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I don't know how deep to go, but imma let it all out so peep the show
Got my first xaney of my mate, I ain't gonna say his
It was fun at the start, I used to treat it like a
around the time when The Nebulizer dropped
I was on all types of shit, but there's one I couldn't
And it with my brain, but I focused on the music
I so much, didn't realise I abused it
Never had a plan to stop, not in that
Going through fame, see I had addictions
1 turned to 2, turned to 3, to 4 then I need about 6 a day, a little bit more
Mixing it with lean, gotta stop people
damages can be by looking at me, shit
What to do cause I feel like a fool and I hate any making xaney's look cool
Shit was getting bad I was filled up hateful
Thoughts in my mind, I argue with April
Agreed I stop, shit I'd give it a go
By the first night, felt like slitting my throat
Second night, my shaking
The ambulance appear and I'm thinking in my mind, what the fuck they doing
Suddenly I'm up and there's no time to muck round
I got here, cause my body 'bout to shut down

Back to one, nah man you can't quit
You gotta wean yourself off, that's hard shit
What the fuck man, my is a mess
I can't remember much, feel the pain in my legs
I wish it was easy, I could give up and go
And people still got the to tell me pick up my phone
Maybe my fault, I didn't speak on it much
I didn't see if as a problem, I would keep it from
Rates could always tell, I couldn't pronounce certain words, brain dead
Yeah should I be
Anxiety was killin' me, the doctors deal with me
Put me on a program cut me down on the pills and
All scared, cause I on my own
I told 'em "let me chill', now think I'm dissing them bro
Waking up tired, I gotta more pills
And I didn't wanna take 'em, is this fuckin for real?
touch of myself, it's like reality's false
It's I'm walking around without having a pulse
It's a feeling of death, or like is left
Cause I'm holding my chest, just put a hole in my head
You see the older I get, It's getting as fuck
I'm like an eighteen in the head, I aware of those drugs
The shit that they cause, I talk to mirrors on
I don't need this shit ever, but to I will fall

I opened up on 'No Rest' told everything
That I done ice, leave out anything
I quit shit, yeah I left it flat dead
That was 5 years ago, still think I'm a crackhead
If that's we going off, fuck me dead
In 5 years I'll be clean, be calling me a xaney head
Funny how the world for a paycheck
Once the hit, I became a train wreck
I wasn't anyway, so why does it count?
Why so many people love me? I figure it out
But I'm telling you now, don't you my path
Look you couldn't if you tried, I'm going in hard
a poppin a pill, just to go out today
How'd I end up like I don't know, it's a way
Well I'm blaming the fame, yeah I it before
But it's enough to make me high, feel like it all, but I

Brush it off got my fans on my too, and my girl and my brothers
And the crew
Spilling the truth, like all I can do
That's why I don't have time for that are saying they're true
they lie to their fans, apologize in the end
I never to mine and this is why I'm the man
I tell you what I'm going through, I don't care what think
That's why I'm triple pills, leaning over the sink
I'm almost crying as I'm writing this shit
Cause of all my ones, and the lives I affect
I came from the bottom, I it my problem
Created the option, now fame has
My brain gotta stop it, I am not this
Strange we got Scot sick, imma watch a clock
Just fuck off, I said it just off
If I won't have my I'll find a bridge to jump off
idiots, thinking that the shit is cool
'Till they in the vomit of there own drool
What I meant to say? do what I done
cut down on the program, yeah I've won
Repped it from the street, turned into a star
Caught a fuckin habit on the xanex but the went
Crazy and I'm just dealing fame
I just want my fans to that I'll still be the same. I'm good