[Verse 1 - Self, self-pity, self-self Why the fuck is else giddy? I woke up and shitty Matter I've felt the same all week Let down on my last album on the shelf And I think I might need, help out of bed Cause I'm here and I keep, on a thread I'm my own worst critic, and I gotta write a But I keep hating on my self, it's I get obsessed Cause I hate what I write, something tight I be thinking too much wondering what they gonna I don't got a lot of fans, I'm that I might Let 'em down if what I make don't to them right If it don't, they ain't gonna buy my record And if my second doesn't sell better the last I'mma owe the label cash So it's hard to relax and write I be losing sometimes I look at what they online Somebody unfollow me and call me out cause I ain't I'm behind on my dead-line, and I got a life To ain't no free-time My callin' up, "what you got another deep song? What is it this time, your lady, or trying to be something?" Not in the mood to a weed song I'm sitting giving myself a mental beat-down I rap
- Rittz:] I'm my own enemy the energy I have's a waste Cause I use it battling myself cause I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket Lookin' at this glass of whiskey, wishin' I would away But I'm always wishing for the worst I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket
2:] I can have conversation rappers I'm not an asshole to unless I have a reason to be But God forbid, if ever had a buzz, or a name I feel like we are equal, and these dudes always want a feature for free I try to and help 'em out, I just gave 'em a tweet But I'm starting to wonder if the was on the other foot Would these do the same favor for me? But, on the other hand, think I'm all famous I ain't as as you think, when I tell 'em the price is To get me on a record they are it's too expensive just to pay me a G And I'm starting to feel Cause I'm as the guy who never quit and never gave up his dreams So I'm watching dudes tell me I gave 'em motivation Not to quit and they gon' try and do the same as me but Only difference is, I fifteen plus years studying my favorite MCs So I kept getting better some of y'all ain't got it, can't hear it, what is to me And I don't want to hurt they feelings so I tell 'em that the music they makin' is tight But your image looks bad, and you suck, and you need to give up, and wasting your life And all my fault... damn
3:] They tell me that I need to tweet more, but I feel kinda immature, typing my online Plus some fans that I got would probably hate me if they knew what type of shit that my mind Cause I rap Let me take that back, I hate whack rappers for the most part Even I rap fast, I don't like when people try to impress me with double-time And they be swearing they go so hard don't really even say shit Anyone can rhyme, thinking that and synching The song I'm making, them figures dope, it ain't about the You gotta make it make And did I mention that I really hate fans? I don't how one minute, everyone could be on your dick and they say you hot A year later, the same fan steady be talkin' shit 'bout the rapper, like they forgot how the shit works First they love you, then they hate you, then they love you again, you gotta your skin This kinda hurts This music industry is dumb, dumber the comments on YouTube Sayin' that I use the (Hell Naw) I don't rap like that, I don't hang white boys who act like that I said too much, 'bout to snap, I'm mad At the world, even I don't really my back when I rap it's like... damn