So many So unanswered questions I you you so much Listen, Yo, yo, yo, yo
I you're somewhere listening to this (And) I wish I why you did what you did I still haven't really come to terms with the truth There must have been something you were determined to The you taught me, I can't forget 'em But there's so many questions Now everything seems You fast and died young But my you were a genius How could you ever believe you'd survive? I don't care what say, that shit was suicide I won't lie, was much distance between you and I I should've told you not to do it, don't be (why?) You've got looks, got brains and your future's Now you're gone I feel like I'm gonna lose my I never thought you'd get yourself I wish we saw the signs, the shock left us all These are awful times, and I more than rhymes this was more than a tragedy You can't just cheat the forces of You left me here to hold a brave face, supporting the In a way you were to live It's fucked up man, I'm crying while I'm this shit Water from my eyes' me from lighting my spliff Why didn't you realise that your life was a Mum and dad don't why they've outlived their son Every single C.D., mixtape and to come Is dedicated to other than my blood brother But I you, for the way you made my Mum suffer Words can't explain, how a certain of my heart hurts with the harshest pain Last time we spoke, we said we brothers and we aren't the same I told myself you were too far insane How could we not your death badly? I just asked mum and she said your meant 'happy' But my too cold to laugh My heart bleeds when I'm at your old school photograph I wish that I touch your beautiful flesh I'm but we ain't even had the funeral yet Now death is something, that I'm staying ready for You had plenty more to give, you weren't even I understand why you had to die In a lot of rappers rhymes, death is Not me, always stay remembering you We should've known this was something eventually do When you got shift, we should've it was bad The day I was sitting here consoling my Dad It's like a nightmare, it still doesn't seem But this is my life, not some deep film It's just a strange feeling I felt in the night Witnesses said that you fell from a great Can't be my brother man, tell me it ain't now I'd rather blaze, weed than face life Shit what a waste, a shame I just gotta make sure your life wasn't lost in is my brother, not just a departed friend So hard for my marge and them to again From now on our lives will be the same We're on too tight for the memories to fade years was hardly a life On the day you passed, it's like a of me died been scarred many times but this pain is so much worse And it's so much harder to You will be missed I'm sorry we didn't support you, we we did I wish I broke your leg so you couldn't Now all I can do...is rep your fuckin' name like I should've 'Cause it's only I'm still not sleeping, but now I'm seeing ghost at night We all we could've stopped you I know I can't go in time now, but I want to like a tightened knot that I can't undo Why did I have to you to realise I loved you? Be careful you wish for, in case it comes true Right now I'm confused, so subdued When they arrested you, they wanted to you The only thing we did was going and getting you Next morning you was up, not what you was meant to do That wasn't the that you were meant to have That wasn't the way that it was to be You were sick, not but mentally I still got a fraction of this shit off of my chest All that goes through my is the constant regret Why, why, why did you die for no All of a sudden the weathers cold it's so Have you ever heard the saying, when it it pours? Don't ever try to me my pain is the same as yours it's not, and everything isn't what it seems I'm pinching myself but I that this is not a dream Why did you have to do that? it isn't Listen my brother, never think that I didn't There's no words to the way that this feels Now I can separate the fake from the real Why did else have to be wrong? I still can't quite believe you're actually gone Just five days, five days and it feels like the day Weed ain't but I need it just to maintain 'Cause the bleak reality is And last night mum was practically People I thought would care, couldn't care I need a lot of support 'cause I'm feeling bare And everybody else immature I'm being tested, thinking what is there that I'm living for I to clear my thoughts, stop thinking and try and breathe Just a week ago I was so innocent and Now my insides are burning hells flames I've up until now I've never felt pain It's so that everything I cared about before was so irrelevant There's certain people call when they see that this shit is hurtin' But I see them for what they are now 'cause I'm a different (I'm a different person) I'm a different person (I'm a person, I'm a different person)
S.D. R.I.P. (I you) In fuck R.I.P I want you to through me, S.D. L.T.M. through me Live me Live...through...me...