1] High that's bipolar Bubbling but still missing something like I'm diet Trying to up like Tony Soprano I'm still a boss like I'm Bonanno Feel stranded on an island like I'm Lost a couple teeth, went back to the grill Fans like it's killing them, these cheap tricks working so I went and got my teeth fixed Known for saying remarks that are partially dark Samples chopped like it's arts Can't complain, like my art But like, I'm still waiting for my life to start Last three catatonic, feeling miserable Walk around my city and I feel I'm invisible felt like I had to ask it for dough Not Casper the Ghost grasping for quotes
2] Panic in my legs, feel heavy I hallucinate Standing on a ledge about to but I'll rejuvenate Holding on, but I hope it's 'Cause pills the only way I know to patch open wounds Responsibility, literally me Life used to sparkle. fucking thrilling me Used to sit and my words, called it artillery Now is torture, would madly end it willingly Reason I'm here are for my dogs and my family I expect anyone to understand me When I was young, love, suicidal Now I'm older, I got suicidal Might be punished for my sins, that make sense Starts a line once, haven't had a break Maybe I should lower the bar, it's too high I should work harder, but I do try Used to walk around, god i'm the shit Now feel like a piece of shit in a pit Trying to build my strength like beam so I can out But moves so fast, I need a time out