I feel her touch like a breeze tickled my neck She to show me more ways of the dark I would expect her to know by now, I bend or Be of anything she shows me or anything she say
She me to be scared 'cause she feeds on fear And show me things so I don't see so clear My vision is so distorted and coming with new That show me people covered in and ready to die
I'm afraid of my own self and it won't help me To get a gun and put it to my I know that you're alone and I figured we talk If she don't get under my head then I'm blowing my off
She's calling on me every night, scratching the walls To me afraid everyday, she keeps tearing at my sanity Unbarring now it's so mundane Becoming insane, I won't be
She know I was use to it, flash backs my brain and shoot through it like fireworks again and again And if I'm going then I'm taking somebody with me Out the window of the glass house you living
And if I'm just another page that you can turn and get away Then please do me a favor and it before the day comes And it's sooner then later 'cause I'm feeling My patience growing thin in this
And they'll cradle you in the grave all the hate into my state only one way to retaliate Grab the thirty and hold it to my temple Waiting on the word and now it all seems so simple it's
Maybe it'll stop when she sees me the gun Or a suicidalist is what I'm to become I'm you can learn from my past and what I've done And in the run maybe you gonna know how to use a gun
calling me (she keeps calling me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
Why are so wicked when I sing of evil spells And hidden incognations to open the gates of What if were wicked, would I wear human skin With magic rings and cane, display the skeleton
What if were heaven and heaven were irreversed Would it change the balance here on earth Care to about it, I don't, got too many problems of my own Insanity it's a crypt that I'm to keep a hold on
I just want to be left So everybody please go away Inside of my mind is where she calls And I just can't take another she say
if the rose was wicked, would it have teeth Would it bite all who it, leave a hole in they cheek What if blood was wicked, would it make me want to 'Til I drew blood stained in my like bliss white
What if art was wicked, would I paint blood Would I sculpt with guts, would I mount heads to the wall with love Probably all of the above and then Spend a time on these streets, son
calling me (she keeps calling me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
She's calling on me every night, she's the walls To me afraid everyday, she keeps tearing at my sanity Unbarring now become so mundane Becoming insane, I won't be