1] High roller that's Bubbling but still missing something like I'm cola Trying to up like Tony Soprano I'm still a boss I'm Joseph Bonanno Feel stranded on an like I'm Gilligan Lost a couple teeth, back to the grill again acting like it's killing them, these cheap tricks Wasn't working so I and got my teeth fixed Known for saying harsh remarks that are partially chopped like it's martial arts Can't complain, kids my art But feel like, I'm still for my life to start Last months catatonic, feeling miserable Walk around my and I feel like I'm invisible Never like I had to ask it for dough Not Casper the Ghost tight grasping for
2] Panic in my legs, feel heavy I hallucinate Standing on a ledge about to jump but rejuvenate on, but I hope it's soon 'Cause pills the only way I know to patch open wounds Responsibility, killing me Life used to sparkle. fucking thrilling me to sit and gather my words, called it artillery Now life is torture, would end it willingly Reason I'm still are for my dogs and my family I don't anyone to understand me When I was young, love, suicidal Now I'm older, I got tendencies Might be punished for my sins, would make sense Starts a line once, haven't had a break Maybe I should the bar, it's raised too high Maybe I should harder, but I do try Used to walk around, god i'm the shit Now feel like a piece of shit in a pit Trying to build my strength like beam so I can out But life moves so fast, I a time out