[Verse 1 - Self, self-pity, pity Why the fuck is else giddy? I up and felt shitty Matter I've felt the same all week Let down on my album on the shelf sitting And I think I need, help getting out of bed I'm here and I keep, spinning on a thread I'm my own critic, and I gotta write a album But I keep hating on my self, like I get obsessed Cause I hate what I write, say-say tight I be thinking too much what they gonna like I don't got a lot of fans, I'm afraid I might Let 'em down if what I make don't relate to right If it don't, then ain't gonna buy my record And if my second doesn't better than the last I'mma owe the label cash So it's hard to relax and raps I be concentration sometimes I look at what they online Somebody unfollow me and call me out cause I ain't I'm on my dead-line, and I got a home life To juggle ain't no My manager up, "what you got another deep song? is it this time, your lady, or struggle trying to be something?" Not in the mood to a weed song I'm sitting giving myself a mental beat-down I rap
[Chorus - I'm my own worst enemy the energy I a waste Cause I use it myself cause I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case Lookin' at this glass of whiskey, I would pass away But I'm always wishing for the cause I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case
2:] I can have with rappers I'm not an asshole to unless I have a reason to be But God forbid, if ever had a buzz, or a name Then I feel like we are equal, and these dudes always want a for free I try to network and help 'em out, I gave 'em a tweet But I'm starting to wonder if the shoe was on the foot Would motherfuckers do the same favor for me? But, on the other hand, people I'm all famous I ain't as paid as you think, when I 'em the price is To get me on a record they are like it's too just to pay me a G And I'm starting to feel Cause I'm known as the guy who quit and never gave up his dreams So I'm dudes tell me that I gave 'em motivation Not to quit and they gon' try and do the thing as me but Only is, I spent fifteen plus years studying my favorite MCs So I kept getting better some of y'all ain't got it, can't hear it, is blatant to me And I don't want to hurt they feelings so I tell 'em that the music they makin' is tight But your image looks bad, and you suck, and you to give up, and you're wasting your life And all my fault... damn
3:] They tell me that I need to tweet more, but I kinda immature, typing my thoughts online Plus some fans that I got would probably hate me if they knew what type of shit crossed my mind I hate rap Let me take that back, I just hate whack rappers for the most Even I rap fast, I don't like when people try to impress me with double-time And they be swearing that they go so They really even say shit Anyone can rhyme, that drinking and synching The song I'm making, them figures dope, it ain't the speed You gotta make it make And did I mention I really hate fake fans? I don't understand how one minute, everyone be on your dick and they say you hot A year later, the same fan steady be talkin' shit 'bout the rapper, actin' they forgot how the shit works First they love you, then they hate you, then love you again, you gotta toughen your skin kinda shit hurts This music is dumb, dumber than the comments on YouTube that I use the N-Word? (Hell Naw) I rap like that, I don't hang around white boys who act like that I said too much, 'bout to snap, I'm mad At the world, even I don't really have my back when I rap like... damn