Yo, this is what
Yo, I up late it was like ten in the mornin' I was still half asleep and sleepy eyed, yawnin' I checked my voice mail to see who'd callin' I turned on my computer, check my email on it
Junk mail, mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they just to sell me they product But there was one email that caught my optic It suicidal, took the mouse and clicked on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you don't who I am You probably don't care I'm just another fan I doubt you read this, now but if ya can Sometimes I slash my wrists and cut my hands
And I feel all like nobody understands And I'm end it tonight, I got the whole thing planned Pop pills, leave a note on my night sincerely, your #1 Fan
Can someone now help me? Will someone now please help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now please help me?
My heart is poundin' as I start to type Why do you feel this way, do you if I ask? the source and the cause of the pain that you have How did you get this way, is it from the past?
God cares about you, I hope you understand don't end your life, I beg ya please write back I finished typin', I sent the email fast I bowed my head and prayed with all the strength I had
She said, "Man KJ I didn't know you would write me Let me explain why no one could ever me It all started when my father to strike me Raped and every since 1990
He's gone now but I put it all behind me I tried to run away but my pain would always me Is God the one who can help me tonight, your #1 Fan
Can someone now help me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now just please me?
Dear one fan, I gotta lot to tell you But with the email there is only so I can help you See, I know a Father who could never ever you He'll give you a love when ever care to
I know you feel like everybody hates you And you feel like you got no one that you can to But death feels like the place to escape to But that's a lie that Satan, he just wants to you
I'm sorry that you abused, your father raped you But you gotta get some help 'cause can make you I know it,s hard to face but God will you the strength to I know you gots a lot of things you gotta work
But with help I know that you can break through I it myself all the times that He came through He'll be back, tell me you think of what I sent you I'll be prayin', KJ-52
Can someone now please me? Will someone now please help me? Can now please help me? someone now just please help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I this story had a happy endin' But after that night I heard from her again That night I tossed and lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with these runnin' through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or wind up an'? Or did she not it, just listened to what I said an' Maybe, she never got the one I was sendin' Was it my fault, was it something I shoulda
Every mornin' I just check my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' that she's My emails came back sayin' that failed No address for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to weeks and weeks to months an' would pass and I just heard nuthin' No no email no not even just somethin' happened to my #1 Fan, I'm still wonderin'
Can now please help me? Will someone now just help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now just help me?