1] High that's bipolar Bubbling but still missing something like I'm cola Trying to boss up like Tony I'm a boss like I'm Joseph Bonanno Feel stranded on an island like I'm Lost a couple teeth, went to the grill again Fans acting like it's killing them, these cheap Wasn't working so I and got my teeth fixed for saying harsh remarks that are partially dark Samples like it's martial arts Can't complain, like my art But feel like, I'm still for my life to start Last months catatonic, feeling miserable Walk around my and I feel like I'm invisible Never felt like I had to ask it for Not Casper the Ghost grasping for quotes
2] Panic in my legs, heavy while I hallucinate Standing on a ledge about to but I'll rejuvenate Holding on, but I it's soon 'Cause pills the only way I know to patch open wounds Responsibility, literally me used to sparkle. Nothing's fucking thrilling me Used to sit and my words, called it artillery Now life is torture, would madly end it Reason I'm here are for my dogs and my family I don't expect anyone to me I was young, love, suicidal tendencies Now I'm older, I got suicidal Might be punished for my sins, that would make a line once, haven't had a break since Maybe I should lower the bar, it's raised too I should work harder, but I do try Used to around, thank god i'm the shit Now feel a piece of shit in a bottomless pit Trying to build my strength like so I can climb out But life moves so fast, I need a out