So many So unanswered questions I you Miss you so Listen, Yo, yo, yo, yo
I hope somewhere listening to this (And) I I knew why you did what you did 'Cause I still haven't really come to terms the truth There must been something you were determined to prove The lessons you taught me, I can't 'em But there's so unanswered questions Now seems meaningless You lived fast and died But my you were a genius How could you ever that you'd survive? I don't what they say, that shit was suicide I lie, there was much distance between you and I I should've you not to do it, don't be stupid (why?) You've got looks, got brains and your future's Now you're I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind I never thought you'd get yourself I wish we saw the signs, the shock us all traumatised These are times, and I need more than rhymes 'Cause this was than a tragedy You can't just cheat the of gravity You left me here to hold a brave face, the family In a way you were dying to It's fucked up man, I'm crying while I'm this shit Water from my eyes' stopping me lighting my spliff Why you realise that your life was a gift? Mum and dad understand why they've outlived their son Every single C.D., mixtape and album to Is dedicated to none other my blood brother But I hate you, for the way you my Mum suffer Words can't explain, how a certain part of my hurts with the harshest pain Last time we spoke, we said we weren't brothers and we aren't the I told myself you too far past insane How could we not your death badly? I just asked mum and she said your name 'happy' But my soul's too to laugh My heart bleeds when I'm looking at your old photograph I wish that I could your beautiful flesh I'm writing but we ain't even had the yet Now death is something, that I'm staying ready for You had plenty to give, you weren't even twenty-four I understand why you had to die In a lot of rappers rhymes, death is Not me, I'll always remembering you We known this was something you'd eventually do you got shift, we should've known it was bad The next day I was sitting consoling my Dad It's like a nightmare, it still doesn't real But this is my life, not some fuckin' film It's just a feeling I felt in the late night Witnesses said that you fell from a height Can't be my brother man, me it ain't right now I'd rather blaze, weed than face life Shit a waste, what a shame I just gotta sure your life wasn't lost in vain This is my brother, not just a friend So hard for my marge and them to again From now on our lives will never be the We're holding on too tight for the to fade Twenty-four years was a life On the day you passed, it's a part of me died I've been scarred many but this pain is so much worse And it's so much harder to You will be sorely I'm sorry we didn't support you, we we did I wish I broke leg so you couldn't jump Now all I can do...is rep fuckin' name like I should've done 'Cause it's only I'm not sleeping, but now I'm seeing your ghost at night We all wish we could've you I know I can't go in time now, but I want to It's like a knot that I can't undo Why did I to lose you to realise I loved you? Be careful what you for, in case it comes true Right now I'm confused, so subdued When they you, they wanted to section you The only thing we did wrong was going and you Next morning you was up, not what you was meant to do That the life that you were meant to have That wasn't the way it was meant to be You were sick, not physically but I still ain't got a fraction of this off of my chest All that goes through my is the constant regret Why, why, why did you die for no All of a sudden the cold it's so freezin' Have you ever the saying, when it rains it pours? ever try to tell me my pain is the same as yours 'Cause it's not, and everything isn't what it I'm pinching myself but I know this is not a dream Why did you have to do it isn't fair my brother, never think that I didn't care There's no words to describe the way that feels Now I can clearly separate the fake from the Why did everyone have to be wrong? I can't quite believe that you're actually gone Just five days, five days and it feels like the day Weed ain't helpin' but I it just to maintain 'Cause the bleak reality is And last night mum was hysterical People I would care, couldn't care less I need a lot of 'cause I'm feeling bare stressed And everybody else seems I'm being tested, what is there left that I'm living for I to clear my thoughts, stop thinking and try and breathe Just a ago I was so innocent and naive Now my insides are burning like flames I've realised up until now I've never felt It's so evident that everything I cared before was so irrelevant There's certain people that call when they see this shit is hurtin' But I see them for what they are now 'cause I'm a different (I'm a different person) I'm a different person (I'm a different person, I'm a person)
S.D. R.I.P. (I you) In fuck R.I.P I want you to through me, S.D. L.T.M. Live me through me Live...through...me...