You should write a where the concept is... You're basically writing like a love letter, or like a piece of To mother, when she was your age
I know Maybe I would write you a ending I would the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying roots that you And let you experience all the that happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could a seed It would somehow grow you
Spent so much of my time wishing you were But reality is that with life can't be provision But if I could for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all obstacles and kill 'em with precision And better the intentions of every single play a part in you learning exactly what your worth is I'd shower you with purpose, I'd hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and it fucking worth it No feeling worthless, no more fucking searching No more of that shit, nobody else could hurt you Yeah, nobody else could hurt you And if they ever tried too I'd wipe 'em the Earth too Cuz I that you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know that you been from everything that's behind you I you've been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, that I could revive you But I'm stuck sitting in this frame Struggling with my demons and playing these mind game One day it get better, maybe it could get better Maybe we change shit, no more inclement weather Know you hated your mom, know it through your mind You were just me, wish that you had more time To see life from a angle, wrestle with a different angel Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from heaven like a
is different now, nothing is the same And nowadays I swear it feels like you know my name But I look at the mirror and I see you day I'm you in way, every hue and every shade And maybe you should know, it's the last thing I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me like I'm haunted And I don't wanna spend the of my time on the run and- So I'm just confront it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And tell you that I you for everything you made me And that you to hear this even if it makes you angry God lives inside you, already found him The Devil lives in memories and you let him hound you And I despise your for every fucking thing they taught you It's just a fucking stain I wish I could wipe off you I wish I could wipe off you And I forgive you for everything that it cost you Everything it caused price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a of me that would follow you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or follow you to Followed you to that I could never get out of Now I that I could never make it with that love Now I that shit is the alternative outcome Never wanted you to me, I just wish I count some I just wish that you grew up someone you could count on I wish you knew that you could never make it without For your goddamn self, and that you ever find it in anybody else Cuz I would help you you And if I saw it killing you I swear I would you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your end in peace
Because, you are such a special not just my mom, but you're the reason I exist And the best life that you could've had for without making a mistake Would have meant I had a nicer childhood And even though my childhood perfect and I still love you I just want you to know that if I could go and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, you know You would not have made the mistakes that put us all in bad situation And not the strength to leave But just so that you would been happier and stronger Even if I exist, even it meant that I was never born what I would have wanted for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I that you tired too I know you've been running from everything behind you I know you've been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish I could revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending
I know Maybe I would write you a ending I would rearrange the to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying roots that you And let you experience all the ways happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed It would somehow inside you And I could hide you from the rain So that it be easier for happiness to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid who's caught in a I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's still trying to be Or we're all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, dahlias