Apples

You change from winter to the spring
While I am sleeping
Beneath these apple trees of sorrow
Grown for me

I read the letters in your pocket
They says you're starving now
It's usually reckless to write something we don't mean

I could sit days but you wouldn't care
I see those carvings in the tree we share
I know that it is all of the moments
That I spend with you
I suddenly feel that none of them were true

I know the leaves are
Falling for you
Fading for me
Those bright lights just ain't lights of love left to be
And now I'm like
Hey what's going on

I lay down by the fire warming up my bones
'Cause it's freezing and the only thing I want is to melt
I wish I had the wear with all to do so
But I'm so alone won't you know
That it ain't so nice to be fooling around
And picking my heart up
To throw it away

And I could sit days but you wouldn't care
I see those carvings in the tree we share
I know that it is all of the moments that I spend with you
I suddenly feel that none of them were true

I know the leaves are
Falling for you
Fading for me
Those bright lights just ain't lights of love left to be
And now I'm like
Hey what's going on

And now I sit days as the days go by
And nothing seems clear as I clearly try
I clearly try to figure out why I fell in love so hard
It must be these apples that I ate at the start

And in the end I'm calling for you
Oh please, answer me
Those bright lights are still lights that I'd like to see
And now I'm like
Hey what's going on
I don't know