Yeah grew up killers, I didn't know they was killers We was just man, playing Mega-man on Sega man mama loved me to death, she reminded me of Afeni Yeah black queen If I had a genie, I wish that she ain't struggle no Y'all wouldn't have to go to with all the roaches if she wasn't so poor You told me you came to my house This shit was a timeout from reality One night you asked me what I'm about 'Cause you was staying over for the I woke up out my sleep When I heard and my stepfather beefin I don't if he been drinkin But I this shit got loud and I heard rumbling from struggling And on the ground Could never get to that sound My mama get off me My tears is now I wish that you saw me 'Cause I felt like a coward, so powerless I was 12 I wish I would'be bust through that my fucking self And the Glock right off the fucking shelf If nothing else scared a shitless There goes two of my scarred, determined to get some heart No how big the nigga, no matter how small you are Fast-forward to our older Two different You used to talk to me about college but that shit didn't Waste of potential, getting cash, what I say? So tired of not having things, you see it my way Too to fold Your One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, told me you just caught a body your size I asked if it was defense, he said it was defense of pride And that they trying to give you ten, but if you lucky do five damn Not my The same one that told me that things get better trust me, don't cry my nigga The news him a killer, but he my nigga Sad Ay yo last wish, free my nigga