[Verse 1 - Self, self-pity, self-self Why the fuck is everybody giddy? I up and felt shitty fact I've felt the same all week Let down on my album on the shelf sitting And I I might need, help getting out of bed Cause I'm and I keep, spinning on a thread I'm my own worst critic, and I write a album But I keep hating on my self, it's like I get Cause I hate I write, say-say something tight I be too much wondering what they gonna like I don't got a lot of fans, I'm that I might Let 'em down if what I make don't relate to right If it don't, then they ain't gonna buy my And if my second sell better than the last I'mma owe the record cash So it's hard to and write raps I be concentration sometimes I look at they sayin' online Somebody unfollow me and call me out I ain't respond I'm on my dead-line, and I got a home life To juggle no free-time My manager up, "what you got another deep song? What is it this time, your lady, or struggle to be something?" Not in the mood to write a song I'm sitting giving a mental beat-down when I rap
[Chorus - I'm my own enemy the energy I have's a waste Cause I use it battling myself I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case Lookin' at this glass of whiskey, wishin' I would away But I'm always wishing for the worst cause I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket
2:] I can conversation with rappers I'm not an asshole to anyone I have a reason to be But God forbid, if they had a buzz, or a name Then I feel like we are equal, and these dudes want a feature for free I try to network and 'em out, I just gave 'em a tweet But I'm starting to wonder if the shoe was on the other Would these motherfuckers do the same for me? But, on the other hand, people I'm all famous I ain't as as you think, when I tell 'em the price is To get me on a record they are it's too expensive just to pay me a G And I'm starting to feel Cause I'm known as the guy who never quit and never gave up his So I'm watching dudes tell me that I gave 'em Not to quit and they try and do the same thing as me but Only difference is, I spent plus years studying my favorite MCs So I kept getting better some of y'all ain't got it, hear it, what is blatant to me And I don't want to they feelings so I tell 'em that the music that they makin' is tight But image looks bad, and you suck, and you need to give up, and you're wasting your life And it's all my fault...
3:] They tell me that I need to tweet more, but I feel kinda immature, typing my thoughts Plus some fans that I got would probably hate me if they knew what type of shit crossed my mind I hate rap Let me take that back, I hate whack rappers for the most part Even though I rap fast, I don't when people try to impress me with double-time And be swearing that they go so hard They don't even say shit Anyone can rhyme, that drinking and synching The song I'm making, figures dope, it ain't about the speed You gotta it make sense And did I mention that I really fake fans? I don't understand how one minute, everyone could be on your and they say you hot A year later, the same fan steady be shit 'bout the rapper, actin' like they forgot That's how the works First they love you, they hate you, then they love you again, you gotta toughen your skin This shit hurts This music industry is dumb, dumber than the comments on that I use the N-Word? (Hell Naw) I don't rap that, I don't hang around white boys who act like that I done too much, 'bout to snap, I'm mad At the world, even I really have my back when I rap it's like... damn