Yo, this is what
Yo, I woke up late it was like ten in the I was half asleep and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' I checked my voice mail to see who'd been I on my computer, check my email logged on it
mail, junk mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they just tryin' to sell me product But there was one email that caught my optic It suicidal, took the mouse and clicked on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you don't who I am You probably don't 'cause I'm just another fan I doubt you read this, now but if ya can Sometimes I slash my wrists and cut my hands
And I feel all alone like nobody And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the whole planned Pop pills, leave a note on my night sincerely, your #1 Fan
Can someone now help me? Will someone now just help me? Can someone now please me? Will someone now just please me?
My heart is poundin' as I start to type Why do you feel this way, do you if I ask? What's the source and the cause of the pain that you How did you get way, is it something from the past?
God cares about you, I hope you understand Please don't end your life, I beg ya please write I finished typin', I sent the email fast I bowed my head and prayed with all the strength I had
She said, "Man KJ I didn't know you would write me Let me explain why no one could ever me It all started when my father to strike me Raped and confused since 1990
gone now but I can't put it all behind me I tried to run but my pain would always find me Is God really the one who can me Signed tonight, #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will someone now just help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now just please me?
Dear number one fan, I gotta lot to you But with the there is only so much I can help you See, I know a Father who never ever fail you He'll give you a love when nobody care to
I know you might feel like everybody you And you like you got no one that you can relate to But death like the best place to escape to But that's a lie that Satan, he wants to tell you
I'm sorry you were abused, your father raped you But you gotta get some 'cause nobody can make you I it,s hard to face but God will give you the strength to I know you gots a lot of things you gotta through
But with this help I know that you can break I seen it all the times that He came through He'll be back, tell me you think of what I sent you I'll be prayin', KJ-52
Can now please help me? Will someone now please help me? Can someone now please me? Will someone now just help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this story had a happy But after that night I never heard her again That night I tossed and lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with these runnin' through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or up dead an'? Or did she not choose it, listened to what I said an' Maybe, she never got the one I was sendin' Was it my fault, was it I shoulda mentioned?
Every mornin' I would check my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' that she's My emails back sayin' that they'd failed No such for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to weeks and weeks turned to an' Time would pass and I heard nuthin' No letter no no not even just somethin' What to my #1 Fan, I'm still wonderin'
Can now please help me? Will someone now just help me? Can now please help me? Will now just please help me?