Yeah grew up with killers, I know they was killers We was together man, playing Mega-man on Sega man mama loved me to death, she reminded me of Afeni Yeah real queen If I had a genie, I wish that she ain't struggle no Y'all wouldn't have to go to sleep with all the roaches if she so poor You told me you came to my house This shit was a timeout from reality One night you me what I'm crying about you was staying over for the weekend I up from out my sleep When I heard mama and my stepfather I know if he been drinkin But I know shit got loud and I heard rumbling from struggling And rolling on the never get used to that sound My mama get off me My is tumbling now I that you never saw me 'Cause I like a coward, so powerless I was only 12 I wish I would'be bust through that door my self And grab the Glock off the fucking shelf If nothing else scared a shitless goes two of my wishes Forever scarred, determined to get heart No matter how big the nigga, no how small you are Fast-forward to our years Two paths You to talk to me about college but that shit didn't last Waste of potential, getting cash, could I say? So tired of not things, you never see it my way Too to fold demise One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, me you just caught a body twice your size I if it was self defense, he said it was defense of pride And that trying to give you ten, but if you lucky you'll do five damn Not my The same one that me that things always get better Just trust me, cry my nigga The news call him a killer, but he my Sad Ay yo last wish, free my nigga