[Verse 1 - Self, self-pity, pity Why the fuck is everybody giddy? I woke up and shitty Matter I've felt the same all week Let down on my last on the shelf sitting And I think I might need, getting out of bed Cause I'm here and I keep, spinning on a I'm my own critic, and I gotta write a album But I keep hating on my self, it's like I get I hate what I write, say-say something tight I be thinking too much what they gonna like I don't got a lot of fans, I'm that I might Let 'em if what I make don't relate to them right If it don't, then they gonna buy my record And if my doesn't sell better than the last owe the record label cash So hard to relax and write raps I be losing concentration I look at they sayin' online Somebody me and call me out cause I ain't respond I'm behind on my dead-line, and I got a home To juggle ain't no My manager callin' up, "what you got deep song? What is it this time, your lady, or struggle to be something?" Not in the to write a weed song I'm sitting giving myself a beat-down when I rap
- Rittz:] I'm my own worst the energy I have's a waste Cause I use it battling cause I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket Lookin' at this glass of whiskey, wishin' I would away But I'm always for the worst cause I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case
2:] I can have conversation rappers I'm not an to anyone unless I have a reason to be But God forbid, if they ever had a buzz, or a Then I feel like we are equal, and these dudes always want a feature for I try to network and help 'em out, I gave 'em a tweet But I'm starting to wonder if the was on the other foot Would these motherfuckers do the favor for me? But, on the other hand, think I'm all famous I ain't as as you think, when I tell 'em the price is To get me on a record are like it's too expensive just to pay me a G And I'm to feel guilty I'm known as the guy who never quit and never gave up his dreams So I'm watching dudes tell me I gave 'em motivation Not to quit and they gon' try and do the thing as me but difference is, I spent fifteen plus years studying my favorite MCs So I getting better some of y'all ain't got it, can't hear it, what is blatant to me And I want to hurt they feelings so I tell 'em that the music that they makin' is tight But image looks bad, and you suck, and you need to give up, and you're wasting your life And it's all my fault...
3:] They me that I need to tweet more, but I feel kinda immature, typing my thoughts online Plus some fans that I got would probably hate me if they knew what type of shit that crossed my Cause I rap Let me take that back, I just hate whack rappers for the part Even though I rap fast, I don't like when people try to impress me double-time And they be that they go so hard They don't really even say Anyone can rhyme, thinking that drinking and The I'm making, them figures dope, it ain't about the speed You make it make sense And did I mention that I really fake fans? I understand how one minute, everyone could be on your dick and they say you hot A year later, the fan steady be talkin' shit 'bout the rapper, actin' like they forgot That's how the shit First they love you, then they hate you, then they love you again, you toughen your skin kinda shit hurts This music industry is dumb, dumber than the comments on Sayin' I use the N-Word? (Hell Naw) I rap like that, I don't hang around white boys who act like that I said too much, 'bout to snap, I'm mad At the world, I don't really have my back when I rap it's like... damn