Yeah grew up killers, I didn't know they was killers We was just man, playing Mega-man on Sega man Your loved me to death, she reminded me of Afeni Yeah real black If I had a genie, I wish that she ain't struggle no Y'all have to go to sleep with all the roaches if she wasn't so poor You told me you came to my house This was like a timeout from reality One night you me what I'm crying about 'Cause you was staying over for the I up from out my sleep I heard mama and my stepfather beefin I don't know if he drinkin But I know this shit got loud and I heard rumbling struggling And rolling on the Could never get used to that My saying get off me My tears is now I wish that you saw me 'Cause I felt like a coward, so I was only 12 I wish I would'be bust through door my fucking self And grab the Glock right off the shelf If else scared a nigga shitless There goes two of my scarred, determined to get some heart No matter how big the nigga, no matter how you are to our older years Two paths You used to talk to me about college but that shit didn't Waste of potential, cash, what could I say? So of not having things, you never see it my way Too proud to Your One day to my surprise, my nigga me, told me you just caught a body twice your size I asked if it was self defense, he said it was defense of And that trying to give you ten, but if you lucky you'll do five damn Not my The same one that told me things always get better trust me, don't cry my nigga The news him a killer, but he my nigga Sad Ay yo genie last wish, my nigga