I don't know how deep to go, but let it all out so come peep the show Got my first xaney of my mate, I ain't say his name It was fun at the start, I used to it like a game This the time when The Nebulizer dropped I was on all types of shit, but one I couldn't stop And it played my brain, but I focused on the music I so much, didn't realise I abused it Never had a to stop, not in that prediction Going through fame, couldn't see I had 1 turned to 2, turned to 3, turned to 4 then I need about 6 a day, a bit more Mixing it with lean, gotta stop seeing What damages can be by at me, shit What to do cause I feel like a fool and I hate any rapper making xaney's look was getting bad I was filled up with hateful Thoughts in my mind, I would with April I would stop, shit I'd give it a go By the fucking night, felt like slitting my throat Second night, my shaking The ambulance appear and I'm thinking in my mind, what the fuck they here? Suddenly I'm up and there's no time to muck round I got here, cause my body 'bout to shut down
Back to one, nah man you can't quit You gotta wean yourself off, that's hard shit What the fuck man, my brain is a I can't remember much, feel the pain in my legs I wish it was that easy, I give up and go And still got the hide to tell me pick up my phone that's my fault, I didn't speak on it much I didn't see if as a problem, I would keep it from Rates could always tell, I couldn't pronounce certain words, brain dead Yeah I be proud? was killin' me, the doctors couldn't deal with me Put me on a cut me down on the pills and weed All scared, I feel on my own I 'em "let me chill', now they think I'm dissing them bro Waking up tired, I gotta take more And I even wanna take 'em, is this fuckin for real? Losing touch of myself, it's reality's false It's like I'm walking around without a pulse It's a feeling of death, or like is left Cause I'm holding my chest, just put a hole in my head You see the older I get, It's scary as fuck I'm an eighteen in the head, I weren't aware of those drugs The shit that they cause, I talk to on walls I don't need this shit ever, but to pills I will
I up on 'No Rest' told cunts everything I done ice, didn't leave out anything I quit shit, yeah I left it flat dead That was 5 ago, they still think I'm a crackhead If that's what we going off, me dead In 5 years I'll be clean, they'll be me a xaney head Funny how the world for a paycheck the fame hit, I became a train wreck I shit anyway, so why does it count? Why so many people love me? I figure it out But I'm telling you now, don't you my path Look you couldn't if you tried, cause I'm going in Fuck a poppin a pill, to go out today How'd I end up like this? I know, it's a way Well I'm blaming the fame, I said it before But it's enough to make me high, like ending it all, but I
it off got my fans on my side too, and my girl and my brothers And the whole Spilling the truth, it's all I can do That's why I don't have for rappers that are saying they're true When they lie to fans, apologize in the end I never lied to mine and is why I'm the man I you what I'm going through, I don't care what they think That's why I'm triple popping pills, leaning over the I'm almost fuckin crying as I'm this shit of all my close ones, and the lives I affect I came from the bottom, I made it my the option, now fame has adoptin' My brain stop it, insane I am not this we got Scot sick, imma watch a clock tick Just fuck off, I said it just off If I won't have my tablets I'll find a bridge to off Fuckin idiots, that the shit is cool 'Till they dyin' in the vomit of own drool What I meant to Don't do what I done cut down on the program, yeah I've won Repped it from the street, turned into a star Caught a fuckin on the xanex but the bars went Crazy and I'm just dealing fame I just my fans to know that I'll still be the same. I'm good