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I don't know how deep to go, but imma let it all out so come peep the
Got my xaney of my mate, I ain't gonna say his name
It was fun at the start, I used to it like a game
This around the time The Nebulizer dropped
I was on all of shit, but there's one I couldn't stop
And it with my brain, but I focused on the music
I so much, didn't realise I abused it
Never had a plan to stop, not in that
Going through fame, see I had addictions
1 turned to 2, turned to 3, turned to 4 then I need 6 a day, a little bit more
Mixing it with lean, gotta stop seeing
What can be by looking at me, shit
to do cause I feel like a fool and I hate any rapper making xaney's look cool
Shit was getting bad I was up with hateful
Thoughts in my mind, I would argue with
Agreed I would stop, shit I'd it a go
By the fucking night, felt like slitting my throat
Second night, my shaking
The ambulance appear and I'm thinking in my mind, what the fuck they here?
I'm caught up and there's no time to muck round
Lucky I got here, cause my 'bout to shut down

Back to square one, nah man you can't
You gotta wean yourself off, that's hard shit
What the man, my brain is a mess
I can't remember much, feel the pain in my legs
I it was that easy, I could give up and go
And people still got the hide to tell me pick up my
that's my fault, I didn't speak on it much
I didn't see if as a problem, I would it from cunts
Rates could always tell, when I couldn't certain words, brain dead
Yeah should I be
was killin' me, the doctors couldn't deal with me
Put me on a program cut me on the pills and weed
All scared, cause I on my own
I told 'em "let me chill', now think I'm dissing them bro
up tired, I gotta take more pills
And I didn't even take 'em, is this fuckin for real?
Losing touch of myself, it's like reality's
like I'm walking around without having a pulse
It's a of death, or like nothing is left
Cause there I'm holding my chest, just put a in my head
You see the older I get, It's getting as fuck
I'm like an in the head, I weren't aware of those drugs
The shit that they cause, I talk to on walls
I don't this shit ever, but to pills I will fall

I opened up on 'No Rest' told everything
That I done ice, didn't leave out
I that shit, yeah I left it flat dead
That was 5 years ago, they still think I'm a
If that's what we going off, fuck me
In 5 years I'll be clean, be calling me a xaney head
how the world works for a paycheck
Once the fame hit, I became a train
I wasn't shit anyway, so why does it
Why so many people me? I can't figure it out
But I'm telling you now, don't you my path
Look you if you tried, cause I'm going in hard
Fuck a poppin a pill, just to go out
I end up like this? I don't know, it's a way
Well I'm the fame, yeah I said it before
But enough to make me high, feel like ending it all, but I

Brush it off got my on my side too, and my girl and my brothers
And the crew
Spilling the truth, it's all I can do
That's why I don't have time for rappers that are saying true
When lie to their fans, apologize in the end
I never lied to mine and is why I'm the man
I tell you I'm going through, I don't care what they think
That's why I'm triple popping pills, leaning the sink
I'm fuckin crying as I'm writing this shit
Cause of all my close ones, and the lives I
I came from the bottom, I it my problem
Created the option, now has adoptin'
My brain stop it, insane I am not this
Strange we got Scot sick, watch a clock tick
fuck off, I said it just fuck off
If I have my tablets I'll find a bridge to jump off
Fuckin idiots, thinking the shit is cool
'Till they dyin' in the of there own drool
What I meant to say? Don't do what I
I've cut down on the program, yeah won
Repped it from the street, turned into a then
Caught a fuckin habit on the but the bars went
Crazy and I'm dealing with fame
I just my fans to know that I'll still be the same. I'm good