Yeah grew up with killers, I didn't know they was We was just together man, playing on Sega man mama loved me to death, she reminded me of Afeni Yeah black queen If I had a genie, I that she ain't struggle no more Y'all wouldn't have to go to sleep with all the roaches if she so poor You told me you came to my house This shit was like a timeout reality One night you asked me what I'm crying 'Cause you was staying for the weekend I up from out my sleep When I mama and my stepfather beefin I don't know if he been But I know this shit got loud and I heard from struggling And on the ground Could never get used to sound My mama get off me My is tumbling now I wish you never saw me 'Cause I felt a coward, so powerless I was only 12 I wish I would'be bust that door my fucking self And grab the right off the fucking shelf If nothing else a nigga shitless There two of my wishes Forever scarred, to get some heart No matter how big the nigga, no matter how you are Fast-forward to our years Two different You to talk to me about college but that shit didn't last Waste of potential, cash, what could I say? So tired of not things, you never see it my way Too proud to demise One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, told me you just caught a body twice your I asked if it was self defense, he it was defense of pride And that trying to give you ten, but if you lucky you'll do five damn Not my The same one that me that things always get better Just trust me, don't cry my The news call him a killer, but he my Sad Ay yo last wish, free my nigga