[Joe Yo, I don't live no more I hear death knockin' at my front door I'm livin everyday a hustle, another drug to juggle day another struggle, yo I know it's up what a lack of cake'll do A few people wanna in and stay wit you You wish you could 'em all, but you ain't able to the rent's a lil' late plus the cable's due You and your girlfriend are beefin' in a way You to be faithful (NOW) you at a curious stage (for real) Finally got your mind made on going your ways WAIT Nah homeboy, her period's now THINK time's runnin out do it quickly (WHY?!) Cause she crying, mood's gettin sticky If I want it she'll want nuttin to do wit me JUST GET THE AND I'LL GIVE YOU THE 250! But if you say to her than you wrong You ain't think bout that you was gettin your on Can't care of myself nevermind a new born I guess the pussy got too for too long Seems like my goes by too easy Why I hate that my job only bi-weekly Hoopty done shitted, you spendin more money to fix it Than you did tryin to get it (C'MON!) Fridge is empty, but I the hunger Who the fuck keeps callin from this private There's crime on my and my nails are dirty The floors are real cold in the of Jersey Depression talkin and his voice is raspy CAUSE HE AIN'T SHUT THE UP IN 3 AND A HALF WEEKS! Look, beard is full, is nappy These jeans mine so they way too baggy Priorities fucked shit to gas me like my lil' man's life slipped right past me (talk to em) Startin to me His name's Dwayne SO WHY THE MY SON KEEP CALLIN' HIM DADDY?! Same that I feared after all these years I breathe I can't believe my ears Wipin out my eyes I'm near in tears But you can't be mad, you know you ain't there (nah) Grab his moms I throw her against the But in the back of your you know it ain't her fault (nah) I ain't mad at all, I'm just I get honest for real I been the best father like 'R Us, Chuck E Cheese You know a lil' boy grow up wit needs New Year's or Christmas, even the At bring the nigga to his school on the first day (OHHHH) I can't believe it, the same way that I was treated So maybe it's repeated I know it sounds sick the idea of another kid But this one it really like it's his (OHHHH) It's the truth and I that fact WAIT, shouldn't of said that I take back Look, I apologize let's rewind this story like NaS C4 just erase that (C'MON!) I don't care if only the track me FUCK! what say only God can judge me FUCK! what niggaz heard or or even thought Tried to fix my shortcomings I just came up Ya