Bastard Screams

Chewing on razorblades again
Suckling wounds that forever upend
These bastard screams in whirlwind screams
Spoken tragedy of blackened dreams

Poison words fill the air again
With the strength to tear my skin
As the damned engulf our lives
Following the sea of unlit eyes

Retaliation burns a desperate flame
Around my throat
The pressure's building up
I want to make my tongue explode

The bastard screams, they keep calling me
Spoken tragedy of blackened dreams
The bastard screams, they keep calling me
Why won't they just let me die? Won't they let me die?

Ablaze my soul, feel the blow
As I fool and take the delta pain
What I say is that
We feed the deltas to the dogs

What I feel, what I know
Is that I'd find a better life below
Somewhere in the earth
Where I won't hear the sound

Retaliation burns a desperate flame
Around my throat
The pressure's building up
I want to make my tongue explode

If I let go I might have found the way to go
At least I get to feel my nerve

The bastard screams, they keep calling me
Spoken tragedy of blackened dreams
The bastard screams, they keep calling me
Why won't they just let me die?

A bullet doesn't fly a thousand miles away
Just like I couldn't die a thousand deaths
But if I keep this flame of bitterness and hate
It will keep me warm until my dying day

I hear them, I feel them
I loathe them, these words become my world