So regrets So unanswered questions I you you so much Listen, Yo, yo, yo, yo
I hope you're listening to this (And) I wish I knew why you did you did 'Cause I still really come to terms with the truth There have been something you were determined to prove The lessons you taught me, I forget 'em But there's so many questions Now everything meaningless You lived fast and died But my you were a genius How you ever believe that you'd survive? I don't care they say, that shit was suicide I won't lie, there was distance between you and I I should've told you not to do it, don't be (why?) You've got looks, got brains and future's bright Now you're gone I feel like I'm gonna my mind I never thought get yourself organised I we saw the signs, the shock left us all traumatised are awful times, and I need more than rhymes 'Cause this was more than a You can't just cheat the of gravity You me here to hold a brave face, supporting the family In a way you were dying to It's fucked up man, I'm crying I'm writing this shit Water from my eyes' stopping me lighting my spliff Why didn't you realise your life was a gift? Mum and dad understand why they've outlived their son Every single C.D., and album to come Is dedicated to none other than my brother But I you, for the way you made my Mum suffer Words can't explain, how a certain part of my hurts with the harshest pain Last we spoke, we said we weren't brothers and we aren't the same I myself you were too far past insane How could we not take your badly? I asked mum and she said your name meant 'happy' But my soul's too to laugh My bleeds when I'm looking at your old school photograph I wish that I could touch your beautiful I'm writing but we even had the funeral yet Now is something, that I'm staying ever ready for You had more to give, you weren't even twenty-four I understand why you had to die In a lot of rhymes, death is glamorised Not me, always stay remembering you We known this was something you'd eventually do you got shift, we should've known it was bad The next day I was here consoling my Dad It's like a nightmare, it doesn't seem real But this is my life, not some deep film It's just a feeling I felt in the late night Witnesses that you fell from a great height be my brother man, tell me it ain't right Right now I'd rather blaze, weed face life Shit what a waste, what a I gotta make sure your life wasn't lost in vain This is my brother, not a departed friend So hard for my marge and to start again From now on our lives never be the same We're on too tight for the memories to fade years was hardly a life On the day you passed, like a part of me died I've been scarred many times but this is so much worse And so much harder to describe You be sorely missed I'm sorry we didn't you, we thought we did I wish I broke leg so you couldn't jump Now all I can do...is rep your fuckin' like I should've done 'Cause only right I'm still not sleeping, but now I'm seeing your at night We all wish we could've you I know I can't go back in time now, but I to It's like a tightened knot that I can't Why did I have to lose you to realise I you? Be careful you wish for, in case it comes true now I'm confused, feeling so subdued When they arrested you, they wanted to you The only we did wrong was going and getting you Next morning you was up, not doing you was meant to do wasn't the life that you were meant to have That wasn't the way it was meant to be You sick, not physically but mentally I still got a fraction of this shit off of my chest All that goes through my mind is the constant Why, why, why did you die for no All of a sudden the weathers it's so freezin' Have you ever heard the saying, it rains it pours? Don't ever try to tell me my pain is the same as it's not, and everything isn't what it seems I'm pinching myself but I know this is not a dream Why did you have to do that? it fair Listen my brother, never think I didn't care There's no words to describe the way that feels Now I can clearly the fake from the real Why did everyone else to be wrong? I still can't quite believe that you're actually Just five days, five days and it feels like the day ain't helpin' but I need it just to maintain 'Cause the reality is terrible And last night mum was practically People I thought would care, care less I need a lot of 'cause I'm feeling bare stressed And everybody else immature I'm being tested, what is there left that I'm living for I need to clear my thoughts, thinking and try and breathe Just a week ago I was so and naive Now my insides are burning like flames I've realised up now I've never felt pain It's so evident that everything I cared about was so irrelevant There's certain people that call they see that this shit is hurtin' But I see them for what they are now I'm a different person (I'm a different person) I'm a different (I'm a different person, I'm a different person)
S.D. R.I.P. (I you) In fuck R.I.P I you to live through me, S.D. L.T.M. through me Live me Live...through...me...