So many So many unanswered I you Miss you so Listen, Yo, yo, yo, yo
I hope you're somewhere listening to (And) I I knew why you did what you did 'Cause I still haven't really come to terms with the There must have been something you were determined to The lessons you taught me, I can't 'em But there's so many questions Now seems meaningless You lived fast and died But my brother you were a How could you ever believe you'd survive? I don't care what they say, shit was suicide I won't lie, there was distance between you and I I should've told you not to do it, don't be (why?) got looks, got brains and your future's bright Now you're gone I feel like I'm gonna my mind I never thought you'd get yourself I we saw the signs, the shock left us all traumatised These are awful times, and I need more rhymes 'Cause this was more a tragedy You can't just the forces of gravity You left me here to hold a brave face, the family In a way you were to live It's fucked up man, I'm crying while I'm writing this Water from my eyes' stopping me from lighting my Why didn't you realise that life was a gift? Mum and dad don't why they've outlived their son Every single C.D., mixtape and album to Is dedicated to none other than my blood But I you, for the way you made my Mum suffer Words can't explain, how a certain part of my heart hurts with the pain Last time we spoke, we said we weren't brothers and we aren't the I told myself you too far past insane How could we not your death badly? I just asked mum and she your name meant 'happy' But my soul's too cold to My bleeds when I'm looking at your old school photograph I that I could touch your beautiful flesh I'm writing but we ain't had the funeral yet Now death is something, that I'm staying ready for You had plenty more to give, you weren't twenty-four I don't why you had to die In a lot of rappers rhymes, death is Not me, always stay remembering you We should've known this was something eventually do When you got shift, we should've it was bad The next day I was sitting here my Dad It's like a nightmare, it doesn't seem real But this is my life, not some fuckin' deep just a strange feeling I felt in the late night Witnesses said that you from a great height Can't be my brother man, tell me it ain't now I'd rather blaze, weed than face life Shit a waste, what a shame I just gotta make sure your wasn't lost in vain is my brother, not just a departed friend So hard for my marge and to start again From now on our lives never be the same We're holding on too for the memories to fade Twenty-four years was hardly a On the day you passed, it's a part of me died I've been scarred many times but this is so much worse And it's so much harder to You will be missed I'm sorry we didn't you, we thought we did I wish I broke leg so you couldn't jump Now all I can do...is rep your name like I should've done 'Cause it's only I'm not sleeping, but now I'm seeing your ghost at night We all we could've stopped you I know I can't go back in now, but I want to It's a tightened knot that I can't undo Why did I have to lose you to realise I you? Be careful what you wish for, in case it true now I'm confused, feeling so subdued When they arrested you, they to section you The only we did wrong was going and getting you morning you was up, not doing what you was meant to do That wasn't the life you were meant to have That wasn't the way it was meant to be You were sick, not but mentally I ain't got a fraction of this shit off of my chest All that goes my mind is the constant regret Why, why, why did you die for no All of a sudden the weathers cold so freezin' Have you ever heard the saying, when it rains it Don't ever try to me my pain is the same as yours 'Cause it's not, and everything isn't it seems I'm pinching myself but I know this is not a dream Why did you have to do that? it isn't Listen my brother, never think I didn't care There's no words to describe the way this feels Now I can clearly separate the from the real Why did everyone else have to be I can't quite believe that you're actually gone Just five days, days and it feels like the same day Weed ain't helpin' but I need it to maintain 'Cause the bleak reality is And last mum was practically hysterical I thought would care, couldn't care less I need a lot of support I'm feeling bare stressed And everybody else seems I'm being tested, thinking is there left that I'm living for I need to my thoughts, stop thinking and try and breathe Just a ago I was so innocent and naive Now my insides are burning like flames I've realised up until now never felt pain so evident that everything I cared about before was so irrelevant There's certain people that when they see that this shit is hurtin' But I see them for what they are now 'cause I'm a different person (I'm a person) I'm a different (I'm a different person, I'm a different person)
S.D. R.I.P. (I you) In fact R.I.P I you to live through me, S.D. L.T.M. through me Live me Live...through...me...