You should write a where the concept is... You're basically writing like a love letter, or like a of advice To mother, when she was your age
I know Maybe I would you a happy ending I would the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the roots that bore you And let you experience all the that happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a It would somehow inside you
Spent so much of my time wishing you different But reality is that with life can't never be But if I could for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your obstacles and kill 'em precision And better the intentions of every person Who'd play a part in you learning what your worth is I'd shower you with purpose, I'd hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and it fucking worth it No more worthless, no more fucking searching No more of that fraud shit, nobody else could you Yeah, said nobody else could you And if they tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know that you baby, I know that you tired too I know that you been running from that's behind you I know you've been burying deep inside you I can see it killing you, that I could revive you But I'm stuck sitting in this frame Struggling with my demons and playing these mind game One day it could get better, maybe it could get Maybe we could change shit, no more inclement Know you hated your mom, know it went your mind You were just like me, wish that you had more To see life from a different angle, with a different angel Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from heaven a cliffhanger
Everything is now, nothing is the same And nowadays I swear it feels like you don't know my But I look at the mirror and I see you day I'm you in every way, every hue and every And maybe you should know, it's the thing that I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel I'm haunted And I don't wanna spend the rest of my on the run and- So I'm gonna confront it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And tell you that I love you for everything you me And that you to hear this even if it makes you angry God lives inside you, you've found him The Devil in memories and you just let him hound you And I despise your for every fucking thing they taught you It's just a fucking stain that I wish I could off you That I I could wipe off you And I forgive you for doing everything it cost you Everything that it caused price I it didn't cost you Losing a part of me that would follow you to Follow you to hatred, or follow you to Followed you to that I could never get out of Now I realize that I could never make it with that Now I realize that is the alternative outcome Never wanted you to save me, I just wish I count I just wish that you grew up with someone you could on I wish you knew that you could never make it without For your goddamn self, and that you never ever find it in anybody Cuz I would you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy end in
Because, you are a special thing You're not just my mom, but you're the I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself without a mistake Would have meant I had a nicer childhood And even my childhood wasn't perfect and I still love you I just want you to know that if I could go and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a life And a nicer childhood, you know You would not have the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not have the strength to But just so that you would have been happier and Even if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was born That's I would have wanted for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending Cuz I that you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know you've been running from everything that's you I know that you've been burying everything inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending
I don't Maybe I would write you a ending I would rearrange the to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying roots that you And let you experience all the ways happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who that if she could plant a seed It somehow grow inside you And I could hide you from the rain So that it could be easier for to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid who's caught in a I'm the heir to the throne of a who's still trying to be queen Or we're all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, black