[Verse 1 - Self, self-pity, pity Why the is everybody else giddy? I woke up and felt Matter I've felt the same all week Let down on my last on the shelf sitting And I think I need, help getting out of bed Cause I'm here and I keep, spinning on a I'm my own worst critic, and I write a album But I keep hating on my self, like I get obsessed Cause I hate what I write, say-say something I be too much wondering what they gonna like I don't got a lot of fans, I'm afraid I might Let 'em down if I make don't relate to them right If it don't, then ain't gonna buy my record And if my second doesn't sell better the last I'mma owe the record label So it's hard to relax and raps I be concentration sometimes I look at they sayin' online Somebody unfollow me and call me out I ain't respond I'm on my dead-line, and I got a home life To juggle no free-time My manager callin' up, "what you got deep song? is it this time, your lady, or struggle trying to be something?" Not in the mood to write a song I'm sitting myself a mental beat-down when I rap
- Rittz:] I'm my own worst enemy the energy I have's a Cause I use it battling myself I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket Lookin' at this of whiskey, wishin' I would pass away But I'm wishing for the worst cause I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case
2:] I can have conversation with I'm not an to anyone unless I have a reason to be But God forbid, if they had a buzz, or a name Then I feel like we are equal, and these dudes always a feature for free I try to network and help 'em out, I just 'em a tweet But I'm to wonder if the shoe was on the other foot Would these motherfuckers do the favor for me? But, on the other hand, think I'm all famous I ain't as paid as you think, I tell 'em the price is To get me on a record they are like too expensive just to pay me a G And I'm starting to feel Cause I'm known as the guy who quit and never gave up his dreams So I'm dudes tell me that I gave 'em motivation Not to and they gon' try and do the same thing as me but Only difference is, I fifteen plus years studying my favorite MCs So I kept getting better of y'all ain't got it, can't hear it, what is blatant to me And I don't to hurt they feelings so I tell 'em that the music that they makin' is tight But your image bad, and you suck, and you need to give up, and you're wasting your life And it's all my fault...
3:] They tell me that I need to tweet more, but I feel immature, typing my thoughts online Plus some fans that I got would probably hate me if they knew what type of shit crossed my mind I hate rap Let me take back, I just hate whack rappers for the most part Even though I rap fast, I don't like people try to impress me with double-time And they be swearing that they go so They don't even say shit can rhyme, thinking that drinking and synching The song I'm making, them figures dope, it about the speed You make it make sense And did I mention I really hate fake fans? I don't understand how one minute, everyone be on your dick and they say you hot A year later, the same fan steady be talkin' shit 'bout the rapper, actin' they forgot how the shit works First they love you, then they hate you, then they love you again, you toughen your skin This shit hurts music industry is dumb, dumber than the comments on YouTube Sayin' I use the N-Word? (Hell Naw) I don't rap like that, I don't hang around boys who act like that I said too much, 'bout to snap, I'm mad At the world, I don't really have my back when I rap it's like... damn