I sink, I fail my Wait, I scream, I'm fucking Cause voices in my head are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so fucking And my tunnel vision's so fucking And I don't really have a outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can me And you know him well, and I that you could bring him near me So I keep praying, everything I keep saying Every of me that I needed shield from part of me that needs saving
Save me the pain I'm down Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your light Give me Can you bring me to life?
Did he die on the cross for Do you any fucking proof? Everything here is And I'm just searching for some fucking Cause everything they told me not to do Has made me question what freedom is Why listen to the words when not from you? And why judged when I freely live? Now I know what the fucking of evil is And why is dead, but evil lives Everybody they can talk to you And what they in they hearts are true Now they feel they had the right to persecute Judge, doom to hell and first to you Now I don't really know who wrote the But nothing the sun goes unrecycled every shot you have with a fucking rifle Cause you ever get a chance for revival So, just think, talk about it Wait, just think, just tell Wait, don't blink, don't your body Wait, scream, just fucking shout it So the in your head fall abruptly silent And the blood in your veins flows rough and And you see with your lifted eyelids And every you carry is eventually lighted And you talk to God, even when you ain't sure he you And you give it to Him, tell Him, He can keep the pain and too And you keep praying, only now you don't sayings Cuz you when you let it go, then you receive Satan
"How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking about shit, they're all fucking fucked up. Anything to help you escape. It takes it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to find these substitutes? Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"