You should a song where the concept is... You're basically writing a love letter, or like a piece of advice To your mother, when she was age
I know Maybe I would you a happy ending I would the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying roots that you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could a seed It would somehow inside you
Spent so much of my time wishing you were But reality is that life can't never be provision But if I could wish for one thing, I'd go and I'd fix it I'd tackle all obstacles and kill 'em with precision And better the intentions of every person Who'd play a part in you exactly what your worth is I'd you with purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and make it fucking it No more feeling worthless, no more searching No of that fraud shit, nobody else could hurt you Yeah, said nobody else hurt you And if ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know you been running from everything that's behind you I know you've been everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, that I could revive you But I'm stuck sitting in this frame with my demons and playing these stupid mind game One day it could get better, maybe it get better Maybe we could change shit, no more inclement Know you hated mom, know it went through your mind You were just like me, wish that you had more To see life from a angle, wrestle with a different angel Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from heaven like a
is different now, nothing is the same And nowadays I swear it feels like you know my name But I look at the and I see you every day I'm you in every way, every hue and shade And maybe you should know, the last thing that I wanted Cuz what I about you makes me feel like I'm haunted And I don't wanna the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm just confront it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And tell you that I love you for you made me And that you to hear this even if it makes you angry God lives inside you, you've found him The lives in memories and you just let him hound you And I despise your church for every fucking thing taught you It's just a fucking stain I wish I could wipe off you That I wish I could off you And I you for doing everything that it cost you that it caused price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a part of me that would you to Hell you to hatred, or follow you to jail Followed you to that I could never get out of Now I realize I could never make it with that love Now I realize that is the alternative outcome Never you to save me, I just wish I count some I just that you grew up with someone you could count on I wish you knew you could never make it without love For your self, and that you never ever find it in anybody else Cuz I would help you you And if I saw it killing you I swear I would you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy end in peace
Because, you are such a special You're not just my mom, but you're the I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself making a mistake Would have meant I woulda had a nicer And even though my wasn't perfect and I still love you I just want you to know that if I could go back and do one for you Or be one for you I would sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer life And a childhood, that you know You would not have made the mistakes that put us all in this bad And not have the to leave But just so that you would have happier and stronger Even if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was born what I would have wanted for you
Yeah, and if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending Cuz I that you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know you've been running everything that's behind you I that you've been burying everything deep inside you I can see it you, wish that I could revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending
I don't Maybe I would write you a happy I would rearrange the pieces to sad beginning I put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the that happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a It somehow grow inside you And I could hide you from the rain So that it could be easier for happiness to you Or I'm still a kid who's caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's still to be queen Or maybe all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened of dying, black dahlias