Nothing stays the same forever.....not me
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[Joe Budden - 1] Something must've me, n-ggas might defame me But that used to taint me, no longer seem to restrain me Strangely I'm no longer sad man or Shame-ably it pains me, like this just ain't me Mainly what do I tell all the people thanked me Mainly who ordain me, aside from can you blame me they was supplying me no longer providing me Jason Williams something whatever was driving me Worrying less the past more about the now Less about what I'm going though about the how It's for it's been 30 years being fit for hurting Now I'm a different with nohing to overcome in the mist of burdens For certain, got 6 in my sock drawer And honestly this I expect to make a lot more It's hard to live without a budget when is corrupted In a house thats so peaceful that I'm to disrupt it Scream f**k it not because I have to but because I it Which makes me as fake as the puppets that I of disgusted a paddle up sh-t's creek Dig deep and see it ain't it's just me So be warned as I'm putting on I'm deformed Only so can accept it as being my norm Maybe I quit working on me, I given up Maybe I lying to myself maybe I give a f-ck.
It's enough to you black out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black Every day we playin cat and mouse as I watch it hoverin over my house enough to make you spazz out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm from a black cloud Tired for me to pass out, tired of running from the black cloud.
Budden - Verse 2] I say it loud hoping can hear me clearly Trying to make my girl get it she don't know very scary But she's a nympho she can come near me She still the God and i don't think she's mary mary The prettiest bitches they just to service me While n-ggas prettiest bitches get a word from me Some of you haven't from me some of you wouldn't mind murking me Found news funny likes its stright from Ron Burgundy These ain't never seen dough They can't dream though i into 'em in between shows People say im emo what really mean though Is though the song can't breathe I actually it seem so I lost loved ones they couldn't deal with me Cherish whoever with me though the marriage be killed in me Normally just me and my lonely mind Everyone is different so this forecast is only mine recognize my misery uplifted me Shifted me to my epitome, guess the curse is a to me its serendipity, maybe it's weighing on me physically Maybe I should man up and tell GOD not to me Been medicated, Sedated, Character assassinated, all years I masqueraded Hard headed, if it was on my I had to say it Tongue on the devil's pitchfork to see how disaster Rap is fabricated, rappers are so Wouldn't be scared of the if they weren't castrated a mag, spray it, surrounded by people to shoot it before me Better unconditionally my beautiful ugly Now lemme to who I cater to Would you love me to say(or sang?), my weeks were not favorable Promised to maintain being unique but All while suffering from a disease could do away with you Poetry on the beat, spoken-word for the Therapy over pro-tools, every word is on Continents on Kush, every vowel is Highly this whole organization privately funded This is bigger the Eiffle, this is alert to public Had a cop us by our and our bridges with the rifle Sentences meant to stifle, is a man aching This is the damn breaking, contraband in the is panic unveiling, got potential but I never met it He be trying to come over, it seem like GOD let it he never got my invite or he jus dismissed it But if all I'm hearing are the sounds of blackness, why am I You'll never if you'll never try All I ask, let every I birth, never die My spread, but when I'm at the sky didn't change like I thought and had me petrified.