I don't know how to go, but imma let it all out so come peep the show Got my xaney of my mate, I ain't gonna say his name It was fun at the start, I used to treat it a game This around the when The Nebulizer dropped I was on all types of shit, but one I couldn't stop And it played with my brain, but I focused on the I focused so much, didn't I abused it Never had a plan to stop, not in prediction Going through fame, see I had addictions 1 turned to 2, turned to 3, turned to 4 then I about 6 a day, a little bit more Mixing it with lean, stop people seeing What damages can be by at me, shit What to do I feel like a fool and I hate any rapper making xaney's look cool Shit was getting bad I was up with hateful Thoughts in my mind, I would argue April I would stop, shit I'd give it a go By the first fucking night, felt slitting my throat night, my body shaking The ambulance and I'm thinking in my mind, what the fuck they doing here? Suddenly I'm caught up and there's no time to muck Lucky I got here, cause my body 'bout to shut
Back to square one, nah man you can't You gotta wean yourself off, that's some shit What the fuck man, my is a mess I can't remember that much, feel the pain in my I wish it was easy, I could give up and go And people still got the hide to tell me pick up my that's my fault, I didn't speak on it much I see if as a problem, I would keep it from cunts Rates could always tell, I couldn't pronounce certain words, brain dead Yeah I be proud? Anxiety was me, the doctors couldn't deal with me Put me on a program cut me on the pills and weed All scared, I feel on my own I told 'em "let me chill', now think I'm dissing them bro Waking up tired, I gotta take pills And I didn't wanna take 'em, is this fuckin for real? Losing of myself, it's like reality's false It's like I'm walking around without having a a feeling of death, or like nothing is left Cause there I'm holding my chest, just put a in my head You see the older I get, It's getting as fuck I'm like an eighteen in the head, I weren't aware of those The shit that they cause, I talk to on walls I don't this shit ever, but to pills I will fall
I opened up on 'No Rest' told cunts That I done ice, didn't out anything I that shit, yeah I left it flat dead That was 5 years ago, they think I'm a crackhead If that's what we off, fuck me dead In 5 years be clean, they'll be calling me a xaney head Funny how the world for a paycheck Once the fame hit, I a train wreck I shit anyway, so why does it count? Why so many people me? I can't figure it out But I'm telling you now, don't you my path Look you couldn't if you tried, cause I'm going in Fuck a poppin a pill, to go out today How'd I end up like I don't know, it's a way I'm blaming the fame, yeah I said it before But it's enough to make me high, feel ending it all, but I
Brush it off got my on my side too, and my girl and my brothers And the crew the truth, it's like all I can do That's why I don't have time for that are saying they're true When they lie to their fans, in the end I never lied to mine and is why I'm the man I you what I'm going through, I don't care what they think That's why I'm triple popping pills, leaning over the I'm almost crying as I'm writing this shit Cause of all my close ones, and the lives I I came the bottom, I made it my problem the option, now fame has adoptin' My brain gotta it, insane I am not this Strange we got Scot sick, watch a clock tick fuck off, I said it just fuck off If I won't have my tablets I'll find a bridge to off Fuckin idiots, thinking that the is cool 'Till they dyin' in the vomit of there own What I to say? Don't do what I done I've cut down on the program, I've won Repped it from the street, turned into a star Caught a fuckin on the xanex but the bars went Crazy and I'm dealing with fame I just want my fans to know that still be the same. I'm good