Yeah you know sometimes I feel so out of touch life, it just like I'm lost and directionless, [simply] in the middle of nowhere no clue how to get back home.
It's in these times of loneliness though, I realize the value of my loved ones and inversely how I take them for granted. It's funny how easier to appreciate the warmth of your relationships between family and friends while you're suffering in the cold. I hope I get my message across to them. Yeah. it's too late.
[All in the knowledge, A In the darkness.
An artist, [The With a For catharsis.
fists, Frostbitten lips, the gift, Reminiscent of picks.
So I go on to the farthest, The uncharted, The sun rise, Like a in a tar pit.
Let's the stars Right where we started. ironic. I've been lost I departed.
The thrill is gone, My is so cold. The now unfolds, won't hold.
I'm as I lust For the that I know, On a dark in a gust of a snow].
One touch the wind's a knife to the skin. [] take the Of my sin within.
And behold my Heart's to the bone, Up the dome Is a moon, no glow.
A of snowflakes Quick to be me, A blizzard the visibility.
conditioned, I'm lingering infirmities. land, Each feels like eternity.
And Mother showing me any courtesy. freezing, Suck the outta mercury.
I up, a nap], a drink from the flask, And walk the path, On the I collapse.
All eyes to the moon, the pursuit for the truth. As I to the tune, ain't much I can do.
Trapped in a tomb, In the of night. through the woods In the of life.
With the on my back, of uncertainty, And certainly, I know the cold is murder me.
And as I'm alive, I can picture pace, And I still can't Both on my face.
And am I even way, Blood like a murderer. to believe My is circular.
been here before, I to be delivered, But I'm [gullible, the prison ] I'm a sinner.
[Maintain as say], Try to up a flame. But regardless, I remained in the place
Nonetheless, life, freedom, I'm to wager, So God up in heaven, to our prayer.
I kill to survive, So me the remedy, And I step inside, []
And I with a pride, implied was a warning. Only now I The advice set me.
told me and restored me], [They tried their] best to me, I not to worry, the end of the story.
I'm and deformed, And I being warm, So up my spirit, My is so torn.
So God up the light, Fill the in my heart, Something's missing, like a Sky of the stars.
lost my innocence, No toys in the yard, [Only in my skin], poison the scars].
I resentment, So for repentence. My body would die Before it gets corrected.
The is uncertain, If I end up lamented. Oh God up in heaven, I'm in of intervention.
I'm so sorry, And I swear to you I it. Every on this planet Feels a life sentence.
If I reverse life, I would choke my pride, Show myself it's just a way To the exit.
I say sorry, I'm I didn't listen, And help me deserve For my hard decisions.
I'd bow and beg Until my own [] I'm sorry because I This has all been before.
I my rebellion is unhealthy, I come on knees, Now please, you help me?
And I to be deserted, Now I know it worth it. If you up the door, I know I even deserve it.
I'm certain, With impulse that my nerves give, I manipulate my To my worthlessness.
But if I see you again, And that's I would have said if my life didn't end.
So I With this last correspondence, the same thing, In my a thesaurus.
in the heavens, With a on my [heart], As I the gift From in my [heart].
So I the farthest, The uncharted, The sun rise, So my [felt hardest].
If only you hear me, As my soul is you, I before I died, I would told you I love you.