You should write a song the concept is... basically writing like a love letter, or like a piece of advice To your mother, when she was age
I know Maybe I would you a happy ending I would the pieces to your sad beginning I put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could a seed It would grow inside you
Spent so much of my wishing you were different But reality is that with life can't never be But if I could for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your and kill 'em with precision And better the of every single person Who'd play a part in you exactly what your worth is I'd shower you with purpose, I'd wipe hate off the I'd reshape all your pain and it fucking worth it No more feeling worthless, no more fucking No more of that fraud shit, else could hurt you Yeah, said nobody could hurt you And if they ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the too Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you too I know that you running from everything that's behind you I know been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish I could revive you But I'm stuck sitting in time frame Struggling with my and playing these stupid mind game One day it get better, maybe it could get better we could change shit, no more inclement weather Know you your mom, know it went through your mind You were just like me, wish that you had time To see from a different angle, wrestle with a different angel lose your wings and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger
Everything is different now, nothing is the And nowadays I it feels like you don't know my name But I at the mirror and I see you every day I'm you in every way, every hue and shade And maybe you know, it's the last thing that I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel like I'm And I wanna spend the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm just confront it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And tell you that I love you for you made me And you need to hear this even if it makes you angry God lives you, you've already found him The lives in memories and you just let him hound you And I despise your church for every fucking thing they you just a fucking stain that I wish I could wipe off you That I I could wipe off you And I forgive you for doing that it cost you Everything that it caused price I it didn't cost you a part of me that would follow you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or follow you to Followed you to patterns that I could get out of Now I realize that I could never make it that love Now I realize that shit is the outcome Never wanted you to save me, I just I count some I just wish that you grew up someone you could count on I wish you knew that you never make it without love For your goddamn self, and that you never ever find it in else Cuz I would help you you And if I saw it you I swear I would revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your end in peace
Because, you are such a special You're not just my mom, but you're the I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself without a mistake Would have meant I woulda had a childhood And even though my childhood wasn't and I still love you I just want you to know if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer And a nicer childhood, that you You would not made the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not the strength to leave But just so that you have been happier and stronger Even if I exist, even it meant that I was never born what I would have wanted for you
Yeah, and if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know you tired too I know you've running from everything that's behind you I know that you've been burying everything inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending
I know Maybe I would write you a ending I would rearrange the pieces to your sad I put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you And let you all the ways that happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could a seed It would somehow grow you And I could hide you from the rain So that it could be easier for to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid who's caught in a I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's still trying to be Or maybe all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, black