You should write a song where the is... You're basically like a love letter, or like a piece of advice To your mother, she was your age
I know Maybe I would write you a ending I would the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far away the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought if she could plant a seed It would somehow grow you
Spent so much of my wishing you were different But reality is that with life can't be provision But if I could wish for one thing, I'd go and I'd fix it I'd all your obstacles and kill 'em with precision And better the intentions of every single Who'd play a part in you learning exactly what your is I'd shower you purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and make it fucking it No more feeling worthless, no fucking searching No more of that fraud shit, nobody else could you Yeah, nobody else could hurt you And if they ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the too Cuz I know that you baby, I know that you tired too I know that you been from everything that's behind you I know you've burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish I could revive you But I'm stuck sitting in this frame Struggling with my demons and playing these mind game One day it could get better, maybe it could get Maybe we could change shit, no more inclement Know you hated your mom, it went through your mind You were like me, wish that you had more time To see life from a different angle, wrestle a different angel Wouldn't lose your wings and fall heaven like a cliffhanger
Everything is different now, is the same And nowadays I swear it feels like you know my name But I look at the and I see you every day I'm you in every way, every hue and every And maybe you should know, it's the last that I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me like I'm haunted And I don't wanna the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm just gonna confront it, yeah I'm just confront it And tell you I love you for everything you made me And that you need to hear this even if it makes you God lives inside you, you've already him The Devil lives in memories and you just let him you And I your church for every fucking thing they taught you It's just a fucking that I wish I could wipe off you I wish I could wipe off you And I forgive you for doing that it cost you Everything that it caused I wish it didn't cost you Losing a part of me that would follow you to Follow you to hatred, or follow you to Followed you to patterns I could never get out of Now I realize that I never make it with that love Now I that shit is the alternative outcome Never wanted you to save me, I just wish I some I just that you grew up with someone you could count on I wish you knew that you could never make it without For your self, and that you never ever find it in anybody else Cuz I would help you you And if I saw it killing you I swear I would you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your end in peace
Because, you are a special thing You're not just my mom, but the reason I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself making a mistake Would meant I woulda had a nicer childhood And even though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still you I just want you to know that if I could go and do one thing for you Or be one for you I make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, you know You would not have made the mistakes that put us all in this bad And not the strength to leave But just so that you have been happier and stronger Even if I exist, even it meant that I was never born That's what I would wanted for you
Yeah, and if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you too I know you've been running from that's behind you I know that you've been burying everything inside you I can see it you, wish that I could revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending
I know Maybe I would write you a happy I would rearrange the pieces to your sad I put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a It somehow grow inside you And that I hide you from the rain So that it be easier for happiness to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid who's caught in a I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's trying to be queen Or maybe we're all just caught in the of a massacre The leaves of dying, black dahlias