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I don't know how deep to go, but imma let it all out so peep the show
Got my first xaney of my mate, I ain't say his name
It was fun at the start, I used to treat it a game
This around the time when The dropped
I was on all types of shit, but there's one I stop
And it played with my brain, but I on the music
I focused so much, realise I abused it
Never had a plan to stop, not in that
through fame, couldn't see I had addictions
1 turned to 2, turned to 3, turned to 4 then I need about 6 a day, a bit more
Mixing it with lean, gotta stop people
What damages can be by at me, shit
to do cause I feel like a fool and I hate any rapper making xaney's look cool
Shit was bad I was filled up with hateful
Thoughts in my mind, I would argue with
I would stop, shit I'd give it a go
By the first fucking night, like slitting my throat
night, my body shaking
The appear and I'm thinking in my mind, what the fuck they doing here?
Suddenly I'm caught up and there's no to muck round
Lucky I got here, my body 'bout to shut down

Back to square one, nah man you can't
You gotta wean yourself off, that's some shit
What the fuck man, my is a mess
I can't remember that much, the pain in my legs
I wish it was easy, I could give up and go
And people still got the hide to tell me pick up my
Maybe that's my fault, I speak on it much
I didn't see if as a problem, I keep it from cunts
Rates could tell, when I couldn't pronounce certain words, brain dead
should I be proud?
Anxiety was killin' me, the doctors couldn't with me
Put me on a cut me down on the pills and weed
All scared, cause I on my own
I told 'em "let me chill', now they think I'm them bro
Waking up tired, I gotta take more
And I didn't even take 'em, is this fuckin for real?
Losing touch of myself, it's like reality's
It's like I'm around without having a pulse
It's a feeling of death, or like nothing is
Cause there I'm holding my chest, put a hole in my head
You see the older I get, It's scary as fuck
I'm like an eighteen in the head, I weren't aware of those
The shit that they cause, I to mirrors on walls
I don't need shit ever, but to pills I will fall

I opened up on 'No Rest' told cunts
That I done ice, didn't leave out
I that shit, yeah I left it flat dead
That was 5 years ago, they still think I'm a
If that's what we going off, fuck me
In 5 years I'll be clean, be calling me a xaney head
how the world works for a paycheck
Once the fame hit, I became a train
I wasn't anyway, so why does it count?
Why so many love me? I can't figure it out
But I'm telling you now, you follow my path
Look you if you tried, cause I'm going in hard
Fuck a a pill, just to go out today
How'd I end up like this? I don't know, a way
Well I'm blaming the fame, yeah I it before
But it's enough to me high, feel like ending it all, but I

Brush it off got my on my side too, and my girl and my brothers
And the crew
Spilling the truth, like all I can do
That's why I don't have for rappers that are saying they're true
they lie to their fans, apologize in the end
I never lied to mine and is why I'm the man
I tell you what I'm going through, I don't care they think
That's why I'm triple popping pills, over the sink
I'm fuckin crying as I'm writing this shit
Cause of all my close ones, and the lives I
I from the bottom, I made it my problem
Created the option, now has adoptin'
My brain gotta stop it, insane I am not
Strange we got Scot sick, watch a clock tick
Just off, I said it just fuck off
If I won't my tablets I'll find a bridge to jump off
Fuckin idiots, thinking that the shit is
they dyin' in the vomit of there own drool
What I to say? Don't do what I done
I've cut down on the program, yeah won
Repped it the street, turned into a star then
a fuckin habit on the xanex but the bars went
Crazy and I'm just with fame
I want my fans to know that I'll still be the same. I'm good