1] High that's bipolar but still missing something like I'm diet cola Trying to boss up like Tony I'm a boss like I'm Joseph Bonanno Feel stranded on an island I'm Gilligan Lost a couple teeth, back to the grill again Fans acting like killing them, these cheap tricks Wasn't working so I and got my teeth fixed Known for saying harsh remarks that are dark Samples chopped like martial arts Can't complain, like my art But feel like, I'm waiting for my life to start three months catatonic, feeling miserable Walk my city and I feel like I'm invisible Never like I had to ask it for dough Not Casper the Ghost tight grasping for
2] Panic in my legs, feel heavy while I Standing on a about to jump but I'll rejuvenate on, but I hope it's soon 'Cause the only way I know to patch these open wounds Responsibility, literally me used to sparkle. Nothing's fucking thrilling me Used to sit and my words, called it artillery Now life is torture, madly end it willingly Reason I'm still here are for my and my family I don't anyone to understand me When I was young, love, tendencies Now I'm older, I got tendencies Might be punished for my sins, that would make Starts a once, haven't had a break since Maybe I should lower the bar, it's raised too Maybe I work harder, but I do try Used to walk around, god i'm the shit Now feel like a piece of shit in a pit Trying to my strength like beam so I can climb out But life moves so fast, I need a out