1] High roller that's Bubbling but still something like I'm diet cola Trying to up like Tony Soprano I'm still a boss like I'm Joseph Feel stranded on an island I'm Gilligan Lost a teeth, went back to the grill again Fans acting like it's them, these cheap tricks Wasn't working so I and got my teeth fixed Known for harsh remarks that are partially dark chopped like it's martial arts Can't complain, kids my art But feel like, I'm still waiting for my life to Last months catatonic, feeling miserable around my city and I feel like I'm invisible Never like I had to ask it for dough Not the Ghost tight grasping for quotes
2] Panic in my legs, feel while I hallucinate Standing on a ledge to jump but I'll rejuvenate Holding on, but I hope it's 'Cause pills the only way I know to patch open wounds Responsibility, killing me Life used to sparkle. Nothing's thrilling me to sit and gather my words, called it artillery Now life is torture, madly end it willingly Reason I'm still here are for my and my family I don't expect to understand me When I was young, love, tendencies Now I'm older, I got suicidal be punished for my sins, that would make sense Starts a line once, had a break since I should lower the bar, it's raised too high Maybe I work harder, but I do try Used to walk around, god i'm the shit Now feel a piece of shit in a bottomless pit Trying to my strength like beam so I can climb out But moves so fast, I need a time out