1 - Rittz:] Self, self-pity, pity Why the fuck is else giddy? I up and felt shitty Matter fact felt the same all week Let down on my last album on the sitting And I I might need, help getting out of bed Cause I'm and I keep, spinning on a thread I'm my own worst critic, and I gotta write a But I keep hating on my self, it's like I get Cause I hate what I write, say-say something I be thinking too wondering what they gonna like I don't got a lot of fans, I'm that I might Let 'em down if what I make don't relate to them If it don't, then they ain't buy my record And if my doesn't sell better than the last owe the record label cash So it's hard to relax and write I be concentration sometimes I at what they sayin' online Somebody unfollow me and call me out cause I respond I'm behind on my dead-line, and I got a home To ain't no free-time My manager callin' up, "what you got another song? What is it time, your lady, or struggle trying to be something?" Not in the mood to a weed song I'm sitting giving myself a mental when I rap
- Rittz:] I'm my own worst enemy the energy I have's a Cause I use it battling myself cause I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket Lookin' at this glass of whiskey, wishin' I would away But I'm always wishing for the worst cause I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case
2:] I can have with rappers I'm not an asshole to anyone unless I have a to be But God forbid, if they had a buzz, or a name Then I feel like we are equal, and dudes always want a feature for free I try to network and help 'em out, I just gave 'em a But I'm starting to if the shoe was on the other foot Would these do the same favor for me? But, on the other hand, people think I'm all I ain't as paid as you think, I tell 'em the price is To get me on a record they are like too expensive just to pay me a G And I'm starting to guilty Cause I'm known as the guy who never and never gave up his dreams So I'm dudes tell me that I gave 'em motivation Not to quit and gon' try and do the same thing as me but Only difference is, I fifteen plus years studying my favorite MCs So I kept getting some of y'all ain't got it, can't hear it, what is blatant to me And I don't want to hurt they feelings so I tell 'em that the that they makin' is tight But your image bad, and you suck, and you need to give up, and you're wasting your life And all my fault... damn
3:] They tell me that I to tweet more, but I feel kinda immature, typing my thoughts online Plus fans that I got would probably hate me if they knew what type of shit that crossed my mind Cause I rap Let me that back, I just hate whack rappers for the most part Even though I rap fast, I don't like people try to impress me with double-time And be swearing that they go so hard They don't really even say Anyone can rhyme, thinking that drinking and The I'm making, them figures dope, it ain't about the speed You gotta it make sense And did I mention I really hate fake fans? I don't understand how one minute, everyone be on your dick and they say you hot A year later, the same fan steady be talkin' shit the rapper, actin' like they forgot how the shit works First they love you, then they you, then they love you again, you gotta toughen your skin This kinda shit This music industry is dumb, than the comments on YouTube that I use the N-Word? (Hell Naw) I rap like that, I don't hang around white boys who act like that I said too much, 'bout to snap, I'm mad At the world, even I don't really have my back when I rap like... damn