Yeah you sometimes I feel so out of touch with life, it just like I'm lost and directionless, in the middle of nowhere with no clue how to get back home.
It's in times of loneliness though, I realize the value of my loved ones and inversely how much I take them for granted. It's funny how it's easier to appreciate the warmth of your relationships family and friends while you're suffering in the cold. I just hope I get my across to them. Yeah. Before too late.
[All in the knowledge, A In the darkness.
An artist, [The With a For catharsis.
fists, Frostbitten lips, the gift, Reminiscent of picks.
So I go on to the farthest, The uncharted, The sun rise, Like a in a tar pit.
Let's the stars back where we started. ironic. I've been since I departed.
The is long gone, My is so cold. The now unfolds, won't hold.
I'm as I lust For the trust I know, On a road [Covered in a of a snow].
One from the wind's Like a to the skin. [] take the Of my sin within.
And behold my Heart's to the bone, Up the dome Is a moon, no glow.
A of snowflakes to be hitting me, A blizzard the visibility.
conditioned, I'm lingering infirmities. land, Each feels like eternity.
And Mother showing me any courtesy. freezing, Suck the life mercury.
I up, a nap], Take a drink the flask, And the black path, On the I collapse.
All glued to the moon, the pursuit for the truth. As I to the tune, ain't much I can do.
Trapped in a tomb, In the of night. through the woods In the of life.
With the on my back, of uncertainty, And certainly, I know the cold is gonna me.
And as I'm alive, I can every pace, And I can't feel hands on my face.
And am I half way, Blood cold a murderer. to believe My is circular.
been here before, I to be delivered, But I'm [gullible, the prison ] I'm a sinner.
as they say], Try to up a flame. But regardless, I remained in the same
Nonetheless, life, freedom, I'm to wager, So God up in heaven, to our prayer.
I would to survive, So me the remedy, And when I inside, []
And I with a pride, When was a warning. Only now I The advice set me.
[They told me and me], [They tried their] to ward me, I not to worry, the end of the story.
I'm and deformed, And I miss warm, So up my spirit, My is so torn.
So God up the light, Fill the in my heart, missing, like a night Sky of the stars.
lost my innocence, No more in the yard, [Only in my skin], poison the scars].
I resentment, So for repentence. My body rather die it ever gets corrected.
The is uncertain, If I end up lamented. Oh God up in heaven, I'm in of intervention.
I'm so sorry, And I to you I meant it. Every on this planet Feels like a sentence.
If I could life, I would down my pride, Show myself it's a quick way To the exit.
I say sorry, I'm sorry I listen, And me deserve forgiveness For my hard decisions.
I'd bow and beg Until my own [] I'm sorry I know This has all said before.
I my rebellion is unhealthy, I come on knees, Now please, you help me?
And I to be deserted, Now I know it worth it. If you up the door, I know I don't even it.
I'm certain, With every impulse that my give, I my body To my worthlessness.
But if I see you again, And what I would have said if my life didn't end.
So I With this last correspondence, Saying the thing, In my a thesaurus.
in the heavens, With a on my [heart], As I the gift regrets in my [heart].
So I the farthest, The uncharted, The sun rise, So my [felt hardest].
If only you hear me, As my soul is you, I before I died, I have told you I love you.