[Joe Yo, I don't live no more Sometimes I hear knockin' at my front door I'm livin everyday a hustle, another drug to juggle day another struggle, yo I know it's fucked up what a lack of do A few wanna move in and stay wit you You wish you could help 'em all, but you able to Cause the rent's a lil' late the cable's due You and your girlfriend are in a serious way You used to be (NOW) you at a curious stage (for real) Finally got your mind made on going separate ways WAIT Nah homeboy, her period's late now time's runnin out do it quickly (WHY?!) Cause she starts crying, mood's gettin If I don't want it she'll nuttin to do wit me JUST GET THE ABORTION AND I'LL YOU THE 250! But if you say that to her than you You ain't think that you was gettin your groove on Can't care of myself nevermind a new born I guess the pussy got too for too long Seems like my money by too easy Why I hate that my job pays bi-weekly done shitted, you spendin more money tryin to fix it Than when you did to get it (C'MON!) is empty, but I survive the hunger Who the fuck keeps callin from private number? There's on my mind and my nails are dirty The floors are real cold in the of Jersey Depression talkin and his voice is raspy CAUSE HE AIN'T SHUT THE UP IN 3 AND A HALF WEEKS! Look, is full, hair is nappy These jeans ain't so they way too baggy fucked shit startin to gas me It's like my lil' life slipped right past me (talk to em) to trap me His name's SO WHY THE FUCK MY SON KEEP CALLIN' HIM DADDY?! Same shit that I feared after all these I gotta breathe I can't my ears Wipin out my eyes I'm near in tears But you can't be mad, you know you been there (nah) Grab his moms I her against the door But in the back of your mind you it ain't her fault (nah) I mad at all, I'm just bothered I get honest for real I ain't been the best father 'R Us, Chuck E Cheese You a lil' boy grow up wit these needs New or Christmas, even the birthday At least the nigga to his school on the first day (OHHHH) I believe it, this the same way that I was treated So maybe it's repeated I it sounds sick the idea of havin another kid But this one it really like it's his (OHHHH) It's the truth and I hate that WAIT, shouldn't of said that I take back Look, I apologize let's rewind this whole like NaS C4 erase that track (C'MON!) I care if only the track trust me FUCK! what niggaz say only God can me FUCK! niggaz heard or think or even thought to fix my shortcomings I just came up short Ya