Yeah grew up with killers, I know they was killers We was together man, playing Mega-man on Sega man Your mama loved me to death, she reminded me of real black queen If I had a genie, I wish that she ain't struggle no Y'all wouldn't have to go to sleep all the roaches if she wasn't so poor You me when you came to my house This shit was a timeout from reality One you asked me what I'm crying about 'Cause you was staying over for the I up from out my sleep When I heard and my stepfather beefin I don't know if he been But I know this shit got loud and I rumbling from struggling And on the ground Could get used to that sound My saying get off me My is tumbling now I that you never saw me 'Cause I felt like a coward, so powerless I was 12 I wish I would'be bust that door my fucking self And grab the Glock right off the fucking If nothing else scared a shitless goes two of my wishes Forever scarred, determined to get some No how big the nigga, no matter how small you are Fast-forward to our older Two paths You used to talk to me college but that shit didn't last Waste of potential, getting cash, could I say? So tired of not things, you never see it my way Too proud to demise One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, told me you just caught a body your size I asked if it was self defense, he it was defense of pride And that they trying to give you ten, but if you lucky you'll do damn Not my The same one told me that things always get better Just trust me, don't cry my The news call him a killer, but he my Sad Ay yo genie last wish, my nigga