[Verse 1 - Self, self-pity, pity Why the fuck is everybody else I woke up and felt Matter fact I've felt the all week Let down on my album on the shelf sitting And I think I need, help getting out of bed Cause I'm and I keep, spinning on a thread I'm my own worst critic, and I gotta a album But I keep hating on my self, like I get obsessed Cause I hate what I write, something tight I be thinking too much wondering what they gonna I don't got a lot of fans, I'm that I might Let 'em down if what I don't relate to them right If it don't, then ain't gonna buy my record And if my second sell better than the last I'mma owe the label cash So hard to relax and write raps I be losing sometimes I look at what they sayin' unfollow me and call me out cause I ain't respond I'm on my dead-line, and I got a home life To ain't no free-time My manager callin' up, "what you got deep song? What is it time, your lady, or struggle trying to be something?" Not in the mood to write a weed I'm giving myself a mental beat-down when I rap
- Rittz:] I'm my own worst enemy the energy I a waste Cause I use it battling myself cause I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case Lookin' at this glass of whiskey, wishin' I would away But I'm always wishing for the cause I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case
2:] I can have conversation rappers I'm not an asshole to unless I have a reason to be But God forbid, if ever had a buzz, or a name Then I feel like we are equal, and dudes always want a feature for free I try to network and help 'em out, I just gave 'em a But I'm to wonder if the shoe was on the other foot Would motherfuckers do the same favor for me? But, on the other hand, people I'm all famous I ain't as paid as you think, I tell 'em the price is To get me on a record they are like it's too expensive to pay me a G And I'm starting to feel Cause I'm as the guy who never quit and never gave up his dreams So I'm watching dudes tell me that I 'em motivation Not to quit and they gon' try and do the same as me but Only difference is, I spent fifteen plus years my favorite MCs So I kept getting better some of y'all ain't got it, hear it, what is blatant to me And I don't want to hurt they feelings so I tell 'em that the music that makin' is tight But your image bad, and you suck, and you need to give up, and you're wasting your life And it's all my fault...
3:] They tell me that I need to tweet more, but I feel immature, typing my thoughts online Plus some fans I got would probably hate me if they knew what type of shit that crossed my mind Cause I rap Let me that back, I just hate whack rappers for the most part Even though I rap fast, I don't like when people try to impress me double-time And they be that they go so hard They don't really say shit Anyone can rhyme, thinking that drinking and The song I'm making, them figures dope, it about the speed You make it make sense And did I mention that I really fake fans? I understand how one minute, everyone could be on your dick and they say you hot A later, the same fan steady be talkin' shit 'bout the rapper, actin' like they forgot That's how the works First they love you, then they hate you, they love you again, you gotta toughen your skin This kinda shit music industry is dumb, dumber than the comments on YouTube Sayin' that I use the (Hell Naw) I don't rap like that, I don't hang white boys who act like that I done too much, 'bout to snap, I'm mad At the world, even I don't really have my back when I rap like... damn