[Verse 1 - Self, self-pity, self-self Why the fuck is everybody else I up and felt shitty Matter fact I've the same all week Let down on my last album on the shelf And I I might need, help getting out of bed I'm here and I keep, spinning on a thread I'm my own critic, and I gotta write a album But I keep hating on my self, it's I get obsessed Cause I hate what I write, something tight I be thinking too much what they gonna like I don't got a lot of fans, I'm afraid I might Let 'em down if what I make don't relate to them If it don't, then ain't gonna buy my record And if my second doesn't better than the last I'mma owe the record cash So it's hard to relax and raps I be concentration sometimes I look at what sayin' online Somebody unfollow me and me out cause I ain't respond I'm behind on my dead-line, and I got a life To juggle no free-time My callin' up, "what you got another deep song? What is it time, your lady, or struggle trying to be something?" Not in the mood to write a song I'm giving myself a mental beat-down when I rap
- Rittz:] I'm my own worst enemy the energy I a waste Cause I use it battling myself I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket Lookin' at this glass of whiskey, wishin' I would pass But I'm always wishing for the worst I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket
2:] I can have conversation rappers I'm not an asshole to anyone unless I have a to be But God forbid, if they had a buzz, or a name Then I feel like we are equal, and these dudes always a feature for free I try to network and 'em out, I just gave 'em a tweet But I'm starting to wonder if the shoe was on the foot Would these motherfuckers do the favor for me? But, on the hand, people think I'm all famous I ain't as paid as you think, when I tell 'em the is To get me on a record are like it's too expensive just to pay me a G And I'm starting to guilty Cause I'm as the guy who never quit and never gave up his dreams So I'm watching dudes tell me that I 'em motivation Not to quit and they gon' try and do the thing as me but Only difference is, I spent fifteen plus years studying my MCs So I kept getting better some of y'all ain't got it, can't hear it, is blatant to me And I don't want to hurt they feelings so I tell 'em that the music they makin' is tight But image looks bad, and you suck, and you need to give up, and you're wasting your life And all my fault... damn
3:] They tell me that I need to tweet more, but I feel kinda immature, my thoughts online Plus some that I got would probably hate me if they knew what type of shit that crossed my mind I hate rap Let me take that back, I just hate rappers for the most part Even though I rap fast, I don't like when people try to impress me double-time And they be swearing that they go so don't really even say shit Anyone can rhyme, thinking that drinking and The song I'm making, figures dope, it ain't about the speed You gotta make it sense And did I mention I really hate fake fans? I don't understand how one minute, everyone could be on your dick and say you hot A year later, the same fan steady be talkin' shit 'bout the rapper, like they forgot That's how the shit First they love you, then they you, then they love you again, you gotta toughen your skin This kinda hurts This industry is dumb, dumber than the comments on YouTube Sayin' I use the N-Word? (Hell Naw) I don't rap that, I don't hang around white boys who act like that I done too much, 'bout to snap, I'm mad At the world, even I don't have my back when I rap it's like... damn