1] High that's bipolar Bubbling but still missing like I'm diet cola to boss up like Tony Soprano I'm still a boss like I'm Joseph Feel stranded on an like I'm Gilligan a couple teeth, went back to the grill again Fans acting like it's killing them, cheap tricks Wasn't working so I went and got my fixed Known for saying remarks that are partially dark Samples chopped like martial arts complain, kids like my art But feel like, I'm still waiting for my life to Last three months catatonic, miserable Walk around my city and I feel I'm invisible Never felt I had to ask it for dough Not the Ghost tight grasping for quotes
2] Panic in my legs, feel heavy while I Standing on a ledge to jump but I'll rejuvenate Holding on, but I it's soon 'Cause the only way I know to patch these open wounds Responsibility, killing me Life used to sparkle. Nothing's thrilling me Used to sit and gather my words, called it Now is torture, would madly end it willingly Reason I'm here are for my dogs and my family I don't expect anyone to me When I was young, love, suicidal Now I'm older, I got suicidal be punished for my sins, that would make sense Starts a line once, haven't had a since Maybe I should lower the bar, raised too high I should work harder, but I do try Used to walk around, god i'm the shit Now like a piece of shit in a bottomless pit Trying to build my strength beam so I can climb out But life moves so fast, I need a out