You write a song where the concept is... You're basically writing a love letter, or like a piece of advice To your mother, when she was age
I know Maybe I would write you a happy I would rearrange the pieces to your sad I would put you far away from the decaying roots that you And let you experience all the ways that happiness bloom before you Or I'm naïve... I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed It would grow inside you
Spent so much of my wishing you were different But reality is that with can't never be provision But if I wish for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your and kill 'em with precision And better the intentions of single person play a part in you learning exactly what your worth is I'd you with purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and make it worth it No more feeling worthless, no fucking searching No more of that fraud shit, nobody could hurt you Yeah, said nobody could hurt you And if they ever tried too I'd wipe 'em the Earth too Cuz I know that you baby, I know that you tired too I know that you been running everything that's behind you I know you've been burying deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish I could revive you But I'm stuck in this time frame with my demons and playing these stupid mind game One day it could get better, maybe it get better Maybe we could change shit, no more weather you hated your mom, know it went through your mind You were just like me, wish that you had time To see life from a different angle, wrestle with a angel Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from heaven like a
Everything is different now, nothing is the And nowadays I swear it feels like you know my name But I look at the mirror and I see you day I'm you in every way, every hue and shade And maybe you should know, the last thing that I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me like I'm haunted And I wanna spend the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm just gonna it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And tell you that I love you for everything you me And that you need to this even if it makes you angry God lives you, you've already found him The Devil lives in memories and you just let him you And I despise your church for every fucking thing they you just a fucking stain that I wish I could wipe off you That I I could wipe off you And I forgive you for everything that it cost you Everything that it caused price I wish it didn't you Losing a part of me that would follow you to Follow you to hatred, or follow you to Followed you to patterns I could never get out of Now I realize that I could never make it with love Now I that shit is the alternative outcome Never you to save me, I just wish I count some I just wish that you grew up with you could count on I wish you knew that you could make it without love For your goddamn self, and that you never ever find it in else Cuz I help you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I would you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy end in peace
Because, you are a special thing not just my mom, but you're the reason I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself making a mistake Would have I woulda had a nicer childhood And even though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still you I just want you to that if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, you know You not have made the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not have the to leave But just so that you have been happier and stronger Even if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was born what I would have wanted for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I that you tired too I know you've been running from everything that's you I know that you've been burying deep inside you I can see it you, wish that I could revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending
I know Maybe I would write you a happy I would rearrange the to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying roots bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed It somehow grow inside you And that I could hide you the rain So that it could be easier for happiness to you Or maybe I'm still a kid who's in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's trying to be queen Or maybe all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, black