Nothing stays the same forever.....not me
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[Joe - Verse 1] Something must've me, n-ggas might defame me But things that used to me, no longer seem to restrain me Strangely I'm no longer sad man or it pains me, feeling like this just ain't me Mainly what do I tell all the that thanked me those who ordain me, aside from can you blame me Motivation they was supplying me no longer me Jason Williams killed whatever was driving me Worrying about the past more about the now Less about I'm going though more about the how It's for certain been 30 years being fit for hurting Now I'm a different person nohing to overcome in the mist of burdens For certain, got 6 figures in my drawer And honestly year I expect to make a lot more It's hard to live without a budget life is corrupted In a house thats so that I'm trying to disrupt it Scream f**k it not because I to but because I love it Which makes me as as the puppets that I speak of disgusted Without a paddle up sh-t's Dig deep and see it ain't it's just me So be warned as I'm putting on I'm deformed Only so y'all can accept it as my norm Maybe I working on me, maybe I given up Maybe I been lying to maybe I give a f-ck.
It's enough to make you out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black Every day we playin cat and as I watch it hoverin over my glass house It's enough to make you spazz out, a mac out Aim it at the sky I'm running from a black cloud Tired for me to pass out, tired of running from the black cloud.
[Joe Budden - 2] I say it loud someone can hear me clearly Trying to make my get it she don't know it's very scary But she's a nympho she can come near me She still want the God and i don't think she's mary The prettiest bitches they want to service me While n-ggas bitches wouldn't get a word from me Some of you haven't heard from me of you wouldn't mind murking me Found that news funny likes its stright from Ron n-ggas ain't never seen dough They can't dream though i bump 'em in between shows People say im emo what that really mean Is the song can't breathe I actually make it seem so I lost ones because they couldn't deal with me Cherish still with me though the marriage be killed in me Normally it's just me and my lonely Everyone storm is different so this forecast is mine recognize my misery uplifted me Shifted me to my epitome, guess the is a gift to me Maybe its serendipity, it's weighing on me physically Maybe I man up and tell GOD not to solicit me medicated, meditated Sedated, Character assassinated, all years I masqueraded headed, if it was on my mind I had to say it Tongue on the devil's to see how disaster tasted Rap is fabricated, are so exaggerated be scared of the truth if they weren't castrated Grab a mag, spray it, surrounded by people to shoot it me Better unconditionally love my beautiful Now speak to who I cater to Would you love me to say(or sang?), before my were not favorable to maintain being unique but relatable All while suffering from a disease that could do away you Poetry on the beat, for the masses over pro-tools, every word is on acid Continents on Kush, every vowel is Highly this whole organization privately funded is bigger than the Eiffle, this is alert to public Had a cop us by our tunnels and our with the rifle Sentences meant to stifle, is a man aching This is the damn breaking, in the making This is unveiling, got potential but I never met it He be to come over, it seem like GOD won't let it Either he got my invite or he jus dismissed it But if all I'm hearing are the of blackness, why am I pessimistic? You'll progress if you'll never try All I ask, let word I birth, never die My spread, but when I'm at the sky Weather change like I thought and had me petrified.