Yeah grew up with killers, I didn't they was killers We was together man, playing Mega-man on Sega man Your mama me to death, she reminded me of Afeni Yeah real queen If I had a genie, I that she ain't struggle no more Y'all wouldn't have to go to sleep with all the roaches if she wasn't so You me when you came to my house This shit was like a from reality One night you asked me what I'm about you was staying over for the weekend I woke up out my sleep When I mama and my stepfather beefin I don't know if he drinkin But I know this shit got and I heard rumbling from struggling And on the ground never get used to that sound My saying get off me My tears is now I that you never saw me I felt like a coward, so powerless I was only 12 I wish I would'be bust through that door my self And grab the Glock right off the fucking If nothing else scared a shitless There goes two of my scarred, determined to get some heart No how big the nigga, no matter how small you are Fast-forward to our older Two paths You used to talk to me about college but that didn't last Waste of potential, getting cash, what I say? So tired of not having things, you see it my way Too proud to Your One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, told me you just a body twice your size I if it was self defense, he said it was defense of pride And that trying to give you ten, but if you lucky you'll do five damn Not my The same one that told me things always get better Just trust me, cry my nigga The call him a killer, but he my nigga Sad Ay yo genie last wish, my nigga