You should a song where the concept is... You're writing like a love letter, or like a piece of advice To your mother, she was your age
I don't Maybe I would you a happy ending I would rearrange the pieces to your sad I would put you far away the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could bloom you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a It somehow grow inside you
Spent so of my time wishing you were different But reality is with life can't never be provision But if I could for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your and kill 'em with precision And better the intentions of every person Who'd play a part in you learning exactly your worth is I'd shower you with purpose, I'd hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and it fucking worth it No more feeling worthless, no more fucking No more of that fraud shit, else could hurt you Yeah, said nobody could hurt you And if they ever tried too I'd 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know you been running from everything that's behind you I know you've been burying deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I could you But I'm stuck sitting in this frame Struggling with my demons and these stupid mind game One day it could get better, it could get better Maybe we could shit, no more inclement weather Know you hated your mom, know it went through your You were just like me, that you had more time To see life from a different angle, with a different angel Wouldn't lose wings and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger
Everything is different now, nothing is the And nowadays I swear it feels like you don't my name But I look at the mirror and I see you day I'm you in every way, hue and every shade And maybe you should know, the last thing that I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel like I'm And I wanna spend the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm just gonna confront it, I'm just gonna confront it And tell you I love you for everything you made me And that you need to hear this even if it you angry God lives you, you've already found him The Devil lives in and you just let him hound you And I despise your church for every thing they taught you It's just a stain that I wish I could wipe off you That I wish I wipe off you And I forgive you for doing that it cost you Everything it caused price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a of me that would follow you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or you to jail Followed you to patterns that I never get out of Now I realize that I could never make it that love Now I realize that shit is the outcome wanted you to save me, I just wish I count some I just that you grew up with someone you could count on I wish you knew you could never make it without love For your goddamn self, and that you never find it in anybody else Cuz I would you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your end in peace
Because, you are such a thing You're not just my mom, but you're the I exist And the best life that you could've had for without making a mistake Would have meant I had a nicer childhood And even though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still you I want you to know that if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer And a childhood, that you know You would not made the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not the strength to leave But just so that you have been happier and stronger Even if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was never That's what I have wanted for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know you tired too I know you've been running from everything that's you I know that you've been burying everything deep you I can see it killing you, that I could revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending
I don't Maybe I would write you a happy I would rearrange the to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying that bore you And let you experience all the ways happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she plant a seed It somehow grow inside you And that I hide you from the rain So that it could be easier for to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's still to be queen Or maybe we're all caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, black