1] High that's bipolar Bubbling but still something like I'm diet cola Trying to boss up Tony Soprano I'm still a boss like I'm Joseph Feel on an island like I'm Gilligan Lost a couple teeth, went to the grill again Fans acting like it's them, these cheap tricks Wasn't so I went and got my teeth fixed Known for saying remarks that are partially dark Samples chopped it's martial arts Can't complain, kids my art But feel like, I'm still waiting for my to start Last three months catatonic, feeling around my city and I feel like I'm invisible Never felt like I had to ask it for Not the Ghost tight grasping for quotes
2] Panic in my legs, feel heavy I hallucinate Standing on a ledge about to jump but I'll on, but I hope it's soon 'Cause pills the only way I to patch these open wounds Responsibility, literally me Life used to sparkle. fucking thrilling me Used to sit and gather my words, it artillery Now is torture, would madly end it willingly Reason I'm still here are for my and my family I don't expect to understand me When I was young, love, suicidal Now I'm older, I got suicidal Might be punished for my sins, would make sense Starts a once, haven't had a break since Maybe I should the bar, it's raised too high Maybe I should harder, but I do try to walk around, thank god i'm the shit Now like a piece of shit in a bottomless pit Trying to build my strength beam so I can climb out But moves so fast, I need a time out