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Nothing the same forever.....not even me

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[Joe Budden - 1]
must've changed me, n-ggas might defame me
But things that used to taint me, no longer seem to me
I'm no longer sad man or angry
Shame-ably it pains me, like this just ain't me
Mainly do I tell all the people that thanked me
Mainly those who ordain me, from can you blame me
Motivation they was supplying me no longer me
Jason something killed whatever was driving me
Worrying less the past more about the now
Less about what I'm going though more the how
It's for certain it's 30 years being fit for hurting
Now I'm a person with nohing to overcome in the mist of burdens
For certain, got 6 figures in my drawer
And honestly this year I expect to make a lot
It's hard to without a budget when life is corrupted
In a thats so peaceful that I'm trying to disrupt it
Scream f**k it not because I have to but I love it
makes me as fake as the puppets that I speak of disgusted
Without a up sh-t's creek
Dig deep and see it ain't it's just me
So be warned as I'm on like I'm deformed
Only so can accept it as being my norm
I quit working on me, maybe I given up
Maybe I been to myself maybe I give a f-ck.

It's enough to make you out, pull a mac out
Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black
Every day we playin cat and mouse as I it hoverin over my glass house
It's enough to make you spazz out, a mac out
Aim it at the sky while I'm from a black cloud
Tired enough for me to pass out, tired of from the black cloud.

Budden - Verse 2]
I say it loud someone can hear me clearly
Trying to make my girl get it she don't know it's very
But she's a nympho she can come barely me
She still want the God and i don't think mary mary
The prettiest bitches just want to service me
n-ggas prettiest bitches wouldn't get a word from me
Some of you haven't heard from me of you wouldn't mind murking me
Found that news funny likes its stright Ron Burgundy
These n-ggas ain't never seen
can't dream though i bump into 'em in between shows
People say im emo what that really mean
Is though the song can't breathe I actually it seem so
I lost loved ones they couldn't deal with me
Cherish whoever still with me the marriage be killed in me
Normally it's me and my lonely mind
Everyone storm is so this forecast is only mine
Fans recognize my misery me
Shifted me to my epitome, guess the curse is a to me
Maybe its serendipity, maybe weighing on me physically
Maybe I should man up and tell GOD not to me
medicated, meditated
Sedated,
Character assassinated, all theses I masqueraded
headed, if it was on my mind I had to say it
Tongue on the devil's to see how disaster tasted
Rap is fabricated, are so exaggerated
Wouldn't be scared of the truth if they weren't
Grab a mag, spray it, surrounded by people to it before me
Better unconditionally love my beautiful
Now lemme to who I cater to
Would you love me to say(or sang?), my weeks were not favorable
to maintain being unique but relatable
All while suffering from a disease that could do away you
Poetry on the beat, spoken-word for the
Therapy over pro-tools, every is on acid
Continents on Kush, every is blunted
wanted this whole organization privately funded
This is bigger than the Eiffle, is alert to public
Had a cop us by our and our bridges with the rifle
Sentences to stifle, this is a man aching
is the damn breaking, contraband in the making
This is panic unveiling, got potential but I met it
He be trying to come over, it seem like GOD let it
Either he never got my or he jus dismissed it
But if all I'm hearing are the of blackness, why am I pessimistic?
never progress if you'll never try
All I ask, let every word I birth, die
My spread, but when I'm at the sky
Weather didn't like I thought and had me petrified.