Nothing stays the same forever.....not me
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[Joe - Verse 1] Something must've changed me, might defame me But things that used to taint me, no longer to restrain me Strangely I'm no sad man or angry Shame-ably it pains me, feeling like this just me Mainly what do I all the people that thanked me Mainly who ordain me, aside from can you blame me they was supplying me no longer providing me Jason Williams something killed whatever was me Worrying about the past more about the now Less about I'm going though more about the how for certain it's been 30 years being fit for hurting Now I'm a different person with nohing to overcome in the mist of For certain, got 6 in my sock drawer And honestly this year I expect to make a lot It's hard to live without a when life is corrupted In a house thats so peaceful that I'm to disrupt it Scream f**k it not because I to but because I love it Which makes me as fake as the that I speak of disgusted Without a up sh-t's creek Dig deep and see it ain't life just me So be warned as I'm putting on like I'm Only so y'all can accept it as being my Maybe I quit working on me, I given up Maybe I been lying to maybe I give a f-ck.
It's enough to you black out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm from a black cloud Every day we playin cat and mouse as I watch it over my glass house It's to make you spazz out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a cloud Tired enough for me to pass out, tired of running from the cloud.
[Joe Budden - 2] I say it loud someone can hear me clearly Trying to make my get it she don't know it's very scary But she's a nympho she can barely near me She still want the God and i don't think mary mary The prettiest bitches they just want to me While n-ggas prettiest bitches wouldn't get a word me Some of you haven't heard from me some of you wouldn't mind me that news funny likes its stright from Ron Burgundy These n-ggas never seen dough They can't dream i bump into 'em in between shows People say im emo what that really though Is though the can't breathe I actually make it seem so I loved ones because they couldn't deal with me Cherish whoever still with me though the be killed in me Normally it's just me and my mind storm is different so this forecast is only mine Fans recognize my misery me Shifted me to my epitome, the curse is a gift to me its serendipity, maybe it's weighing on me physically Maybe I should man up and tell GOD not to me Been medicated, Sedated, Character assassinated, all theses years I Hard headed, if it was on my I had to say it Tongue on the devil's to see how disaster tasted Rap is fabricated, are so exaggerated Wouldn't be scared of the if they weren't castrated a mag, spray it, surrounded by people to shoot it before me Better unconditionally love my beautiful Now speak to who I cater to Would you love me to say(or sang?), before my were not favorable Promised to maintain being unique but All while suffering from a disease that could do with you on the beat, spoken-word for the masses Therapy pro-tools, every word is on acid on Kush, every vowel is blunted Highly wanted this whole privately funded This is bigger than the Eiffle, this is to public Had a cop us by our tunnels and our bridges the rifle Sentences meant to stifle, this is a man This is the damn breaking, contraband in the This is panic unveiling, got but I never met it He be trying to over, it seem like GOD won't let it Either he got my invite or he jus dismissed it But if all I'm hearing are the of blackness, why am I pessimistic? You'll never if you'll never try All I ask, let every word I birth, die My wings spread, but I'm at the sky didn't change like I thought and had me petrified.