Across Five Years

I said I'm crazy one more time, picked up the phone
And wondered why, so many years of hidden dreams
Pushed down too far to ever win, locked doors and hidden ghosts
Denied by myself with every joke, this was not, this could never be me

Remembering so many times, so many lies, so many lies
Ran so fast, the years passed blind, so much time lost killing five
Whatever poison you may drink, another list of no's persist
Antique and out of reach, I lost my life and take it back

Crashed this side of happiness, hit the floor or hit and miss
Without the strength to follow through, walked right past this life in you
Just one more kiss, just one more chance, one more life or circumstance
One more call taking a chance on circumstance