Nothing stays the same forever.....not me
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[Joe Budden - 1] Something must've changed me, n-ggas defame me But things that used to taint me, no seem to restrain me I'm no longer sad man or angry Shame-ably it pains me, feeling like this ain't me Mainly what do I tell all the that thanked me Mainly who ordain me, aside from can you blame me Motivation was supplying me no longer providing me Jason Williams something whatever was driving me Worrying less the past more about the now about what I'm going though more about the how It's for it's been 30 years being fit for hurting Now I'm a different with nohing to overcome in the mist of burdens For certain, got 6 figures in my sock And honestly this year I expect to make a lot It's hard to without a budget when life is corrupted In a house thats so that I'm trying to disrupt it Scream f**k it not I have to but because I love it Which makes me as as the puppets that I speak of disgusted Without a up sh-t's creek Dig deep and see it ain't life just me So be warned as I'm on like I'm deformed Only so y'all can accept it as being my Maybe I quit on me, maybe I given up Maybe I been to myself maybe I give a f-ck.
It's to make you black out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a cloud day we playin cat and mouse as I watch it hoverin over my glass house It's enough to you spazz out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm from a black cloud Tired enough for me to pass out, tired of from the black cloud.
Budden - Verse 2] I say it loud hoping someone can me clearly Trying to make my girl get it she don't know it's scary But she's a she can come barely near me She still want the God and i don't think she's mary The prettiest they just want to service me While n-ggas prettiest bitches wouldn't get a word me Some of you haven't heard from me some of you wouldn't murking me Found that news funny likes its stright Ron Burgundy These n-ggas ain't seen dough They can't though i bump into 'em in between shows People say im emo what that really though Is though the can't breathe I actually make it seem so I lost loved ones because they couldn't deal me Cherish whoever still with me though the be killed in me Normally it's me and my lonely mind Everyone storm is different so this forecast is mine Fans my misery uplifted me Shifted me to my epitome, guess the is a gift to me Maybe its serendipity, maybe weighing on me physically Maybe I man up and tell GOD not to solicit me medicated, meditated Sedated, Character assassinated, all theses years I headed, if it was on my mind I had to say it Tongue on the devil's pitchfork to see how disaster Rap is fabricated, are so exaggerated Wouldn't be scared of the if they weren't castrated Grab a mag, spray it, by people to shoot it before me Better love my beautiful ugly Now speak to who I cater to Would you me to say(or sang?), before my weeks were not favorable Promised to maintain being but relatable All while suffering a disease that could do away with you Poetry on the beat, spoken-word for the Therapy over pro-tools, word is on acid on Kush, every vowel is blunted Highly wanted this whole organization privately This is bigger than the Eiffle, this is to public Had a cop us by our tunnels and our bridges the rifle Sentences to stifle, this is a man aching is the damn breaking, contraband in the making This is unveiling, got potential but I never met it He be trying to over, it seem like GOD won't let it Either he never got my or he jus dismissed it But if all I'm hearing are the sounds of blackness, why am I You'll progress if you'll never try All I ask, let every I birth, never die My spread, but when I'm at the sky Weather didn't change like I and had me petrified.