1] High roller that's but still missing something like I'm diet cola Trying to boss up Tony Soprano I'm still a boss I'm Joseph Bonanno Feel on an island like I'm Gilligan Lost a couple teeth, went to the grill again Fans acting it's killing them, these cheap tricks Wasn't working so I went and got my teeth for saying harsh remarks that are partially dark Samples like it's martial arts Can't complain, like my art But feel like, I'm still waiting for my life to Last three months catatonic, miserable around my city and I feel like I'm invisible Never like I had to ask it for dough Not Casper the tight grasping for quotes
2] Panic in my legs, feel heavy I hallucinate Standing on a ledge about to but I'll rejuvenate on, but I hope it's soon 'Cause pills the only way I know to patch open wounds Responsibility, killing me Life to sparkle. Nothing's fucking thrilling me Used to sit and my words, called it artillery Now life is torture, would end it willingly Reason I'm still here are for my and my family I don't anyone to understand me I was young, love, suicidal tendencies Now I'm older, I got suicidal Might be punished for my sins, that would make Starts a once, haven't had a break since Maybe I should lower the bar, it's raised too Maybe I work harder, but I do try Used to around, thank god i'm the shit Now feel like a of shit in a bottomless pit Trying to build my strength like so I can climb out But life so fast, I need a time out