I feel her touch a cold breeze tickled my neck She here to show me ways of the dark I expect her to know by now, I won't bend or Be of anything she shows me or anything she say
She want me to be scared she feeds on fear And show me horrible things so I don't see so My vision is so distorted and with new eyes That show me people covered in blood and to die
I'm afraid of my own self and it help me none To get a gun and put it to my I know that you're and I figured we could talk If she get under my head then I'm blowing my shit off
She's calling on me every night, she's scratching the To keep me afraid everyday, she keeps at my sanity Unbarring now it's so mundane Becoming insane, I won't be
She didn't I was use to it, flash backs Trigger my brain and shoot through it fireworks again and again And if I'm going insane I'm taking somebody with me Out the window of the house you been living
And if I'm just page that you can turn and get away from Then do me a favor and turn it before the day comes And hopefully it's sooner later 'cause I'm feeling My patience growing in this relationship
And they'll cradle you in the grave all the hate my mind state There's one way to retaliate Grab the thirty eight and hold it to my Waiting on the word and now it all seems so simple absurd
Maybe stop when she sees me holding the gun Or a suicidalist is what I'm to become I'm hoping you can learn from my past and I've done And in the long run you gonna know how to use a gun
She's me (she keeps calling me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
Why are things so wicked when I of evil spells And hidden incognations to open the gates of What if style were wicked, I wear human skin With magic tongue rings and cane, the skeleton
What if hell were heaven and were irreversed Would it really change the balance on earth Care to think it, I don't, got too many problems of my own Insanity it's a crypt that I'm trying to keep a on
I want to be left alone So please just go away of my mind is where she calls home And I can't take another word she say
What if the rose was wicked, would it teeth Would it bite all who it, leave a hole in they cheek What if blood was wicked, would it make me to fight 'Til I drew stained in my teeth like bliss white
What if art was wicked, would I paint blood Would I sculpt with guts, would I mount human heads to the wall with Probably all of the above and some Spend a time on these streets, son
She's me (she keeps calling me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
She's on me every night, she's scratching the walls To keep me afraid everyday, she keeps at my sanity now it's become so mundane Becoming insane, I be afraid