[Joe Yo, I don't wanna no more I hear death knockin' at my front door I'm livin everyday like a hustle, drug to juggle day another struggle, yo I know it's fucked up a lack of cake'll do A few people move in and stay wit you You wish you could help 'em all, but you ain't to the rent's a lil' late plus the cable's due You and your girlfriend are beefin' in a way You used to be (NOW) you at a curious stage (for real) Finally got your mind made on going your ways WAIT Nah homeboy, her period's late now time's runnin out do it quickly (WHY?!) Cause she crying, mood's gettin sticky If I don't want it she'll want to do wit me GET THE ABORTION AND I'LL GIVE YOU THE 250! But if you say to her than you wrong You ain't think bout you was gettin your groove on Can't take care of myself nevermind a new I the pussy got too good for too long Seems like my money goes by too Why I hate that my job only bi-weekly Hoopty done shitted, you spendin money tryin to fix it Than you did tryin to get it (C'MON!) Fridge is empty, but I the hunger Who the fuck keeps callin from this private There's crime on my and my nails are dirty The floors are cold in the jails of Jersey Depression talkin and his voice is raspy HE AIN'T SHUT THE FUCK UP IN 3 AND A HALF WEEKS! Look, beard is full, hair is These jeans mine so they way too baggy fucked shit startin to gas me It's like my lil' life slipped right past me (talk to em) to trap me His Dwayne SO WHY THE FUCK MY SON KEEP CALLIN' HIM DADDY?! Same that I feared after all these years I gotta breathe I can't my ears Wipin out my eyes I'm damn near in But you can't be mad, you you ain't been there (nah) Grab his moms I throw her against the But in the back of your mind you it ain't her fault (nah) I ain't mad at all, I'm bothered I get for real I ain't been the best father like 'R Us, Chuck E Cheese You a lil' boy grow up wit these needs New Year's or Christmas, the birthday At least bring the nigga to his school on the day (OHHHH) I can't believe it, this the same way I was treated So it's history repeated I know it sounds sick the idea of another kid But one it really feel like it's his (OHHHH) It's the and I hate that fact WAIT, of said that I take that back Look, I apologize let's this whole story like NaS C4 just erase that (C'MON!) I care if only the track trust me FUCK! what say only God can judge me FUCK! what niggaz heard or think or thought Tried to fix my shortcomings I just came up Ya