You write a song where the concept is... You're basically writing like a letter, or like a piece of advice To your mother, when she was age
I don't Maybe I would you a happy ending I would the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could a seed It would somehow grow you
so much of my time wishing you were different But reality is that life can't never be provision But if I could wish for one thing, I'd go and I'd fix it I'd tackle all obstacles and kill 'em with precision And the intentions of every single person Who'd play a in you learning exactly what your worth is I'd you with purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd all your pain and make it fucking worth it No more feeling worthless, no more searching No more of that fraud shit, else could hurt you Yeah, said nobody could hurt you And if they tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I that you tired too I know that you been running everything that's behind you I know you've been burying everything inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I could you But I'm stuck sitting in this time Struggling my demons and playing these stupid mind game One day it get better, maybe it could get better Maybe we could change shit, no inclement weather Know you hated your mom, know it went through your You were just like me, that you had more time To see life from a angle, wrestle with a different angel Wouldn't lose your and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger
Everything is different now, is the same And nowadays I swear it like you don't know my name But I look at the mirror and I see you day I'm you in every way, hue and every shade And maybe you should know, it's the last that I wanted Cuz what I about you makes me feel like I'm haunted And I don't spend the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm gonna confront it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And you that I love you for everything you made me And you need to hear this even if it makes you angry God inside you, you've already found him The Devil lives in and you just let him hound you And I despise church for every fucking thing they taught you It's a fucking stain that I wish I could wipe off you That I wish I could off you And I forgive you for doing that it cost you Everything that it price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a part of me that would follow you to Follow you to hatred, or follow you to Followed you to patterns I could never get out of Now I realize that I could never make it with love Now I realize that shit is the alternative Never wanted you to me, I just wish I count some I just wish you grew up with someone you could count on I wish you knew that you could never make it love For your goddamn self, and that you never ever it in anybody else Cuz I would help you you And if I saw it killing you I I would revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy end in peace
Because, you are such a thing You're not my mom, but you're the reason I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself without a mistake Would have meant I woulda had a nicer And even though my childhood wasn't perfect and I love you I just you to know that if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so you could've had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, that you You would not made the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not have the to leave But just so that you would have happier and stronger Even if I exist, even it meant that I was never born That's what I would have for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending Cuz I know that you baby, I know that you tired too I know you've been running from everything that's you I know that you've been burying everything inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I could you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy
I don't Maybe I write you a happy ending I would rearrange the pieces to sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying roots bore you And let you experience all the that happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a It would somehow inside you And that I could hide you from the So that it be easier for happiness to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid who's caught in a I'm the heir to the throne of a who's still trying to be queen Or maybe we're all just in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, black