[Joe Yo, I wanna live no more Sometimes I hear death at my front door I'm livin like a hustle, another drug to juggle Another day struggle, yo I know it's fucked up what a lack of do A few wanna move in and stay wit you You you could help 'em all, but you ain't able to Cause the rent's a lil' late the cable's due You and girlfriend are beefin' in a serious way You used to be faithful (NOW) you at a stage (for real) Finally got your mind made on going separate ways WAIT Nah homeboy, her late now THINK Your runnin out do it quickly (WHY?!) Cause she starts crying, mood's gettin If I don't it she'll want nuttin to do wit me JUST GET THE AND I'LL GIVE YOU THE 250! But if you say that to her you wrong You ain't think bout that you was gettin your on Can't take of myself nevermind a new born I guess the got too good for too long Seems like my money goes by too Why I that my job only pays bi-weekly done shitted, you spendin more money tryin to fix it Than when you did to get it (C'MON!) is empty, but I survive the hunger Who the fuck keeps callin this private number? There's crime on my mind and my are dirty The floors are real cold in the jails of Depression starts talkin and his is raspy CAUSE HE AIN'T SHUT THE FUCK UP IN 3 AND A WEEKS! Look, beard is full, is nappy These jeans ain't mine so way too baggy fucked shit startin to gas me It's like my lil' man's life right past me (talk to em) to trap me His Dwayne SO WHY THE FUCK MY SON KEEP CALLIN' HIM DADDY?! Same shit that I after all these years I gotta breathe I believe my ears Wipin out my eyes I'm damn in tears But you can't be mad, you know you ain't there (nah) Grab his moms I her against the door But in the back of your mind you it ain't her fault (nah) I ain't mad at all, I'm just I get honest for real I ain't the best father like Toys 'R Us, E Cheese You know a lil' boy up wit these needs New Year's or Christmas, the birthday At least the nigga to his school on the first day (OHHHH) I can't believe it, the same way that I was treated So maybe it's history I know it sounds sick the idea of havin kid But one it really feel like it's his (OHHHH) the truth and I hate that fact WAIT, shouldn't of said that I take that Look, I apologize let's rewind this story like NaS C4 just that track (C'MON!) I don't care if only the trust me FUCK! what niggaz say God can judge me FUCK! what niggaz heard or think or thought Tried to fix my shortcomings I just came up Ya