You should write a song where the is... You're basically writing like a love letter, or a piece of advice To your mother, she was your age
I know I would write you a happy ending I rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying roots bore you And let you experience all the ways that could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she plant a seed It would grow inside you
Spent so much of my wishing you were different But reality is that life can't never be provision But if I could for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your and kill 'em with precision And better the intentions of single person Who'd a part in you learning exactly what your worth is I'd you with purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd all your pain and make it fucking worth it No more feeling worthless, no more fucking No of that fraud shit, nobody else could hurt you Yeah, said else could hurt you And if they ever tried too I'd 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know you tired too I know that you been running from that's behind you I know been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, that I could revive you But I'm stuck in this time frame Struggling with my demons and playing these mind game One day it could get better, maybe it get better Maybe we could change shit, no more inclement Know you your mom, know it went through your mind You were just like me, wish that you had more To see life from a different angle, wrestle with a different Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from like a cliffhanger
Everything is now, nothing is the same And I swear it feels like you don't know my name But I look at the and I see you every day I'm you in every way, hue and every shade And maybe you should know, it's the thing that I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel like I'm And I don't spend the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm just gonna confront it, yeah I'm gonna confront it And you that I love you for everything you made me And you need to hear this even if it makes you angry God lives you, you've already found him The Devil in memories and you just let him hound you And I despise your church for fucking thing they taught you just a fucking stain that I wish I could wipe off you That I wish I could off you And I forgive you for doing that it cost you Everything it caused price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a part of me that would follow you to you to hatred, or follow you to jail Followed you to patterns that I never get out of Now I realize I could never make it with that love Now I realize that shit is the outcome Never wanted you to save me, I just wish I count I just wish that you grew up with you could count on I wish you that you could never make it without love For your goddamn self, and you never ever find it in anybody else Cuz I help you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I would you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your end in peace
Because, you are such a special not just my mom, but you're the reason I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself without a mistake Would have I woulda had a nicer childhood And though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still love you I just want you to know that if I could go back and do one for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so you could've had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, you know You would not have the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not have the strength to But just so that you would have been happier and Even if I exist, even it meant that I was never born That's what I have wanted for you
Yeah, and if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy Cuz I know you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know you've been running from that's behind you I know that you've been burying everything deep you I can see it killing you, wish I could revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending
I don't Maybe I would you a happy ending I would rearrange the to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying roots that you And let you experience all the ways that could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed It would somehow grow you And that I could you from the rain So that it could be easier for to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid who's in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's still to be queen Or maybe we're all just caught in the of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, black