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I don't know how deep to go, but imma let it all out so come the show
Got my first xaney of my mate, I gonna say his name
It was fun at the start, I used to it like a game
around the time when The Nebulizer dropped
I was on all types of shit, but there's one I couldn't
And it played with my brain, but I focused on the
I so much, didn't realise I abused it
had a plan to stop, not in that prediction
Going through fame, couldn't see I had
1 turned to 2, turned to 3, turned to 4 then I need 6 a day, a little bit more
Mixing it with lean, gotta stop people
What damages can be by at me, shit
What to do cause I like a fool and I hate any rapper making xaney's look cool
Shit was getting bad I was up with hateful
Thoughts in my mind, I would argue April
Agreed I would stop, I'd give it a go
By the first fucking night, felt slitting my throat
Second night, my shaking
The ambulance appear and I'm thinking in my mind, the fuck they doing here?
Suddenly I'm caught up and there's no time to muck
Lucky I got here, cause my body to shut down

Back to square one, nah man you quit
You wean yourself off, that's some hard shit
What the fuck man, my is a mess
I can't remember that much, feel the pain in my
I wish it was easy, I could give up and go
And people still got the to tell me pick up my phone
Maybe that's my fault, I didn't on it much
I see if as a problem, I would keep it from cunts
Rates always tell, when I couldn't pronounce certain words, brain dead
Yeah I be proud?
Anxiety was killin' me, the couldn't deal with me
Put me on a program cut me on the pills and weed
All scared, I feel on my own
I told 'em "let me chill', now they think I'm them bro
Waking up tired, I gotta take pills
And I didn't even wanna take 'em, is fuckin for real?
Losing touch of myself, it's like false
It's like I'm walking around without having a
It's a of death, or like nothing is left
there I'm holding my chest, just put a hole in my head
You see the older I get, It's getting scary as
I'm like an in the head, I weren't aware of those drugs
The shit that they cause, I talk to mirrors on
I don't need this shit ever, but to pills I will

I opened up on 'No Rest' cunts everything
That I done ice, leave out anything
I quit that shit, yeah I it flat dead
That was 5 years ago, they still I'm a crackhead
If that's what we going off, me dead
In 5 years I'll be clean, be calling me a xaney head
Funny how the world for a paycheck
Once the fame hit, I became a train
I wasn't shit anyway, so why it count?
Why so many love me? I can't figure it out
But I'm telling you now, you follow my path
Look you couldn't if you tried, cause I'm going in
Fuck a a pill, just to go out today
How'd I end up like I don't know, it's a way
Well I'm blaming the fame, I said it before
But it's to make me high, feel like ending it all, but I

Brush it off got my fans on my side too, and my and my brothers
And the whole
Spilling the truth, like all I can do
That's why I don't have time for rappers that are saying true
they lie to their fans, apologize in the end
I never to mine and this is why I'm the man
I tell you what I'm through, I don't care what they think
That's why I'm triple popping pills, over the sink
I'm fuckin crying as I'm writing this shit
of all my close ones, and the lives I affect
I came the bottom, I made it my problem
the option, now fame has adoptin'
My brain gotta it, insane I am not this
Strange we got Scot sick, watch a clock tick
fuck off, I said it just fuck off
If I have my tablets I'll find a bridge to jump off
idiots, thinking that the shit is cool
'Till they dyin' in the of there own drool
What I meant to say? Don't do what I
I've cut down on the program, I've won
Repped it from the street, into a star then
Caught a fuckin habit on the xanex but the bars
and I'm just dealing with fame
I just want my fans to know that still be the same. I'm good