Nothing the same forever.....not even me
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[Joe - Verse 1] Something must've changed me, n-ggas defame me But things used to taint me, no longer seem to restrain me Strangely I'm no sad man or angry Shame-ably it pains me, feeling like this ain't me Mainly do I tell all the people that thanked me Mainly those who ordain me, aside can you blame me they was supplying me no longer providing me Jason Williams something killed was driving me less about the past more about the now Less about what I'm going though more the how It's for certain it's been 30 years fit for hurting Now I'm a different with nohing to overcome in the mist of burdens For certain, got 6 figures in my drawer And honestly this year I expect to make a lot It's hard to live without a budget when is corrupted In a house so peaceful that I'm trying to disrupt it Scream f**k it not I have to but because I love it makes me as fake as the puppets that I speak of disgusted Without a up sh-t's creek Dig and see it ain't life it's just me So be warned as I'm on like I'm deformed Only so y'all can accept it as being my Maybe I quit on me, maybe I given up Maybe I been to myself maybe I give a f-ck.
It's enough to make you out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black Every day we playin cat and mouse as I it hoverin over my glass house enough to make you spazz out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky I'm running from a black cloud Tired enough for me to pass out, tired of from the black cloud.
[Joe Budden - 2] I say it hoping someone can hear me clearly Trying to make my girl get it she know it's very scary But she's a nympho she can barely near me She still want the God and i don't think she's mary The bitches they just want to service me While n-ggas prettiest bitches wouldn't get a word me Some of you haven't heard from me some of you wouldn't murking me Found that news funny its stright from Ron Burgundy These n-ggas ain't seen dough They can't dream i bump into 'em in between shows People say im emo what really mean though Is the song can't breathe I actually make it seem so I lost loved ones because couldn't deal with me Cherish whoever still me though the marriage be killed in me Normally it's just me and my mind Everyone storm is so this forecast is only mine Fans my misery uplifted me me to my epitome, guess the curse is a gift to me Maybe its serendipity, maybe it's on me physically Maybe I should man up and tell GOD not to me Been medicated, Sedated, Character assassinated, all years I masqueraded Hard headed, if it was on my I had to say it Tongue on the pitchfork to see how disaster tasted Rap is fabricated, are so exaggerated Wouldn't be scared of the if they weren't castrated Grab a mag, spray it, surrounded by people to it before me Better love my beautiful ugly Now lemme to who I cater to Would you love me to say(or sang?), before my were not favorable Promised to maintain being unique but All while suffering from a disease that could do away you on the beat, spoken-word for the masses Therapy over pro-tools, every is on acid on Kush, every vowel is blunted Highly wanted whole organization privately funded This is than the Eiffle, this is alert to public Had a cop us by our tunnels and our with the rifle Sentences meant to stifle, is a man aching This is the damn breaking, in the making This is panic unveiling, got potential but I met it He be to come over, it seem like GOD won't let it Either he never got my or he jus dismissed it But if all I'm hearing are the of blackness, why am I pessimistic? You'll never progress if you'll try All I ask, let every I birth, never die My spread, but when I'm at the sky Weather didn't change I thought and had me petrified.