[Verse 1 - Self, self-pity, self-self Why the is everybody else giddy? I woke up and felt Matter fact I've the same all week Let down on my album on the shelf sitting And I think I might need, help out of bed Cause I'm here and I keep, on a thread I'm my own worst critic, and I gotta write a But I keep hating on my self, it's like I get Cause I hate what I write, say-say tight I be thinking too much wondering what they gonna I got a lot of fans, I'm afraid that I might Let 'em if what I make don't relate to them right If it don't, then ain't gonna buy my record And if my second sell better than the last I'mma owe the label cash So it's hard to relax and write I be concentration sometimes I look at what they sayin' Somebody unfollow me and call me out cause I ain't I'm behind on my dead-line, and I got a home To ain't no free-time My manager callin' up, "what you got another song? What is it time, your lady, or struggle trying to be something?" Not in the mood to a weed song I'm sitting giving myself a beat-down when I rap
[Chorus - I'm my own worst enemy the energy I have's a I use it battling myself cause I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case Lookin' at this glass of whiskey, wishin' I would pass But I'm always wishing for the worst I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case
2:] I can have conversation with I'm not an asshole to anyone unless I a reason to be But God forbid, if they had a buzz, or a name Then I feel like we are equal, and these dudes want a feature for free I try to network and help 'em out, I just 'em a tweet But I'm starting to if the shoe was on the other foot these motherfuckers do the same favor for me? But, on the hand, people think I'm all famous I as paid as you think, when I tell 'em the price is To get me on a record they are like it's too expensive to pay me a G And I'm to feel guilty I'm known as the guy who never quit and never gave up his dreams So I'm watching dudes me that I gave 'em motivation Not to and they gon' try and do the same thing as me but Only difference is, I fifteen plus years studying my favorite MCs So I kept getting better some of y'all ain't got it, can't hear it, what is to me And I want to hurt they feelings so I tell 'em that the music that they makin' is tight But image looks bad, and you suck, and you need to give up, and you're wasting your life And all my fault... damn
3:] They tell me that I need to tweet more, but I feel kinda immature, typing my thoughts Plus some fans that I got would probably hate me if they knew what type of shit that my mind I hate rap Let me take that back, I just whack rappers for the most part Even though I rap fast, I don't like when people try to impress me with And be swearing that they go so hard They don't really even say Anyone can rhyme, thinking that drinking and The song I'm making, them figures dope, it ain't about the You gotta make it sense And did I mention that I really hate fake I don't understand how one minute, could be on your dick and they say you hot A later, the same fan steady be talkin' shit 'bout the rapper, actin' like they forgot That's how the shit First they love you, then they hate you, they love you again, you gotta toughen your skin kinda shit hurts This music industry is dumb, dumber the comments on YouTube Sayin' I use the N-Word? (Hell Naw) I don't rap like that, I don't hang around white boys who act that I done said too much, to snap, I'm mad At the world, even I don't have my back when I rap it's like... damn