I her touch like a cold breeze tickled my neck She here to show me more of the dark I would her to know by now, I won't bend or Be of anything she shows me or anything she say
She want me to be scared 'cause she on fear And show me horrible things so I don't see so My vision is so and coming with new eyes That show me covered in blood and ready to die
I'm of my own self and it won't help me none To get a gun and put it to my I know you're alone and I figured we could talk If she don't get my head then I'm blowing my shit off
She's calling on me every night, she's scratching the To keep me afraid everyday, she tearing at my sanity Unbarring now become so mundane insane, I won't be afraid
She didn't I was use to it, flash backs Trigger my brain and shoot it like fireworks again and again And if I'm going then I'm taking somebody with me Out the window of the glass you been living
And if I'm just another that you can turn and get away from Then please do me a favor and it before the day comes And hopefully it's sooner later 'cause I'm feeling My patience thin in this relationship
And cradle you in the grave all the hate into my mind state There's only one way to the thirty eight and hold it to my temple Waiting on the word and now it all seems so it's absurd
Maybe it'll stop when she sees me the gun Or a suicidalist is I'm going to become I'm hoping you can learn my past and what I've done And in the long run you gonna know how to use a gun
She's calling me (she keeps me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
Why are things so wicked I sing of evil spells And hidden incognations to the gates of hell What if style were wicked, would I wear human With tongue rings and cane, display the skeleton
What if were heaven and heaven were irreversed Would it change the balance here on earth Care to about it, I don't, got too many problems of my own Insanity a crypt that I'm trying to keep a hold on
I just want to be alone So everybody please go away Inside of my mind is she calls home And I just take another word she say
What if the was wicked, would it have teeth it bite all who smelling it, leave a hole in they cheek What if blood was wicked, it make me want to fight 'Til I drew blood stained in my like bliss white
What if art was wicked, would I paint with Would I sculpt with guts, would I mount human heads to the wall love all of the above and then some Spend a little time on streets, son
She's calling me (she calling me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
She's calling on me every night, scratching the walls To me afraid everyday, she keeps tearing at my sanity now it's become so mundane Becoming insane, I won't be