1] High roller bipolar but still missing something like I'm diet cola Trying to boss up like Tony I'm still a boss I'm Joseph Bonanno Feel on an island like I'm Gilligan Lost a couple teeth, back to the grill again Fans like it's killing them, these cheap tricks Wasn't working so I and got my teeth fixed Known for saying harsh remarks are partially dark Samples chopped like martial arts Can't complain, like my art But feel like, I'm still waiting for my to start Last three months catatonic, miserable around my city and I feel like I'm invisible Never felt I had to ask it for dough Not Casper the Ghost tight grasping for
2] Panic in my legs, feel while I hallucinate Standing on a ledge about to but I'll rejuvenate Holding on, but I it's soon 'Cause pills the only way I know to patch these open Responsibility, literally me Life used to sparkle. Nothing's fucking me Used to sit and my words, called it artillery Now life is torture, would madly end it Reason I'm still here are for my dogs and my I don't expect anyone to me I was young, love, suicidal tendencies Now I'm older, I got suicidal Might be punished for my sins, that make sense Starts a line once, haven't had a break I should lower the bar, it's raised too high Maybe I should harder, but I do try Used to around, thank god i'm the shit Now feel like a piece of shit in a pit Trying to build my like beam so I can climb out But life so fast, I need a time out