Yo, this is what
Yo, I woke up it was like ten in the mornin' I was still half and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' I checked my voice to see who'd been callin' I turned on my computer, check my logged on it
mail, junk mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody just tryin' to sell me they product But there was one email that caught my optic It said suicidal, took the mouse and on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you don't who I am You probably don't care 'cause I'm another fan I you ever read this, now but if ya can Sometimes I slash my wrists and even cut my
And I feel all like nobody understands And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the thing planned Pop pills, leave a note on my night Signed sincerely, #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me? Can someone now help me? Will now just please help me?
My is poundin' as I start to type back Why do you feel this way, do you if I ask? What's the source and the cause of the pain that you How did you get this way, is it from the past?
God cares about you, I you understand that Please don't end your life, I beg ya please write I finished typin', I sent the quite fast I bowed my head and with all the strength that I had
She said, "Man KJ I even know you would write me Let me explain why no one could like me It all started when my father used to me Raped and confused every 1990
He's gone now but I put it all behind me I to run away but my pain would always find me Is God really the one who can me tonight, your #1 Fan
Can now please help me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me?
Dear number one fan, I lot to tell you But the email there is only so much I can help you See, I a Father who could never ever fail you He'll give you a love nobody ever care to
I know you might feel like hates you And you like you got no one that you can relate to But death like the best place to escape to But that's a lie that Satan, he wants to tell you
I'm that you were abused, your father raped you But you gotta get help 'cause nobody can make you I know it,s to face but God will give you the strength to I know you gots a lot of things you gotta through
But this help I know that you can break through I seen it myself all the times that He through He'll be back, tell me what you think of what I you I'll be prayin', sincerely
Can someone now help me? Will someone now just help me? Can now please help me? Will now just please help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said story had a happy endin' But after that I never heard from her again That I tossed and turned lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with these thoughts through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or wind up an'? Or did she not choose it, just to what I said an' Maybe, she got the last one I was sendin' Was it my fault, was it something I mentioned?
Every I would just check my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' that well My emails came back sayin' that they'd No address for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to weeks and weeks turned to an' would pass and I just heard nuthin' No letter no email no not even just What happened to my #1 Fan, I'm still
Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me? Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me?