Yo, is what happened
Yo, I woke up late it was like ten in the I was still asleep and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' I checked my mail to see who'd been callin' I on my computer, check my email logged on it
mail, junk mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they just tryin' to sell me they But there was one email that just caught my It suicidal, took the mouse and clicked on it
She said, " KJ, you don't know who I am You probably don't 'cause I'm just another fan I doubt you ever this, now but if ya can I slash my wrists and even cut my hands
And I all alone like nobody understands And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the whole planned Pop pills, leave a on my night stand Signed sincerely, #1 Fan
Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now please help me?
My is poundin' as I start to type back Why do you feel this way, do you mind if I What's the source and the cause of the pain that you How did you get this way, is it something the past?
God cares about you, I hope you that don't end your life, I beg ya please write back I finished typin', I sent the email fast I bowed my head and prayed with all the that I had
She said, "Man KJ I even know you would write me Let me explain why no one ever like me It all started when my father used to me Raped and confused since 1990
He's gone now but I put it all behind me I to run away but my pain would always find me Is God the one who can help me tonight, your #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me? Can now please help me? Will now just please help me?
Dear number one fan, I gotta lot to you But with the email there is only so I can help you See, I know a Father who could ever fail you He'll give you a love when nobody ever to
I you might feel like everybody hates you And you feel like you got no one you can relate to But death feels like the best to escape to But that's a lie that Satan, he just to tell you
I'm that you were abused, your father raped you But you get some help 'cause nobody can make you I know it,s hard to face but God will you the strength to I know you gots a lot of you gotta work through
But with this help I that you can break through I it myself all the times that He came through He'll be back, tell me what you think of what I you I'll be prayin', KJ-52
Can someone now please me? Will someone now just help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now just help me?
Yo, I'd be if I said this story had a happy endin' But after that night I never heard from her night I tossed and turned lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with these thoughts runnin' through my an'
Did she do it, take her life, or wind up an'? Or did she not choose it, just listened to I said an' Maybe, she never got the one I was sendin' Was it my fault, was it something I shoulda
Every mornin' I would just check my Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' that she's My emails came back that they'd failed No address for #1 Fan at Hotmail
turned to weeks and weeks turned to months an' Time pass and I just heard nuthin' No no email no not even just somethin' What happened to my #1 Fan, I'm wonderin'
Can someone now please me? Will someone now just please me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now just help me?