Yeah grew up with killers, I didn't they was killers We was just together man, playing Mega-man on man Your mama loved me to death, she me of Afeni Yeah black queen If I had a genie, I wish that she struggle no more Y'all wouldn't have to go to with all the roaches if she wasn't so poor You told me when you came to my This was like a timeout from reality One night you asked me what I'm about 'Cause you was over for the weekend I woke up out my sleep When I heard mama and my beefin I don't if he been drinkin But I know this shit got loud and I heard rumbling struggling And on the ground never get used to that sound My saying get off me My tears is now I wish that you saw me 'Cause I felt like a coward, so powerless I was 12 I wish I would'be bust through door my fucking self And grab the right off the fucking shelf If nothing else scared a shitless There goes two of my Forever scarred, determined to get some No how big the nigga, no matter how small you are Fast-forward to our years Two paths You used to talk to me college but that shit didn't last Waste of potential, cash, what could I say? So tired of not having things, you see it my way Too to fold demise One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, told me you just caught a body twice your I asked if it was defense, he said it was defense of pride And that they trying to you ten, but if you lucky you'll do five damn Not my The one that told me that things always get better Just trust me, cry my nigga The news call him a killer, but he my Sad Ay yo last wish, free my nigga