Yeah grew up with killers, I didn't know they was We was just together man, Mega-man on Sega man Your loved me to death, she reminded me of Afeni Yeah black queen If I had a genie, I wish she ain't struggle no more Y'all wouldn't have to go to sleep with all the if she wasn't so poor You told me when you came to my shit was like a timeout from reality One night you asked me what I'm about 'Cause you was staying for the weekend I woke up from out my I heard mama and my stepfather beefin I don't know if he drinkin But I know this shit got loud and I heard from struggling And on the ground Could never get used to that My saying get off me My tears is now I wish you never saw me 'Cause I felt like a coward, so I was only 12 I wish I would'be through that door my fucking self And grab the Glock right off the shelf If nothing else scared a shitless goes two of my wishes Forever scarred, determined to get some No matter how big the nigga, no how small you are to our older years Two paths You used to talk to me about college but that shit didn't Waste of potential, getting cash, what I say? So tired of not having things, you see it my way Too to fold demise One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, told me you just a body twice your size I if it was self defense, he said it was defense of pride And that they trying to give you ten, but if you lucky do five damn Not my The same one that told me things always get better Just trust me, cry my nigga The call him a killer, but he my nigga Sad Ay yo genie last wish, my nigga