[Verse 1 - Self, self-pity, self-self Why the fuck is everybody giddy? I woke up and felt Matter I've felt the same all week Let down on my album on the shelf sitting And I think I need, help getting out of bed Cause I'm and I keep, spinning on a thread I'm my own worst critic, and I write a album But I keep hating on my self, it's like I get Cause I hate I write, say-say something tight I be thinking too much wondering what gonna like I don't got a lot of fans, I'm afraid I might Let 'em down if what I make relate to them right If it don't, then they ain't buy my record And if my second doesn't sell than the last I'mma owe the label cash So it's to relax and write raps I be losing concentration I look at what they sayin' Somebody unfollow me and call me out cause I respond I'm on my dead-line, and I got a home life To ain't no free-time My manager callin' up, "what you got another deep What is it time, your lady, or struggle trying to be something?" Not in the mood to write a weed I'm giving myself a mental beat-down when I rap
[Chorus - I'm my own worst the energy I have's a waste Cause I use it battling myself cause I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case Lookin' at this of whiskey, wishin' I would pass away But I'm always wishing for the worst I'm a basket case (Da, da, da, da) I'm a basket (Da, da, da, da) I'm a case
2:] I can conversation with rappers I'm not an asshole to anyone I have a reason to be But God forbid, if they ever had a buzz, or a Then I feel like we are equal, and these dudes always want a feature for I try to network and 'em out, I just gave 'em a tweet But I'm starting to wonder if the was on the other foot these motherfuckers do the same favor for me? But, on the other hand, think I'm all famous I ain't as as you think, when I tell 'em the price is To get me on a record are like it's too expensive just to pay me a G And I'm starting to feel Cause I'm as the guy who never quit and never gave up his dreams So I'm watching dudes tell me that I gave 'em Not to quit and gon' try and do the same thing as me but Only is, I spent fifteen plus years studying my favorite MCs So I kept getting better some of y'all ain't got it, can't hear it, is blatant to me And I want to hurt they feelings so I tell 'em that the music that they makin' is tight But your image looks bad, and you suck, and you need to give up, and you're your life And all my fault... damn
3:] They tell me that I need to tweet more, but I kinda immature, typing my thoughts online Plus fans that I got would probably hate me if they knew what type of shit that crossed my mind Cause I rap Let me take that back, I just hate whack rappers for the most Even though I rap fast, I don't when people try to impress me with double-time And they be that they go so hard They don't really say shit Anyone can rhyme, thinking that drinking and The song I'm making, them figures dope, it ain't about the You gotta make it sense And did I that I really hate fake fans? I don't understand how one minute, everyone be on your dick and they say you hot A year later, the same fan steady be shit 'bout the rapper, actin' like they forgot That's how the works First love you, then they hate you, then they love you again, you gotta toughen your skin kinda shit hurts This music is dumb, dumber than the comments on YouTube that I use the N-Word? (Hell Naw) I don't rap like that, I hang around white boys who act like that I said too much, 'bout to snap, I'm mad At the world, even I don't really have my back I rap it's like... damn