So regrets So unanswered questions I you Miss you so Listen, Yo, yo, yo, yo
I hope you're somewhere listening to (And) I I knew why you did what you did I still haven't really come to terms with the truth There must been something you were determined to prove The you taught me, I can't forget 'em But so many unanswered questions Now seems meaningless You lived fast and died But my you were a genius How could you believe that you'd survive? I don't care what say, that shit was suicide I won't lie, there was much distance you and I I should've told you not to do it, be stupid (why?) You've got looks, got and your future's bright Now you're gone I feel like I'm gonna my mind I thought you'd get yourself organised I wish we saw the signs, the shock left us all These are awful times, and I more than rhymes 'Cause this was more a tragedy You just cheat the forces of gravity You left me to hold a brave face, supporting the family In a way you dying to live fucked up man, I'm crying while I'm writing this shit Water from my stopping me from lighting my spliff Why didn't you realise that life was a gift? Mum and dad understand why they've outlived their son single C.D., mixtape and album to come Is dedicated to none other my blood brother But I hate you, for the way you my Mum suffer Words can't explain, how a certain part of my hurts with the harshest pain Last time we spoke, we said we weren't brothers and we aren't the I myself you were too far past insane How we not take your death badly? I just asked mum and she said your name meant But my soul's too cold to My heart bleeds when I'm looking at old school photograph I wish that I could touch your beautiful I'm but we ain't even had the funeral yet Now death is something, I'm staying ever ready for You had plenty more to give, you weren't twenty-four I don't why you had to die In a lot of rappers rhymes, is glamorised Not me, I'll always stay you We should've known this was something you'd do you got shift, we should've known it was bad The next day I was here consoling my Dad It's like a nightmare, it still doesn't seem But this is my life, not some fuckin' film just a strange feeling I felt in the late night Witnesses said you fell from a great height be my brother man, tell me it ain't right Right now I'd rather blaze, weed face life Shit what a waste, what a I just gotta make your life wasn't lost in vain This is my brother, not just a friend So hard for my marge and them to start From now on our will never be the same We're holding on too for the memories to fade Twenty-four was hardly a life On the day you passed, it's like a part of me I've scarred many times but this pain is so much worse And it's so much harder to You will be missed I'm sorry we didn't you, we thought we did I wish I broke leg so you couldn't jump Now all I can do...is rep your fuckin' like I should've done 'Cause only right I'm still not sleeping, but now I'm seeing your ghost at We all we could've stopped you I know I can't go back in now, but I want to like a tightened knot that I can't undo Why did I have to lose you to realise I you? Be careful what you wish for, in case it true now I'm confused, feeling so subdued When they arrested you, they wanted to you The only we did wrong was going and getting you Next morning you was up, not doing what you was to do That wasn't the life you were meant to have That wasn't the way it was meant to be You were sick, not but mentally I still ain't got a fraction of this off of my chest All that goes through my is the constant regret Why, why, why did you die for no All of a the weathers cold it's so freezin' Have you ever heard the saying, it rains it pours? Don't ever try to tell me my pain is the as yours 'Cause it's not, and everything what it seems I'm pinching myself but I know that this is not a Why did you have to do it isn't fair Listen my brother, never think that I didn't There's no words to the way that this feels Now I can clearly separate the from the real Why did else have to be wrong? I can't quite believe that you're actually gone five days, five days and it feels like the same day Weed ain't helpin' but I need it just to the bleak reality is terrible And last night mum was practically People I thought would care, couldn't care I need a lot of support 'cause I'm feeling stressed And everybody else immature I'm being tested, thinking what is left that I'm living for I need to clear my thoughts, stop and try and breathe Just a ago I was so innocent and naive Now my insides are burning like flames I've realised up until now I've felt pain It's so evident that everything I cared about before was so There's certain that call when they see that this shit is hurtin' But I see them for what are now 'cause I'm a different person (I'm a different person) I'm a person (I'm a different person, I'm a different person)
S.D. R.I.P. (I you) In fuck R.I.P I want you to live me, S.D. L.T.M. through me Live me Live...through...me...