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I don't know how deep to go, but imma let it all out so peep the show
Got my first of my mate, I ain't gonna say his name
It was fun at the start, I used to treat it like a
This around the time The Nebulizer dropped
I was on all types of shit, but there's one I couldn't
And it with my brain, but I focused on the music
I focused so much, didn't realise I it
Never had a plan to stop, not in that
through fame, couldn't see I had addictions
1 turned to 2, turned to 3, turned to 4 I need about 6 a day, a little bit more
Mixing it with lean, stop people seeing
What damages can be by looking at me,
What to do cause I feel like a fool and I hate any rapper making xaney's cool
Shit was getting bad I was filled up hateful
Thoughts in my mind, I argue with April
Agreed I would stop, I'd give it a go
By the fucking night, felt like slitting my throat
Second night, my shaking
The ambulance appear and I'm in my mind, what the fuck they doing here?
Suddenly I'm caught up and there's no time to round
Lucky I got here, cause my body to shut down

Back to square one, nah man you can't
You gotta wean off, that's some hard shit
What the man, my brain is a mess
I can't remember that much, the pain in my legs
I wish it was that easy, I could up and go
And still got the hide to tell me pick up my phone
Maybe that's my fault, I speak on it much
I didn't see if as a problem, I would keep it cunts
could always tell, when I couldn't pronounce certain words, brain dead
Yeah I be proud?
Anxiety was killin' me, the couldn't deal with me
Put me on a cut me down on the pills and weed
All scared, I feel on my own
I told 'em "let me chill', now they think I'm them bro
up tired, I gotta take more pills
And I didn't even wanna take 'em, is fuckin for real?
Losing touch of myself, it's like reality's
It's I'm walking around without having a pulse
It's a feeling of death, or nothing is left
Cause there I'm holding my chest, just put a hole in my
You see the I get, It's getting scary as fuck
I'm like an eighteen in the head, I aware of those drugs
The that they cause, I talk to mirrors on walls
I don't need this ever, but to pills I will fall

I opened up on 'No Rest' told cunts
I done ice, didn't leave out anything
I quit that shit, yeah I it flat dead
That was 5 years ago, they think I'm a crackhead
If that's what we off, fuck me dead
In 5 I'll be clean, they'll be calling me a xaney head
Funny how the world works for a
Once the hit, I became a train wreck
I wasn't shit anyway, so why does it
Why so people love me? I can't figure it out
But I'm telling you now, you follow my path
Look you if you tried, cause I'm going in hard
Fuck a poppin a pill, to go out today
How'd I end up like this? I don't know, a way
Well I'm blaming the fame, I said it before
But it's enough to make me high, feel ending it all, but I

Brush it off got my fans on my too, and my girl and my brothers
And the crew
Spilling the truth, like all I can do
why I don't have time for rappers that are saying they're true
When they lie to their fans, in the end
I never lied to mine and is why I'm the man
I tell you what I'm going through, I don't what they think
That's why I'm triple popping pills, leaning the sink
I'm almost fuckin as I'm writing this shit
Cause of all my ones, and the lives I affect
I came the bottom, I made it my problem
Created the option, now fame has
My brain gotta stop it, insane I am not
Strange we got Scot sick, watch a clock tick
fuck off, I said it just fuck off
If I won't have my I'll find a bridge to jump off
Fuckin idiots, thinking that the shit is
'Till they in the vomit of there own drool
I meant to say? Don't do what I done
I've cut on the program, yeah I've won
Repped it from the street, turned into a then
Caught a fuckin habit on the xanex but the went
Crazy and I'm just with fame
I just want my fans to that I'll still be the same. I'm good