Yo, this is what
Yo, I woke up late it was like ten in the I was half asleep and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' I checked my voice mail to see who'd callin' I turned on my computer, check my logged on it
Junk mail, mail, dog-gone-it! they just tryin' to sell me they product But there was one email just caught my optic It said suicidal, took the mouse and on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you know who I am You probably care 'cause I'm just another fan I doubt you ever this, now but if ya can Sometimes I slash my wrists and even cut my
And I feel all alone nobody understands And I'm end it tonight, I got the whole thing planned Pop pills, leave a note on my night Signed sincerely, #1 Fan
Can now please help me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now please me? Will someone now just please me?
My heart is as I start to type back Why do you this way, do you mind if I ask? What's the and the cause of the pain that you have How did you get this way, is it from the past?
God cares about you, I hope you that Please don't end your life, I beg ya please back I finished typin', I sent the quite fast I bowed my head and prayed with all the that I had
She said, "Man KJ I even know you would write me Let me explain why no one could ever me It all started when my father to strike me Raped and every since 1990
gone now but I can't put it all behind me I tried to run away but my pain would find me Is God the one who can help me Signed tonight, #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will someone now just help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just help me?
Dear number one fan, I lot to tell you But the email there is only so much I can help you See, I know a Father who could never fail you He'll give you a love when nobody care to
I you might feel like everybody hates you And you feel like you got no one you can relate to But death feels the best place to escape to But that's a lie that Satan, he just to tell you
I'm sorry that you were abused, father raped you But you gotta get some help 'cause can make you I know it,s to face but God will give you the strength to I know you gots a lot of things you work through
But with this help I know you can break through I seen it all the times that He came through He'll be back, tell me you think of what I sent you I'll be prayin', sincerely
Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me? Can now please help me? someone now just please help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this story had a happy But after that I never heard from her again That night I tossed and turned on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with these thoughts runnin' through my an'
Did she do it, take her life, or wind up dead Or did she not choose it, listened to what I said an' Maybe, she never got the last one I was Was it my fault, was it something I mentioned?
Every mornin' I would just my email for any detail, hopin' and prayin' that she's well My emails came back that they'd failed No address for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to weeks and weeks to months an' Time would pass and I just heard No no email no not even just somethin' What happened to my #1 Fan, I'm wonderin'
Can now please help me? Will someone now just help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me?