You should a song where the concept is... You're basically like a love letter, or like a piece of advice To your mother, when she was age
I don't Maybe I would write you a ending I rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could bloom you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a It would somehow grow you
so much of my time wishing you were different But is that with life can't never be provision But if I wish for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd all your obstacles and kill 'em with precision And the intentions of every single person Who'd a part in you learning exactly what your worth is I'd shower you purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and it fucking worth it No more feeling worthless, no more searching No more of that shit, nobody else could hurt you Yeah, said nobody could hurt you And if ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too Cuz I that you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know that you been running from that's behind you I know you've been everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish I could revive you But I'm stuck sitting in this time with my demons and playing these stupid mind game One day it could get better, maybe it get better Maybe we could change shit, no inclement weather Know you hated your mom, know it went through mind You were just like me, wish you had more time To see life a different angle, wrestle with a different angel Wouldn't lose your wings and fall heaven like a cliffhanger
Everything is different now, is the same And I swear it feels like you don't know my name But I look at the mirror and I see you day I'm you in every way, every hue and every And maybe you should know, it's the last thing I wanted Cuz I hate about you makes me feel like I'm haunted And I don't wanna the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm gonna confront it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And tell you I love you for everything you made me And that you need to hear this even if it makes you God lives you, you've already found him The Devil lives in memories and you just let him you And I despise your church for fucking thing they taught you It's a fucking stain that I wish I could wipe off you That I wish I wipe off you And I forgive you for doing everything it cost you that it caused price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a of me that would follow you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or you to jail you to patterns that I could never get out of Now I realize that I could never make it that love Now I realize that shit is the alternative Never wanted you to save me, I just wish I some I wish that you grew up with someone you could count on I wish you that you could never make it without love For your goddamn self, and that you never ever it in anybody else Cuz I help you find you And if I saw it you I swear I would revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy end in peace
Because, you are such a thing You're not just my mom, but the reason I exist And the life that you could've had for yourself without making a mistake Would have meant I had a nicer childhood And even though my childhood wasn't and I still love you I want you to know that if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer life And a childhood, that you know You would not made the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not have the to leave But just so that you would have happier and stronger Even if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was never That's what I would wanted for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending Cuz I know that you baby, I know that you tired too I know you've running from everything that's behind you I know that been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I could you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending
I know Maybe I would write you a ending I rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far away the decaying roots that bore you And let you all the ways that happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought if she could plant a seed It would somehow grow you And that I could you from the rain So it could be easier for happiness to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess still trying to be queen Or maybe all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened of dying, black dahlias