Yeah grew up with killers, I didn't know they was We was just together man, playing on Sega man Your loved me to death, she reminded me of Afeni Yeah real black If I had a genie, I wish that she ain't no more Y'all wouldn't have to go to sleep with all the roaches if she wasn't so You told me when you came to my This was like a timeout from reality One night you me what I'm crying about 'Cause you was staying for the weekend I woke up out my sleep When I mama and my stepfather beefin I don't know if he been But I know this shit got loud and I heard from struggling And on the ground Could never get used to sound My mama get off me My tears is now I wish you never saw me 'Cause I felt a coward, so powerless I was only 12 I wish I would'be bust through that door my fucking And grab the Glock right off the fucking If nothing else a nigga shitless goes two of my wishes Forever scarred, determined to get some No how big the nigga, no matter how small you are to our older years Two paths You used to talk to me college but that shit didn't last Waste of potential, cash, what could I say? So tired of not things, you never see it my way Too to fold Your One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, me you just caught a body twice your size I asked if it was self defense, he it was defense of pride And that they to give you ten, but if you lucky you'll do five damn Not my The same one that told me that things get better Just me, don't cry my nigga The news him a killer, but he my nigga Sad Ay yo genie last wish, my nigga