You should write a where the concept is... basically writing like a love letter, or like a piece of advice To your mother, she was your age
I don't I would write you a happy ending I would rearrange the pieces to your sad I would put you far from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she plant a seed It somehow grow inside you
so much of my time wishing you were different But reality is that life can't never be provision But if I wish for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your obstacles and kill 'em with And better the intentions of single person Who'd play a part in you exactly what your worth is I'd shower you with purpose, I'd wipe off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and make it worth it No more feeling worthless, no fucking searching No more of that fraud shit, nobody else could you Yeah, said nobody else hurt you And if they ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the too Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I that you tired too I know that you been running from that's behind you I know you've burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I revive you But I'm stuck sitting in time frame Struggling my demons and playing these stupid mind game One day it could get better, maybe it get better we could change shit, no more inclement weather Know you hated your mom, know it went through your You were like me, wish that you had more time To see from a different angle, wrestle with a different angel Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from heaven like a
Everything is now, nothing is the same And nowadays I swear it feels you don't know my name But I look at the and I see you every day I'm you in way, every hue and every shade And maybe you know, it's the last thing that I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel I'm haunted And I don't spend the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm just gonna confront it, yeah I'm just gonna it And tell you that I love you for you made me And that you need to hear this if it makes you angry God lives inside you, you've found him The lives in memories and you just let him hound you And I despise church for every fucking thing they taught you It's just a fucking stain I wish I could wipe off you That I I could wipe off you And I forgive you for doing that it cost you Everything that it caused I wish it didn't cost you Losing a part of me would follow you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or you to jail Followed you to that I could never get out of Now I realize that I could never it with that love Now I realize that shit is the outcome Never you to save me, I just wish I count some I wish that you grew up with someone you could count on I wish you knew that you could make it without love For your goddamn self, and that you ever find it in anybody else Cuz I help you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I would you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy end in peace
Because, you are a special thing You're not just my mom, but you're the I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself making a mistake Would have meant I had a nicer childhood And even though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still you I just want you to that if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer life And a childhood, that you know You would not made the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not the strength to leave But just so that you would have happier and stronger if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was never born That's I would have wanted for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you too I know you've been running everything that's behind you I know that you've been burying deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I could you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your ending
I know I would write you a happy ending I would rearrange the to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying roots that you And let you all the ways that happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed It would somehow inside you And that I could hide you the rain So that it could be easier for to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid who's caught in a I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's trying to be queen Or maybe we're all just in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, dahlias