1] High roller bipolar Bubbling but still something like I'm diet cola Trying to up like Tony Soprano I'm still a boss I'm Joseph Bonanno Feel stranded on an like I'm Gilligan Lost a couple teeth, went to the grill again Fans acting like it's killing them, cheap tricks Wasn't working so I and got my teeth fixed Known for saying harsh remarks that are partially Samples like it's martial arts Can't complain, kids my art But feel like, I'm still for my life to start Last three months catatonic, feeling Walk my city and I feel like I'm invisible Never like I had to ask it for dough Not the Ghost tight grasping for quotes
2] Panic in my legs, feel heavy I hallucinate Standing on a ledge to jump but I'll rejuvenate Holding on, but I hope soon 'Cause pills the only way I know to patch open wounds Responsibility, literally me Life used to sparkle. Nothing's fucking me to sit and gather my words, called it artillery Now life is torture, madly end it willingly Reason I'm still here are for my dogs and my I don't expect anyone to me When I was young, love, suicidal Now I'm older, I got suicidal Might be punished for my sins, that would sense Starts a line once, haven't had a since Maybe I should lower the bar, it's too high Maybe I work harder, but I do try Used to around, thank god i'm the shit Now feel like a of shit in a bottomless pit Trying to build my like beam so I can climb out But life moves so fast, I a time out