Nothing stays the same forever.....not me
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[Joe - Verse 1] Something must've changed me, n-ggas defame me But things that used to me, no longer seem to restrain me I'm no longer sad man or angry Shame-ably it me, feeling like this just ain't me Mainly what do I tell all the people thanked me Mainly those who ordain me, from can you blame me Motivation they was supplying me no providing me Williams something killed whatever was driving me Worrying less the past more about the now Less about I'm going though more about the how It's for certain it's been 30 being fit for hurting Now I'm a different person nohing to overcome in the mist of burdens For certain, got 6 figures in my drawer And honestly year I expect to make a lot more It's hard to live without a budget life is corrupted In a house thats so peaceful I'm trying to disrupt it Scream f**k it not because I have to but I love it Which makes me as as the puppets that I speak of disgusted Without a up sh-t's creek Dig and see it ain't life it's just me So be warned as I'm on like I'm deformed Only so can accept it as being my norm Maybe I quit on me, maybe I given up Maybe I been lying to myself I give a f-ck.
It's enough to make you out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black Every day we playin cat and as I watch it hoverin over my glass house It's enough to make you spazz out, a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm from a black cloud enough for me to pass out, tired of running from the black cloud.
[Joe - Verse 2] I say it hoping someone can hear me clearly to make my girl get it she don't know it's very scary But she's a nympho she can come near me She still want the God and i don't think she's mary The prettiest bitches they just to service me n-ggas prettiest bitches wouldn't get a word from me Some of you heard from me some of you wouldn't mind murking me Found news funny likes its stright from Ron Burgundy n-ggas ain't never seen dough They can't dream though i into 'em in between shows People say im emo what that mean though Is though the song can't breathe I actually it seem so I lost loved ones they couldn't deal with me whoever still with me though the marriage be killed in me Normally it's just me and my lonely Everyone storm is different so forecast is only mine recognize my misery uplifted me Shifted me to my epitome, guess the is a gift to me Maybe its serendipity, maybe it's on me physically Maybe I should man up and tell GOD not to me medicated, meditated Sedated, assassinated, all theses years I masqueraded Hard headed, if it was on my I had to say it on the devil's pitchfork to see how disaster tasted Rap is fabricated, are so exaggerated Wouldn't be scared of the if they weren't castrated Grab a mag, it, surrounded by people to shoot it before me unconditionally love my beautiful ugly Now speak to who I cater to Would you love me to say(or sang?), before my were not favorable Promised to maintain being but relatable All while suffering a disease that could do away with you Poetry on the beat, spoken-word for the Therapy over pro-tools, word is on acid Continents on Kush, vowel is blunted Highly wanted whole organization privately funded This is bigger than the Eiffle, this is alert to Had a cop us by our tunnels and our bridges with the Sentences to stifle, this is a man aching This is the damn breaking, contraband in the This is unveiling, got potential but I never met it He be trying to come over, it like GOD won't let it he never got my invite or he jus dismissed it But if all I'm hearing are the sounds of blackness, why am I You'll progress if you'll never try All I ask, let word I birth, never die My spread, but when I'm at the sky Weather didn't like I thought and had me petrified.