I feel her touch like a breeze tickled my neck She here to show me more of the dark I would expect her to know by now, I won't or Be afraid of anything she shows me or she say
She want me to be scared 'cause she feeds on And show me horrible so I don't see so clear My vision is so distorted and coming new eyes That show me people in blood and ready to die
I'm afraid of my own self and it help me none To get a gun and put it to my I know that you're and I figured we could talk If she don't get my head then I'm blowing my shit off
She's calling on me every night, she's scratching the To keep me afraid everyday, she keeps at my sanity Unbarring now it's become so Becoming insane, I won't be
She didn't I was use to it, flash backs Trigger my brain and shoot through it like fireworks again and And if I'm going then I'm taking somebody with me Out the window of the glass house you living
And if I'm another page that you can turn and get away from Then do me a favor and turn it before the day comes And hopefully it's sooner then later 'cause I'm My patience growing in this relationship
And they'll cradle you in the all the hate into my mind state only one way to retaliate Grab the thirty eight and hold it to my on the word and now it all seems so simple it's absurd
Maybe it'll stop she sees me holding the gun Or a suicidalist is what I'm to become I'm you can learn from my past and what I've done And in the run maybe you gonna know how to use a gun
calling me (she keeps calling me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
Why are things so wicked when I of evil spells And hidden incognations to the gates of hell What if style were wicked, would I human skin With magic tongue rings and cane, the skeleton
if hell were heaven and heaven were irreversed Would it change the balance here on earth Care to about it, I don't, got too many problems of my own Insanity it's a crypt I'm trying to keep a hold on
I just want to be alone So everybody just go away Inside of my mind is where she home And I just can't take another she say
What if the was wicked, would it have teeth Would it bite all who smelling it, leave a hole in they What if was wicked, would it make me want to fight I drew blood stained in my teeth like bliss white
What if art was wicked, would I paint blood Would I sculpt with guts, I mount human heads to the wall with love Probably all of the and then some Spend a time on these streets, son
She's calling me (she keeps me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
She's calling on me every night, she's scratching the To keep me afraid everyday, she keeps tearing at my Unbarring now become so mundane insane, I won't be afraid