So many So many unanswered I you you so much Listen, Yo, yo, yo, yo
I you're somewhere listening to this (And) I wish I why you did what you did 'Cause I haven't really come to terms with the truth There must been something you were determined to prove The you taught me, I can't forget 'em But there's so unanswered questions Now seems meaningless You lived fast and young But my brother you were a How could you ever believe you'd survive? I don't care they say, that shit was suicide I won't lie, was much distance between you and I I told you not to do it, don't be stupid (why?) You've got looks, got and your future's bright Now you're gone I like I'm gonna lose my mind I never you'd get yourself organised I wish we saw the signs, the shock left us all are awful times, and I need more than rhymes 'Cause this was than a tragedy You can't cheat the forces of gravity You left me here to hold a brave face, supporting the In a way you dying to live It's up man, I'm crying while I'm writing this shit from my eyes' stopping me from lighting my spliff Why didn't you that your life was a gift? Mum and dad don't understand why outlived their son Every C.D., mixtape and album to come Is dedicated to none other than my brother But I hate you, for the way you my Mum suffer Words can't explain, how a part of my heart hurts with the harshest pain Last time we spoke, we we weren't brothers and we aren't the same I told you were too far past insane How could we not your death badly? I just asked mum and she said name meant 'happy' But my soul's too cold to My heart bleeds I'm looking at your old school photograph I that I could touch your beautiful flesh I'm writing but we even had the funeral yet Now death is something, that I'm ever ready for You had more to give, you weren't even twenty-four I understand why you had to die In a lot of rappers rhymes, death is Not me, I'll always remembering you We should've known this was something eventually do When you got shift, we known it was bad The next day I was here consoling my Dad It's like a nightmare, it still doesn't seem But is my life, not some fuckin' deep film It's just a strange feeling I in the late night Witnesses said that you from a great height Can't be my brother man, me it ain't right Right now I'd rather blaze, weed face life Shit a waste, what a shame I just gotta make sure your life wasn't lost in This is my brother, not just a friend So hard for my and them to start again From now on our lives will be the same We're holding on too tight for the memories to Twenty-four years was a life On the day you passed, it's a part of me died I've been many times but this pain is so much worse And so much harder to describe You will be sorely I'm sorry we didn't you, we thought we did I wish I broke your leg so you couldn't Now all I can do...is rep your fuckin' name like I should've 'Cause it's only I'm still not sleeping, but now I'm seeing ghost at night We all wish we could've you I know I can't go back in now, but I want to It's like a tightened that I can't undo Why did I to lose you to realise I loved you? Be careful what you wish for, in case it comes Right now I'm confused, feeling so When they arrested you, they wanted to you The only thing we did wrong was and getting you Next morning you was up, not what you was meant to do That wasn't the life that you meant to have wasn't the way that it was meant to be You were sick, not physically but I still got a fraction of this shit off of my chest All that goes through my mind is the regret Why, why, why did you die for no All of a sudden the weathers cold it's so Have you ever heard the saying, when it it pours? Don't ever try to tell me my pain is the same as 'Cause it's not, and everything isn't what it I'm pinching myself but I know that this is not a Why did you have to do it isn't fair Listen my brother, think that I didn't care no words to describe the way that this feels Now I can clearly separate the fake the real Why did everyone have to be wrong? I still can't quite believe that actually gone Just five days, five and it feels like the same day Weed ain't helpin' but I it just to maintain 'Cause the reality is terrible And night mum was practically hysterical People I thought would care, couldn't care I a lot of support 'cause I'm feeling bare stressed And else seems immature I'm being tested, thinking what is there left that I'm for I need to my thoughts, stop thinking and try and breathe Just a week ago I was so and naive Now my are burning like hells flames I've realised up until now never felt pain so evident that everything I cared about before was so irrelevant There's certain people that when they see that this shit is hurtin' But I see for what they are now 'cause I'm a different person (I'm a different person) I'm a different (I'm a different person, I'm a different person)
S.D. R.I.P. (I you) In fact R.I.P I you to live through me, S.D. L.T.M. through me Live me Live...through...me...