I don't know how deep to go, but let it all out so come peep the show Got my first xaney of my mate, I ain't gonna say his It was fun at the start, I used to treat it like a around the time when The Nebulizer dropped I was on all types of shit, but there's one I couldn't And it played with my brain, but I on the music I focused so much, didn't I abused it Never had a plan to stop, not in prediction Going through fame, couldn't see I had 1 turned to 2, turned to 3, turned to 4 then I need about 6 a day, a bit more it with lean, gotta stop people seeing What damages can be by at me, shit to do cause I feel like a fool and I hate any rapper making xaney's look cool Shit was getting bad I was filled up hateful Thoughts in my mind, I would argue April I would stop, shit I'd give it a go By the first fucking night, felt like my throat Second night, my shaking The appear and I'm thinking in my mind, what the fuck they doing here? Suddenly I'm caught up and there's no time to round Lucky I got here, cause my body to shut down
Back to one, nah man you can't quit You gotta wean off, that's some hard shit What the fuck man, my is a mess I can't remember that much, feel the in my legs I wish it was that easy, I give up and go And people still got the to tell me pick up my phone Maybe that's my fault, I didn't on it much I didn't see if as a problem, I would keep it from Rates could always tell, when I couldn't certain words, brain dead Yeah I be proud? Anxiety was killin' me, the doctors couldn't with me Put me on a cut me down on the pills and weed All scared, cause I on my own I 'em "let me chill', now they think I'm dissing them bro Waking up tired, I gotta take more And I didn't even take 'em, is this fuckin for real? Losing of myself, it's like reality's false It's like I'm walking around without a pulse a feeling of death, or like nothing is left Cause there I'm holding my chest, just put a hole in my You see the older I get, It's getting scary as I'm like an in the head, I weren't aware of those drugs The shit that cause, I talk to mirrors on walls I don't need this shit ever, but to pills I will
I up on 'No Rest' told cunts everything That I ice, didn't leave out anything I quit that shit, I left it flat dead That was 5 years ago, they think I'm a crackhead If that's what we going off, fuck me In 5 years I'll be clean, be calling me a xaney head how the world works for a paycheck Once the fame hit, I became a train I shit anyway, so why does it count? Why so many love me? I can't figure it out But I'm telling you now, you follow my path Look you couldn't if you tried, cause I'm going in Fuck a poppin a pill, to go out today How'd I end up like I don't know, it's a way Well I'm blaming the fame, yeah I said it But it's enough to make me high, like ending it all, but I
it off got my fans on my side too, and my girl and my brothers And the crew the truth, it's like all I can do That's why I don't have time for rappers that are they're true When they lie to fans, apologize in the end I never lied to mine and is why I'm the man I you what I'm going through, I don't care what they think That's why I'm triple popping pills, leaning the sink I'm almost fuckin crying as I'm writing this of all my close ones, and the lives I affect I from the bottom, I made it my problem Created the option, now fame has My brain gotta it, insane I am not this Strange we got Scot sick, imma watch a clock Just fuck off, I said it just off If I won't have my I'll find a bridge to jump off Fuckin idiots, thinking that the shit is 'Till they dyin' in the vomit of there own I meant to say? Don't do what I done I've cut down on the program, I've won Repped it the street, turned into a star then Caught a fuckin habit on the xanex but the went and I'm just dealing with fame I just want my fans to know that still be the same. I'm good