Yeah grew up with killers, I didn't know they was We was just together man, playing on Sega man Your loved me to death, she reminded me of Afeni real black queen If I had a genie, I wish that she struggle no more wouldn't have to go to sleep with all the roaches if she wasn't so poor You told me you came to my house This was like a timeout from reality One night you asked me what I'm about you was staying over for the weekend I woke up from out my When I heard mama and my beefin I don't know if he been But I know this shit got loud and I heard rumbling from And on the ground Could never get to that sound My mama get off me My is tumbling now I wish that you saw me I felt like a coward, so powerless I was only 12 I wish I would'be bust through door my fucking self And grab the Glock right off the shelf If nothing scared a nigga shitless goes two of my wishes Forever scarred, determined to get some No matter how big the nigga, no how small you are Fast-forward to our older Two different You used to talk to me about college but shit didn't last of potential, getting cash, what could I say? So tired of not having things, you see it my way Too to fold demise One day to my surprise, my called me, told me you just caught a body twice your size I asked if it was self defense, he said it was of pride And they trying to give you ten, but if you lucky you'll do five damn Not my The same one that told me that things get better Just trust me, don't cry my The news call him a killer, but he my Sad Ay yo genie wish, free my nigga