[Verse 1 - Self, self-pity, self-self Why the fuck is else giddy? I woke up and felt Matter fact I've felt the all week Let on my last album on the shelf sitting And I think I might need, help out of bed Cause I'm and I keep, spinning on a thread I'm my own worst critic, and I write a album But I keep on my self, it's like I get obsessed I hate what I write, say-say something tight I be too much wondering what they gonna like I got a lot of fans, I'm afraid that I might Let 'em down if what I don't relate to them right If it don't, then ain't gonna buy my record And if my second sell better than the last I'mma owe the record label So it's hard to relax and write I be concentration sometimes I look at what they sayin' Somebody unfollow me and call me out I ain't respond I'm behind on my dead-line, and I got a home To juggle ain't no My manager up, "what you got another deep song? is it this time, your lady, or struggle trying to be something?" Not in the mood to a weed song I'm sitting giving a mental beat-down when I rap
[Chorus - I'm my own enemy the energy I have's a waste Cause I use it battling cause I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket Lookin' at this glass of whiskey, wishin' I pass away But I'm always wishing for the cause I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket
2:] I can have with rappers I'm not an asshole to anyone I have a reason to be But God forbid, if they ever had a buzz, or a Then I feel like we are equal, and these always want a feature for free I try to network and help 'em out, I just gave 'em a But I'm starting to wonder if the was on the other foot Would these do the same favor for me? But, on the other hand, people think I'm all I ain't as paid as you think, when I tell 'em the is To get me on a record are like it's too expensive just to pay me a G And I'm starting to guilty Cause I'm known as the guy who never quit and never up his dreams So I'm watching dudes tell me I gave 'em motivation Not to quit and gon' try and do the same thing as me but Only difference is, I fifteen plus years studying my favorite MCs So I kept getting better some of ain't got it, can't hear it, what is blatant to me And I want to hurt they feelings so I tell 'em that the music that they makin' is tight But image looks bad, and you suck, and you need to give up, and you're wasting your life And it's all my fault...
3:] They tell me I need to tweet more, but I feel kinda immature, typing my thoughts online Plus some fans that I got would probably hate me if they knew what type of shit that crossed my Cause I rap Let me take that back, I just hate whack rappers for the part Even though I rap fast, I don't like when people try to impress me with And be swearing that they go so hard They don't even say shit can rhyme, thinking that drinking and synching The song I'm making, them dope, it ain't about the speed You make it make sense And did I that I really hate fake fans? I don't understand how one minute, everyone be on your dick and they say you hot A year later, the same fan be talkin' shit 'bout the rapper, actin' like they forgot That's how the shit they love you, then they hate you, then they love you again, you gotta toughen your skin This shit hurts This music industry is dumb, than the comments on YouTube that I use the N-Word? (Hell Naw) I don't rap that, I don't hang around white boys who act like that I done too much, 'bout to snap, I'm mad At the world, even I don't have my back when I rap it's like... damn