I don't know how deep to go, but let it all out so come peep the show Got my first xaney of my mate, I ain't gonna say his It was fun at the start, I used to treat it a game This around the time when The Nebulizer I was on all types of shit, but one I couldn't stop And it with my brain, but I focused on the music I focused so much, didn't realise I it Never had a plan to stop, not in prediction through fame, couldn't see I had addictions 1 turned to 2, turned to 3, turned to 4 then I need about 6 a day, a bit more Mixing it lean, gotta stop people seeing What damages can be by at me, shit What to do cause I feel like a fool and I hate any making xaney's look cool Shit was getting bad I was filled up with Thoughts in my mind, I would with April Agreed I stop, shit I'd give it a go By the first fucking night, like slitting my throat Second night, my shaking The ambulance appear and I'm thinking in my mind, the fuck they doing here? I'm caught up and there's no time to muck round Lucky I got here, cause my body 'bout to down
to square one, nah man you can't quit You gotta wean yourself off, that's hard shit What the man, my brain is a mess I remember that much, feel the pain in my legs I wish it was easy, I could give up and go And people got the hide to tell me pick up my phone Maybe that's my fault, I didn't speak on it I didn't see if as a problem, I would keep it from Rates could always tell, I couldn't pronounce certain words, brain dead Yeah should I be Anxiety was killin' me, the couldn't deal with me Put me on a cut me down on the pills and weed All scared, I feel on my own I told 'em "let me chill', now they think I'm them bro Waking up tired, I gotta take pills And I didn't even wanna take 'em, is fuckin for real? touch of myself, it's like reality's false It's like I'm walking around without having a It's a of death, or like nothing is left Cause there I'm holding my chest, put a hole in my head You see the older I get, It's getting as fuck I'm like an in the head, I weren't aware of those drugs The shit that they cause, I talk to on walls I need this shit ever, but to pills I will fall
I up on 'No Rest' told cunts everything I done ice, didn't leave out anything I quit that shit, I left it flat dead That was 5 years ago, they think I'm a crackhead If that's we going off, fuck me dead In 5 years I'll be clean, they'll be me a xaney head how the world works for a paycheck Once the hit, I became a train wreck I wasn't shit anyway, so why it count? Why so many people love me? I can't it out But I'm telling you now, you follow my path Look you couldn't if you tried, I'm going in hard Fuck a poppin a pill, to go out today How'd I end up like I don't know, it's a way Well I'm the fame, yeah I said it before But it's enough to make me high, feel ending it all, but I
Brush it off got my fans on my side too, and my girl and my And the crew Spilling the truth, like all I can do That's why I don't have time for rappers are saying they're true they lie to their fans, apologize in the end I never to mine and this is why I'm the man I tell you what I'm going through, I don't care what they That's why I'm triple pills, leaning over the sink I'm almost fuckin crying as I'm this shit Cause of all my close ones, and the I affect I from the bottom, I made it my problem Created the option, now fame has My brain gotta stop it, I am not this we got Scot sick, imma watch a clock tick Just fuck off, I said it fuck off If I won't my tablets I'll find a bridge to jump off Fuckin idiots, thinking that the is cool they dyin' in the vomit of there own drool What I meant to say? Don't do I done cut down on the program, yeah I've won Repped it from the street, turned into a star Caught a fuckin habit on the xanex but the bars Crazy and I'm dealing with fame I just want my fans to know that I'll still be the same. I'm