So regrets So unanswered questions I you Miss you so Listen, Yo, yo, yo, yo
I hope somewhere listening to this (And) I wish I why you did what you did 'Cause I still haven't come to terms with the truth There must have been you were determined to prove The lessons you me, I can't forget 'em But there's so unanswered questions Now everything meaningless You lived and died young But my you were a genius How could you believe that you'd survive? I don't care what they say, shit was suicide I won't lie, there was distance between you and I I should've told you not to do it, be stupid (why?) You've got looks, got and your future's bright Now gone I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind I never thought you'd get organised I wish we saw the signs, the left us all traumatised These are awful times, and I need than rhymes 'Cause was more than a tragedy You can't cheat the forces of gravity You left me to hold a brave face, supporting the family In a way you were dying to It's fucked up man, I'm while I'm writing this shit Water from my eyes' stopping me lighting my spliff Why didn't you realise that your was a gift? Mum and dad don't understand why they've their son Every single C.D., and album to come Is to none other than my blood brother But I you, for the way you made my Mum suffer Words can't explain, how a certain part of my heart with the harshest pain Last time we spoke, we said we weren't and we aren't the same I myself you were too far past insane How we not take your death badly? I just asked mum and she your name meant 'happy' But my soul's too to laugh My bleeds when I'm looking at your old school photograph I wish that I could touch beautiful flesh I'm writing but we even had the funeral yet Now death is something, that I'm staying ready for You had plenty more to give, you even twenty-four I understand why you had to die In a lot of rappers rhymes, death is Not me, always stay remembering you We should've known was something you'd eventually do When you got shift, we should've it was bad The next day I was here consoling my Dad It's like a nightmare, it doesn't seem real But is my life, not some fuckin' deep film It's just a feeling I felt in the late night said that you fell from a great height Can't be my man, tell me it ain't right Right now I'd rather blaze, weed than face what a waste, what a shame I just gotta make your life wasn't lost in vain This is my brother, not just a departed So for my marge and them to start again From now on our will never be the same We're holding on too tight for the to fade Twenty-four years was a life On the day you passed, it's a part of me died I've scarred many times but this pain is so much worse And so much harder to describe You will be sorely I'm sorry we didn't support you, we we did I wish I your leg so you couldn't jump Now all I can do...is rep your fuckin' name like I done 'Cause it's only I'm still not sleeping, but now I'm your ghost at night We all wish we stopped you I know I can't go in time now, but I want to It's like a tightened knot I can't undo Why did I have to you to realise I loved you? Be careful what you wish for, in case it true now I'm confused, feeling so subdued When they arrested you, they to section you The only thing we did was going and getting you Next morning you was up, not doing you was meant to do That wasn't the life that you were meant to That wasn't the way it was meant to be You were sick, not physically but I still ain't got a fraction of this shit off of my All that through my mind is the constant regret Why, why, why did you die for no All of a sudden the cold it's so freezin' Have you ever heard the saying, it rains it pours? Don't ever try to tell me my pain is the as yours 'Cause it's not, and isn't what it seems I'm pinching myself but I know this is not a dream Why did you have to do that? it fair Listen my brother, never think that I didn't There's no to describe the way that this feels Now I can separate the fake from the real Why did everyone else to be wrong? I still quite believe that you're actually gone Just five days, five and it feels like the same day Weed ain't helpin' but I need it to maintain 'Cause the reality is terrible And last night mum was practically People I thought would care, care less I need a lot of support 'cause I'm feeling stressed And everybody seems immature I'm being tested, what is there left that I'm living for I need to clear my thoughts, stop and try and breathe Just a ago I was so innocent and naive Now my insides are burning like hells realised up until now I've never felt pain It's so evident that everything I about before was so irrelevant There's certain people that call when see that this shit is hurtin' But I see them for what they are now I'm a different person (I'm a different person) I'm a different (I'm a different person, I'm a different person)
S.D. R.I.P. (I you) In fact R.I.P I you to live through me, S.D. L.T.M. Live me through me Live...through...me...