So regrets So unanswered questions I you you so much Listen, Yo, yo, yo, yo
I you're somewhere listening to this (And) I wish I knew why you did you did 'Cause I still haven't really to terms with the truth There must have been something you determined to prove The lessons you taught me, I forget 'em But there's so unanswered questions Now everything seems You lived fast and young But my brother you were a How could you ever that you'd survive? I don't care they say, that shit was suicide I won't lie, was much distance between you and I I told you not to do it, don't be stupid (why?) You've got looks, got brains and your future's Now you're gone I feel like I'm gonna my mind I thought you'd get yourself organised I we saw the signs, the shock left us all traumatised These are awful times, and I need more rhymes 'Cause was more than a tragedy You can't just cheat the forces of You left me to hold a brave face, supporting the family In a way you were to live It's fucked up man, I'm crying while I'm writing shit Water my eyes' stopping me from lighting my spliff Why didn't you realise your life was a gift? Mum and dad don't understand why they've their son Every single C.D., mixtape and album to Is dedicated to none other my blood brother But I hate you, for the way you my Mum suffer Words can't explain, how a certain part of my heart hurts the harshest pain Last time we spoke, we said we weren't brothers and we aren't the I told you were too far past insane How could we not take death badly? I just asked mum and she your name meant 'happy' But my soul's too to laugh My heart bleeds when I'm looking at your old photograph I wish that I could your beautiful flesh I'm but we ain't even had the funeral yet Now death is something, that I'm ever ready for You had plenty more to give, you weren't twenty-four I understand why you had to die In a lot of rhymes, death is glamorised Not me, I'll always stay you We known this was something you'd eventually do When you got shift, we should've it was bad The next day I was sitting consoling my Dad It's like a nightmare, it doesn't seem real But this is my life, not some deep film just a strange feeling I felt in the late night Witnesses said that you fell from a height be my brother man, tell me it ain't right Right now I'd rather blaze, weed than life Shit what a waste, what a I just gotta make sure life wasn't lost in vain is my brother, not just a departed friend So hard for my marge and them to again From now on our lives will be the same We're holding on too tight for the to fade Twenty-four years was hardly a On the day you passed, like a part of me died I've been scarred many times but this is so much worse And so much harder to describe You be sorely missed I'm sorry we didn't you, we thought we did I wish I your leg so you couldn't jump Now all I can do...is rep your fuckin' name like I done 'Cause only right I'm still not sleeping, but now I'm seeing your ghost at We all wish we could've you I know I can't go back in now, but I want to It's like a knot that I can't undo Why did I to lose you to realise I loved you? Be careful what you wish for, in case it true now I'm confused, feeling so subdued When they arrested you, they to section you The thing we did wrong was going and getting you Next morning you was up, not doing what you was to do That wasn't the life that you meant to have That wasn't the way it was meant to be You sick, not physically but mentally I ain't got a fraction of this shit off of my chest All that goes through my mind is the regret Why, why, why did you die for no All of a sudden the weathers cold so freezin' Have you heard the saying, when it rains it pours? Don't ever try to me my pain is the same as yours 'Cause not, and everything isn't what it seems I'm pinching but I know that this is not a dream Why did you have to do that? it fair Listen my brother, never that I didn't care There's no words to describe the way this feels Now I can clearly separate the from the real Why did everyone have to be wrong? I still can't quite believe that you're actually Just five days, five and it feels like the same day Weed helpin' but I need it just to maintain the bleak reality is terrible And night mum was practically hysterical People I thought care, couldn't care less I need a lot of support I'm feeling bare stressed And everybody seems immature I'm being tested, thinking what is there left I'm living for I need to my thoughts, stop thinking and try and breathe Just a week ago I was so innocent and Now my insides are burning hells flames I've realised up until now I've never felt It's so evident everything I cared about before was so irrelevant There's certain people that call when they see this shit is hurtin' But I see them for they are now 'cause I'm a different person (I'm a different person) I'm a different person (I'm a different person, I'm a person)
S.D. R.I.P. (I you) In fact R.I.P I want you to live me, S.D. L.T.M. through me Live me Live...through...me...