[Joe Yo, I wanna live no more Sometimes I hear death knockin' at my door I'm livin everyday like a hustle, another drug to Another day struggle, yo I know fucked up what a lack of cake'll do A few wanna move in and stay wit you You wish you could help 'em all, but you ain't to Cause the rent's a lil' plus the cable's due You and your are beefin' in a serious way You used to be faithful (NOW) you at a stage (for real) Finally got your mind made on going your ways WAIT Nah homeboy, her period's now THINK Your runnin out do it quickly (WHY?!) Cause she starts crying, gettin sticky If I don't want it she'll nuttin to do wit me JUST GET THE ABORTION AND GIVE YOU THE 250! But if you say that to her you wrong You ain't think bout that you was gettin groove on Can't take of myself nevermind a new born I guess the pussy got too for too long Seems like my goes by too easy Why I hate that my job only pays done shitted, you spendin more money tryin to fix it Than when you did to get it (C'MON!) Fridge is empty, but I survive the Who the fuck keeps callin from this number? crime on my mind and my nails are dirty The are real cold in the jails of Jersey starts talkin and his voice is raspy CAUSE HE SHUT THE FUCK UP IN 3 AND A HALF WEEKS! Look, beard is full, is nappy These jeans ain't mine so they way too Priorities fucked startin to gas me It's like my lil' man's slipped right past me (talk to em) to trap me His name's SO WHY THE FUCK MY SON KEEP CALLIN' HIM DADDY?! Same shit I feared after all these years I gotta breathe I believe my ears out my eyes I'm damn near in tears But you be mad, you know you ain't been there (nah) Grab his moms I her against the door But in the back of your mind you know it ain't her (nah) I mad at all, I'm just bothered I get honest for real I been the best father like 'R Us, Chuck E Cheese You a lil' boy grow up wit these needs New Year's or Christmas, even the At bring the nigga to his school on the first day (OHHHH) I can't believe it, this the way that I was treated So maybe history repeated I know it sick the idea of havin another kid But one it really feel like it's his (OHHHH) the truth and I hate that fact WAIT, shouldn't of said that I take back Look, I apologize let's rewind this story like NaS C4 just that track (C'MON!) I care if only the track trust me FUCK! what niggaz say only God can me FUCK! what niggaz heard or think or thought Tried to fix my shortcomings I came up short Ya