Yeah grew up with killers, I didn't they was killers We was together man, playing Mega-man on Sega man mama loved me to death, she reminded me of Afeni Yeah black queen If I had a genie, I wish that she ain't struggle no Y'all wouldn't have to go to sleep with all the if she wasn't so poor You told me when you came to my This shit was like a from reality One night you asked me what I'm about 'Cause you was over for the weekend I up from out my sleep When I heard mama and my beefin I know if he been drinkin But I know this shit got loud and I heard rumbling from And on the ground Could never get used to that My saying get off me My tears is now I wish that you saw me I felt like a coward, so powerless I was only 12 I wish I would'be bust through door my fucking self And grab the right off the fucking shelf If nothing else scared a nigga There two of my wishes Forever scarred, to get some heart No how big the nigga, no matter how small you are Fast-forward to our years Two different You used to talk to me college but that shit didn't last Waste of potential, getting cash, could I say? So tired of not things, you never see it my way Too to fold demise One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, told me you just a body twice your size I asked if it was self defense, he it was defense of pride And that they trying to give you ten, but if you lucky do five damn Not my The same one that told me that things always get Just trust me, cry my nigga The news call him a killer, but he my Sad Ay yo genie last wish, my nigga