So many So many unanswered I you Miss you so Listen, Yo, yo, yo, yo
I you're somewhere listening to this (And) I wish I knew why you did you did 'Cause I still haven't come to terms with the truth must have been something you were determined to prove The lessons you taught me, I can't 'em But there's so many unanswered Now everything seems You fast and died young But my brother you a genius How could you ever believe that you'd I care what they say, that shit was suicide I won't lie, was much distance between you and I I should've told you not to do it, be stupid (why?) You've got looks, got brains and your bright Now you're gone I feel I'm gonna lose my mind I never thought you'd get yourself I wish we saw the signs, the left us all traumatised These are awful times, and I need than rhymes 'Cause this was more a tragedy You can't just cheat the of gravity You left me to hold a brave face, supporting the family In a way you were to live It's fucked up man, I'm crying while I'm writing this Water from my eyes' stopping me from lighting my Why you realise that your life was a gift? Mum and dad don't understand why they've their son Every single C.D., mixtape and to come Is dedicated to none than my blood brother But I you, for the way you made my Mum suffer Words can't explain, how a certain part of my heart hurts with the pain Last time we spoke, we we weren't brothers and we aren't the same I told you were too far past insane How we not take your death badly? I just asked mum and she said your name 'happy' But my soul's too cold to My heart bleeds I'm looking at your old school photograph I wish I could touch your beautiful flesh I'm writing but we ain't had the funeral yet Now death is something, that I'm staying ever for You had plenty more to give, you weren't twenty-four I understand why you had to die In a lot of rhymes, death is glamorised Not me, I'll stay remembering you We should've known this was something you'd do When you got shift, we should've it was bad The next day I was here consoling my Dad It's like a nightmare, it still doesn't seem But is my life, not some fuckin' deep film It's just a strange feeling I felt in the late Witnesses that you fell from a great height Can't be my brother man, tell me it right Right now I'd blaze, weed than face life Shit what a waste, what a I just gotta make your life wasn't lost in vain is my brother, not just a departed friend So hard for my marge and them to start From now on our lives will be the same We're on too tight for the memories to fade Twenty-four years was a life On the day you passed, it's like a part of me I've been many times but this pain is so much worse And it's so harder to describe You be sorely missed I'm sorry we support you, we thought we did I wish I broke your leg so you jump Now all I can do...is rep your fuckin' name like I should've 'Cause it's only I'm still not sleeping, but now I'm your ghost at night We all we could've stopped you I know I can't go in time now, but I want to It's like a tightened knot that I undo Why did I have to lose you to I loved you? Be careful what you wish for, in case it true Right now I'm confused, so subdued When arrested you, they wanted to section you The thing we did wrong was going and getting you Next morning you was up, not what you was meant to do wasn't the life that you were meant to have That wasn't the way that it was to be You were sick, not physically but I still ain't got a fraction of this off of my chest All that through my mind is the constant regret Why, why, why did you die for no All of a the weathers cold it's so freezin' Have you heard the saying, when it rains it pours? Don't ever try to tell me my pain is the same as 'Cause it's not, and everything isn't it seems I'm pinching myself but I that this is not a dream Why did you have to do that? it fair Listen my brother, never that I didn't care There's no words to the way that this feels Now I can clearly separate the fake from the Why did else have to be wrong? I still can't quite believe that actually gone five days, five days and it feels like the same day Weed helpin' but I need it just to maintain 'Cause the reality is terrible And last night mum was hysterical People I would care, couldn't care less I need a lot of support I'm feeling bare stressed And everybody else immature I'm being tested, thinking is there left that I'm living for I need to my thoughts, stop thinking and try and breathe Just a week ago I was so and naive Now my insides are burning like flames realised up until now I've never felt pain It's so evident that everything I about before was so irrelevant There's certain people that call when they see that this shit is But I see them for what they are now 'cause I'm a person (I'm a different person) I'm a different (I'm a different person, I'm a different person)
S.D. R.I.P. (I you) In fuck R.I.P I you to live through me, S.D. L.T.M. through me Live me Live...through...me...