You write a song where the concept is... You're basically writing like a love letter, or like a of advice To your mother, when she was age
I don't I would write you a happy ending I rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could bloom you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who that if she could plant a seed It would somehow grow you
Spent so much of my wishing you were different But reality is that life can't never be provision But if I could for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your obstacles and kill 'em with And better the intentions of every person Who'd play a part in you learning exactly what worth is I'd shower you purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and it fucking worth it No feeling worthless, no more fucking searching No of that fraud shit, nobody else could hurt you Yeah, said nobody else could you And if ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know that you baby, I know that you tired too I know you been running from everything that's behind you I know you've been everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I revive you But I'm stuck sitting in this time Struggling with my demons and these stupid mind game One day it could get better, maybe it could get Maybe we could change shit, no more weather Know you hated your mom, it went through your mind You just like me, wish that you had more time To see life from a different angle, wrestle with a different lose your wings and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger
Everything is different now, is the same And nowadays I swear it feels like you don't my name But I at the mirror and I see you every day I'm you in every way, every hue and every And you should know, it's the last thing that I wanted Cuz I hate about you makes me feel like I'm haunted And I don't wanna spend the rest of my on the run and- So I'm just gonna confront it, yeah I'm just gonna it And tell you I love you for everything you made me And you need to hear this even if it makes you angry God lives inside you, you've found him The Devil lives in memories and you just let him you And I despise your church for every fucking thing taught you It's just a fucking stain that I wish I could off you That I wish I could off you And I forgive you for doing everything that it you Everything that it price I wish it didn't cost you a part of me that would follow you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or you to jail Followed you to patterns that I never get out of Now I realize that I could never make it that love Now I realize that shit is the outcome Never wanted you to me, I just wish I count some I just wish that you grew up with someone you count on I wish you knew that you could never make it without For your self, and that you never ever find it in anybody else Cuz I help you find you And if I saw it you I swear I would revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy end in
Because, you are such a special You're not just my mom, but you're the I exist And the best life you could've had for yourself without making a mistake Would have meant I woulda had a childhood And even though my childhood wasn't and I still love you I just want you to know that if I go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so you could've had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, you know You would not have the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not have the to leave But so that you would have been happier and stronger Even if I didn't exist, it meant that I was never born what I would have wanted for you
Yeah, and if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you too I know you've been running everything that's behind you I know that you've burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy
I know I would write you a happy ending I would rearrange the pieces to sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying roots bore you And let you experience all the that happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who that if she could plant a seed It would somehow inside you And that I could hide you the rain So that it could be easier for happiness to you Or maybe I'm still a kid caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's still to be queen Or maybe we're all just in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, black