So many So many unanswered I you you so much Listen, Yo, yo, yo, yo
I hope somewhere listening to this (And) I I knew why you did what you did 'Cause I still haven't really to terms with the truth must have been something you were determined to prove The you taught me, I can't forget 'em But so many unanswered questions Now everything seems You lived fast and died But my brother you were a How could you ever believe you'd survive? I don't care what they say, that shit was I won't lie, was much distance between you and I I should've told you not to do it, be stupid (why?) You've got looks, got brains and your future's Now you're gone I feel like I'm gonna my mind I never thought get yourself organised I wish we saw the signs, the left us all traumatised These are awful times, and I need more than 'Cause this was more than a You can't cheat the forces of gravity You left me to hold a brave face, supporting the family In a way you were dying to It's fucked up man, I'm crying I'm writing this shit Water from my eyes' stopping me lighting my spliff Why didn't you realise that life was a gift? Mum and dad don't understand why they've outlived son Every single C.D., mixtape and to come Is dedicated to none than my blood brother But I you, for the way you made my Mum suffer Words explain, how a certain part of my heart hurts with the harshest pain Last we spoke, we said we weren't brothers and we aren't the same I told you were too far past insane How could we not take death badly? I just asked mum and she said your name meant But my soul's too to laugh My heart bleeds when I'm at your old school photograph I wish I could touch your beautiful flesh I'm writing but we ain't even had the yet Now death is something, that I'm staying ready for You had more to give, you weren't even twenty-four I don't why you had to die In a lot of rappers rhymes, death is Not me, I'll always remembering you We should've known this was something you'd do When you got shift, we known it was bad The next day I was sitting consoling my Dad It's like a nightmare, it still doesn't seem But this is my life, not fuckin' deep film It's just a feeling I felt in the late night Witnesses said that you from a great height Can't be my brother man, tell me it right Right now I'd blaze, weed than face life Shit what a waste, what a I just gotta make sure life wasn't lost in vain is my brother, not just a departed friend So hard for my marge and to start again now on our lives will never be the same We're holding on too for the memories to fade Twenty-four years was hardly a On the day you passed, it's a part of me died I've been scarred many times but pain is so much worse And it's so much to describe You will be missed I'm sorry we support you, we thought we did I wish I broke your leg so you jump Now all I can do...is rep your fuckin' name I should've done 'Cause it's only I'm still not sleeping, but now I'm seeing your at night We all wish we could've you I know I can't go back in time now, but I to It's a tightened knot that I can't undo Why did I have to you to realise I loved you? Be careful what you wish for, in case it comes Right now I'm confused, so subdued When arrested you, they wanted to section you The thing we did wrong was going and getting you Next you was up, not doing what you was meant to do wasn't the life that you were meant to have That wasn't the way it was meant to be You sick, not physically but mentally I still ain't got a fraction of this shit off of my All that goes through my mind is the constant Why, why, why did you die for no All of a sudden the weathers cold so freezin' Have you ever heard the saying, when it it pours? Don't ever try to me my pain is the same as yours 'Cause it's not, and isn't what it seems I'm pinching myself but I know that is not a dream Why did you have to do that? it isn't Listen my brother, never think that I care There's no words to describe the way that this Now I can clearly separate the from the real Why did else have to be wrong? I still can't believe that you're actually gone Just five days, five days and it feels the same day ain't helpin' but I need it just to maintain 'Cause the reality is terrible And last mum was practically hysterical I thought would care, couldn't care less I need a lot of support 'cause I'm feeling stressed And everybody else seems I'm being tested, thinking what is there that I'm living for I need to my thoughts, stop thinking and try and breathe Just a week ago I was so and naive Now my are burning like hells flames I've realised up now I've never felt pain It's so evident that everything I cared about before was so There's certain people that call when they see that this shit is But I see them for they are now 'cause I'm a different person (I'm a different person) I'm a different (I'm a different person, I'm a different person)
S.D. R.I.P. (I you) In fact R.I.P I want you to through me, S.D. L.T.M. through me Live me Live...through...me...