You should write a song the concept is... You're basically writing like a love letter, or like a of advice To your mother, she was your age
I don't Maybe I would write you a ending I would rearrange the pieces to sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying that bore you And let you experience all the ways that could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who that if she could plant a seed It would somehow inside you
so much of my time wishing you were different But reality is with life can't never be provision But if I could for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all obstacles and kill 'em with precision And the intentions of every single person Who'd a part in you learning exactly what your worth is I'd shower you with purpose, I'd wipe hate off the I'd reshape all your and make it fucking worth it No more feeling worthless, no more fucking No more of that fraud shit, nobody could hurt you Yeah, said nobody else could you And if they ever too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you too I know that you been running from everything that's you I know you've been burying everything inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I revive you But I'm stuck sitting in time frame Struggling with my demons and playing these stupid game One day it could get better, maybe it get better Maybe we could change shit, no more weather Know you hated mom, know it went through your mind You were just like me, wish that you had more To see from a different angle, wrestle with a different angel Wouldn't your wings and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger
Everything is now, nothing is the same And nowadays I swear it feels like you don't know my But I look at the and I see you every day I'm you in every way, every hue and shade And maybe you should know, it's the last thing that I Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel I'm haunted And I don't spend the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm just gonna it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And tell you that I love you for you made me And that you to hear this even if it makes you angry God lives inside you, you've already him The Devil lives in and you just let him hound you And I your church for every fucking thing they taught you It's just a fucking stain that I I could wipe off you That I wish I could off you And I you for doing everything that it cost you Everything it caused price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a part of me that would you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or follow you to Followed you to that I could never get out of Now I realize that I could never make it with love Now I that shit is the alternative outcome Never wanted you to save me, I just wish I count I just wish that you grew up someone you could count on I wish you knew you could never make it without love For your goddamn self, and that you never ever find it in else Cuz I would you find you And if I saw it you I swear I would revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy end in peace
Because, you are such a special You're not my mom, but you're the reason I exist And the best life you could've had for yourself without making a mistake Would have meant I woulda had a nicer And even though my childhood perfect and I still love you I just want you to that if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, that you You would not made the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not have the to leave But just so you would have been happier and stronger Even if I exist, even it meant that I was never born That's what I would wanted for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending Cuz I know you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know you've been running from everything that's you I know that you've been burying deep inside you I can see it you, wish that I could revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy
I know I would write you a happy ending I would the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the that happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who that if she could plant a seed It would grow inside you And that I could hide you from the So that it could be easier for to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's trying to be queen Or we're all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened of dying, black dahlias