Luyện nghe bài hát Black Cloud

Nothing stays the forever.....not even me

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[Joe - Verse 1]
Something must've changed me, might defame me
But things that used to taint me, no longer seem to me
Strangely I'm no longer sad man or
Shame-ably it me, feeling like this just ain't me
Mainly do I tell all the people that thanked me
Mainly those who ordain me, aside can you blame me
Motivation was supplying me no longer providing me
Jason something killed whatever was driving me
less about the past more about the now
Less about what I'm going more about the how
for certain it's been 30 years being fit for hurting
Now I'm a different person with nohing to in the mist of burdens
For certain, got 6 figures in my sock
And honestly this year I to make a lot more
It's hard to without a budget when life is corrupted
In a thats so peaceful that I'm trying to disrupt it
Scream f**k it not I have to but because I love it
Which makes me as fake as the puppets that I of disgusted
Without a paddle up sh-t's
Dig deep and see it life it's just me
So be as I'm putting on like I'm deformed
Only so y'all can accept it as being my
Maybe I quit working on me, I given up
I been lying to myself maybe I give a f-ck.

It's enough to you black out, pull a mac out
Aim it at the sky I'm running from a black cloud
Every day we playin cat and mouse as I watch it hoverin over my house
It's enough to make you spazz out, a mac out
Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black
Tired enough for me to pass out, tired of running from the cloud.

[Joe - Verse 2]
I say it loud hoping can hear me clearly
Trying to make my girl get it she don't know very scary
But a nympho she can come barely near me
She still want the God and i don't think she's mary
The prettiest bitches they just to service me
While n-ggas prettiest wouldn't get a word from me
Some of you haven't heard me some of you wouldn't mind murking me
Found that news likes its stright from Ron Burgundy
n-ggas ain't never seen dough
They can't dream though i into 'em in between shows
People say im emo what really mean though
Is though the song can't breathe I actually make it so
I lost loved ones because they couldn't deal me
Cherish whoever still with me though the be killed in me
Normally it's just me and my lonely
Everyone is different so this forecast is only mine
Fans my misery uplifted me
Shifted me to my epitome, the curse is a gift to me
Maybe its serendipity, maybe it's on me physically
I should man up and tell GOD not to solicit me
Been medicated,
Sedated,
Character assassinated, all theses I masqueraded
headed, if it was on my mind I had to say it
Tongue on the devil's pitchfork to see how disaster
Rap is fabricated, rappers are so
Wouldn't be scared of the truth if they weren't
a mag, spray it, surrounded by people to shoot it before me
Better unconditionally love my ugly
Now lemme speak to who I to
Would you love me to say(or sang?), before my were not favorable
Promised to being unique but relatable
All while suffering from a disease that could do away you
on the beat, spoken-word for the masses
Therapy over pro-tools, every is on acid
on Kush, every vowel is blunted
Highly this whole organization privately funded
This is than the Eiffle, this is alert to public
Had a cop us by our tunnels and our bridges the rifle
Sentences meant to stifle, is a man aching
This is the damn breaking, contraband in the
is panic unveiling, got potential but I never met it
He be trying to come over, it seem like GOD let it
Either he never got my or he jus dismissed it
But if all I'm are the sounds of blackness, why am I pessimistic?
You'll progress if you'll never try
All I ask, let every I birth, never die
My spread, but when I'm at the sky
Weather didn't like I thought and had me petrified.