A Letter

The letters you have sent me, Have only just arrived
And now I am reminded of when you were alive
This weight in my chest falls once more,
With the parcel that fate had placed at my door,

It reads:

'You've captured my heart, and I miss you so much.
I wish there was a way, we could only just touch.
You were in my dream last night, and you told me this;
That "the past and the future meet in a kiss,
Where two eternities lock, where we co-exist
Where hope has been enveloped in a deep dull mist"

Through the glass the world is blank and stopped,
the bell jar has consumed me,
the bell jar has dropped.'

Hope are you there? I feel you around me.
You are in the air that I breathe, and the ocean consumes me.
I have been lost for years, since you have left,
and I wish I could have followed in your last breath.

I was selfish and I let you leave,
Without acknowledging, my heart you have weaved,
I hope that one day you can only forgive,
Because now, without you, it is hard to live.

Hope are you there? I feel you around me.
You are in the air that I breathe, and the ocean consumes me.
I have been lost for years, since you have left,
and I wish I could have followed in your last breath.

The bell jar has dropped.