So many So many questions I you Miss you so Listen, Yo, yo, yo, yo
I hope you're somewhere listening to (And) I wish I knew why you did you did 'Cause I still haven't come to terms with the truth There must have been something you determined to prove The lessons you taught me, I can't 'em But there's so many questions Now everything meaningless You lived fast and young But my you were a genius How could you ever believe you'd survive? I don't care what they say, that shit was I won't lie, there was much between you and I I told you not to do it, don't be stupid (why?) You've got looks, got brains and future's bright Now you're gone I feel like I'm lose my mind I never you'd get yourself organised I wish we saw the signs, the shock left us all These are awful times, and I need more rhymes 'Cause this was more than a You can't just cheat the of gravity You left me here to hold a brave face, supporting the In a way you were dying to It's fucked up man, I'm crying while I'm this shit from my eyes' stopping me from lighting my spliff Why didn't you realise that life was a gift? Mum and dad understand why they've outlived their son single C.D., mixtape and album to come Is to none other than my blood brother But I hate you, for the way you my Mum suffer Words can't explain, how a certain part of my heart hurts the harshest pain time we spoke, we said we weren't brothers and we aren't the same I told you were too far past insane How could we not take your death I asked mum and she said your name meant 'happy' But my too cold to laugh My bleeds when I'm looking at your old school photograph I wish that I could touch your beautiful I'm writing but we ain't even had the yet Now death is something, I'm staying ever ready for You had plenty more to give, you even twenty-four I understand why you had to die In a lot of rappers rhymes, death is Not me, I'll always stay you We should've known was something you'd eventually do you got shift, we should've known it was bad The next day I was sitting here my Dad It's like a nightmare, it still doesn't real But is my life, not some fuckin' deep film It's just a strange feeling I in the late night Witnesses said you fell from a great height Can't be my brother man, tell me it ain't now I'd rather blaze, weed than face life Shit a waste, what a shame I just gotta make sure your life lost in vain This is my brother, not a departed friend So hard for my marge and to start again now on our lives will never be the same We're holding on too for the memories to fade Twenty-four years was a life On the day you passed, it's a part of me died I've been many times but this pain is so much worse And so much harder to describe You will be missed I'm we didn't support you, we thought we did I wish I broke leg so you couldn't jump Now all I can do...is rep your fuckin' name like I should've 'Cause only right I'm not sleeping, but now I'm seeing your ghost at night We all wish we could've you I know I can't go back in time now, but I to It's like a tightened that I can't undo Why did I have to lose you to realise I loved Be careful what you for, in case it comes true Right now I'm confused, feeling so When they arrested you, they to section you The only thing we did wrong was going and you Next morning you was up, not what you was meant to do That wasn't the life that you were meant to wasn't the way that it was meant to be You were sick, not physically but I still ain't got a fraction of this off of my chest All that goes through my mind is the regret Why, why, why did you die for no All of a sudden the weathers it's so freezin' Have you ever heard the saying, when it it pours? ever try to tell me my pain is the same as yours 'Cause it's not, and everything isn't it seems I'm pinching myself but I know that is not a dream Why did you have to do that? it isn't Listen my brother, think that I didn't care There's no to describe the way that this feels Now I can clearly separate the fake from the Why did else have to be wrong? I still can't quite believe that actually gone Just five days, five days and it feels the same day Weed ain't helpin' but I it just to maintain 'Cause the reality is terrible And night mum was practically hysterical People I would care, couldn't care less I a lot of support 'cause I'm feeling bare stressed And else seems immature I'm tested, thinking what is there left that I'm living for I need to clear my thoughts, stop thinking and try and Just a week ago I was so and naive Now my are burning like hells flames I've realised up until now I've felt pain It's so evident that everything I about before was so irrelevant There's certain people that call when they see that shit is hurtin' But I see them for what they are now 'cause I'm a different person (I'm a person) I'm a different (I'm a different person, I'm a different person)
S.D. R.I.P. (I you) In fact R.I.P I want you to through me, S.D. L.T.M. through me Live me Live...through...me...