Yeah up with killers, I didn't know they was killers We was just together man, playing on Sega man mama loved me to death, she reminded me of Afeni Yeah real black If I had a genie, I wish that she ain't no more wouldn't have to go to sleep with all the roaches if she wasn't so poor You told me when you came to my shit was like a timeout from reality One you asked me what I'm crying about 'Cause you was staying over for the I woke up out my sleep When I heard mama and my beefin I don't know if he been But I know this shit got loud and I heard rumbling from And rolling on the never get used to that sound My saying get off me My is tumbling now I wish that you saw me 'Cause I felt like a coward, so I was only 12 I wish I would'be bust through that my fucking self And the Glock right off the fucking shelf If nothing else scared a shitless There goes two of my scarred, determined to get some heart No matter how big the nigga, no how small you are Fast-forward to our older Two paths You used to talk to me about college but that shit last Waste of potential, cash, what could I say? So of not having things, you never see it my way Too proud to Your One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, told me you caught a body twice your size I asked if it was self defense, he said it was of pride And that they trying to give you ten, but if you lucky you'll do five Not my The one that told me that things always get better trust me, don't cry my nigga The call him a killer, but he my nigga Sad Ay yo genie last wish, my nigga