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[Joe Budden - 1] must've changed me, n-ggas might defame me But things that to taint me, no longer seem to restrain me I'm no longer sad man or angry Shame-ably it pains me, feeling like this just me Mainly do I tell all the people that thanked me Mainly those who ordain me, aside can you blame me Motivation they was me no longer providing me Jason Williams something killed whatever was me less about the past more about the now Less about what I'm though more about the how It's for certain it's been 30 years fit for hurting Now I'm a different person nohing to overcome in the mist of burdens For certain, got 6 in my sock drawer And honestly year I expect to make a lot more It's hard to live without a when life is corrupted In a thats so peaceful that I'm trying to disrupt it Scream f**k it not because I have to but I love it Which me as fake as the puppets that I speak of disgusted Without a paddle up sh-t's Dig and see it ain't life it's just me So be warned as I'm on like I'm deformed Only so can accept it as being my norm Maybe I quit on me, maybe I given up Maybe I been to myself maybe I give a f-ck.
It's enough to you black out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running a black cloud day we playin cat and mouse as I watch it hoverin over my glass house It's enough to make you out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a cloud Tired enough for me to pass out, tired of running from the cloud.
[Joe - Verse 2] I say it loud hoping someone can me clearly Trying to make my get it she don't know it's very scary But she's a nympho she can come near me She still want the God and i think she's mary mary The prettiest bitches they just to service me While n-ggas prettiest wouldn't get a word from me Some of you haven't from me some of you wouldn't mind murking me Found that news funny its stright from Ron Burgundy These n-ggas ain't never seen They can't dream though i bump into 'em in between People say im emo what that really mean Is though the song can't breathe I make it seem so I lost loved ones because they couldn't with me Cherish whoever still with me though the be killed in me Normally just me and my lonely mind Everyone is different so this forecast is only mine Fans my misery uplifted me Shifted me to my epitome, guess the curse is a to me Maybe its serendipity, it's weighing on me physically Maybe I should man up and tell GOD not to me Been medicated, Sedated, Character assassinated, all theses years I Hard headed, if it was on my I had to say it Tongue on the devil's pitchfork to see how tasted Rap is fabricated, rappers are so Wouldn't be scared of the truth if they weren't Grab a mag, it, surrounded by people to shoot it before me Better unconditionally love my ugly Now lemme speak to who I to Would you love me to say(or sang?), before my were not favorable Promised to maintain being but relatable All while suffering from a disease that could do away you Poetry on the beat, spoken-word for the Therapy over pro-tools, every word is on on Kush, every vowel is blunted Highly wanted whole organization privately funded This is bigger than the Eiffle, is alert to public Had a cop us by our and our bridges with the rifle Sentences meant to stifle, this is a man This is the damn breaking, in the making This is panic unveiling, got potential but I met it He be to come over, it seem like GOD won't let it Either he never got my invite or he jus it But if all I'm hearing are the sounds of blackness, why am I You'll never progress if never try All I ask, let every I birth, never die My wings spread, but I'm at the sky Weather didn't change like I and had me petrified.