You write a song where the concept is... You're basically like a love letter, or like a piece of advice To your mother, when she was age
I don't Maybe I write you a happy ending I rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could bloom you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a It would grow inside you
Spent so much of my time wishing you different But reality is that with can't never be provision But if I wish for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your and kill 'em with precision And the intentions of every single person Who'd play a part in you learning exactly your worth is I'd you with purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd reshape all your and make it fucking worth it No feeling worthless, no more fucking searching No more of that fraud shit, else could hurt you Yeah, said else could hurt you And if they ever tried too I'd 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know that you been from everything that's behind you I you've been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I revive you But I'm stuck sitting in this time Struggling with my and playing these stupid mind game One day it could get better, it could get better Maybe we could change shit, no more weather Know you hated your mom, know it went through mind You just like me, wish that you had more time To see life from a different angle, wrestle a different angel Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from like a cliffhanger
Everything is different now, is the same And nowadays I it feels like you don't know my name But I look at the and I see you every day I'm you in every way, every hue and every And maybe you should know, it's the last that I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me like I'm haunted And I don't wanna spend the rest of my on the run and- So I'm gonna confront it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And tell you that I love you for everything you me And you need to hear this even if it makes you angry God lives inside you, you've already him The Devil lives in and you just let him hound you And I despise your church for every fucking thing taught you It's just a stain that I wish I could wipe off you That I I could wipe off you And I forgive you for doing that it cost you Everything it caused price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a part of me that would follow you to you to hatred, or follow you to jail Followed you to that I could never get out of Now I realize that I never make it with that love Now I realize that shit is the outcome Never wanted you to save me, I just I count some I just wish that you up with someone you could count on I wish you knew that you could never make it love For your goddamn self, and that you ever find it in anybody else Cuz I would help you you And if I saw it killing you I swear I revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy end in peace
Because, you are such a thing You're not just my mom, but you're the reason I And the best life that you could've had for without making a mistake Would have meant I woulda had a nicer And though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still love you I just want you to that if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, that you You would not have made the mistakes that put us all in bad situation And not the strength to leave But just so you would have been happier and stronger Even if I didn't exist, it meant that I was never born That's what I have wanted for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know you tired too I know you've been running from that's behind you I that you've been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish I could revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy
I don't I would write you a happy ending I would rearrange the to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she plant a seed It would somehow grow you And that I could hide you from the So it could be easier for happiness to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's trying to be queen Or maybe we're all just in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, black