1] High roller bipolar Bubbling but still missing something like I'm diet Trying to up like Tony Soprano I'm still a like I'm Joseph Bonanno Feel on an island like I'm Gilligan Lost a couple teeth, back to the grill again Fans acting like it's them, these cheap tricks working so I went and got my teeth fixed Known for saying remarks that are partially dark Samples chopped like martial arts Can't complain, like my art But feel like, I'm waiting for my life to start Last three catatonic, feeling miserable Walk around my city and I feel like I'm Never like I had to ask it for dough Not the Ghost tight grasping for quotes
2] Panic in my legs, feel heavy I hallucinate Standing on a ledge to jump but I'll rejuvenate Holding on, but I hope it's 'Cause pills the only way I know to patch these open Responsibility, literally me Life used to sparkle. Nothing's fucking me Used to sit and my words, called it artillery Now life is torture, would end it willingly Reason I'm still here are for my dogs and my I don't expect anyone to me When I was young, love, suicidal Now I'm older, I got tendencies Might be punished for my sins, that would sense Starts a line once, haven't had a break I should lower the bar, it's raised too high Maybe I should harder, but I do try to walk around, thank god i'm the shit Now feel like a piece of in a bottomless pit Trying to build my strength like so I can climb out But life so fast, I need a time out