Yeah grew up with killers, I didn't they was killers We was just man, playing Mega-man on Sega man Your mama me to death, she reminded me of Afeni real black queen If I had a genie, I wish that she ain't no more Y'all wouldn't to go to sleep with all the roaches if she wasn't so poor You told me when you to my house shit was like a timeout from reality One night you me what I'm crying about 'Cause you was staying over for the I woke up out my sleep When I heard and my stepfather beefin I don't if he been drinkin But I this shit got loud and I heard rumbling from struggling And on the ground Could get used to that sound My saying get off me My is tumbling now I wish you never saw me I felt like a coward, so powerless I was only 12 I wish I bust through that door my fucking self And grab the Glock off the fucking shelf If nothing scared a nigga shitless There two of my wishes Forever scarred, determined to get some No how big the nigga, no matter how small you are Fast-forward to our older Two different You used to talk to me about college but that shit didn't of potential, getting cash, what could I say? So of not having things, you never see it my way Too proud to demise One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, told me you just caught a twice your size I asked if it was defense, he said it was defense of pride And that they trying to give you ten, but if you you'll do five damn Not my The same one told me that things always get better trust me, don't cry my nigga The news him a killer, but he my nigga Sad Ay yo genie wish, free my nigga