[Verse 1 - Self, self-pity, self-self Why the fuck is everybody else I woke up and felt Matter I've felt the same all week Let on my last album on the shelf sitting And I think I might need, getting out of bed Cause I'm here and I keep, on a thread I'm my own worst critic, and I gotta write a But I keep hating on my self, it's like I get Cause I hate what I write, say-say tight I be thinking too much wondering what gonna like I got a lot of fans, I'm afraid that I might Let 'em down if I make don't relate to them right If it don't, they ain't gonna buy my record And if my doesn't sell better than the last owe the record label cash So it's hard to and write raps I be concentration sometimes I look at what they sayin' Somebody unfollow me and call me out I ain't respond I'm behind on my dead-line, and I got a life To ain't no free-time My manager callin' up, "what you got another song? What is it this time, lady, or struggle trying to be something?" Not in the mood to write a weed I'm sitting giving myself a beat-down when I rap
- Rittz:] I'm my own worst the energy I have's a waste Cause I use it myself cause I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case Lookin' at this glass of whiskey, wishin' I would away But I'm always wishing for the worst cause I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket
2:] I can have conversation with I'm not an asshole to anyone unless I a reason to be But God forbid, if they had a buzz, or a name Then I feel like we are equal, and these dudes want a feature for free I try to and help 'em out, I just gave 'em a tweet But I'm starting to wonder if the shoe was on the foot these motherfuckers do the same favor for me? But, on the other hand, think I'm all famous I ain't as as you think, when I tell 'em the price is To get me on a they are like it's too expensive just to pay me a G And I'm starting to guilty Cause I'm known as the guy who never quit and never gave up his So I'm watching dudes tell me that I gave 'em Not to quit and they try and do the same thing as me but Only difference is, I spent fifteen plus years my favorite MCs So I kept getting better some of ain't got it, can't hear it, what is blatant to me And I don't want to hurt they feelings so I tell 'em that the music that they makin' is But your image looks bad, and you suck, and you need to give up, and wasting your life And all my fault... damn
3:] They tell me that I need to tweet more, but I feel immature, typing my thoughts online Plus some fans that I got would probably hate me if they knew what of shit that crossed my mind I hate rap Let me take that back, I hate whack rappers for the most part Even though I rap fast, I like when people try to impress me with double-time And they be swearing that go so hard don't really even say shit Anyone can rhyme, thinking drinking and synching The song I'm making, them figures dope, it about the speed You make it make sense And did I mention that I really hate fake I understand how one minute, everyone could be on your dick and they say you hot A year later, the fan steady be talkin' shit 'bout the rapper, actin' like they forgot how the shit works First love you, then they hate you, then they love you again, you gotta toughen your skin This shit hurts music industry is dumb, dumber than the comments on YouTube Sayin' that I use the (Hell Naw) I don't rap that, I don't hang around white boys who act like that I done too much, 'bout to snap, I'm mad At the world, even I don't have my back when I rap it's like... damn