[Joe Yo, I don't live no more Sometimes I hear knockin' at my front door I'm livin everyday like a hustle, another drug to Another day struggle, yo I know it's up what a lack of cake'll do A few people wanna move in and wit you You wish you could 'em all, but you ain't able to Cause the a lil' late plus the cable's due You and your are beefin' in a serious way You used to be faithful (NOW) you at a curious (for real) got your mind made on going your separate ways WAIT Nah homeboy, her late now THINK Your time's runnin out do it (WHY?!) Cause she starts crying, mood's sticky If I don't want it she'll want to do wit me JUST GET THE AND I'LL GIVE YOU THE 250! But if you say that to her you wrong You ain't think bout that you was your groove on Can't take care of myself a new born I guess the got too good for too long Seems like my money by too easy Why I hate that my job only pays done shitted, you spendin more money tryin to fix it Than when you did to get it (C'MON!) is empty, but I survive the hunger Who the fuck keeps callin this private number? crime on my mind and my nails are dirty The floors are real cold in the jails of Depression starts talkin and his voice is CAUSE HE SHUT THE FUCK UP IN 3 AND A HALF WEEKS! Look, beard is full, hair is These jeans ain't so they way too baggy Priorities fucked shit to gas me like my lil' man's life slipped right past me (talk to em) Startin to me His name's SO WHY THE FUCK MY SON KEEP CALLIN' HIM DADDY?! Same shit I feared after all these years I gotta breathe I can't believe my Wipin out my I'm damn near in tears But you can't be mad, you know you been there (nah) his moms I throw her against the door But in the back of mind you know it ain't her fault (nah) I ain't mad at all, I'm bothered I get honest for real I ain't the best father like 'R Us, Chuck E Cheese You know a boy grow up wit these needs New Year's or Christmas, even the At least bring the nigga to his school on the day (OHHHH) I can't believe it, this the same way I was treated So maybe history repeated I know it sounds sick the idea of another kid But one it really feel like it's his (OHHHH) It's the and I hate that fact WAIT, of said that I take that back Look, I apologize let's rewind this story like NaS C4 just erase that (C'MON!) I don't care if the track trust me FUCK! what niggaz say God can judge me FUCK! what heard or think or even thought Tried to fix my shortcomings I came up short Ya