[Verse 1 - Self, self-pity, pity Why the fuck is everybody giddy? I woke up and felt Matter fact I've felt the all week Let on my last album on the shelf sitting And I think I need, help getting out of bed Cause I'm here and I keep, spinning on a I'm my own worst critic, and I gotta write a But I keep hating on my self, it's like I get Cause I what I write, say-say something tight I be too much wondering what they gonna like I don't got a lot of fans, I'm afraid I might Let 'em down if what I make relate to them right If it don't, then they ain't gonna buy my And if my second doesn't sell better than the owe the record label cash So it's to relax and write raps I be losing concentration I at what they sayin' online Somebody unfollow me and me out cause I ain't respond I'm behind on my dead-line, and I got a home To juggle ain't no My manager callin' up, "what you got another song? What is it this time, your lady, or trying to be something?" Not in the to write a weed song I'm sitting giving a mental beat-down when I rap
[Chorus - I'm my own worst enemy the energy I a waste Cause I use it battling myself cause I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case Lookin' at this of whiskey, wishin' I would pass away But I'm always wishing for the worst cause I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case
2:] I can conversation with rappers I'm not an asshole to anyone unless I a reason to be But God forbid, if they ever had a buzz, or a Then I feel like we are equal, and dudes always want a feature for free I try to network and help 'em out, I just 'em a tweet But I'm starting to wonder if the was on the other foot Would these motherfuckers do the same for me? But, on the other hand, people I'm all famous I ain't as paid as you think, I tell 'em the price is To get me on a record they are like too expensive just to pay me a G And I'm to feel guilty I'm known as the guy who never quit and never gave up his dreams So I'm watching dudes me that I gave 'em motivation Not to quit and gon' try and do the same thing as me but Only difference is, I fifteen plus years studying my favorite MCs So I kept better some of y'all ain't got it, can't hear it, what is blatant to me And I don't want to hurt they feelings so I tell 'em that the music that they is tight But your image looks bad, and you suck, and you need to give up, and you're wasting your And all my fault... damn
3:] They tell me that I need to tweet more, but I feel kinda immature, my thoughts online some fans that I got would probably hate me if they knew what type of shit that crossed my mind Cause I rap Let me take back, I just hate whack rappers for the most part Even though I rap fast, I don't like when try to impress me with double-time And they be that they go so hard They really even say shit Anyone can rhyme, thinking that and synching The song I'm making, them figures dope, it ain't the speed You gotta make it make And did I mention that I hate fake fans? I don't understand how one minute, could be on your dick and they say you hot A year later, the same fan steady be talkin' shit 'bout the rapper, actin' like they That's how the works First they love you, then they hate you, they love you again, you gotta toughen your skin This kinda hurts This industry is dumb, dumber than the comments on YouTube Sayin' that I use the (Hell Naw) I don't rap like that, I don't hang around white boys who act like I said too much, 'bout to snap, I'm mad At the world, even I really have my back when I rap it's like... damn