You should write a where the concept is... You're basically writing like a letter, or like a piece of advice To your mother, when she was age
I don't Maybe I would write you a ending I would rearrange the pieces to your sad I would put you far away the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could a seed It would somehow inside you
Spent so of my time wishing you were different But reality is that with can't never be provision But if I wish for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your obstacles and 'em with precision And better the intentions of every person Who'd a part in you learning exactly what your worth is I'd shower you purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and make it worth it No more feeling worthless, no more searching No more of that fraud shit, nobody could hurt you Yeah, said nobody else could you And if they ever too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know you tired too I know that you been running from everything behind you I know you've burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I could you But I'm stuck sitting in this time Struggling with my demons and playing these stupid game One day it could get better, maybe it get better Maybe we could shit, no more inclement weather Know you hated your mom, it went through your mind You were just like me, wish you had more time To see from a different angle, wrestle with a different angel Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from heaven like a
Everything is different now, nothing is the And nowadays I it feels like you don't know my name But I look at the and I see you every day I'm you in every way, every hue and shade And maybe you should know, the last thing that I wanted Cuz what I about you makes me feel like I'm haunted And I don't wanna the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm just gonna confront it, I'm just gonna confront it And you that I love you for everything you made me And that you to hear this even if it makes you angry God lives you, you've already found him The Devil lives in and you just let him hound you And I despise church for every fucking thing they taught you It's just a stain that I wish I could wipe off you I wish I could wipe off you And I forgive you for doing everything it cost you Everything that it caused I wish it didn't cost you Losing a of me that would follow you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or follow you to Followed you to patterns I could never get out of Now I realize that I never make it with that love Now I realize that is the alternative outcome Never you to save me, I just wish I count some I wish that you grew up with someone you could count on I you knew that you could never make it without love For your goddamn self, and you never ever find it in anybody else Cuz I help you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy end in peace
Because, you are such a special not just my mom, but you're the reason I exist And the life that you could've had for yourself without making a mistake Would have meant I woulda had a nicer And though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still love you I just want you to know that if I could go and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer life And a childhood, that you know You would not have made the mistakes that put us all in bad situation And not have the strength to But just so that you would have been and stronger Even if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was born That's what I would have for you
Yeah, and if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you too I know you've running from everything that's behind you I know that been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I could you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy
I know Maybe I would write you a happy I rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the that happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought if she could plant a seed It would somehow inside you And that I could you from the rain So it could be easier for happiness to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid who's in a dream I'm the heir to the of a princess who's still trying to be queen Or maybe all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, dahlias