Yeah grew up with killers, I didn't know they was We was just man, playing Mega-man on Sega man mama loved me to death, she reminded me of Afeni Yeah real black If I had a genie, I wish that she ain't struggle no Y'all have to go to sleep with all the roaches if she wasn't so poor You told me when you came to my shit was like a timeout from reality One night you asked me I'm crying about 'Cause you was over for the weekend I woke up out my sleep When I heard and my stepfather beefin I don't know if he drinkin But I know this shit got loud and I heard rumbling from And rolling on the Could never get to that sound My mama get off me My tears is now I that you never saw me 'Cause I felt like a coward, so I was only 12 I wish I would'be bust through that door my fucking And grab the Glock off the fucking shelf If nothing else scared a shitless There two of my wishes Forever scarred, determined to get some No matter how big the nigga, no how small you are Fast-forward to our older Two paths You to talk to me about college but that shit didn't last Waste of potential, cash, what could I say? So tired of not things, you never see it my way Too to fold demise One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, told me you just caught a body twice your I asked if it was self defense, he said it was defense of And that trying to give you ten, but if you lucky you'll do five damn Not my The one that told me that things always get better Just me, don't cry my nigga The call him a killer, but he my nigga Sad Ay yo genie last wish, free my