1] High roller that's Bubbling but still missing like I'm diet cola Trying to boss up like Tony I'm still a like I'm Joseph Bonanno Feel on an island like I'm Gilligan a couple teeth, went back to the grill again Fans acting like it's killing them, cheap tricks Wasn't so I went and got my teeth fixed Known for saying harsh remarks that are partially Samples chopped like martial arts Can't complain, kids my art But feel like, I'm still for my life to start Last three months catatonic, miserable Walk my city and I feel like I'm invisible Never like I had to ask it for dough Not Casper the Ghost grasping for quotes
2] Panic in my legs, feel heavy while I Standing on a about to jump but I'll rejuvenate Holding on, but I hope it's pills the only way I know to patch these open wounds Responsibility, literally me used to sparkle. Nothing's fucking thrilling me Used to sit and gather my words, called it Now life is torture, would madly end it I'm still here are for my dogs and my family I expect anyone to understand me When I was young, love, tendencies Now I'm older, I got tendencies Might be punished for my sins, that make sense a line once, haven't had a break since Maybe I should the bar, it's raised too high Maybe I should harder, but I do try Used to walk around, thank god i'm the Now feel like a of shit in a bottomless pit Trying to build my strength like so I can climb out But life moves so fast, I a time out