You should write a song where the is... You're basically writing a love letter, or like a piece of advice To mother, when she was your age
I don't Maybe I would write you a happy I would the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far away the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could a seed It would somehow grow you
Spent so of my time wishing you were different But is that with life can't never be provision But if I could wish for one thing, I'd go and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your obstacles and 'em with precision And better the intentions of every single Who'd play a part in you learning exactly what your is I'd shower you purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and it fucking worth it No feeling worthless, no more fucking searching No more of that shit, nobody else could hurt you Yeah, said nobody else hurt you And if they ever tried too I'd 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you too I know you been running from everything that's behind you I know been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish I could revive you But I'm stuck sitting in this frame Struggling with my demons and playing these mind game One day it get better, maybe it could get better we could change shit, no more inclement weather Know you hated your mom, know it went through your You were just like me, wish that you had more To see life from a different angle, wrestle with a angel Wouldn't lose wings and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger
Everything is now, nothing is the same And nowadays I swear it feels like you don't my name But I look at the and I see you every day I'm you in every way, every hue and shade And maybe you know, it's the last thing that I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel like I'm And I don't wanna the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm just gonna confront it, yeah I'm gonna confront it And tell you I love you for everything you made me And that you need to hear this even if it makes you God inside you, you've already found him The Devil lives in memories and you let him hound you And I despise your for every fucking thing they taught you It's just a fucking stain that I wish I wipe off you That I wish I wipe off you And I forgive you for doing everything it cost you Everything that it caused I wish it didn't cost you Losing a part of me would follow you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or you to jail Followed you to patterns that I never get out of Now I realize that I could never make it with that Now I realize that shit is the outcome Never you to save me, I just wish I count some I just wish that you grew up with someone you could on I wish you that you could never make it without love For your goddamn self, and that you never ever find it in anybody Cuz I help you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I would you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy end in peace
Because, you are such a special not just my mom, but you're the reason I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself making a mistake Would have meant I woulda had a childhood And even though my childhood wasn't and I still love you I just want you to know that if I could go back and do one for you Or be one for you I make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, you know You would not have the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not have the strength to But just so that you would have been and stronger if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was never born That's what I have wanted for you
Yeah, and if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I that you tired too I know you've been running from everything behind you I that you've been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, that I could revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy
I know Maybe I would write you a happy I would the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness bloom before you Or I'm naïve... I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed It would somehow inside you And that I could you from the rain So that it could be for happiness to find you Or maybe I'm a kid who's caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a who's still trying to be queen Or maybe we're all just caught in the winds of a The blackened leaves of dying, dahlias