Yeah grew up killers, I didn't know they was killers We was just together man, playing Mega-man on man Your mama me to death, she reminded me of Afeni real black queen If I had a genie, I wish that she ain't struggle no Y'all wouldn't have to go to sleep all the roaches if she wasn't so poor You told me when you came to my This shit was like a timeout reality One night you asked me I'm crying about 'Cause you was over for the weekend I woke up from out my When I heard and my stepfather beefin I don't if he been drinkin But I know this shit got loud and I heard rumbling struggling And on the ground Could never get used to that My mama get off me My tears is now I wish you never saw me I felt like a coward, so powerless I was only 12 I wish I would'be bust through that my fucking self And the Glock right off the fucking shelf If nothing else scared a nigga There goes two of my scarred, determined to get some heart No how big the nigga, no matter how small you are Fast-forward to our years Two paths You used to to me about college but that shit didn't last of potential, getting cash, what could I say? So tired of not having things, you see it my way Too proud to demise One day to my surprise, my nigga me, told me you just caught a body twice your size I asked if it was defense, he said it was defense of pride And that they trying to give you ten, but if you lucky do five damn Not my The one that told me that things always get better Just trust me, cry my nigga The news him a killer, but he my nigga Sad Ay yo last wish, free my nigga