So many So many unanswered I you you so much Listen, Yo, yo, yo, yo
I hope you're somewhere to this (And) I wish I knew why you did you did 'Cause I still haven't come to terms with the truth There must been something you were determined to prove The lessons you me, I can't forget 'em But there's so many questions Now everything seems You lived and died young But my brother you were a How you ever believe that you'd survive? I don't what they say, that shit was suicide I won't lie, there was much between you and I I should've told you not to do it, don't be (why?) got looks, got brains and your future's bright Now you're gone I like I'm gonna lose my mind I thought you'd get yourself organised I wish we saw the signs, the shock us all traumatised These are awful times, and I need than rhymes 'Cause this was than a tragedy You can't cheat the forces of gravity You left me to hold a brave face, supporting the family In a way you dying to live It's fucked up man, I'm while I'm writing this shit Water my eyes' stopping me from lighting my spliff Why didn't you realise that your life was a Mum and dad don't understand why they've outlived son Every single C.D., and album to come Is dedicated to none other than my blood But I hate you, for the way you my Mum suffer Words can't explain, how a certain part of my heart hurts with the pain Last time we spoke, we said we weren't brothers and we aren't the I told myself you were too far insane How could we not your death badly? I just asked mum and she said your name meant But my too cold to laugh My heart bleeds when I'm looking at old school photograph I wish that I could touch beautiful flesh I'm writing but we ain't even had the yet Now death is something, that I'm staying ever for You had plenty to give, you weren't even twenty-four I don't why you had to die In a lot of rappers rhymes, death is Not me, I'll always remembering you We should've known this was you'd eventually do When you got shift, we should've it was bad The next day I was sitting consoling my Dad It's like a nightmare, it still doesn't seem But this is my life, not some fuckin' deep It's just a feeling I felt in the late night Witnesses said you fell from a great height Can't be my brother man, tell me it right Right now I'd rather blaze, than face life Shit a waste, what a shame I just gotta make sure your life wasn't in vain This is my brother, not just a departed So hard for my marge and them to start From now on our lives will be the same We're holding on too tight for the to fade Twenty-four was hardly a life On the day you passed, it's like a part of me I've been scarred times but this pain is so much worse And it's so much harder to You will be sorely I'm we didn't support you, we thought we did I wish I broke leg so you couldn't jump Now all I can do...is rep your fuckin' name like I should've 'Cause it's right I'm still not sleeping, but now I'm seeing ghost at night We all wish we could've you I know I go back in time now, but I want to It's like a tightened knot that I undo Why did I have to lose you to realise I you? Be what you wish for, in case it comes true Right now I'm confused, feeling so When they arrested you, wanted to section you The only we did wrong was going and getting you Next morning you was up, not doing you was meant to do That wasn't the life you were meant to have wasn't the way that it was meant to be You sick, not physically but mentally I still ain't got a fraction of this off of my chest All that goes my mind is the constant regret Why, why, why did you die for no All of a sudden the weathers cold so freezin' Have you ever heard the saying, when it rains it Don't try to tell me my pain is the same as yours 'Cause it's not, and everything what it seems I'm pinching myself but I that this is not a dream Why did you have to do that? it fair Listen my brother, never think that I care There's no words to describe the way this feels Now I can clearly separate the fake from the Why did everyone else have to be I can't quite believe that you're actually gone Just five days, five and it feels like the same day ain't helpin' but I need it just to maintain 'Cause the bleak is terrible And last mum was practically hysterical I thought would care, couldn't care less I need a lot of support 'cause I'm feeling stressed And else seems immature I'm being tested, thinking what is there left I'm living for I to clear my thoughts, stop thinking and try and breathe Just a week ago I was so and naive Now my are burning like hells flames I've realised up now I've never felt pain It's so evident that everything I cared before was so irrelevant There's certain people that when they see that this shit is hurtin' But I see them for what are now 'cause I'm a different person (I'm a different person) I'm a different (I'm a different person, I'm a different person)
S.D. R.I.P. (I you) In fuck R.I.P I you to live through me, S.D. L.T.M. through me Live me Live...through...me...