1] High that's bipolar but still missing something like I'm diet cola Trying to boss up like Tony I'm still a like I'm Joseph Bonanno stranded on an island like I'm Gilligan Lost a couple teeth, back to the grill again Fans acting like it's killing them, cheap tricks Wasn't working so I went and got my fixed Known for saying harsh remarks that are dark Samples chopped like it's arts Can't complain, like my art But feel like, I'm waiting for my life to start Last three catatonic, feeling miserable Walk around my city and I feel I'm invisible Never felt I had to ask it for dough Not Casper the Ghost tight grasping for
2] Panic in my legs, heavy while I hallucinate Standing on a ledge about to jump but I'll Holding on, but I hope soon 'Cause pills the only way I know to these open wounds Responsibility, killing me Life to sparkle. Nothing's fucking thrilling me Used to sit and my words, called it artillery Now life is torture, would madly end it Reason I'm still here are for my dogs and my I expect anyone to understand me When I was young, love, tendencies Now I'm older, I got tendencies Might be punished for my sins, that make sense Starts a line once, haven't had a break Maybe I should lower the bar, it's too high Maybe I should harder, but I do try to walk around, thank god i'm the shit Now feel like a piece of in a bottomless pit to build my strength like beam so I can climb out But moves so fast, I need a time out