[Joe Yo, I don't wanna no more I hear death knockin' at my front door I'm everyday like a hustle, another drug to juggle Another day struggle, yo I know it's fucked up what a of cake'll do A few people wanna in and stay wit you You wish you could help 'em all, but you ain't to Cause the rent's a lil' plus the cable's due You and your girlfriend are in a serious way You used to be faithful (NOW) you at a curious (for real) Finally got your mind made on going your separate ways Nah homeboy, her late now THINK time's runnin out do it quickly (WHY?!) Cause she starts crying, gettin sticky If I don't want it she'll nuttin to do wit me JUST GET THE ABORTION AND I'LL YOU THE 250! But if you say that to her you wrong You think bout that you was gettin your groove on Can't take care of myself a new born I guess the pussy got too for too long Seems like my money goes by too Why I that my job only pays bi-weekly done shitted, you spendin more money tryin to fix it Than when you did to get it (C'MON!) Fridge is empty, but I survive the Who the fuck keeps callin from this number? There's on my mind and my nails are dirty The are real cold in the jails of Jersey starts talkin and his voice is raspy CAUSE HE SHUT THE FUCK UP IN 3 AND A HALF WEEKS! Look, is full, hair is nappy These ain't mine so they way too baggy Priorities fucked shit to gas me It's like my lil' life slipped right past me (talk to em) Startin to me His name's Dwayne SO WHY THE MY SON KEEP CALLIN' HIM DADDY?! Same shit that I feared after all years I gotta I can't believe my ears Wipin out my eyes I'm damn in tears But you can't be mad, you know you ain't there (nah) Grab his I throw her against the door But in the back of mind you know it ain't her fault (nah) I mad at all, I'm just bothered I get for real I ain't been the best father like Toys 'R Us, E Cheese You know a lil' boy grow up wit these New or Christmas, even the birthday At least bring the to his school on the first day (OHHHH) I can't believe it, this the way that I was treated So maybe history repeated I know it sounds sick the idea of another kid But one it really feel like it's his (OHHHH) It's the truth and I hate fact WAIT, shouldn't of said that I that back Look, I apologize rewind this whole story like NaS C4 just erase that (C'MON!) I don't care if only the track me FUCK! niggaz say only God can judge me FUCK! what niggaz or think or even thought Tried to fix my I just came up short Ya