You should write a song the concept is... You're basically writing like a letter, or like a piece of advice To mother, when she was your age
I know Maybe I would write you a happy I would rearrange the pieces to sad beginning I would put you far away the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a It would grow inside you
Spent so much of my wishing you were different But reality is that with life can't never be But if I wish for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your obstacles and 'em with precision And better the of every single person Who'd play a part in you learning exactly what worth is I'd shower you with purpose, I'd wipe hate off the I'd reshape all pain and make it fucking worth it No more feeling worthless, no more searching No more of that fraud shit, nobody else could you Yeah, said nobody else could you And if ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know you been running from everything that's behind you I you've been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I could you But I'm stuck sitting in this frame Struggling with my and playing these stupid mind game One day it could get better, maybe it could get Maybe we could change shit, no more weather Know you hated mom, know it went through your mind You were just like me, that you had more time To see life from a angle, wrestle with a different angel Wouldn't your wings and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger
Everything is different now, is the same And nowadays I swear it feels you don't know my name But I look at the and I see you every day I'm you in every way, hue and every shade And maybe you should know, it's the last thing I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel I'm haunted And I don't wanna spend the of my time on the run and- So I'm just gonna confront it, I'm just gonna confront it And tell you I love you for everything you made me And that you need to this even if it makes you angry God lives inside you, you've already him The lives in memories and you just let him hound you And I despise your church for every fucking thing taught you It's just a fucking that I wish I could wipe off you That I wish I could off you And I forgive you for everything that it cost you Everything that it caused price I wish it cost you a part of me that would follow you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or you to jail Followed you to that I could never get out of Now I that I could never make it with that love Now I that shit is the alternative outcome wanted you to save me, I just wish I count some I wish that you grew up with someone you could count on I wish you knew you could never make it without love For your goddamn self, and that you never ever it in anybody else Cuz I help you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I would you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy end in peace
Because, you are such a thing You're not just my mom, but you're the I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself without a mistake Would have meant I had a nicer childhood And though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still love you I just want you to know that if I could go back and do one for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a life And a childhood, that you know You would not have made the mistakes that put us all in bad situation And not have the strength to But just so that you have been happier and stronger Even if I didn't exist, even it that I was never born That's what I would have for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you too I know you've been running everything that's behind you I know that you've been burying everything inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I could you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending
I don't Maybe I write you a happy ending I would rearrange the pieces to sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying that bore you And let you experience all the that happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she plant a seed It somehow grow inside you And that I hide you from the rain So that it be easier for happiness to find you Or I'm still a kid who's caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's trying to be queen Or maybe all just caught in the winds of a massacre The leaves of dying, black dahlias