You should write a song the concept is... basically writing like a love letter, or like a piece of advice To your mother, when she was age
I don't Maybe I would write you a ending I would rearrange the pieces to your sad I would put you far away the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could a seed It would somehow grow you
Spent so much of my time you were different But is that with life can't never be provision But if I could for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your and kill 'em with precision And the intentions of every single person Who'd play a part in you learning exactly your worth is I'd shower you with purpose, I'd wipe hate off the I'd reshape all your pain and make it worth it No more feeling worthless, no more searching No more of that shit, nobody else could hurt you Yeah, said nobody else could you And if they ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the too Cuz I that you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know you been running from everything that's behind you I know you've been burying everything deep you I can see it killing you, wish that I revive you But I'm stuck sitting in this time Struggling with my demons and playing stupid mind game One day it could get better, maybe it get better Maybe we could change shit, no inclement weather Know you hated your mom, know it went your mind You were just like me, wish that you had more To see life a different angle, wrestle with a different angel Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from heaven like a
Everything is different now, nothing is the And nowadays I it feels like you don't know my name But I look at the mirror and I see you day I'm you in way, every hue and every shade And you should know, it's the last thing that I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel I'm haunted And I don't spend the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm just gonna confront it, yeah I'm just confront it And you that I love you for everything you made me And that you need to this even if it makes you angry God lives inside you, you've found him The Devil lives in memories and you just let him you And I despise your church for every fucking thing taught you just a fucking stain that I wish I could wipe off you That I wish I could off you And I forgive you for everything that it cost you Everything that it caused price I it didn't cost you Losing a part of me would follow you to Hell you to hatred, or follow you to jail Followed you to patterns I could never get out of Now I realize that I could make it with that love Now I realize that is the alternative outcome Never wanted you to save me, I just I count some I just wish that you up with someone you could count on I wish you knew that you could make it without love For your goddamn self, and you never ever find it in anybody else Cuz I would you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy end in peace
Because, you are such a special You're not just my mom, but you're the I exist And the best life that you had for yourself without making a mistake Would have I woulda had a nicer childhood And even though my childhood wasn't and I still love you I just want you to know if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, you know You would not have the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not have the strength to But so that you would have been happier and stronger Even if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was born That's what I would have for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I that you tired too I know you've been running everything that's behind you I know that you've been burying everything deep you I can see it killing you, wish that I could you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending
I know Maybe I would write you a ending I would rearrange the to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could a seed It somehow grow inside you And that I could hide you the rain So it could be easier for happiness to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid who's caught in a I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's trying to be queen Or maybe all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, dahlias