[Joe Yo, I don't live no more I hear death knockin' at my front door I'm everyday like a hustle, another drug to juggle day another struggle, yo I it's fucked up what a lack of cake'll do A few people wanna in and stay wit you You wish you could 'em all, but you ain't able to Cause the rent's a lil' late the cable's due You and your girlfriend are beefin' in a way You to be faithful (NOW) you at a curious stage (for real) Finally got your mind made on going your separate WAIT Nah homeboy, her period's now THINK Your time's out do it quickly (WHY?!) Cause she starts crying, gettin sticky If I want it she'll want nuttin to do wit me GET THE ABORTION AND I'LL GIVE YOU THE 250! But if you say that to her than you You ain't think that you was gettin your groove on take care of myself nevermind a new born I guess the got too good for too long Seems like my goes by too easy Why I hate that my job pays bi-weekly Hoopty done shitted, you spendin more tryin to fix it Than when you did to get it (C'MON!) is empty, but I survive the hunger Who the fuck keeps callin this private number? There's crime on my mind and my nails are The floors are cold in the jails of Jersey starts talkin and his voice is raspy CAUSE HE AIN'T SHUT THE UP IN 3 AND A HALF WEEKS! Look, beard is full, hair is These jeans mine so they way too baggy fucked shit startin to gas me It's like my lil' man's life slipped past me (talk to em) Startin to me His name's Dwayne SO WHY THE MY SON KEEP CALLIN' HIM DADDY?! Same shit that I feared after all these I gotta breathe I can't believe my Wipin out my I'm damn near in tears But you can't be mad, you you ain't been there (nah) his moms I throw her against the door But in the back of mind you know it ain't her fault (nah) I ain't mad at all, I'm just I get honest for real I been the best father like 'R Us, Chuck E Cheese You a lil' boy grow up wit these needs New Year's or Christmas, the birthday At least bring the nigga to his school on the day (OHHHH) I can't believe it, this the way that I was treated So maybe it's history I know it sounds the idea of havin another kid But one it really feel like it's his (OHHHH) It's the truth and I hate fact WAIT, shouldn't of said that I that back Look, I let's rewind this whole story like NaS C4 just that track (C'MON!) I don't if only the track trust me FUCK! what niggaz say God can judge me FUCK! what niggaz heard or think or even Tried to fix my shortcomings I just up short Ya