[Joe Yo, I don't live no more Sometimes I hear death knockin' at my door I'm livin like a hustle, another drug to juggle Another day struggle, yo I know it's fucked up what a of cake'll do A few wanna move in and stay wit you You wish you could help 'em all, but you ain't to Cause the rent's a lil' plus the cable's due You and girlfriend are beefin' in a serious way You used to be faithful (NOW) you at a curious (for real) got your mind made on going your separate ways WAIT Nah homeboy, her period's now THINK Your time's out do it quickly (WHY?!) Cause she starts crying, mood's gettin If I don't it she'll want nuttin to do wit me JUST GET THE ABORTION AND I'LL YOU THE 250! But if you say that to her than you You ain't think bout you was gettin your groove on Can't take care of myself a new born I the pussy got too good for too long Seems like my money by too easy Why I hate that my job pays bi-weekly done shitted, you spendin more money tryin to fix it Than when you did to get it (C'MON!) Fridge is empty, but I survive the Who the fuck keeps callin from this private There's crime on my mind and my are dirty The floors are real cold in the jails of Depression starts talkin and his voice is CAUSE HE AIN'T SHUT THE UP IN 3 AND A HALF WEEKS! Look, beard is full, is nappy These jeans mine so they way too baggy Priorities fucked startin to gas me like my lil' man's life slipped right past me (talk to em) Startin to me His name's Dwayne SO WHY THE FUCK MY SON KEEP HIM DADDY?! shit that I feared after all these years I gotta I can't believe my ears Wipin out my eyes I'm damn near in But you can't be mad, you know you ain't there (nah) Grab his moms I throw her against the But in the back of your mind you it ain't her fault (nah) I ain't mad at all, I'm just I get honest for real I ain't been the best father Toys 'R Us, E Cheese You know a lil' boy grow up wit these New Year's or Christmas, the birthday At least bring the to his school on the first day (OHHHH) I can't believe it, this the same way that I was So maybe it's history I know it sounds the idea of havin another kid But this one it really feel like his (OHHHH) It's the truth and I hate fact WAIT, shouldn't of that I take that back Look, I let's rewind this whole story like NaS C4 just that track (C'MON!) I don't care if the track trust me FUCK! what niggaz say only God can me FUCK! what heard or think or even thought to fix my shortcomings I just came up short Ya