You should write a where the concept is... You're basically writing like a love letter, or like a of advice To your mother, she was your age
I know Maybe I write you a happy ending I would rearrange the pieces to your sad I would put you far away from the decaying roots that you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she plant a seed It would somehow grow you
so much of my time wishing you were different But reality is that with life can't never be But if I wish for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all obstacles and kill 'em with precision And better the of every single person Who'd a part in you learning exactly what your worth is I'd shower you with purpose, I'd wipe off the surface I'd reshape all pain and make it fucking worth it No more feeling worthless, no more fucking No more of that fraud shit, nobody else could you Yeah, said nobody else could you And if they tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I that you tired too I know that you been running from that's behind you I know been burying everything deep inside you I can see it you, wish that I could revive you But I'm sitting in this time frame Struggling with my and playing these stupid mind game One day it could get better, maybe it could get we could change shit, no more inclement weather Know you hated your mom, know it through your mind You were like me, wish that you had more time To see life from a different angle, wrestle a different angel Wouldn't lose your wings and from heaven like a cliffhanger
Everything is different now, is the same And nowadays I swear it feels you don't know my name But I at the mirror and I see you every day I'm you in every way, every hue and every And maybe you should know, it's the last thing that I Cuz what I about you makes me feel like I'm haunted And I don't wanna spend the rest of my time on the run So I'm just gonna confront it, yeah I'm gonna confront it And tell you that I you for everything you made me And that you to hear this even if it makes you angry God inside you, you've already found him The Devil in memories and you just let him hound you And I despise your church for every fucking thing taught you It's just a fucking stain I wish I could wipe off you That I wish I wipe off you And I forgive you for doing everything that it you Everything it caused price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a of me that would follow you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or follow you to Followed you to that I could never get out of Now I realize that I could never it with that love Now I that shit is the alternative outcome Never wanted you to save me, I wish I count some I just wish that you grew up someone you could count on I wish you knew that you could never make it without For your goddamn self, and that you never ever find it in else Cuz I would you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy end in peace
Because, you are such a thing You're not just my mom, but the reason I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself without a mistake Would have meant I woulda had a nicer And even though my childhood perfect and I still love you I just want you to know if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, you know You would not made the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not the strength to leave But just so you would have been happier and stronger Even if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was born That's I would have wanted for you
Yeah, and if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know you tired too I know you've been running from everything behind you I know that you've been burying everything deep you I can see it killing you, that I could revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy
I know Maybe I would write you a happy I would rearrange the pieces to sad beginning I put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could bloom you Or I'm naïve... I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed It would somehow inside you And that I hide you from the rain So it could be easier for happiness to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess still trying to be queen Or maybe all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened of dying, black dahlias