I feel her like a cold breeze tickled my neck She here to me more ways of the dark I would expect her to by now, I won't bend or Be afraid of she shows me or anything she say
She want me to be scared 'cause she feeds on And show me horrible so I don't see so clear My vision is so distorted and coming new eyes show me people covered in blood and ready to die
I'm of my own self and it won't help me none To get a gun and put it to my I know that alone and I figured we could talk If she don't get under my then I'm blowing my shit off
She's calling on me every night, she's the walls To keep me afraid everyday, she tearing at my sanity now it's become so mundane Becoming insane, I be afraid
She didn't know I was use to it, flash my brain and shoot through it like fireworks again and again And if I'm going insane then I'm somebody with me Out the window of the glass house you living
And if I'm just another page you can turn and get away from please do me a favor and turn it before the day comes And hopefully it's sooner then 'cause I'm feeling My patience growing thin in this
And cradle you in the grave all the hate into my mind state only one way to retaliate Grab the eight and hold it to my temple Waiting on the word and now it all so simple it's absurd
Maybe it'll stop when she me holding the gun Or a suicidalist is I'm going to become I'm hoping you can learn from my past and I've done And in the long run maybe you gonna how to use a gun
She's calling me (she keeps me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
Why are things so wicked when I sing of spells And hidden incognations to the gates of hell What if style were wicked, would I wear skin With tongue rings and cane, display the skeleton
if hell were heaven and heaven were irreversed Would it really change the balance here on Care to think about it, I don't, got too many of my own Insanity it's a crypt that I'm to keep a hold on
I just to be left alone So everybody please just go Inside of my is where she calls home And I just can't take word she say
What if the rose was wicked, would it teeth it bite all who smelling it, leave a hole in they cheek What if was wicked, would it make me want to fight I drew blood stained in my teeth like bliss white
What if art was wicked, I paint with blood Would I sculpt guts, would I mount human heads to the wall with love Probably all of the above and then Spend a little time on streets, son
She's me (she keeps calling me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
calling on me every night, she's scratching the walls To keep me afraid everyday, she keeps tearing at my Unbarring now become so mundane insane, I won't be afraid