Nothing stays the same forever.....not me
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[Joe Budden - 1] Something must've changed me, n-ggas might me But that used to taint me, no longer seem to restrain me I'm no longer sad man or angry Shame-ably it pains me, feeling like this ain't me Mainly what do I tell all the people that me Mainly those who ordain me, from can you blame me they was supplying me no longer providing me Jason Williams something whatever was driving me less about the past more about the now Less about what I'm going though more the how It's for certain it's been 30 years fit for hurting Now I'm a different person with nohing to overcome in the mist of For certain, got 6 in my sock drawer And honestly year I expect to make a lot more It's hard to without a budget when life is corrupted In a house so peaceful that I'm trying to disrupt it Scream it not because I have to but because I love it Which makes me as fake as the puppets that I of disgusted Without a paddle up creek Dig and see it ain't life it's just me So be warned as I'm putting on I'm deformed Only so can accept it as being my norm Maybe I working on me, maybe I given up Maybe I lying to myself maybe I give a f-ck.
It's enough to make you black out, a mac out Aim it at the sky I'm running from a black cloud Every day we playin cat and mouse as I watch it hoverin over my house It's enough to make you out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black Tired enough for me to pass out, tired of running the black cloud.
Budden - Verse 2] I say it loud hoping someone can me clearly Trying to make my get it she don't know it's very scary But she's a nympho she can come barely me She still want the God and i don't think mary mary The prettiest bitches they just to service me While n-ggas prettiest bitches wouldn't get a from me Some of you heard from me some of you wouldn't mind murking me Found that news likes its stright from Ron Burgundy These n-ggas ain't never dough They can't though i bump into 'em in between shows People say im emo what that mean though Is though the song can't breathe I make it seem so I lost loved ones because they couldn't deal me Cherish whoever still with me the marriage be killed in me it's just me and my lonely mind Everyone storm is different so this forecast is mine Fans recognize my uplifted me Shifted me to my epitome, guess the curse is a to me Maybe its serendipity, maybe it's on me physically Maybe I should man up and GOD not to solicit me Been medicated, Sedated, Character assassinated, all theses years I Hard headed, if it was on my I had to say it on the devil's pitchfork to see how disaster tasted Rap is fabricated, are so exaggerated be scared of the truth if they weren't castrated Grab a mag, spray it, surrounded by to shoot it before me Better unconditionally my beautiful ugly Now speak to who I cater to Would you me to say(or sang?), before my weeks were not favorable Promised to maintain being unique but All suffering from a disease that could do away with you Poetry on the beat, for the masses Therapy pro-tools, every word is on acid Continents on Kush, every vowel is wanted this whole organization privately funded This is bigger than the Eiffle, this is alert to Had a cop us by our tunnels and our bridges with the Sentences meant to stifle, this is a man This is the damn breaking, contraband in the This is panic unveiling, got but I never met it He be trying to over, it seem like GOD won't let it Either he never got my or he jus dismissed it But if all I'm are the sounds of blackness, why am I pessimistic? You'll never progress if never try All I ask, let every word I birth, die My spread, but when I'm at the sky Weather didn't change like I and had me petrified.