I don't know how deep to go, but let it all out so come peep the show Got my first xaney of my mate, I ain't gonna say his It was fun at the start, I used to treat it a game This around the time The Nebulizer dropped I was on all types of shit, but one I couldn't stop And it played with my brain, but I on the music I focused so much, didn't realise I it Never had a to stop, not in that prediction Going fame, couldn't see I had addictions 1 turned to 2, turned to 3, turned to 4 then I need 6 a day, a little bit more Mixing it with lean, stop people seeing damages can be by looking at me, shit What to do cause I feel like a fool and I hate any rapper making xaney's cool was getting bad I was filled up with hateful Thoughts in my mind, I argue with April Agreed I stop, shit I'd give it a go By the first night, felt like slitting my throat Second night, my body The ambulance appear and I'm thinking in my mind, what the fuck doing here? Suddenly I'm caught up and no time to muck round Lucky I got here, cause my body 'bout to down
Back to square one, nah man you quit You gotta wean yourself off, that's some hard What the fuck man, my brain is a I can't that much, feel the pain in my legs I it was that easy, I could give up and go And people still got the hide to me pick up my phone Maybe my fault, I didn't speak on it much I didn't see if as a problem, I would it from cunts Rates could always tell, when I couldn't pronounce words, brain dead Yeah should I be was killin' me, the doctors couldn't deal with me Put me on a program cut me down on the and weed All scared, cause I on my own I 'em "let me chill', now they think I'm dissing them bro Waking up tired, I take more pills And I didn't even wanna take 'em, is fuckin for real? Losing touch of myself, like reality's false It's I'm walking around without having a pulse It's a feeling of death, or nothing is left Cause there I'm holding my chest, just put a hole in my You see the older I get, getting scary as fuck I'm like an eighteen in the head, I weren't aware of those The that they cause, I talk to mirrors on walls I don't this shit ever, but to pills I will fall
I opened up on 'No Rest' cunts everything That I done ice, leave out anything I quit that shit, yeah I left it dead That was 5 years ago, they still I'm a crackhead If that's we going off, fuck me dead In 5 years be clean, they'll be calling me a xaney head how the world works for a paycheck Once the hit, I became a train wreck I wasn't shit anyway, so why does it Why so many people love me? I figure it out But I'm telling you now, don't you follow my Look you couldn't if you tried, cause I'm in hard Fuck a poppin a pill, just to go out How'd I end up like this? I know, it's a way I'm blaming the fame, yeah I said it before But it's enough to make me high, feel like it all, but I
it off got my fans on my side too, and my girl and my brothers And the crew Spilling the truth, it's all I can do That's why I don't have for rappers that are saying they're true When lie to their fans, apologize in the end I never to mine and this is why I'm the man I tell you what I'm going through, I don't care what they why I'm triple popping pills, leaning over the sink I'm almost fuckin crying as I'm writing this Cause of all my ones, and the lives I affect I from the bottom, I made it my problem Created the option, now has adoptin' My brain gotta it, insane I am not this Strange we got Scot sick, imma watch a clock fuck off, I said it just fuck off If I won't my tablets I'll find a bridge to jump off Fuckin idiots, thinking that the shit is 'Till they in the vomit of there own drool What I meant to say? Don't do what I I've cut down on the program, I've won it from the street, turned into a star then Caught a fuckin habit on the but the bars went Crazy and I'm just dealing with I just my fans to know that I'll still be the same. I'm good