You should write a song the concept is... You're basically writing like a love letter, or like a piece of To your mother, when she was age
I know Maybe I would write you a happy I would rearrange the pieces to your sad I put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed It would grow inside you
Spent so much of my time you were different But is that with life can't never be provision But if I wish for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your obstacles and kill 'em precision And better the intentions of every person play a part in you learning exactly what your worth is I'd shower you purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and make it worth it No more feeling worthless, no more searching No more of that fraud shit, nobody else hurt you Yeah, said nobody else hurt you And if they ever tried too I'd 'em from the Earth too Cuz I that you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know that you been running from that's behind you I know you've burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I revive you But I'm stuck sitting in time frame Struggling with my demons and playing these mind game One day it could get better, maybe it could get Maybe we could change shit, no inclement weather Know you hated your mom, know it went your mind You were just like me, wish that you had more To see from a different angle, wrestle with a different angel Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from heaven a cliffhanger
Everything is different now, is the same And nowadays I swear it feels you don't know my name But I look at the mirror and I see you day I'm you in every way, hue and every shade And maybe you know, it's the last thing that I wanted Cuz what I hate you makes me feel like I'm haunted And I don't wanna spend the rest of my on the run and- So I'm gonna confront it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And tell you I love you for everything you made me And that you need to hear this even if it you angry God inside you, you've already found him The Devil in memories and you just let him hound you And I despise your church for every thing they taught you It's just a fucking that I wish I could wipe off you That I wish I wipe off you And I forgive you for doing everything it cost you Everything it caused price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a part of me that follow you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or follow you to Followed you to patterns I could never get out of Now I realize that I could never make it with love Now I that shit is the alternative outcome Never wanted you to save me, I just wish I count I just wish that you grew up with you could count on I wish you that you could never make it without love For your goddamn self, and you never ever find it in anybody else Cuz I would help you you And if I saw it killing you I swear I revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy end in peace
Because, you are a special thing You're not just my mom, but the reason I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself making a mistake Would have meant I had a nicer childhood And though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still love you I want you to know that if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, you know You not have made the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not have the to leave But just so you would have been happier and stronger Even if I exist, even it meant that I was never born That's what I would wanted for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I that you tired too I you've been running from everything that's behind you I know that you've been everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I could you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending
I don't Maybe I write you a happy ending I would rearrange the pieces to your sad I would put you far away from the decaying roots bore you And let you experience all the ways happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed It somehow grow inside you And that I could hide you from the So that it could be easier for to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess still trying to be queen Or we're all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, dahlias