Nothing stays the same forever.....not me
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[Joe Budden - 1] Something must've changed me, n-ggas defame me But things that used to taint me, no longer seem to me Strangely I'm no sad man or angry Shame-ably it me, feeling like this just ain't me what do I tell all the people that thanked me Mainly those who me, aside from can you blame me Motivation they was me no longer providing me Jason Williams killed whatever was driving me Worrying about the past more about the now about what I'm going though more about the how It's for it's been 30 years being fit for hurting Now I'm a different person with nohing to overcome in the mist of For certain, got 6 in my sock drawer And honestly this year I expect to make a lot It's hard to live without a budget life is corrupted In a house thats so peaceful that I'm trying to it Scream f**k it not because I have to but I love it Which makes me as fake as the puppets I speak of disgusted a paddle up sh-t's creek Dig deep and see it ain't life it's me So be warned as I'm on like I'm deformed Only so y'all can accept it as my norm Maybe I quit working on me, maybe I up Maybe I been to myself maybe I give a f-ck.
It's enough to you black out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm from a black cloud Every day we playin cat and mouse as I watch it hoverin my glass house It's enough to make you out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black Tired enough for me to pass out, of running from the black cloud.
[Joe - Verse 2] I say it hoping someone can hear me clearly Trying to make my girl get it she don't know it's very But she's a nympho she can come barely me She still want the God and i don't think she's mary The prettiest they just want to service me While n-ggas prettiest bitches wouldn't get a from me Some of you haven't heard me some of you wouldn't mind murking me Found that news funny likes its stright Ron Burgundy These n-ggas ain't never dough They can't dream though i into 'em in between shows say im emo what that really mean though Is though the song can't I actually make it seem so I lost loved ones they couldn't deal with me whoever still with me though the marriage be killed in me Normally just me and my lonely mind storm is different so this forecast is only mine Fans recognize my uplifted me me to my epitome, guess the curse is a gift to me Maybe its serendipity, maybe it's weighing on me Maybe I should man up and tell GOD not to me medicated, meditated Sedated, assassinated, all theses years I masqueraded Hard headed, if it was on my I had to say it Tongue on the devil's pitchfork to see how disaster Rap is fabricated, are so exaggerated Wouldn't be scared of the truth if they weren't a mag, spray it, surrounded by people to shoot it before me Better love my beautiful ugly Now speak to who I cater to Would you love me to say(or sang?), my weeks were not favorable Promised to maintain unique but relatable All while suffering a disease that could do away with you Poetry on the beat, spoken-word for the Therapy pro-tools, every word is on acid Continents on Kush, vowel is blunted Highly wanted this whole organization privately This is bigger than the Eiffle, is alert to public Had a cop us by our tunnels and our bridges the rifle Sentences meant to stifle, is a man aching This is the damn breaking, in the making This is panic unveiling, got but I never met it He be trying to come over, it like GOD won't let it he never got my invite or he jus dismissed it But if all I'm hearing are the of blackness, why am I pessimistic? You'll progress if you'll never try All I ask, let every I birth, never die My spread, but when I'm at the sky didn't change like I thought and had me petrified.