[Joe Yo, I don't live no more Sometimes I hear death knockin' at my front I'm livin everyday like a hustle, another drug to day another struggle, yo I know it's up what a lack of cake'll do A few people wanna move in and wit you You wish you help 'em all, but you ain't able to Cause the rent's a lil' late plus the due You and girlfriend are beefin' in a serious way You used to be faithful (NOW) you at a curious (for real) Finally got your mind made on going your separate WAIT Nah homeboy, her late now THINK Your runnin out do it quickly (WHY?!) Cause she starts crying, gettin sticky If I don't want it she'll want to do wit me JUST GET THE ABORTION AND I'LL YOU THE 250! But if you say that to her you wrong You ain't think that you was gettin your groove on Can't care of myself nevermind a new born I guess the got too good for too long like my money goes by too easy Why I hate that my job only pays Hoopty done shitted, you spendin more tryin to fix it when you did tryin to get it (C'MON!) Fridge is empty, but I survive the Who the fuck keeps callin from this number? There's on my mind and my nails are dirty The floors are real in the jails of Jersey Depression starts talkin and his is raspy CAUSE HE SHUT THE FUCK UP IN 3 AND A HALF WEEKS! Look, beard is full, is nappy These jeans ain't mine so they way too Priorities shit startin to gas me It's my lil' man's life slipped right past me (talk to em) to trap me His name's Dwayne SO WHY THE FUCK MY SON CALLIN' HIM DADDY?! Same shit that I feared after all years I gotta breathe I can't believe my out my eyes I'm damn near in tears But you can't be mad, you you ain't been there (nah) his moms I throw her against the door But in the back of mind you know it ain't her fault (nah) I ain't mad at all, I'm just I get honest for real I ain't been the best like 'R Us, Chuck E Cheese You a lil' boy grow up wit these needs New or Christmas, even the birthday At least bring the to his school on the first day (OHHHH) I can't believe it, this the same way I was treated So maybe history repeated I know it sounds sick the idea of havin kid But this one it feel like it's his (OHHHH) It's the and I hate that fact WAIT, shouldn't of said that I take that Look, I apologize rewind this whole story like NaS C4 just erase that (C'MON!) I don't if only the track trust me FUCK! what niggaz say God can judge me FUCK! what niggaz heard or think or even to fix my shortcomings I just came up short Ya