Big Pussy

wouldn't you adore the baby
wouldn't you baby
wouldn't you laugh
what if you're made for a nickel

I'd go to heaven at night
if i didn't have the worst case of stage fright
like you told me that someday
when your aiming, doubt the neck of your bat
and you wouldn't understand

when your tired, there i was
the way that you would look at me
in the bathroom every time you see
and when i'm shaving hairs
whip and he cut me back
if you know whats good
important that you show up
after i wrote it in a letter
tattle-telling you
cause i'm scared
because i'm scared
cause i'm scared

scared of the dark
scared of the truth
scared of the dreams that haunt him
i'm scared of my girlfriend

scared of the clues
that my mind was left
wept, but then i finally felt it

scared to death i might be alive

scared of the dark
scared of the truth
scared of the dark
scared of you
so fuckin scared
so fuckin scared of you
scared shitless
scared shitless of you
scared shitless of you
and all the fuckin power i give you
and now that you have heard this
what will you do

i'm scared
scared shitless

scared of when i talk to the fuse
i bleed inside my pain

it's child abuse
i wear my name