[Joe Yo, I don't live no more Sometimes I hear death at my front door I'm livin everyday like a hustle, drug to juggle Another day struggle, yo I know it's fucked up a lack of cake'll do A few people wanna move in and wit you You wish you could 'em all, but you ain't able to Cause the rent's a lil' plus the cable's due You and your are beefin' in a serious way You to be faithful (NOW) you at a curious stage (for real) Finally got your made on going your separate ways WAIT Nah homeboy, her period's now THINK Your time's out do it quickly (WHY?!) Cause she starts crying, mood's sticky If I want it she'll want nuttin to do wit me JUST GET THE AND I'LL GIVE YOU THE 250! But if you say that to her than you You think bout that you was gettin your groove on Can't take care of nevermind a new born I guess the pussy got too good for too Seems like my money goes by too Why I hate that my job pays bi-weekly Hoopty done shitted, you more money tryin to fix it when you did tryin to get it (C'MON!) Fridge is empty, but I the hunger Who the fuck keeps callin this private number? There's on my mind and my nails are dirty The floors are cold in the jails of Jersey Depression starts talkin and his voice is HE AIN'T SHUT THE FUCK UP IN 3 AND A HALF WEEKS! Look, beard is full, hair is jeans ain't mine so they way too baggy Priorities fucked shit to gas me It's like my lil' man's life right past me (talk to em) to trap me His name's Dwayne SO WHY THE MY SON KEEP CALLIN' HIM DADDY?! Same shit that I feared after all these I gotta breathe I can't my ears Wipin out my I'm damn near in tears But you can't be mad, you you ain't been there (nah) his moms I throw her against the door But in the back of your you know it ain't her fault (nah) I mad at all, I'm just bothered I get honest for real I ain't the best father like Toys 'R Us, Chuck E You know a lil' boy up wit these needs New Year's or Christmas, the birthday At bring the nigga to his school on the first day (OHHHH) I can't believe it, the same way that I was treated So maybe it's repeated I know it sounds sick the of havin another kid But this one it really feel it's his (OHHHH) It's the and I hate that fact WAIT, shouldn't of that I take that back Look, I apologize let's rewind whole story like NaS C4 erase that track (C'MON!) I don't care if the track trust me FUCK! what niggaz say God can judge me FUCK! niggaz heard or think or even thought Tried to fix my shortcomings I came up short Ya