[Verse 1 - Self, self-pity, self-self Why the fuck is else giddy? I up and felt shitty Matter fact I've the same all week Let down on my last on the shelf sitting And I I might need, help getting out of bed Cause I'm here and I keep, spinning on a I'm my own worst critic, and I gotta a album But I hating on my self, it's like I get obsessed Cause I hate what I write, say-say something I be thinking too much wondering what they like I don't got a lot of fans, I'm afraid that I Let 'em down if what I don't relate to them right If it don't, then they ain't gonna buy my And if my doesn't sell better than the last I'mma owe the record cash So it's hard to and write raps I be losing sometimes I look at they sayin' online Somebody unfollow me and call me out I ain't respond I'm behind on my dead-line, and I got a home To juggle ain't no My manager callin' up, "what you got another song? What is it time, your lady, or struggle trying to be something?" Not in the to write a weed song I'm sitting giving myself a mental beat-down I rap
[Chorus - I'm my own worst enemy the I have's a waste I use it battling myself cause I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket at this glass of whiskey, wishin' I would pass away But I'm always wishing for the worst I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case
2:] I can conversation with rappers I'm not an to anyone unless I have a reason to be But God forbid, if ever had a buzz, or a name I feel like we are equal, and these dudes always want a feature for free I try to network and help 'em out, I just 'em a tweet But I'm starting to if the shoe was on the other foot Would these motherfuckers do the same for me? But, on the other hand, people I'm all famous I ain't as paid as you think, when I 'em the price is To get me on a record they are like it's too just to pay me a G And I'm to feel guilty Cause I'm known as the guy who never and never gave up his dreams So I'm watching dudes tell me I gave 'em motivation Not to quit and gon' try and do the same thing as me but Only difference is, I spent fifteen plus years studying my MCs So I kept getting better of y'all ain't got it, can't hear it, what is blatant to me And I don't want to hurt they so I tell 'em that the music that they makin' is tight But image looks bad, and you suck, and you need to give up, and you're wasting your life And all my fault... damn
3:] They tell me that I need to tweet more, but I kinda immature, typing my thoughts online Plus fans that I got would probably hate me if they knew what type of shit that crossed my mind Cause I rap Let me take that back, I just hate whack rappers for the most Even though I rap fast, I don't like when people try to impress me with And be swearing that they go so hard They don't really say shit can rhyme, thinking that drinking and synching The song I'm making, figures dope, it ain't about the speed You gotta it make sense And did I mention that I really fake fans? I don't understand how one minute, everyone could be on dick and they say you hot A later, the same fan steady be talkin' shit 'bout the rapper, actin' like they forgot how the shit works First they love you, they hate you, then they love you again, you gotta toughen your skin This kinda shit This music industry is dumb, than the comments on YouTube Sayin' I use the N-Word? (Hell Naw) I don't rap like that, I don't hang around white boys who act that I done too much, 'bout to snap, I'm mad At the world, I don't really have my back when I rap it's like... damn