Having conversations with mama, man my is a mess Ain't been returning the texts, so she reading the press She got Google Alerts, them shits go straight to her She worry bout me from home, you know she me alone She said "I heard you back with you who I told her "Girl I'm always back you know who" And she like "Who are we You're 27 you being you You're father's child, man thank God you got some me in you" At least I always, at I always see it through At I'm always being true to what you taught me teacher but your words still got me evolving Never get sloppy drunk, but alcohol is solving And look I hate it when you on all my girlfriends And assistants always convinced that there's always someone Like girl from that gym who trains you I know you wanna arrange it, you told me free Thursday And I'm sure that she's a angel but she want this life The timing right Maybe one day but even one day with us is a of a life We do things people pay to document You got the heart but I'm not here to give out compliments, or boost nobody confidence momma I got no friends in this I don't pretend with this I'on joke this momma I pull the knife out my and cut they throat with it momma I'm "Game of Thrones" with it I'm " Alone" with it momma I'm t- I really hate using tone with you momma I hate getting aggressive on this phone with you momma I really hate wasting your to check a clone or two momma It's just they cloning me niggas wannabes momma Its - I'm the one they wanna be momma I just- I- I can't be out here being vulnerable I mean I kill em every time they do a song with me I sing a hook sing along with me momma What more they from me momma? Yeah, is a crazy life But you and the six me right "Don't ever take advice," that was advice You and the six raised me right, that shit saved my
conversations with momma, we start talkin' bout dad You know he dropping a single, he saying is his window That still wearing linen, that nigga still in the club him after we get off the phone and show him some love That nigga Memphis for real, girl he you to death He made throughout his life that he still doesn't accept But he just want our forgiveness, and fuck it look how we I'm content with this story, who are we not to him? At least I been to a prison, at least I know it's like I used to rap on the phone, one of his friends doing And now I got me a Grammy, that could be part of the Let's call this shit even, we got some things to believe in Do you back to Weston Road, Scarlett Road? Hangin' with Bell and Reny shit could've gone south for me he looked out for me ma He let me do drugs He let me shoot a gun one but out there everyone does He made me to his music, old music, soul music Shit that can be created if you go through it I used to get teased for black, and now I'm here and I'm not black enough Cause I'm not acting tough or making stories up where I'm actually from But I just roll with it momma, rolling with it momma Gotta be careful around rolling stones or anyone that's tryna throw at me momma I'm not condoning it They not tear nothing down I built this home for you momma Know I don't call momma I just been working so little time for personal momma Hard let me pay the price You and the six raised me right that shit my life