I feel her touch like a cold tickled my neck She here to show me ways of the dark I would expect her to by now, I won't bend or Be of anything she shows me or anything she say
She want me to be scared she feeds on fear And me horrible things so I don't see so clear My vision is so distorted and coming with new That me people covered in blood and ready to die
I'm of my own self and it won't help me none To get a gun and put it to my I know you're alone and I figured we could talk If she don't get under my head then I'm blowing my off
She's on me every night, she's scratching the walls To keep me everyday, she keeps tearing at my sanity Unbarring now it's so mundane Becoming insane, I be afraid
She didn't I was use to it, flash backs my brain and shoot through it like fireworks again and again And if I'm going insane then I'm taking somebody me Out the of the glass house you been living
And if I'm just another that you can turn and get away from Then please do me a and turn it before the day comes And hopefully sooner then later 'cause I'm feeling My patience thin in this relationship
And they'll you in the grave all the hate into my mind state There's only one way to Grab the thirty eight and it to my temple on the word and now it all seems so simple it's absurd
Maybe it'll stop she sees me holding the gun Or a suicidalist is what I'm going to I'm hoping you can learn from my and what I've done And in the run maybe you gonna know how to use a gun
She's calling me (she calling me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
Why are things so wicked when I of evil spells And hidden to open the gates of hell What if were wicked, would I wear human skin With tongue rings and cane, display the skeleton
What if hell were heaven and heaven irreversed Would it really change the balance on earth to think about it, I don't, got too many problems of my own Insanity it's a crypt that I'm trying to keep a on
I just to be left alone So everybody please just go Inside of my mind is where she calls And I can't take another word she say
What if the rose was wicked, would it have Would it bite all who smelling it, leave a in they cheek What if blood was wicked, would it make me want to 'Til I drew stained in my teeth like bliss white
What if art was wicked, would I paint with Would I with guts, would I mount human heads to the wall with love Probably all of the above and then Spend a little time on streets, son
She's calling me (she calling me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
She's on me every night, she's scratching the walls To me afraid everyday, she keeps tearing at my sanity Unbarring now become so mundane Becoming insane, I be afraid