13 Years

I feel like I'm slipping away....

I remember the days when I'd lay and cry,
there was all this pain I used to wonder why
I was trapped in this and left to die.

feeling so alone

I sit back and relive my life
and all the times that I'd beg to die.
Of all these things I remember I was...

feeling so alone

But now I'm feeling stronger, since I found you.

I'd grab the pin and take my flight,
and you were there just to hold me tight.
All those times I'd just lose my mind...

feeling so alone

I can't repay all the things you've done,
for the darkest nights when you were my sun,
because of you I no longer run.

feeling so alone
But now I'm feeling stronger, since I found you.

21 years pass am I still lost?
13 years passed with no remorse...I feel like I'm slipping away....
My blood boils through my eyes,
your blood stains my hands.
I could not control the urge to end you.
I could have killed, I should have killed you!
Erase my mind, all the years of hell
you put me through.

feeling so alone
But now I'm feeling stronger, since I found you.
I feel like I'm slipping away....